damn every time im going through the hardest parts of life; death, heartbreak, the darker days (sometimes weeks, months, etc) of living with depression, anxiety, trauma, etc. may sound lame sayjng it out here but thank you for real

hands down some of your best work yet, love u

STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/ash--snow

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUz6EM2wCGY

ash & snow

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

walking out ur door (prod. irby x jolst)

(music video)
https://youtu.be/oAQF2xB8nGg

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

thank you lyrics below<3

Chops
I see you reaching out
You cant help me
Can you tell me where we going baby I cant read a sign
My fingertips are turning blue I cant hold on longer to you
And you keep telling me your mine but baby I don't think its true
She like whoa oh oh yeah this a different side of you
Im like whoa oh yeah girl your true colors are bleeding through
Oh oh oh
I wish it wasn't how it is but I cant take it back
Remove myself from everything i'm somehow still attached
I don't want no wedding ring and I cant deal with that
Always lying to my face when I just want the facts
Feel like dancing with the devil but we just playing tag
Walking with my head down
Im missing my friend now
Some nights I just cry myself to sleep when theres no one around
Don't want no one to notice me or think that i'm the clown
I already know it I don't need yo ass to help me out
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Ah ah ah oh oh oh oh oh
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out
Im boutta crash out
I don't wanna crash out

Chops

Yeah zip tied, keep my heart together
You like to waste time when I get over obsessed
Get high to forget about a flight I gotta take next
Get a rush when you hate on me and send texts to my friends
Yeah I like when you fuck up and lose all your connections
Its just how it happens baby
Sit on the rooftop watch the cigarettes crush hours
You only five seven how the fuck could you get more shallow
Plus your anemic so you really gotta keep your shit balanced
Out of control now
Breaking shit in your own house
Pretty face with a bad mouth
With your friends getting blacked out
It don't matter what we say now
My phone at like eight percent now
I hope it die and you freak out
I got your texts turning green now

bad mouth

spotify

BAD MOUTH (feat. spookybands) [p. methboiswag]

mixed/mastered by me
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produced by https://soundcloud.com/prodpitfall

neurotic (pitfall)

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

nothings what it seems 
i been tearing at the seams 
getting lost inside these dreams 
and i know it’s not good for me 
i’m losing sleep
i’m feeling weak 
i’m counting sheep 
it’s like i’m somewhere 
inbetween both 
life and death but
i can see what’s going on 
and i can’t do a thing 
it’s like i’m paralyzed 
staring at the summit i have to climb 
i have to learn how to swallow my pride 
the pressure has me feeling buried alive 

time goes over and over 
in circles it hurdles me forward towards destiny 
i know 
there’s no where left for me 
everyone’s dead to me 
but i keep chasing 
after 
falling faster 
everythings backwards
everything 
but there’s nothing left you can do now

everythings backwards

you made my heart stop (irby)

Playing Dead

goodmorning los angeles +jomie (dercept+ayoley)

featuring my dawg @homesick

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

[@homesick:]
say goodbye, goodbye
send me off n shut the lights off
i can't expect you to live with this
no i won't spell it out for you
it's all wrong
i can't try to replace this
but i can keep my distance
let the memories keep me jaded
take what you want, i'm reapin the product
i'm serving sets of the shit i got wrong
n shit i cant talk, what i never wanted            
back to that spot it's so cold there
im a shadow with a blank stare
old coat with that old tear
i got a new spot with some old fears

[@sendflowrs:]
whats on ur mind?
whenever u talk
whenever u talk to me
cant help but lie
ur just a jester
laugh and smile at me
jus while i die
n my brain so fucked up
prozac helps me sleep
but i still cry 
whenever a memory comes to me i weep

i think my time is nigh
just let me out to dry
think ill pour another cup
or maybe roll n jus get high
n i been feelin hella fuzzy
u dont love me
need to lie
n i been screamin till my throat is sore
cant even say goodbye

you made my heart stop (irby)

killmesumday {@xsailorkillx}

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