this is like a better version of suicide boya

MIXED BY KiRA
MASTERED BY KiRA

(Lyrics)
i am so alone
trapped ina cell
i been going ghost
wont pickup my cell
throw my sorrows 
ina wishing well
shawty isa pretty demon 
straight from hell
shawty never knew
that im never well
i been feelin blue
ion want no help
rotting in my room
tryna kms
i will always feel at home when im in hell
-
demons trapped inside of my head
they coming out
cutting up my wrist on my bed
im bleeding out out
rotting in my cubicle
jus leave me bleeding out
cutting up my cuticles
im always falling down
falling falling falling
i am falling to pieces
crawlin crawlin crawlin
all my demons r creepin
throw me in the bayou
where my body is leakin
shawty gonna cut me up in itty bitty peices
-
lemme take my life
rip me appart
look into my eyes
stay in my arms
take my knife rip out my eyes
plz break my heart
cut my wrist i end my life
i am fallin apart
-
i cannot
save myself
leave me here 
to rot in hell
i cannot
save myself
leave me here
im locked away
i cannot contain myself
runaway theres no escape
lock me in the depths of hell
i cant fuckin breath 
plz help


myinsecuritiesaretakingover (prod. anticon)

subside. (snippet)

track #4 in upcoming ep, "holistic" <33 ik its different, so lmk if yall like !!

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

i got a blunt n my 2 piece
smoking doobies like i'm scooby
fightin off demons like hyoudou but she bad as fuck like meguri
high as fuck like im soaring
hit a lick i aint sorry
ice littering when we pouring
bitter bish u been boring
literacy get to reading hits piecing up and send em back snoring 
could flick a wrist and no chiropractic but her back bent by the morning 
plus a bag spent by tomorrow
dont have time for u to borrow
and u could never do it like me
balance your acts like a tightrope
price on my feet pay yo rent
ez, made for this bish call me ken
sk slide easily onna beat 
like pay a fee you is not getting in
only here to hop onna wave/wav
bitch okay
weak flow bullshit, u talking ole
all the spit off my head
could solo niggas from off top of the stage~

bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
try to remove me, turn into one of my groupies
u couldnt tool me
bitch i'm a ☆ like the movies
runnin up hunnids n fuck up sum paper like loose leaf
love me or lose me

(^^all of that was ironically written bc i am very much self conscious and absolutely am NOTTTT "running up hunnids" or a star :3 ts got me feeling like tecca man wtf)

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supposed to do - noobsesh x siixftunder

prod @trechorboy & @yuumu2k
guitar @sinxi
supporting vocals: @horoshavibes

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Lyrics:
its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’

im stuck so far away from all the action 
fuck my passion 
yuh
would down about anything for a chance at satisfaction
so fuck the fame
you can suck it dame
i blow Os from my contraption
you faggots lame
we are not the same
i get off from your reaction

and just like maroon 5 i wasted all my nights on payphones and screwdrivers
hoping i survive her
panic caught up to me
RIP yours truly 
i dont know anything when i unfasten 
yeah

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

what the fuck?
im paranoid and seething
call the doc
because i really cant tell if im breathing
oh my god
oh my god 
it creeps again
something you’ll never comprehend
i have to power though all of this torment 

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?
vitals go thumpin’
“hold on and relax”
“when the xanax comin’?”
this shit kinda suck
and for what?
for nothin’.
i do not deserve 
this shit room im hung in

its blank face or nothin’
not up for debate
when my psyche suffering 
im up in the bay
when my bitch down slumpin’
no one can relate
but the panic comin’
huh?

Delirium Tremens

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Lyrics

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

You look at me, all you see is just an artist
I look at myself and all I see is fucking garbage
I know I ain't perfect but I ain't even worth it
If my life was a window, I would wanna close the curtains

I got something in my chest, I can't really get it out
Baby, you the best, I don't wanna live without
You at fucking all, so please don't ever leave
I ain't wanna fall but that's what you did to me

Yeah that's probably what I'd say if you'd ever fucking answer
Won't even tell me hey, it's been eating like a cancer
What'd I do wrong? I'll never know
I'm all alone, I just wish I could go

I know you're not around, I know you'll never be
I know I'll never feel that feeling of you next to me
I know I'm better off and we're not meant to be
I wish you knew how much you really fucking meant to me

garbage.

[intro]
it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[verse]
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah
girl i wanna take away your pain yeah

girl i wanna take away your pain
i wanna be there for your every need
i really hope you love me back the same
i really dont like when youre far from me

tell me if i died would you mourn me
tell me if i died would you mourn me

tell me, if i died would you mourn me
god i really hate when i think this way

it kills me slow
cuz youre my one, i already know

[chorus]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

[outro]
girl i cant lie
when i look into your eyes
it makes me wanna cry
i just wanna take your pain away

i know how you feel inside
cuz i been there before
n ill tell you
it can go away

just imagine
its us in a castle
while moon shines down
glowing on your pretty face

n i know deep down
that its only me n you
n theres nobody else 
that could take your place

neverland

freestyle just made in 30 mins cos I feel weirdddddd

fakefakefake [cxrter x retz]

INSANE (prod. FMJ)

That messy break up, we've all been there.

artwork by @proddeegs
Engineered by Jakkyboi, ripjosh and iof.

still fw my old shit w/ ripjosh & hm.wav [prod. iof]

lemme rot by myself st4y tf 4w4y
ig: killkiraa

myinsecuritiesaretakingover (prod. anticon)

KiLLKiRA ☾

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