do u still remember the words that u said
something so laced with romantic pretense
do u still remember the nights that we spent
it's cliche in ways i don't want to admit
i still wake up inside of these 4 walls
nothing has changed, nothing at all
it's easier to write some fiction
than confront the way that ur living

perfect ballroom scene wouldn't that be nice
was it worth it for a comforting vice
perfect ballroom scene wouldn't that be nice
these words take the shape of a knife
let's play this game called when u catch fire i wouldn't piss to put u out
all those words; i hope u choke on them and when u do don't make a sound

honestly yea from like back then i knew things wud have to end
my heart is such a fickle thing idk where it wants to go
honestly from back then i knew things just wouldn't last
pinpoint the exact moment i could say im not attached

making my way back home
you can heal your broken soul
don't make it out like u care
forever without u there
bloody hands and i can't go back but ik now that it's not that bad
no chance to make amends but it's alright, i'll figure it out

perfect ballroom scene wouldn't that be nice
was it worth it for a comforting vice
perfect ballroom scene wouldn't that be nice
these words take the shape of a knife
let's play this game called when u catch fire i wouldn't piss to put u out
all those words; i hope u choke on them and when u do don't make a sound

novella - they hate my 2017 emo nerd swag, produced by novella

prod. satuko
@arso4l

minakami:
i feel like a psychic
im not tryna hide it
know this shit aint normal
theres no point in lyin

i dont want a job
so u know i keep my racks up
i dont give a fuck
cuz i know that u cant keep up
2x

i dont give a fuck now
im gonna die now
take these drugs and let go
i dont give a fuck how

i dont really care at all
i dont really care at all
please dont try and stop me
ima overdose and end it all

arsonist:
me n minakami in the party we gon turn up,
my weed hella cheap i think its laced it cost like 12 bucks,
super fast car and yuknow that we be cuttin up,
i cant let no nigga see my wrist cuz it be bloodied up

Jewels on my wrist but they faker than my old friends,
in my head i know im not ok i gotta pretend,
i been hiding from my fears all my life in my defence,
i get hella high forget my pain in the weekends

i dont wanna lie to you, but im obliged,
its life or death, aint got no time,
im still depressed i wonder why,
i had to watch you say goodbye x2
(i had to watch you say goodbye)

psychic w/ arsonist

prod. salmonghost

dont know where to go
cuz we’re running out of time now
running out of time now
running out of time im

im losing my mind
i just wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine i

feeling so alone n i dont know what the time is
wanna take a ride? i can take u on the best trip
say that u dont love me, baby, but u know i knew this
rotting in my bed, i cant get up, i feel so shit

i feel so shit
yah, i kinda knew that
u say that u want me back
can u tell me whats the strat?

can u tell me whats ur plan?
u make me feel anxious
i dont really like this
i need reassurance

out of time

amazon /w grisaia (1kamui)

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

prod. wren
@kyxtsnxwy
@9wren

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

kishi:
yeah, she be worried cause im fucked up
she can see all my pain with my cuts and cups now
imma take a flight to LA, spend alone now
i be feeling like a ghost how im roaming around town
yeah, yeah, i be fucking up my mental
spend my money on impulse, i can’t trust no bad hoe
abg with thick thighs she want me to blow her back tho
demons in my head i can’t really trust a soul no

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

scars w/ kishi (wren)

old songs that i forgot about until now

prod. xtasane + axry

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

u can take my life like its urs
treat me like ur doll
u can treat me like a whore
i cant take this anymore

leave me crying on the floor
wanna bleed for u some more
im so fucking stupid
all it does make me love u more

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize (xtasane + axry)

prod. crude
3rd and (potentially) final song of the day

fucked up in my head
baby girl i cant help that
dont know how to cope
so u know i spend a couple racks

yah yah rap bout money 
on the internet
im a lying fucking bitch
dont believe shit on the internet

i wish i could feel something
but im empty
stuck inside my head again
all i feel is envy

i hope i can find something
something that i do enjoy
that might be a while
fuck why’d i have to be a boy

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

stuck in my own world
i dont wanna be alive
pop another pill
n i think i’ll kill myself on live

im not that girly
why does this bother me
see my face n im hurling
wish that i could feel free

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl
that would solve all my problems
take me out this world
cuz i know that i cant solve them

wish i was a girl (crude)

guitar by @3dates
art by dustbinrat aka hibi 

†
cut my mouth in the crooked shape of a smile 
cant look into the mirror and see what I defiled 
and im your worthless torture doll 
do what you will just fucking use me
carve me till im beautiful 
cut me stab me use and abuse me
god she makes me sick but I love her I need her 
pretty ______ but her looks a deceiver 
all we do is lie 
and say that it’s fine 
cut into my thighs
drain the life from my eyes 
I know that I’m sick ___ ___ is fucking torture 
tear into my skin I just wanna fucking suffer 
you cant act like it’s okay 
covered scars won’t hide my face 
stain my lips with your blood 
I taste it and I savor it
[redacted]

sadist prod. marceline x sedate {dustbinrat}

reminds me of the favorite things you like
i wish you stayed with me that night
5 years straight that i been high
now i cant stop, when i wake up im fried
its not a problem cuz when u told me that u hate me i alrdy knew
lately remove all the thoughts in my head bc i know between fake and what i know is true
dont you try to lie 2 me i can c thru ur disguise
know it brings you so much pain tryna live some fucked up life
know it doesn't need to be like that, i regret so much of my past
but sometimes i sit back and laugh
cuz its my story cant change that
say what u want, been thru 2 much
2 care what u say, idgaf
have so much problems i deal on and off
2 think abt smth that isn't involved with my life or smth i care abt
2 much shit that they say online just cry, whine, pout, and shout about
cuz i dont got time for that, the world just makes me sad
i hope that art my lasts, when i wake up im mad

NEW MERCH!!!

disguise (oryx + 99k)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4C5IeNc6ow19sQyXT0zYaN?si=85c4f27ece994fd7

@hateoryx @backw666s @8t33n
https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx
https://www.instagram.com/woodyminaj
https://www.instagram.com/8t33n___
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LYRICS:
saw her in the party
so kawaii
im like omg
imma dye my hair
n thens liv a kandii fantasy
look up at my wrists
tons of scars n tomagatchis
u cant fw us im w/ doeboyz n wit woody

u cant take my swag
get that shit?
i take it back
all these pussies keep on talking shit
aint fw them fagz
i b dressin in all black get the weed im rollin thaat
if u see me in the club know that my scene girls on attack

hello kitty fitted up
my emo bitch js wanna fuck
every day i b on myspace
i b sexting all my slutz

im too fucked up off the drugs
at the function with the bros
then this hoe offered a molly
then i threw that shit up

we b on club penguin like this shit 2006
online on chatrooms i dont like doing shit
shawty said she like my diy bracelet
i said thanks cuz my emo bitch made it!

(w666s)
fly around the club got the angel wings up on me
robotripping hard now im bouncing like a bunny
im in my bag and thats why she wanna fuck me 
iongaf tiny pants they be on me 
yeah im so pretty im looking like a daisy
hoes on my line and i swear it drives me crazy
hello kitty phonecase looking like im hilton
suicide on myspace yeah the molly kicked in
tiny pants on bitch i feel like based godd
yeah im so pretty and i got my own facade
im chilling in my kingdom with ur princess on my rod
take her to the back now she all up on the squad

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so kawaii OMG ^-^ +woody (8t33n) #doeboyz2k17🐹🪖

yesterday was better than tomorrow
@lostsoulclique

she/her

out of time

minakami

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