wish i got 2 see this live in allentown 😭😭

Ｍｅｓｓｙｈｅａｒｔｓ

robots (arey)

@nevrfall
i love @heylog so much, he's an amazing person c:
lyrics:
(casperrr)
moving away as my body collapse
half a day and i already smoked half a pack
i smell the chemicals burning in my hand
i need to change this i need to take a stand
all of the promises u made they didn't worth nothing
while u ran ur mouth ur actions didn't prove anything
u still wanna tell me that i am lying
do u really wanna tell me that i am lying

AND THIS IS FUNNY CAUSE THE PROMISES ARE STUCK IN THE WALLS
U TREAT ME WRONG AND I STILL PICK U UP EVERYTIME U FALL
I GET DEPRESSED AND I SHUT MYSELF FROM WINTER TO FALL
I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT SEE WHATS REAL I JUST SEE fog
FOGGY MEMORIES IN MY BRAIN HELP ME REMEMBER
WHAT WAS THE THING THAT TRAUMATIZED ME LAST DECEMBER
CUZ I TOOK IT OUT OF MY HEAD
I KNOW I WISHED EVERYDAY FOR DEATH
I WAS GETTING SO MAD
I WAS GETTING SO FED UP

(heylog)
u made me mad, i called but u won't answer
don't speak to me like that where are your manners
it's hard when life just sucks, is it supposed to?
deteriorate non stop what am i s'posed to do
u hate on me now when i didn't do a thing
u love causing ruckus and it's concerning
but i kill the vibe is that why u hate me
i won't give u shit or anything

is it safe to say that i miss u
forgot what it's like to kiss u
i'm sorry u had to tell me what u been through
if u need me i'll be here for u
forgot what ur face looks like, it's been a day
leaving ur house but i can't drive away
arriving home and it don't feel the same
without u here, it feels so plain

promises w/heylog (nevrfall)

(music video)
https://youtu.be/oAQF2xB8nGg

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

the show goes on (drmabeats+mcx)

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

superstar (noahmadethiss+jolst)

Vocals & Production By Lund.
Art: @apelure_art on Instagram

Lyrics:

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

look me In the eyes
tell me you don’t love me anymore
something missing girl its different 
every day we drift apart 
felt the distance tried to ask you 
all the questions of my heart
ain’t the same inside your arms 
now I’m walking through the 
darkest place I’ve been
was reaching out to you
heart shattered within 
nothing left to do

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

box full of letters 
filled with promises broke
baby you’re the one that changed
no more x’s & o’s
hard to find a way
when your shoulders so cold
heart to fragile gotta let you go

I’m done 
playing all these games with you
It’s all lies same shit different day no use
I’m gone you were a piece of me 
something to lose so easily

I can’t stay with you
don’t know who it is 
that I’m talking to
I tried
held it all together like glue
don’t know who this is 
but it just ain’t you

bye bye 

can’t hide the truth 
always play the victim
know its what you do 
I cried 
to many times it’s true
but you don’t ever hear 
what I say to you

Torn

bite marks

with @solderis prod @heyzeph. mutt county out sep 27th luv

stray w/ solderis (zephyr + ghostsocial)

and it’s cold, i got snow on my coat 
backstrap stars, i don’t wanna go home 
phone screen blinds me when u call 
im jus too fucked up, beg you leave me alone 

bape bag i got ash on my clothes 
smokin on runtz, don’t put shit up my nose
accuse me everytime that we talk 
but when we link ur the one that covers your phone 

i promise i don’t care 
i promise i don’t give a fuck 
i’m chillin smokin w my friends 
i don’t need you to show me love 
and when you see me out in town
or even on the bus
don’t ever try to chat to me
you made your bed 
so lay there, stuck 

and they said bro did you see the shit she put on insta
she’s got a new boy, he’s literally in the picture with her 
i walk these streets with double blades like i’m a fuckin witcher 
while ur all scrolling on the gram i’m w my team we gettin richer

witcher

Lyrics: 

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

I hate you deep down
Because your hidden in my thoughts like a secret
And I cant be proud
Because I know deep down you’ll reveal it
I cant help myself
When you ask me to dance
You're offer your hand
I'm of in a trance
The words that you speak
Feel like acid on my teeth
They’re bleeding from the root
Guess there's no life in the leaf

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

A deep struggle
A light smile
Keeps the family happy for a while
I know you know
That I need you
My heart needs filling up its so see through
You might me right
That I'm helpless
Without you
I feel selfish
Is it me
Or am I coerced by looks
Cause you look so pretty tonight

Kissing you girl
Tastes like copper on my lips
I wanna scratch you out my life
But I cant find an itch
You play me like a game
You just need a new expansion
You're weeping like an angel
You're begging for attention

SPOTIFY

Copper (Taylor Morgan, Jolst)

[sendflowrs]
and as the cold came, it didn’t feel right
on my deathbed i pray for your warm soft kiss
these angels they lay next to me and calm it 
i don’t think i really loved you baby if i’m honest 

and in my resting place, keep the seal tight
cus i would raise all the dead for you if you wanted
i would purge these dark woods with a bow and harness 
just cut out my heart whenever u want it 

[nevermadeithome]

You’re not where i need you
When i sleep at night
My lungs are so hard to breathe through 
My throats so tight 
You’re pretty like the pleiades
I mesmerised just by your eyes
I can’t seem to look at you 
Your hue and glow just seem so bright

Sleeping at night in your gown wear 
Swim the sea
Kill the king just to be there 
Bring your coat because its cold where  we‘re leaving 
Hold my hand baby this is the deep end


[sendflowrs]
on my grave 
in native tongue under my name 
is a phrase that says
“the one i love will always get away”
guess it never changes
no matter how much i sit and pray
for a better day
i’ll always be the one that rots away 
call me anyway
call me when you’re home or MIA
call me when you’re sad
when you’re feelin down or feel ok
call me everyday
call me fuckin now before i tear my face 
maybe you would love me more if i would finally get in shape 

[blaidd]
Stack my chips up high like I'm all in
Fall in love with your face in the morning
All this hate in the way had me bawling
But now I got you 
Your love was the only thing to prove
This world is nothing without you 
Now i find myself with nothing left to do 
But I came back from a business trip 
I Wanna go home cause I miss my *beep*
If I stay longer I just might flip
I wanna go home to the softest lips

starlight (feat. nevermadeithome + blaidd) (prod. flesh + jolst)

“Devil On My Shoulder” by Blaq is a powerful West Coast rap story about a man fighting alcohol addiction and denial. It’s a message of love, accountability, and the pain of watching someone you care about lose control. Emotional, cinematic, and rooted in family loyalty — this track blends raw honesty with soulful West Coast rhythm.

99th Floor ft. kennedyxoxo (sailor x jolst)

killmesumday {@xsailorkillx}

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Sadvato!

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