i gotta hop on one of these. hmu on insta (jollyjosh22)

ft https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy 
prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV8-64sUPJNAWOvfDrak4SQ
cover art https://www.instagram.com/iamyxngaj/

8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

(verse)
ive been here before 
is this just some deja vu 
I might die on the floor surrounded by pictures of you 
I can't breathe stay with me 
don't believe underneath 
you're my thief 
stole my key
one more thing 
to make you see 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 

(verse 2)
got gas in the tank 
lets just go for a ride 
give me a minute to think 
before you cast me aside 
your words not feeling clearer (its unfamiliar)
you're such a killer 
is it all for the taking?
cuz it's you that I'm chasing 
if no one is faking 
then why is it me who's breaking

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

(bridge)
fall into place, my saving grace
at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 
(fall into place, my saving grace) 

(hook)
in the middle of the night 
one more chance to make this right 
all these clues in black and white 
need some magic to excite
hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore 
I got blood shot eyes 
and I'm barely living 
you build and break down my existence
it's at the point where I'm bout to give in 
just one more try cuz I'm still wishing for this 

hard look at what's gone wrong 
one bad move and I'm on my own 
take all that's left of me
cuz I just can't do this anymore

one bad move [prod. living puff]

New track off my new Ep "Hold my hand in the cemetery"
each songs being released individually 
Featuring the upcoming artists Corey Gossett
https://soundcloud.com/corey-gossett-645800446

(Lyrics)
Why we always arguing when we talk now 
Then we turn around and we make out 
You’re like a masochist the way you like pain now
It’s like the you I knew is fading in the background 
But when we’re up it’s like a roller coaster high
Get that feeling in my gut like we’ll never die 
So why don’t we just slow down enjoy the ride 
So we don’t end up wasting time 

Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 

(Corey Gossett)
You were almost perfect 
The love just wasn’t worth it to me
Cause this is real life not dreams
And I’ve been trying to find the missing pieces 
But none of them have meaning to me 
This is not the last time that we’ll be like this 
And I don’t have the time or reason to fight it now 
Really hope it’s over now 

(Like a rollercoaster, like a roller coaster)
When we’re up I feel like I’m flying 
When we’re downI feel like I’m dying 
When you turn around you are smiling 
But there’s tears in your eyes why you crying
 
Loving you is like a roller coaster 
Going up and down we’re not getting closer 
She just wanna fight till it’s all over 
(She just wanna fight till it’s all over)
Screaming at the top of our lungs isn’t this fun 
We’ve been going up down now we’re on the run
This is our rollercoaster love 
This is our rollercoaster love 
Our rollercoaster
Our rollercoaster love
Our rollercoaster 
Our roller coaster love

Mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface
Prod by IOF X King Theta

Stream on Spotify!

Rollercoaster Love (feat. Corey Gossett)


lyrics

I drifted somberely into the trees
disappeared suddenly took all the memories
Doused us in kerosene
I started pulling out my rotted teeth

cope with it, smoke thru it
break my fucking spine, do it
tear up my insides, spewin 
tryna take my time, knew it
nothing but a pawn
killed a night, took his horse
Rode up to the castle and came knocking at his door
welcome to the nightshift 
sleep was never that inviting
all these dogs have took to fighting
why was bloodshed so inviting to u 
blood falls down, drips from my nose
it's a stark contrast, dark red in the snow
hands worn down, right down to bone
u can hear my pain in the things that I damn wrote

decks

so they pulled out their knives and they want me to run
I couldn't live with the web I had spun
danger is my best friend
I wasn't ready for the end

take my life, all the words that I have spoken 
I have sacrificed time for people that are broken
and I no longer want to be here
pressure resulted in fear
and now I sleep and I wake and I fall back down 
how the fuck do I say how I'm feeling now?

so conscious of what I've done 
this life is awful and fades to nothing. 

chess ft. decks (jolst)

lyrics

im broken, i hate it
im stupid, i hate it
im fine now, ill fake it
hurt me, i'll take it

oh, why the fuck did i fall for this again?
im blind and in the dark with bloody wrists again
im coughin up my lungs from all this medicine
i went looking for a light but i got lost in it
and the days got cold
and the highs got low
and it all got old, i was all on my own
then i read ur text that said its all my fault
n then i ripped my bong, n then i went home
u say ur just friends but i know its a lie
i see it all in what u post online
u got ur legs pressed against his chest
just like me, was he ur very best?
whats the time? 
its half past 5
i sat back and watched it all unwind
i saw the love marks on his neck
hung my head and wished that i were dead

a part of me died when u left that night in july
and that without lie is the last time that i felt alive

july

Freak.

Freak. (Prod. by King Theta)

CHRIST OVER EVERYTHING by Henrik

Beside Me (feat. Brady Amour)(prod. tothegood)

Art by Biteki びてき
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsUeNbrb8t2Td1faP1VbK2g/about
https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes


Mixed and Mastered by IOF
https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
https://twitter.com/prodbyiof

Something has to be let go
Seasons change, we drop our leaves
At the moment you lose hope
You are ready to receive
I'm rotten to the bone
Decompose the whole way home
I'm tying off the rope
and drawing up a new ideal

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

My bones are brittle and I'm shaken to the core
Put the pressure on myself, a civil war
I'm carbon like a diamond, combustible like coal
I set myself on fire, it's my way of self control

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

Every day you wake up in a cold world
Every wrong turn weighing on your shoulders
Lookin straight into the eye of the beholder
Insecure, but you're keeping your composure

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

Backwards

forget it (discent)

prod. @splashgvng

it's been a couple months since i've been gone
everybody's asking when im about to drop the next song
i aint been outside just to chill out in so long
always on the gram but you never answer phone calls
i might be going blind
still doing my work in the cover of the night
you're saying we're alright, then why you switching sides?
when they folding on you dawg dont hit my fuckin line
imma stay inside now
i can't let it ride now
i need a better vice now

i'm looking for something, anything at all to hold to when i fall.
i know i shouldn't call but your voice negates it all.
you won't pick up the phone, gotta do this on my own.
don't wanna go back home just to be alone.

yeah it sucks to be alone
and i know your heart feels cold
like that frozen type of snow
and you feel like youll die alone
break me up and break down but
dont come back and ask for help
when you need something
and im somewhere else
i need to wake up
take a piss then take drugs
i dont wanna say nothing
im silent

anything at all w/ promnight(prod. splashgvng)

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

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