New single "Homesick (feat. not home.)”
shoutout not home. for featuring on this track! check out his amazing music

(Lyrics)
The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Feels like I’m missing part of me lately 
Even if you kinda drove me crazy 
I could turn around and you’d be there
Felt like you would always care 
Now I turn around to nothing 
Am I holding onto something?
Or was everything empty words
Let it sink in Let it hurt 

(not home.)
Damn, I really thought you gave a fuck about me
Soaking in the darkness that surround me
I’ve been getting higher then a pine tree
Car race, side streets going 90, (90)
Curly hair in my eyes
I don’t care if you’re alive
Quit wasting my time
Can’t stand but I think I’ll be fine 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

Why am I feeling homesick
It’s not like I didn’t learn my lesson
Everyday I’ve been broken 
I can’t stop this hurting 
I wonder where you’re at
If you’re coming back 
In my chest It feels like a heart attack 
And I wonder,  I wonder 
If I’ll ever, feel okay 

The hardest part wasn’t falling in love with you
It was falling out of it 
The hardest part isn’t that I’m missing you 
It’s that I’m feeling homesick 

mixed by yago beats
prod by Nate2Timez

Stream on Spotify!

Homesick (feat. not home.) [Prod. Nate2Timez]

New single "Campfire (feat. Indii G.) 
huge shoutout indii g, for giving me this track!!
https://soundcloud.com/indii-g

(Lyrics)
-Indii G.-
Shawty made me go in circles 
Shawty made me go insane 
Stop. You’re spoiling my brain
I’m afraid, I won’t lie. I can’t do this anymore 
I don’t think you know why I’m M.I.A
Obviously you know my pain
Imma start a campfire in my head
Start a campfire in my head

-Killing Art-
Yeah, I’ve been in my head 
Been a week since I left my bed
You’ve been leaving me on read
Maybe I’ll feel better
 if I get some rest 
Like, Do you get some pleasure 
out of my pain 
Tears been falling down 
like the rain
I’ve been tryna stay in my own lane 
But here you come around again 
I got a safe place that I go Mia
In my head 
I’ve been tryna find my way 
You give me that look 
and I start to cave
You give me that look 
just go away 
I’m not the one here that’s a liar 
In my mind I got this fire 
Burn away every desire 
That I have of you I’m tired

produced by Nothing,Nowhere's producer

Campfire (feat. Indii G.)

New single "Falling" featuring the amazing artists 88STRAIT
Drop a comment and show some love <3

(Lyrics)
I’ve been falling for you baby 
And it’s really been driving me crazy
I can’t get you off my mind  lately 
Can’t get you off my mind lately 

I don’t wanna fall for no one 
Yeah I got trust issues said I’m done
But you got me thinking you’re the one
Baby what have you done 
You’ve opened me up 
And now I’m shit out of luck 
You got me falling in love
Shit what have you done 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling in love 
You got me falling 

I’ve been falling for you baby 
And it’s really been driving me crazy
I can’t get you off my mind  lately 
Can’t get you off my mind lately 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling 
I’ve been falling no

I don’t wanna enable you
Cause I hate that 
You don’t wanna follow through
Cause you hate that 
And every single day I lose my shit
Tripping over you and what you did
You broke me, 
Baby I don’t wanna talk
Now you hate me
I’ve been crying all alone on the daily 
I’ve been waiting
god I need someone to save me
So save me
Somedays really wish I never met you
I’ve been thinking that I really might regret you
But we’re fine yeah we’re good 
yeah we’re okay
Pop a pill, maybe 2 feeling okay

Mixed by yago/88STRAIT
Mastered by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
prod. IMMORTAL

Falling (feat. 88STRAIT)

New single "Nothing Left To Lose" Featuring Flowers For You !
Produced by Immortal

(Lyrics)
(Pre-Chorus)
Like damn you made my head hurt 
Pushed my feelings aside put you first 
But I always end up feeling the worst
The worst

(Chorus)
I’ve been tryna get closer to you
But you push away 
Now there’s nothing left to do
Like why should I fight 
When I know I’ll lose 
I’ll give you time 
But I know you’ll chose 
Anybody else but me 
I’ve been looking back on our history 
It’s like a broken record on repeat 
I say I love you, then you leave 

(Verse)
Like who leaves in a paragraph 
Always send a txt don’t get a txt back 
Everything keeps saying that it’s pending
But you can’t put pending on these feelings 
Like, why do you keep posting to your story
Don’t you know I can still see that shit
Its like your tryna play with my feelings
And I’ve finally had enough of it 
Would you just say something 
Before its all nothing 
Would you just say something
I feel like I’m fucking crazy 
Can’t stop checking your page lately 
All our time is just wasting
All our time is just wasting

(Flowers For You)
I can’t get over you
I gave you everything you wanted too
I guess I was just wasting my time breaking my back for you
Theres nothing else I could do
Except waste time thinkin you were mine
I don’t wanna dwell on past times
Brain is telling lies
Now every time I’m online
I see you with that new guy
Try my best to pass by
Thoughts of all the good times
Do you think about me when you lay your head at night
Cuz i been thinking bout the past it didn’t end right
I’m left with all this guilt it eats me from the inside 
Im left with all this guilt I never wanna see the light 
I’m never getting over you
Even though I really wanted to
Admitting that the best part of me
It was always you

(Outro)
Say I love you then you leave
It’s like a broken record on repeat
Don’t you know what you’ve been doing to me 
Don’t you know what you’re doing to me 

Mix-  Yago/Flowers For You
Master- Flowers For You

Nothing Left To Lose (feat. Flowers for You)

New single "Over It" featuring lullabyboy <3
I decided to release this song before releasing the rest of the EP, Show it some love : )
lullabyboy link
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

(Lyrics)
Why do I keep holding on 
Every night got me writing sad songs
About you and it just feels wrong 
Baby why am I holding on no

Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it 
Move on from the past it’s been blinding 
It’s wasn’t real love, it was just the timing 
But it felt good I’ve been denying
Cause I can’t stand these tears I’ve been fighting
Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it

Hold on cause I don’t know better 
You must feel so damn clever 
Cause you moved on and your better
But I’m still here under the weather 
I’d give it all up, 
just for your touch 
I’d give it all up
If you’d just say that I’m enough 

Gotta get over over it 
Over over over it
Gotta get over over it
Over over over it 

(lullabyboy)
Gotta get over it
I feel like i been losin touch
Every now and then I feel like its too much
Saw me out the window I been feelin so cold
How'd I get so low how’d I get so low
Its so hard you must know
Thought I saw some gold 
I was wrong i know I was wrong I know 
I’m not chosen I swear it shows
You reloaded and hit my throat
It hit so hard It destroyed my soul
Maybe im better alone
But that scares me I need you so


Mix by yago and lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod. ZebraTiger

Over It (feat. lullabyboy)

New track from me new EP "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
Featuring skrwd (link)
https://soundcloud.com/skrxwd

(Lyrics)
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room
Packed your bags told me we’re through
Heard our song all my thoughts are you
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room 
We called last night I want to save it 
But all you said is you hate me 
I don’t get why you’d say this
Cause now you’re gone and I’m breaking

-talking part-
You literally just packed your shit and left
I don’t know why you do this everytime
Especially don’t know why I keep taking you back, fuck

I guess that’s just what I deserve 
3 years down the drain you’re so absurd 
You act like you’re the ones that’s hurt
When I don’t know if your fucking him or her 
Maybe this time I’ll keep the door locked
Really show you that I don’t give a fuck
You know I’m a sucker for love 
And I fell for you so I guess that’s shit luck

Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room
Packed your bags told me we’re through
Heard our song all my thoughts are you
Now you’re gone and I’m in a empty room 
We called last night I want to save it 
But all you said is you hate me 
I don’t get why you’d say this
Cause now you’re gone and I’m breaking
You’re gone I’m breaking 
You say you hate me
Empty rooms shaking 
You’re gone I’m breaking

(Skrwd)
Still tripping on everything you said
Going in circles again
I don’t wanna waste my time 
But your on my mind and it makes no sense
Shoulda known you’d never have my back 
Left me like a needle in a haystack 
I hear your name in so upset
I’ll always be second best
(I’ll always be second best X2)

Mixed by yago & skrwd
Mastered by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Empty Room (feat. skrwd) [prod. King Theta]

New song from my EP "Hold my hand in the cemetery
Featuring Casperrr
https://soundcloud.com/casperprpcw

(Lyrics)
Times closing in 
Feel the reverberance
Of all of our sins 
Do I let you back in?
We had late nights
And parties 
Tripping over yourself
Saying sorry
That look in your eyes
So starry 
Also seemed 
To cut me so deep

(Pre chorus)
So don’t worry about me
I still have our memories 
I’ll see you when I fall asleep
On the back of my eyelids 
In my dreams 

(Chorus)
Don’t worry
I’ll be okay
Don’t worry 
I still feel the same
So you can pack you bags and leave
Even throw away our history 
Time will close all my wounds
Until I move on from you

(Casperrr) 
it will take time 
but i will be fine 
as long as i have the memories in my mind 
love makes us blind 
and scared trying to find 
the answers to the whys 
while layin in bed at night

Prod by IOF
Mixed by Yago and Casperr
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
Art by @Sadcatsllc

Dont worry, I'll move on (feat. casperrr)[prod. IOF]

New single with Lullabyboy !

(lyrics)
Time doesn’t heal a broken heart
We only forget where the pain starts
Thats how we made it this far

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

This is the reality we chose
I remember nights where I was alone
I can't see the light
I'm glued to my phone
I do this every time
Nowhere to call home
I need to
I just need to call you
I need you
I don't mind what I lose
I want to
Tell you all I been through
Like you do
Girl just please don't love someone else

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Codependency always gets the best of me
Cause when you said forever I really did believe
Like why would someone I love lie 
Don’t you know how hard I try 
I’ve been working
I’ve been learning
I’ve been hurting 
But in this life it’s so hard to find my purpose 
I, I just wanna find my good ending 
Reality is setting in 
It’s hard to tell where these feelings begin 
And where they end 

Yeah that’s reality 
A broken heart will stay 
The same through all these nights
While you’re tryna move away 
From all the memories 
Yeah knowing it won’t change 
That’s reality 
Baby that’s reality  
I just wanna know 
How you made it on your own
Cause I’ve been trying hard 
But it’s hard to grow alone 
Calling up your phone 
Like baby come home 
But this is the reality we chose 

Mix by Yago X lullabyboy
Master by Kanashi
Prod by voyce

Reality (feat. lullabyboy)

New single "I'm not over you" featuring Indii G.

[Lyrics]
Got a fake smile on my face
That’s how I get through every day
Tell myself it’s easier this way
Tell myself it’s easier this way 

I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you
Cause we both know that shit ain’t true 
I don’t know why 
I keep saying that I’m over you 
Lay awake at night I don’t know what to do
Cause you occupy 
Every single thought that I have 
Every singe time I try to get you back 
You’re gone you moved on 

And maybe I should too
Let go of every memory of you 
But that’s easier said then done
When I really thought that you’re the one 
Time seems to tear things apart
More then it does bring them back together 
And it’s so damn hard moving on  
When all I see is rainy weather 

So I’ll lie to all my friends 
Say I’m over you but it’s all pretend 
I just cant seem to let it end 
I just cant seem to let it end 

(Indii G.)
I don’t wanna say this shit again 
You’re my one and only friend
Even when we are apart
I can see you on my left side 
Spend the time doing things
I haven’t done in so long 
Ive been running outta patience 
I don’t say shit 
Ive been tryna call you 
But you don’t make it
And all these thoughts in my head
It’s not fair 
I don’t why everytime you’re not there

Mix by Yago X Indii G.
Master by Kanashi 
Cover Art by Killing Art
Prod by Voyce

I'm not over you (feat. Indii G.)

New single with Indii G. , cutdeep, and sadgods

(Lyrics)
-Indii G.-
A conversation but I’m talking to your silhouette 
I’m thinking bout you while I’m smoking on a cigarette 
I’m falling down a pit I’m fucking over it
It’s been the same old bullshit
But it goes on and on and on in my head
Yeah it goes on and on and on in my head
Baby now im calling your phone 
Fucked up now i'm all alone 
Baby now I’m calling your phone

-cutdeep-
I smoke too much 
I’ve been fucked up
In my head I’m feeling locked up 
Fucked up in the backseat 
Calling your phone 
So hard on me I don’t wanna let go

-Killing Art-
Faded and I know you know to
Cause that’s just what I do
With a broken heart nothing left to lose 
I gave my all, and it’s all for you
Cause I’m broken but I know you like that 
Everytime i call don’t get a call back 
Now I’m fucked up baby in the back seat 
Parked in our spot you said you liked me 
Baby now im calling your phone 
Fucked up now all alone 
Baby now I’m calling your phone

-Sadgods-
I don't ever run I dont ever want 
Anything from you Oh well 
I don't ever front I don't ever love 
Everything Cus I'm broken Oh
I'm running out of love 
They don't want to know 
Nothings ever fun 
It just always gets old

Mix by sadgods and all artists on song
Master by kanashi
Prod by ZebraTiger

Faded (feat. Indii G. X cutdeep X sadgods)

-(Lyrics)-
I said I’m on the way 
You said what’s the eta
I said I can’t stay 
But we both know I can’t leave either way
So what’s to say 
That we won’t fall apart again 
We can say we’re friends 
But we’re playing pretend 
Run away but it never ends 

Why do I do this to myself 
Run away from everybody else 
For you I just cant help it
For you I just cant help it
Cause I’m doing 100 on the highway
Just tryna get to your place
I’m doing 100 on the highway 
Baby I’m on my way 

I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 
I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 

If only things had never changed
Sorry if haven't been around
It’s all the same
Focus on the memories of things I tried to say
I been tryna find my inner peace I'm on the way
At times it can take a minute I need to finish
Some nights staring in the kitchen
Me in my feelings
Surprised I could even fix it sometimes
I never focus on the superficial
I'm tired of everything

Why do I do this to myself 
Run away from everybody else 
For you I just cant help it
For you I just cant help it
Cause I’m doing 100 on the highway
Just tryna get to your place
I’m doing 100 on the highway 
Baby I’m on my way

Yeah I guess I’m on my way 
Yeah knowing I cant stay 
But you’ve been on my mind
And I guess that won’t ever change
So here we go for the hundredth time 
Here we go with another lie 
But Ive been on my way 
Baby just to hold you tonight 

I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone 
I’m on the way so don’t close your phone 
Don’t fall asleep you’re not alone
I’m on the way baby to your home
So call me back no dial tone

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago X Indii G.
Master by Kanashi

OTW (feat. Indii G.) [Prod. Immortal]

New song “TENSE” featuring Indii G. 
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
I’ve down on my luck
So long I can’t think straight 
You put all the pressure on me
It’s exhausting 
But you know just how I feel
It was never really real
I could never really deal
Baby it’s so tense 
We just need to take a chill
I just wanna know how it’s going 
Cause I don’t think this is blowing over

So tense 
Leave it in the past tense 
I don’t know why you’re talking 
Like we’re still friends 
So dark 
Like I got a new tint 
Oh when we talk 
All you do is vent 

I can still feel the tension 
It’s all inside the room
Lost inside your conviction 
It’s all I can do
I can still feel the heartbreak
You never tell the truth 
I can still feel the headache 
Of who I thought was you 
Who I thought was you oo
Who I thought was, you oh oh oh yeah

I’ve been down, you’ve been coming right back 
Say you know me like that
Do you know I’m thinking
Just my luck you’d show me who you are sometimes 
Right
I told you you should let me float away
I want to but you see me in the day light
It’s unfortunate you’ll think of me that way
But everyday it seems more like a cage fight

So tense 
Leave it in the past tense 
I don’t know why you’re talking 
Like we’re still friends 
So dark 
like I got a new tint 
Why when we talk 
All you do is vent 

I can still feel the tension 
It’s all inside the room
Lost inside your conviction 
It’s all I can do
I can still feel the heartbreak
You never tell the truth 
I can still feel the headache 
Of who I thought was you 
Of who I thought was you 
Who I thought was you oo
Who I thought was, you oh oh oh yeah

Produced by Cian
Mix by Yago & Indii G.
Master by Kanashi

TENSE (feat. Indii G.) [prod. cian]

New song “BTW” featuring Swiiif
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

Yeah you got me like I don’t know
I wonder if we grow 
You got me like I don’t know
Yeah you got me like I don’t know 
Am I just out here 
Chasing fools gold 
You’re the only thing
Not letting me know 
Tryna see it all from your side
But that side of the street
Has been shrouded by lies 
So hold on 
I swear we can fix it
The truth is there
And I see it 
All we need is a little love
A little luck but don’t fuck it up no

Give me a minute 
Got words left unsaid
I swear I mean it
It’s all in my head

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

--swiiif—
So close but so far away 
If I changed would it make you stay?
Didn’t mean to push you out 
That was my mistake 
Every night I’m dealing with these demons
Keeping me awake 
I can’t seem to the fix the past I guess
I’ll just lay inside my bed
Let these feelings digest 
Heart been beating heavy
Deep inside of my chest 
Waiting for the feelings that you left 
They won’t die yet
Everyday I’m sinking further in this bottle
But you don’t wanna hear it 
Yeah baby I know 
Call you up drunk as fuck I dont know 
Where to go I feel so alone

Give me a minute 
Got words left unsaid
I swear I mean it
It’s all in my head 

You got me like btw
Didn’t see you yesterday 
There’s something still to say
Yeah you got me like btw 
Oh hey I miss your face
I’m still here at our place 
Yeah you got me like btw
Yeah you got me like btw

Prod by IMMORTAL
Mix by Yago and swiiif
Master by Kanashi 
Voice tag by Kid Goku voice actor

BTW (feat. Swiiif) [prod. Immortal]

New song “SUNSET” featuring Kanashi 
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Like sunsets with you 
It’s gets real dark 
That’s the issue 
I don’t wanna waste 
I don’t wanna misuse 
All of our time
But I know that I do
Yeah like sunsets with you
I’ve been struggling
To find our issue 
All of these tears 
I don’t know what to do
I just wanna see 
The sunset with you 
With you with you 

Like a diamond in the rough
We haven’t found yet
All the problems 
That circle our heads 
You scream I scream
Then I look at you
Never thought a sunset
Could shine the way you do
But now it’s so dark
You’re not in my arms
A distance so far
And you got me like damn
I don’t why I try 
But let’s not make another mistake 
I don’t wanna wait another day 
We can’t rely on eventually 
We can’t rely on eventually 

Stop wait a minute 
There was something bout our love
There was something bout a vision
Like stop wait a minute
There was something not enough 
There’s something we’ve been missing

Like sunsets with you 
It’s gets real dark 
That’s the issue 
I don’t wanna waste 
I don’t wanna misuse 
All of our time
But I know that I do
Yeah like sunsets with you
I’ve been struggling
To find our issue 
All of these tears 
I don’t know what to do
I just wanna see 
The sunset with you 
With you with you 

(Kanashi)
thinkin' bout those nights again
the way the sun reflected off your skin
i guess ill just keep on drinkin...
now theres always sunsets in my head
i cant forget the time you said
you wish that i were dead
fuck, i wish i could forget
cuz im tired of living in this life
i just wish i could
say one more goodbye..

Stop wait a minute 
There was something bout our love
There was something bout a vision
Like stop wait a minute
There was something not enough 
There’s something we’ve been missing

Like sunsets with you 
It’s gets real dark 
That’s the issue 
I don’t wanna waste 
I don’t wanna misuse 
All of our time
But I know that I do
Yeah like sunsets with you
I’ve been struggling
To find our issue 
All of these tears 
I don’t know what to do
I just wanna see 
The sunset with you 
With you with you 

Prod by IMMORTAL
Mix by Yago and Kanashi
Master by Kanashi

SUNSETS (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Immortal]

New single "Eager" featuring Kam Michael

-lyrics-
I can break it off
I can fall in love 
But that will never be enough
Cause they’re not you 
No they’re not you 
I’ve been thinking bout 
How I never stood a chance
You call me up I take your hand
And then we dance again 
You got me spinning around in circles
I do it all for you

(Chorus)
Why am I so eager to fall apart
Pretend like you never did me any harm
Why is it so easy to run back into your arms
I got this feeling that it’ll never be okay
But I’m still gonna love you the same 
You know I’ll never runaway 
So just watch me stay

So hold on 
Don’t let go 
I don’t wanna be alone 
So hold on 
Don’t let go 
We don’t have to fight on our own
Cause I’m chasing 
Chasing after you
Even though we’re falling
Falling through 
As I’m calling 
Calling out to you 
Will my words ever get through 

I'm worried about it 
I'm scared that you'll change
Long nights with the pain
I’m  feeling like nobody's feeling the same
You got a cold heart 
But I'm taking the blame
Yeah Cuz baby you won't
Say that you will
But I see that you don't 
Everytime you really doing the most 
Feeling like I only talk to a ghost
You know that I'll stay
Toxic as hell 
I got some shit that I never will tell
Every day holding you close
Can never resort to me wishing you well 
You know that im right 
These long days got me backed in 
But it's alright 
Lost again in my own world
With the same girl but it's all fine

I can break it off
I can fall in love 
But that will never be enough
Cause they’re not you 
No they’re not you 
I’ve been thinking bout 
How I never stood a chance
You call me up I take your hand
And then we dance again 
You got me spinning around in circles
I do it all for you

(Chorus)
Why am I so eager to fall apart
Pretend like you never did me any harm
Why is it so easy to run back into your arms
I got this feeling that it’ll never be okay
But I’m still gonna love you the same 
You know I’ll never runaway 
So just watch me stay


Prod Dercept
master by kanashi

Eager (feat. Kam Michael) [prod. immortal]

New song "Disappointed"
featuring casperrr & neverxhappy

-lyrics-
You were the thing that 
That took me out of bed
And now that you are gone
I’m stuck inside my head 
But all the memories we made
Just before you left
I’m sick of going after someone
Who makes me feel dead

You were the one thing that 
That tore me out of bed
And now that you are gone
I’m stuck inside my head 
But all the memories we made
Just before you left
I’m sick of going after someone
Who makes me feel dead

You make me feel dead
Or is it in my head 
That every night when I close my eyes
I can feel your hands 
They’re choking me blue 
I’m disappointed in you
The way you act terrible 
Then always play me for a fool

Empty apologies 
Now what’s the point
You made up your mind
You made your choice
Everything you say to me
Is just empty words 
There’s nothing that you could say
To stop this hurt 

Im sorry that I’m not the guy
That could change your mind
I’m sorry that I’m not the type
To waste your time 
Cause I see it in your eyes
When you look at him
Don’t worry babe 
I’m just a little disappointed 
Im sorry that I’m not the guy
To sweep you off your feet
Im sorry that I can’t give you
Everything you need 
Don’t worry babe I’ll be okay
Just go back to him
I’m just a little
Just a little disappointed

I’m disappointed
That I’m a disappointment
(That I’m a disappointment)
I wasn’t half the man that I should’ve been 
(That I should’ve been X2)
I know that you’ve been so alone 
And I’ve been in the snow 
And you’re still with him 
Thinking of me instead of him  

Im sorry that I’m not the guy
That could change your mind
I’m sorry that I’m not the type
To waste your time 
Cause I see it in your eyes
When you look at him
Don’t worry babe 
I’m just a little disappointed 
Im sorry that I’m not the guy
To sweep you off your feet
Im sorry that I can’t give you
Everything you need 
Don’t worry babe I’ll be okay
Just go back to him
I’m just a little
Just a little disappointed


prod IOF
mix by all artists on song

Disappointed (feat. casperrr X neverxhappy)

New single “God Complex” featuring Kanashi 

-Lyrics-
Oh wow 
I almost got a word out 
The moment you opened your mouth 
I knew I couldn’t say shit 
Cause you don’t wanna hear
No you don’t wanna hear it
Oh wow
I thought you had my back
Turns out it’s just not like that 
Cause you only care for yourself
No you don’t care about no one else
Cause it’s always bout you
No it’s never bout me
You don’t give a single fuck 
About my feelings
Cause it’s always bout you 
No it’s never bout me 
You don’t even know
Just what I’m dealing with
In my chest 
Dealing with in my head
This feeling of regret 
This feeling of regret

She thinks the world revolves 
Around her and her thoughts 
She’s only there to tear me 
Down down down 
Feeling like I can’t breathe 
Slowly suffocating 
I don’t think you know 
Just what’s best for me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

I don’t think that’s 
What’s best for me
One moment you are loving on me 
The next you want me to leave 
It gets me more fucked up 
Then you would ever believe 
But one thing is for sure 
You’ll never catching me begging for you
Yeah you think you’re so fucking special 
But you’re not 
You and that god complex 
Can fuck off and rot
You just wanna control me
And it probably would have worked
On the old me
Yeah it probably would’ve would’ve 
Worked on the old me 

Say everything I says wrong 
Tell me I don’t belong 
Don’t think I don’t know 
Just what’s going on 

She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me
She’s got a god complex 
I don’t think it’s that complex 
Shes only there to tear me 
down down down 
Down below to my knees 
She wants me begging please 
Saying don’t you ever leave
I don’t think that’s what’s best for me

Prod splashgvng X IOF
Mix by killing art X kanashi 
Master by kanashi

God Complex (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Splashgvng X IOF]

New single featuring Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
I always told myself 
That I feel too much
But here lately I don't feel enough
I could blame you 
Or everybody else
But we both know that won't help
So I'm just tryna to pull myself back together
No I'm just tryna to pull myself back together

I keep treating life like a drinking game
Baby just to feel something
Now I'm way too many shots deep
And I still feel nothing
Tryna fill this hole inside of my chest
Drowning any memories left
You say that I'm not trying
But baby I'm trying my best

Feeling bulletproof
Off of this 80 proof
Yeah another couple sips
Till i'm not hating you
I'm buzzing off of the memories
Of me and you
Intoxicated by the taste
Of the deja vu
I tried oh I tried
Everything it's all on me
I feel alright like honestly
Another night I'm pouring hennessy
I don't wanna run run run
Darling I'm so done done done
I don't wanna fight you tonight
Yeah you know I hate to
See you cry but im
I'm trying my best
I'm trying my best

I keep treating life like a drinking game
Baby just to feel something
Now I'm way too many shots deep
And I still feel nothing
Tryna fill this hole inside of my chest
Drowning any memories left
You say that I'm not trying
But baby I'm trying my best
———
prod. king theta
mix by killing art x lxst boy
master by kanashi

Drinking Game (feat. Lxst Boy) [prod. King Theta]

New single “I know we’re DOOMED” w/ cutdeep

-lyrics-
I don't know just why
I feel it every night
I can't seem to let it go
All these feelings inside
I can see the impending doom
As it covers up your room
But I can't seem to feel it
When you say I love you

So I can't fight this feeling anymore
I know you're on your way out the door
No I can't fight this feeling anymore
Do you even want me anymore

I know we're doomed
No I know we're doomed
No I know we're doomed
I'm calling out for you
I'm calling out for you
I'm calling out for you

And I've been running away
Is that all that I can take
Put a bullet straight through my brain
There's nothing else I can say
I've been trying to hide it
It feels nice inside my coffin
With those eyes I can't forget it
But I'm still so brokenhearted

So I can't fight this feeling anymore
I know you're on your way out the door
No I can't fight this feeling anymore
Do you even want me anymore

I know we're doomed
No I know we're doomed
No I know we're doomed
I'm calling out for you
I'm calling out for you
I'm calling out for you
Does it ever cross your mind
That maybe we're just wasting time
Holding onto distant hope
That maybe we can make it right
But there's nothing we can do
No there's nothing left to lose
In the impending doom
I'm still calling out for you
———
Mix by Killing Art X cutdeep
Prod by IOF
Master by Kanashi

I know we're DOOMED (feat. cutdeep)

New single "Don't Lie" featuring hopeless

-lyrics-
Now what’s there left to know 
When your in my head 
Got your name tatted 
Don’t wanna regret 
All these nights in your bed
Always wonder what’s next 
What’s next yeah yeah
Now what’s there left to do 
When we fight all night 
You already know 
I don’t wanna see you cry 
So could you tell me why
You keep tryna lie 
Just don’t lie babe

666 got the devil inside
777 angels keep me alive 
They say that lucks on my side 
But every night I’m getting snake eyes 

(hoepless)
Oh every night is just a new fight
Every time I open my eyes
I see you there standing over me
Oh where’s the love just catastrophe

Now What’s there left to know 
When your in my head 
Got your name tatted 
Don’t wanna regret 
All these nights in your bed
Always wonder what’s next 
What’s next yeah yeah
Now what’s there left to do 
When we fight all night 
You already know 
I don’t wanna see you cry 
So could you tell me why
You keep tryna lie 
Just don’t lie babe

(hoepless)
I I I find it funny 
How you don’t like me honey
Only love me for my money 
Lie to me got me wrapped like a mummy 
Lie to me till you bleed me dry
No emotion I can’t even cry
Yeah guess I tried 
Bet you’ll even lie to me when I die


mix by killing art X hoepless
Master by Flowers For You
prod by yungspoiler

DON’T LIE (feat. hoepless) [prod. yungspoiler]

New single "Is it over yet" featuring Swiiif

-lyrics-
Is it over yet
I can’t shake this feeling 
No this feeling in my chest
Let’s not say anything that we’ll regret 
I just wanted us to be okay
No I just wanna be okay 

Is it over babe
Cause I can’t run away 
From all of this pain 
That you keep causing me
Say it’ll be okay
Keep a smile on my face
Even though we both know it’s all fake 
So can I see you later even if I hate ya 
Cause I can’t let this go again 
I know baby I might be crazy 
But I can’t wonder is it over again
Is it over again

Cause I know when the smoke clears
Its over you won’t be here
I know when the smoke clears 
No you won’t you won’t be here 

Is it over yet
I can’t shake this feeling 
No this feeling in my chest
Let’s not say anything that we’ll regret 
I just wanted us to be okay
No I just wanna be okay 
Is it over yet 
I can’t shake this feeling 
While I’m laying here in bed
I keep on hearing that it’s all inside my head
I just wanted us to be okay
No I just want to be okay

(Swiiif)
Is it over yet
Tell me you love me but not anymore
Sent a double text from the floor 
But I lie say I’m okay
Get out of bed 
But god damn I’m a mess
When you left me on read
Said I’m fine yeah I’m okay
So fuck all your reasons 
I’ll be drowning my demons
In these bottles I open 
Left me hopeless hope I fade away
Smoking mirrors can’t see anymore
Make me bleed cut me some more 
Fight this war inside my head
Tell me is this over yet 

Cause I know when the smoke clears
Its over you won’t be here
I know when the smoke clears 
No you won’t you won’t be here 

Is it over yet
I can’t shake this feeling 
No this feeling in my chest
Let’s not say anything that we’ll regret 
I just wanted us to be okay
No I just wanna be okay 
Is it over yet 
I can’t shake this feeling 
While I’m laying here in bed
I keep on hearing that it’s all inside my head
I just wanted us to be okay
No I just want to be okay


prod. Zebra tiger
Master by Flowers for you
mix by Killing Art X Swiiif

Is it over yet (feat. Swiiif)

New single "Strangers" featuring fawlin

-lyrics-
It’s funny how I knew you back then 
And now I don’t 
It’s funny how we fell in love 
And now we won’t 
Even say a word 
You know that it hurts
I know I’m the worst
I know I’m the worst

That’s the story of my life 
I can never get it right 
It’s like hitting reset and 
Now we’re strangers 
But I got you on my mind 
Memories of all our time
It’s like hitting reset and
Now we’re strangers 

I still know your favorite color 
I still know you loved the summer 
You were nothing like the others 
But now you’re gone 
Now we’re just a couple strangers 
That went through all these changes 
Together all these places 
But now it’s wrong 
So we’re just gonna pretend 
Like nothing ever happened
Like I don’t give a shit anymore 
So we’re just gonna pretend 
Like it was all nothing
Doesn’t mean anything anymore

That’s the story of my life 
I can never get it right 
It’s like hitting reset and 
Now we’re strangers 
But I got you on my mind 
Memories of all our time
It’s like hitting reset and
Now we’re strangers 

(fawlin)
How are we strangers 
I just said I love you
And girl for ages 
I been looking for something true 
It’s been forever 
Since I was a lone boy 
And now you’re gone
And I’m sitting here all lonely again
Is it ever gonna end like the movies 
Cause I wanna know the endings with you
And if you ever wanna change it
I won’t be sitting here just waiting so blue 

That’s the story of my life 
I can never get it right 
It’s like hitting reset and 
Now we’re strangers 
But I got you on my mind 
Memories of all our time
It’s like hitting reset and
Now we’re strangers 
Strangers now we’re strangers 
God you know this shit 
Just fucking hurts
Strangers now we’re strangers 
God you know this shit 
Just fucking hurts

master by Flowers for you
mix by Killing Art

Strangers (feat. fawlin)

New single “I’m not in love” 

-lyrics-
Take away my breath 
More like my head
Cause I can’t seem think
Of anything another the death
Silence goes the sheep
As the wolf begins to eat
Don’t close your eyes 
Cause they prey upon the weak 

Am I not strong enough 
To say enough to call your bluff 
I don’t know  
Cause we built it up 
I filled your cup but all for what 
I don’t know 
I’m not in love I’m not in love

Is it all in my head 
Or am I already dead 
I can’t seem to tell the difference 
Cause you’ve sewn my mouth shut
Now I’m running out of love 
And I can’t tell you why we’re so different

Am I not strong enough 
To say enough to call your bluff 
I don’t know  
Cause we built it up 
I filled your cup but all for what 
I don’t know 
I’m not in love I’m not in love

I'm not in love

New single “it’s not real love” 
-lyrics-
You call it real I call it fake
3 words too easy to say
I give my all you turn away
3 words too easy to say

It’s not real love
If I gotta ask you to love me
It’s not real love
If you’re not giving nothing 
It’s not real it’s not real
It’s not real love
It’s not real it’s not real
It’s not real love
(Oooo ooo oooo ooo X2)

I don’t know just where I’m going 
Long nights I spend just hoping 
For a touch for an embrace 
For something to make me 
Not feel this way oh 
I lose interest in what I love 
Everyday I’m giving up 
A little piece of me 
To try to feel something
You give me a taste
Then you start to pull back
It’s so cruel 
Feels like knives in my back
It’s hard to getaway 
From thoughts in my head
Is it not something you fight for
Should I feel like I need a little more
I don’t know love not anymore

You call it real I call it fake
3 words too easy to say
I give my all you turn away
3 words too easy to say 

It’s not real love
If I gotta ask you to love me
It’s not real love
If you’re not giving nothing 
It’s not real it’s not real
It’s not real love
It’s not real it’s not real
It’s not real love
(Oooo ooo oooo ooo X2)

I don’t know just where I’m going 
Long nights I spend just hoping 
For a touch for an embrace 
For something to make me 
Not feel this way oh 

It’s not real love
If I gotta ask you to love me
It’s not real love
If you’re not giving nothing

Prod michael Harrison

It's not real love (prod. michael harrison)

-lyrics-
A car ride home 
With nothing said 
I’m all alone 
But you’re in my bed 
A tension in the air 
I can barely breathe 
Who knew silence 
Was suffocating 
Who knew silence 
Was suffocating

Wrap your words around my throat
Try to find the words but you never spoke
And all the words we left unsaid 
Get out of my head 
Empty hollow chest 
Was it all pretend 

A car ride home 
With nothing said 
I’m all alone 
But you’re in my bed 
A tension in the air 
I can barely breathe 
Who knew silence 
Was suffocating 
Who knew silence 
Was suffocating
Who knew silence 
Was suffocating

Silence was suffocating (feat. cutdeep)

-lyrics-

Holding out for hope 
Holding onto ghost 
But I know no I know 
I gotta let I gotta let you go

So I conjure up these feelings
Don’t you hear me calling
You wanna know just how I’m dealing 
Baby I’m still here falling

Your silhouette 
Still dancing round my room now
In my head 
I just really wanna figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care 
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
I see your ghost 
Yeah you’re doing the most now 
You moved on 
Yet I still can’t figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 

It’s not fair the way I care 
Fall back into despair 
Again 
I need medicine but it doesn’t help
Living in I’m living in my own hell
Spell out the message for me
Do not disturb DND
I loved you the most 
So now I see your ghost 

So I conjure up these feelings
Don’t you hear me calling
You wanna know just how I’m dealing 
Baby I’m still here falling

Your silhouette 
Still dancing round my room now
In my head 
I just really wanna figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care 
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
I see your ghost 
Yeah you’re doing the most now 
You moved on 
Yet I still can’t figure out 
Why you’re there 
Or why I still care
I can’t let you go 
It’s just not fair 
Drive me mad just like the hatter 
Talking like it don’t even matter
I don’t want you to go
(Ooo nanana)

I see your ghost

New single “All over again” feat casperrr
-lyrics-

I’ve been 
Questioning everything I thought that I knew
I’ve been 
Wondering what’s there left for me to do 
When you’re pulling away 
I’m begging you to stay 
There’s only so much distance 
Before it starts to break 
And I know 
I want something more 

Is it the fear of being alone 
The only thing that’s keeping you home

So I take the fall and plummet 
With these knots in my stomach 
As you tell me I’m everything 
That you never wanted 
I know I know 
Cause I know that I’m different 
Aren’t we supposed to change
I tried to carry everything 
While you were dead weight 
I’m stuck here waiting 
No waiting on the end
Cause I can’t do this all over again

(Casperrr)
Cause i can't bare to go through it all again I’m simply waiting for the end 
So I never have to hurt myself 
I never have to hurt myself again
Your actions left me blunt and hollow 
But you’ll reap what you sow tho
All I have is a blunt and sorrow 
And all you left was a shadow
Shadow in my room 
That I can't seem to unsee
Feel that hateful presence 
Along with a vacancy 
But i always hear ur voice 
Just eating at me 
Trying it's best 
To bring me down on my knees

Is it the fear of being alone 
The only thing that’s keeping you home

So I take the fall and plummet 
With these knots in my stomach 
As you tell me I’m everything 
That you never wanted 
I know I know 
Cause I know that I’m different 
Aren’t we supposed to change
I tried to carry everything 
While you were dead weight 
I’m stuck here waiting 
No waiting on the end
Cause I can’t do this all over again

All over again (feat. casperrr)

Single "First Love" featuring the amazing artist Skele
Make sure to go follow him!
https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

This beat was produced by
Underwood beats
Mixed by Yago Beats

First Love [feat. Skele]

First song of the album <3
This song signifies who i always feel like a fuck up who can't get anything right so i just leave and start over and over again

Mixed by yago beats
produced by Wolfgang (Purchased right for beat)

Just A Fuck Up

Just A Fuck Up (prod. Wolfgangpander)

Sixth and final song on the album! "Just a **** up"
This song was written as the final song for the album, because even after everything, even after trying to say goodbye, im still calling her and don't understand what i did wrong
The amazing feature is lullabyboy
https://soundcloud.com/lullabyboy

Thank you for all the support on my music and album!
mixed by lullabyboy
produced by irby (Purchased lease for beat)

I've Been Calling (feat. lullabyboy) [prod. Irby]

New single "She's the Devil"
featuring
https://soundcloud.com/kidkurl
https://soundcloud.com/user-901753725
she's the devil hiding behind angel eyes 😈

produced by boyfifty

She's The Devil (feat. Kid Kurl X JeremyMaQ)

New single "it's my fault" (I can't love)
This song has a deep message about how you stay in your toxic relationships, taking on all the blame even when your right, because you feel like you don't deserve better
Lyrics:
(It’s my fault 
that this turned bad
It’s my fault
That I want you back 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
I take the blame cause
I wanna make it better  
I take the blame cause 
I wanna get better 
I don’t why 
I keep on staying 
I don’t why
I feel myself breaking 

(I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault,  it’s my fault
I don’t know why, I don’t know why
It’s my fault, it’s my fault)

I’m in a house 
thats burning down to the ground 
But I’ll stay 
Cause I’m so scared about 
Trying to find anything new
So I’ll stick around 
with what I’m used to 
It doesn’t matter what you say 
Even it hurts me
Cause I don’t know better 
So Ill just stay 
I’ll just bottle it all up 
Till it’s all too much 
bottle it all up
It’s all too much 

It’s my fault 
that I can’t love 
It’s my fault
That I’m not enough 
It’s my fault, it’s my fault, 
it’s my fault, it’s my fault 
(In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around
In a house that’s burning down
I’ll stay I’ll stay around)

Mixed by yago beats
prod. 2001
Original Image found on google and redrawn by me (Killingart) if original artists finds me please lmk your name to give better credit to!

It's my fault (I can't love) [prod. 2001]

New single “She’s got starry eyes” 
Mixed by Yago beats

Lyrics:

(Chorus)
She’s got starry eyes
The kind that light up the night 
They pull you in closer Stay the night 
Yeah she’s got starry eyes 
And I’m terrified of falling for you 
Terrified that I’ll start to lose 
My mind into the night 
Get lost in those starry eyes 
(Verse)
Whats forever when it’s meant to break
We’ll be together name the time and place 
Come back to you it’s okay yeah 
With you I can’t replace 
Memories of you and me 
Always float around for me to see
Into the night I’ll see your starry eyes 
Reach out my hand will you take mine?

She’s got starry eyes

New single "At My Worst" featuring sendflowrs and svnam
Check out the amazing featured artist !
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs
https://soundcloud.com/svnam
Prod. 2001 (leased)

At My Worst (feat. sendflowrs X svnam.)

New single "I Hope You're Lonely (feat. Kanashi) out now!
thanks to kanashi for featuring!

produced by yungspoiler

mixed by yago beats

Original image found on google, redrawn/change by me (Killing Art) if the original artists see this please lmk your name so I can give better credit

I Hope You're Lonely (feat. Kanashi) [prod. Yungspoiler]

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

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