consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

that you aren't really great
i don't know what to say
you make me wanna cry
almost every other day

but this world is such a mess
its never been okay
ill try to figure out, when ill see you, again

the plans always a mess
I'm messed up, you don't say
don't come breaking, my heart
i wont be, okay

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sydcxx
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guess u on my mind now
i tried to buy us some time yea
id take it all back if i could
cuz im not the one that you thought i would be
cant hide the feelin inside me
baby i need u beside me
i cant keep running away
feel like my life is all over the place 
im drownin in pain

i miss the things we had
but it slipped away
holdin onto memories
for just another day
cause my life is such a mess without u
baby wont u stay
dont come breakin my heart
i wont be okay 
drowning in my thoughts
dodgin the rain drops
coutin the seconds until i could
tell u that u made my heart stop
did u ever care for me at all


consistency i have
its hurting get away
ur fuckin up my mental, you don't seem to understand

I'm falling, apart, almost every single day
I'm scared, of my future, emptychested, bitch i am

why'd it all slip away (ft. sydcxx)

constant heartbreak

flesh wounds w/ casperrr (wissery)

im too fucked
im too tired
i dont care
but i care..
too far gone to even show no signs
thinking of you keeps me up all night
x2
i need somebody to depend on
i cant do this shit all alone
im tryna find love online
i dont got shit to do tonight
so call me up tonight
spend some time together
get to know eachother
right..?
cus ion got time to waste 
cus ive felt
all the sadness that i wanna feel
its been too long
fighting w myself
every other night is dealin w somebody else
every other night is fuckin w somebody else
i just need somebody just to mend my broken heart,
like.

I care. (despairintoashes)

Like You (prod. Hieloways) #restart

but its not what it is 
what you said
what you want
you been doin lots of talkin, can you please come just shut up

yeah you blowin up my line
you dont do it all the time
its a crazy situation when ur sad like all the time
when its 9

take a drive
down the coast, down the line
they be forcin vaccination, so the others stay inside
but im doin what i like

yeah i do it all the time
but when its mornin ill be back to do some music, not a crime

but, but you left, for me
every single evening is like death, to me
when im all alone, im scared to death, you see
i over look the small things so the bigger ones can bother me
that shit stays on top uh me


but its not what it is 
what you said
what you want
you been doin lots of talkin, can you please come just shut up

yeah you blowin up my line
you dont do it all the time
its a crazy situation when ur sad like all the time
when its 9

when its night, you block, me, out
you left, me, out
im calling, now
to help, you out

-yokai-
slam another door in my face
i feel like a fucking disgrace

u could cut me to pieces
bleed blood red
lemme know my heart's still beating
smoke down the vents
make me cough lemme know my lungs still breathing

tear down the walls
caged like an animal
i was really just hoping i could see the sun for like 1 last time
ignoring every call
not very sociable
but i'll sit here and claim that i'd like to see you for 1 last night

-shizu-
Rot, rot, rot, rot, rot
let me rot away
so sick of hearing all these shots like every fucking day
broken humans in the grotto but they feel no pain
soon enough i'll be the same
burst into flame
just give me a reason
look at me i'm bleeding
he be changing like the seasons
but she don't even blame him
or rather see him
like baby i'm invisible
you're untouchable, it was just a mirac-
she don't love me anymore, it's just the principle maybe
out of my head, I'm impressed what you made me
say that you hate me
I don't wanna be me
stuck inside the background
you gotta believe me 

I can't really help the fuck ups
I'm just glad I had them young
And even though I messed up
My eyes are locked into the sun
She said I'm the one
Frankly baby you should run
Ready set go from the monster I've become

Small things w/ Yokai dreams & shizukesa. (soloft)

if i had any sense

lyrics :

if i had any sense , 
might of been inside a benz ,
looking in the mirror tell myself some death threats , 
running out of things to live for yea im still trying to catch my breath , 
oh ,

what u did to me i still cry & overthink , 
wake up 3 months later every-time i blink  , 
eyes red & black its like they in sync ,
spitting blood out up in my sink , 
i wish that i could drink ,
but im an addict on the brink ,
of suicide & other things , 
yea i guess to see whatever that brings me , 
oh fuck all of this jealousy ,
& fuck all of these memories ,
& what the fuck is history , 
my fucking heart in misery ,

if i had any sense , 
might of been inside a benz ,
looking in the mirror tell myself some death threats , 
running out of things to live for yea im still trying to catch my breath , 
oh ,

death threats

i might have just lost all of my projects so fuck it i dont care take this

Lyrics: 

I say ily and you shut me down
I can't tell you why I still reach out
and i wanna kill it all this sunday
but next week i reach out and we do this shit again
ok that’s more than a little skin
what 
you want me to deal with this?
i think 
that you should put your clothes back on
i think 
the term for this is long past gone

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is 
long past 
long past gone
i think i wish u'd put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
if it's me you butcher close that door
oh tar face it's a bloodfest
was this wrong

i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the time for this is long past gone
i think that you should put your clothes back on
i think the term for this is
long past 
long past gone

what's that song
what's that song
long past gone
long past
long past gone

uncensored

New song “Overdue” featuring Horosha
Apart of the “Sunsets and Heartbreaks” EP

-lyrics-
Cause I finally walked by our spot 
And my heart didn’t even drop
I guess I finally moved on 
Yeah I finally moved on 
I can send that message 
Say go to hell
Or I could ask if you’re doing well
I can finally do that 
Without saying coming back 
I can finally do that
I can finally do that
I can finally do that 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

So I’m not gonna hesitate this time
I can see through all your easy lies 
I tried and tried but it wasn’t love
Yeah I’ve finally had enough 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

(Horosha)
Where memories should be 
there’s a gaping wound 
But now I’m finding out 
That there’s still things 
I can learn about myself 
(The things you run from, will set you free) 
So I sent that message through 
And I don’t regret it
Even though moving on
Will  be so damn hard
I’ll fight through all the pain
To be my own damn person
Cuz after everything
I’m still worthy of love

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 

Cause as time passes I know I can’t change
All the memories will stay the same 
But I can do this one thing 
Sit there and let my phone ring 

Cause this is overdue 
But I’m finally over you
Yeah this is overdue 
But I sent that message through 
And it said fuck you
And everything you do 
You tore me apart 
When you had nothing to lose 
Now it’s just me 
And I finally see 
That everything happens for a reason
What’s meant to be  

Prod. Immortal
Mix by Yago & Horosha
Master by kanashi

Stream on Spotify!

OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

I really hate the moon
Every time I see it it ends up in my doom
So I don’t want to continue 
When I know I won’t make it to my room

[NAVYXOWER]

i really dont know what to do
im such an awful person, whatd i do
you were such a sweet angel by my side
yeah i cried
i put myself in situations i dont like

i ruin my own, life

i keep falling apart
im breaking my own heart
i think i fall to temptaion too soon
always left inside a bloody bad mood
its cause of what i do

i wake up feel like trash
i tell myself its fine, im okay with where im at
even though its just a lie
im stuck with all the shit, i cant comply
its past the hour, gotta get home
before she cries

[ZBee]

The day the angel fall  
I’ll be think of you
I’ll take a break right now
Just to say that it’s true
I don’t really want to know
What you do
Cus if I do 
I might just fall in love with you again
Every time I do 
I don’t wanna pretend 
That I’m not in my head again 
Welcome to the night inside my head 
If the moon comes back it’ll be my end

the day the Angel fall (feat. NAVYXOWER)(johnnyfriend)

shoutout to everyone i’m this song ily all :) <3
prod. sorrow bringer (goat)
mix: epitome, kanashi, autumn, casperrr
master: epitome

EPITOME:

if you look into my blackened soul 
you’ll see i’ve begun to decompose 
and with nothing but a rope around my neck
i’ll hang in the gallows dead
hold back the tears you’ll shed
leave all the words unsaid
i was hanging on by a thread
it’s better off instead 
that i’m 6 feet deep beneath the surface
i’ve said this once i know i’m worthless
i fall short of being perfect 
can you show me that i’m worth it
am i worth saving?
my body’s decaying
my flesh is rotting 
i feel like a zombie
i think the ends approaching
i feel it upon me
now i know i’m not worth saving 
i’m trying but it doesn’t seem to be enough
no one gives a fuck
i don’t even know what i’ve become
(can you tell me what i’ve become i give in too easy oh the end has just begun)

KANASHI:

Ion even know what I’ve become 
shits got me so fucked up…
And pls don’t wake me 
I’m busy taking a break from life
Ion wanna be a part of this anymore 
One foot in and the other out the door 
Cuz nothing lasts forever 
So just toss me like a wrapper on the floor…

AUTUMN:

i can't tell tonight apart from all them in the past
i can speak, i can breathe, but my brain is gonna gache
if you feed off of me, hope you like consuming trash
waking up inside this bed 
is something i'd rather not have
i'm tearing at my skin
could it get much worse than this
that's the only thing i'd ask
besides when you'll text me back

CASPERRR:

don't you text me back 
please i don't wanna relapse
feel this agonizing pressure on my chest
i can't breathe,i can't eat i can't get no rest  

fucked up, over what u told me
u left and now i'm lonely 
got 5gs and smoked that whole shit, holy-moly
u really said i was ur only
that guy was just a homie 
and now im dyin slowly, lonely

epitomeoffailure x kanashi x autumndropsdead x casperrr - blackened soul (sorrow bringer)

ºAlternative Anti-Pop Artists, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk and Lofi <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

OVERDUE (feat. Horosha) [prod. Immortal]

Killing Art