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you want the old me but he died years ago
hes somewhere dead in my head all up in my dome
2019, people laughed at him like look hes a joke
hes been missing since 2020, like omg where he go?

ring around the rosie, you dont wanna hold me
the black and milds im smoking, the ashes falling slowly
back to my job of slavery, and music that dont pay me
you lookin cute so lately why dont you be my baby?

ring around the rosie

[Intro]
Snow’s fallin’, lights glowin’, world feelin’ warm,
But my heart’s cold tonight.
You ain’t sittin’ in that chair no more,
And that hits harder than any storm.

[Verse 1]
This the first Christmas without you, Dad,
Tree’s up, but it don’t shine like it had.
Your laugh ain’t echo through the walls no more,
No boots by the door, no hat on the floor.
You used to wake me early, cocoa on the stove,
Now it’s just silence in this home I know.
I try to smile for Mom, for the fam, for the vibe,
But every carol cuts deep like a knife inside.
We hang the lights, but it don’t feel bright,
The table’s set but somethin’ ain’t right.
Your seat’s still there, man, I can’t move it,
I still talk to you, even though you ain’t hearin’ it.
These gifts under the tree don’t mean a thing,
When the biggest gift gone, the joy you bring.
Every memory replay like a film on loop,
And the silence louder than the whole damn room.

[Chorus]
This the first Christmas without you, Dad,
Tryna smile but my soul feel sad.
I see your face in the glow of the lights,
I hear your laugh in the cold of the night.
You taught me strength, now I’m learnin’ pain,
You taught me faith, now I’m callin’ your name.
Yeah… this the first Christmas without you, Dad,
And it hurts, but I’m thankful for the love we had.

[Verse 2]
I remember the times you’d sneak them gifts,
Sayin’ “Santa came early,” like I wouldn’t catch the drift.
Now I’d trade every present, every wrapped-up bow,
Just to hear you laugh one more time, bro.
I see your photo by the fire when I sip that cup,
Pretendin’ you still here liftin’ spirits up.
You the reason I grind, the reason I rise,
Taught me real kings never break, they survive.
But damn, it’s hard without your voice in my ear,
Sayin’, “Son, keep pushin’, don’t give in to fear.”
You was my hero, my mentor, my base,
Now I light a candle just to feel your grace.
Mom tryna hold strong, I see the tears she hide,
She cookin’ your favorite dish, pain in her eyes.
We all play tough but we break inside,
‘Cause it don’t feel like Christmas without your light.

[Chorus]
This the first Christmas without you, Dad,
Tryna smile but my soul feel sad.
I see your face in the glow of the lights,
I hear your laugh in the cold of the night.
You taught me strength, now I’m learnin’ pain,
You taught me faith, now I’m callin’ your name.
Yeah… this the first Christmas without you, Dad,
And it hurts, but I’m thankful for the love we had.

[Bridge]
You used to say, “Son, life’s about givin’,”
Now I give thanks just to still be livin’.
You gave me wisdom, now I give it back,
Every lesson you taught, I keep intact.
Your legacy breathes through the way I move,
Through the way I love, the way I groove.
I’ll carry your flame through every December,
‘Cause love like yours, I’ll always remember.
I’ll toast to you, look up to the sky,
‘Cause heaven’s got the realest one, that’s why.

[Verse 3]
Sometimes I feel you when the lights start to twinkle,
Or in that old song when the bells start to jingle.
You remind me, “Don’t drown in sorrow,
Live for today, ‘cause ain’t promised tomorrow.”
So I’ll smile through tears, keep my head up high,
Make you proud every day that I try.
From your lessons in hustle to your talks ‘bout love,
You still guide me from the stars above.
This Christmas ain’t the same, but I’ll still believe,
‘Cause your spirit’s the gift I’ll never leave.
You showed me that real ones never fade away,
They live in our hearts, even when they stray.
So this one’s for you, old man, I’ll keep it true,
Merry Christmas up in heaven, I still miss you.

[Final Chorus]

[Outro]
So I’ll raise my glass, look up to the sky,
And whisper, “Merry Christmas, Dad,” with tears in my eyes.
Your boy still grindin’, still holdin’ it down,
I’ll keep your crown safe, I wear it proud.
Yeah…
This the first Christmas without you,
But never without your love.

First Christmas Without You, Dad

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I don't know, just because?

thats just how i was
run round w the gang, and we totin slugs
yall niggas lil as hell, yall some fuckin bugs
whats the reason why i be so fucked up?
i dont know, just because? 
yo hoe want me i dont know why?
(honestly i know why)
im so motherfuckin high
i think bout you all the time
why the fuck you gotta leave my life?
i think its time to say goodbye
had to tell that fuck hoe goodbye
got that stick on me, yeah its by my side
i got yo bitch on me, put that on my life
i dont even know why

why prod me

@japanuary @tristnnn @mangapage 
rae ' 
yuh, take one off the bottle (yeah)
ion understand what you feelin, baby dont talk when you feel it
till you kno that you the finest girl finest girl to me
take u slow tell you that you the finest girl to me
(ouh) baby tryn talk youn mean it, baby tryn talk to me
les be honest girl we'll take the world, all of you, said you wanna talk dont say it (me)
said you wanna stop dont say it
baby stay in yo place dont take it
all in my head cuz u the finest girl finest girl i see
(okay) cause you the finest girl finest girl i see, said you wanna talk on me
said you wanna call for me
said you wanna talk for me, ion wanna talk only, love it when you walk slowly, love it when you call on me.


tristn'
slat, 
with my slime and we riding the coupe,
she not fucking igh give her the boot,
too much pape like we did a damn dupe,
said i love you im sorry not you,
text my phone and ill do what i do,
ysl, ysl, slat,
ian een tryna hear,
told yo ass im outta here,
flexing with that cartier,
bad hoe, bad hoe, i know,
asshole, asshole, she is,
this yo sister ok i wont kiss,
2 cups up while im pouring tris,
disobey put you in a box,
too much guns nigga call up nok,
bitch mad she aint get the cock,
fortnite nigga pass the bigpot


mangapage'
tell me what you want
i been toting guns
blick on me like gaunlet
baby get away from me i dont want it
baby get away
i dont feel safe
why you acting like that way
hurry up i just want the face
i dont wanna talk to you we can go seperate ways
perfect with her body and her waist
smoking on this wood take it to the face
we can go seperate ways x4

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