walk around with my eyes on the ground and my head in my ass cuz i cant get it out
you look at me like im just some kinda fool but thats all i can really be for you
been like this for like 13 years i spent most of my life swallowed up by my fears
and ill be like this for most of the day ill be out in the cold till my palms turn gray
hey hey hey what more can i say
hey you looked so beautiful already

get me out of this place
im so excited to be anything

lovefool demo

before i go

(prod. wixxy.mp3)
i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

these drugs in my brain
they make me feel so insane
being sober ain't the same
but i act like im okay

so it never really matters
all my blood will fucking splatter
put my organs on a platter
inflate my ego make it fatter

make it stronger
then i'll last a little longer
im a failure im a goner
leave my body in the water

i cant seem to find a reason
for your eyes and mine to be bleeding
we can't make it right so we're fleeting
you're the only one that i'm needing

reason

new verse for some reason also looped the chorus lmk if u like that

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was
And I'm sorry for that
I could be who you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above,
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it
I-I hate it

[Verse 1: overtonight]
I hate that you're in my thoughts
'Cause I want you away but you rot in my brain, I hate it
That day we sat by the waves 
And we watched them in motion
As I was scared to kiss your face
I'm not what you want me to be
I'm a fuck up, a mess up 
And everything that there could be in-between
I hate it, I hate it so bad
I hate it, I hate it so bad
I hate to be on my own
I want a girl I can love 'til I'm dead in a tombstone

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was
And I'm sorry for that
I could be if you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above
I-I hate it

[Verse 2: kasynoto]
Picked apart I don't know what I said
Close my eyes, send the text
And now I'm sitting here I'm full of regret 
I don't know why I'm wishing my death
Bullets fly, say you're next
You wonder why I always hated it
Picked apart I don't know what I said
Close my eyes, send the text
And now I'm sitting here I'm full of regret 
I don't know why I'm wishing my death
Bullets fly, say you're next
You wonder why I always hated it

[Verse 3: ilyTOMMY]
I was happier watching cartoons
As a kid I was not prepared to see the world like this
Am I ugly? Do you hate me?
Am I worth it?
Can you fix me?

[Chorus: never goodbye]
I'm not who you thought I was 
And I'm sorry for that
I could be if you want, I hate it
Pick apart all our tainted love 
Was the best, was the worst
Was a curse from above
I-I hate it

(Extended) never goodbye - i hait it

help me feat duskydemise prod Casper

she said she dont want me back
baby i thought we would last
now im lonely smokin gas
teachers buggin me in class
better watch for i spaz
better watch out for i crash
she dont really mean well
stab my heart baby what ur fuckin deal
tell ur mom i said its over
oh u hate me think theres chips all on ur shoulder
take me serious she dont look when i told her
mood swings take ur meds girl u bipolar
and i dont even mean to be rude
ill take ur life and then ill point the gun and shoot at me to
would i be in hell for what i did i think that im screwed
u did it to so then its me and u im taking u to

prod. @deadyami

retribution

reject

reject (super slowed)

confetti

shotgun. (slowed)

they'll post it online (slowed)

Break every mirror that I see,
I don't want people to look at me.
Not a single day where I didn't feel fucking ugly.

I'll go back to my bed,
All these damn butterflies tonight will dig me into my grave.
Oh, don't you say that you never made me go insane,
'Cause there were times that I felt like I was just being played.
Oh, you make me feel so deranged,
But it's okay, yeah, it's alright.
You made it fucking hard to sleep at night,
But I guess it's okay to admit
That you never even cared about me.

I'm so ugly, I'd break a mirror just by standing next to it.
Yeah, I will never understand why I was made this way.

Don't wanna go back to those times,
Where you made me believe that I was fine,
And I wouldn't have to worry about other guys.
So why did you have to do me like that?
Oh, I hope you fucking die.
Staring at a mirror — well, at least they don't fucking lie.

before i go

killjoyparis

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