forever loving you

@y4ndere

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needles in my skin 
i guess they nvr noticed 
lonely bwoyy in this stone island 
while i’m sipping potion 
hold my breath and close my eyes 
until i hve no worries 
got  a flat in sonic cups 
nn now my visions blurry

run from the damage 
i dnt wna kill myself
100,000,000 miles away 
n still i love nobody else 
running from my issues 
i kno tht nobody can help 
masking my emotions 
they cld never tell i hate myself 

u cld b my angel 
no 1 left to hold me 
cut everyone off
now theres no 1 left to hurt me 
picking up the pieces
tell me tht it’s working 
maybe n another life 
remember what y told me 

ur love is so special 
took it all 4 granted 
counting every star 
iv been counting every planet 
tripping over cables 
just tryn to get through to u 
i kno we’re not stable 
still im forever loving u

b Minee ──★ ˙ ̟  @y4ndere

@zzdox

way uP
offa x ain getting no sleep 
lil bitch i stay up
i dnt fw nun uu freaks 
yall some geeks 
yall some Strangers 
i got viles filled w blood 
n some pills in containers

the anger N hurt
made uur bitch do the dirt bru 
talking hella shit on me 
but still remains unheard of 
Fye shooting bursts
n my girl say im The worst 
uPgrade all my diamonds 
dark matter get your Blood drawn

peel his head back 
hate u n i meant tht 
dead bodies in a hazmat 
rollN off these tabs 
bitch i pop these drugs lik Mentats 
ride Me like a saddle 
she on me like a hashtag

pussy Boy RUNNIN from a fade 
bitch come HEREEE 😅🤣🤣
on my King shit 
they treat me like i’m revered
talking allat dirt 
boy keep me Outyo mentions 
im manic off a perc 
i mite run in the Election

ure all i think about 
i dnt wna talk to anyone 
get blocked from reaching out 
feeling down 
fucked up 
u get beat for breathing loud 
on a shirt 
on a gildan blank 
just for thinking loud 

i got everything i want 
and i still do not feel happy 
i feel like shit on stage 
still everybody clapping 
smile on my face 
underneath my grin im masking 
its hard to celebrate 
when u only see the bad things 

i never went to Highschool 
so idk how it feels to buy bouquets 
n step into a prom room 
i’m cracking cards 
bitch i could buy You whatever uu want
do anything  to see u smile

Highschool xx @zzdox

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5:04 with @westlyyyyyyy @reklus1ve
9:56 with @yakm
11:00 with @lati._
13:08 with @bobbyhorror
14:05 with @ijisleep
15:02 with @nvmnvmvmvm @eeeenlil
16:46 with @nerdcoke

(all @s on ig)

journal 6

@angelicxmei

the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   say the words 
   say the words tht ivv nvr heard 
   look @ me liek im sick 
   like uve never hurt
   evryday on repeat 
   its jst getting worse 
   hollow ground beneath myy feet 
   slipping through the earth

   how cld u jst leave like tht 
   im conflicted 
   knowing ud hurt me like tht 
   this affliction interwoven with my past
   new addiction , 
   hoping it would bring me back
   still i divot 

   the light shines in 
   cnt offer life 
   kno my time runs thin
   smoking new dope 
   my chains unbroken 
   cover old wounds 
   clothes hide all my skin

   wre breaking down 
   secrets and lies in my teeth 
   she comes around at night 
   SawU1nMyyDream5zz

   whn will u let it go 
   my corpse it rots nn theyll nvrr  kno
   her blood is splattered along my floor
   cnt bear this trauma anymore

music video

SawU1nMyyDream5zz 🇵🇱 ⋆*:･ 5(╥   ╥)Prod Angelicxmei 5 🇵🇱

sometimes you appear in my head (p.starw3y+slimemaco)

tread 
   dread 
   im torn up 
   put a flag on my pole 
   get the score up 
   stepping in the spot 
   feeling slutty 
   bru they kno us 
   horse race straight to my vein 
   ima slow up


   iphone 6 with the cracks
   2015 
   free my dawgs 
   gaf if they guilty 
   why ur bitch fanned out 
   like a swifty 
   DITD
   yung n im pretty

   cigarette lil shawty 
   n she bumming tht 
   rip yo dead homie 
   he not coming back  xo
   my bro clear up the spot 
   likee a running back 
   blood splatters on the wall 
   its a heart attack

   acid tab on my tongue 
   got me grossed out 
   keltec 2k rip your throat out 
   up K or behave 
   fuck a throw down 
   pills get thrown out 
   touch down , moscow 

   corpse in москва 
   xan nn my pasta 
   LWTGG , fix all my problems
   i wna blow up 
   new dead celebrity 
   xtcc n my gut
   counting celery
   three headed goat 
   in my dreams i keep seeing rain 
   3am cnt sleep 
   im n disarray
   3 bars in 
   i cant see 
   bru im feeling faint 
   concrete veins cut myy wrist 
   n im bleeding grey

bleed grey Prod me  bitch

all of me

made for this.wav

where am i?

dead to rights

a very lazily made track, made in like 15-20 mins with a mild headache,
just some multitracking and mic'ed room with vocals,
bluetile lounge and bark psychosis inspired (maybe a little deathcrash, but barely)

words:
what does seem,
what does it seem to say
i cant work out
its too far away to see
what tommorow will bring
it seems so far away
it seems so far away

it seems so far

sometimes you appear in my head (p.starw3y+slimemaco)

killmeauto

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