prod. @luvroxu

luvroxu:

chipi chipi chapa chapa
dubi dubi daba daba
that bitch tryna fuck
i’m going boom boom boom boom
yeah, i’m having fun everyday
playing games love being high in my room

minakami:

about to throw up, man, i’m done
party all night, having fun
scene bitch on me, now i’m sick
want her dead, i lost my gun
taking pills, share them with roxu (i think)
big crowd i’m tryna find you
karma’s searching, got a knife
stab your heart and drain your life

following your bloody hearts
tripping over my feet in the dark
feel like 1stress the way i ask you
what you gonna do?

chipi chapa [minakami + luvroxu)

prod. angerissues
listen with headphones…

lyrics:
bitch i’m overseas, i cant do this anymore
and yo friends know how u are cuz they all call u a whore
callin up my phone, i just want u out my hair
say u miss me rlly much, why the fuck u think i care?

u want in my bed, i think that’s what i truly dread
i been waking up at 4am, feel like the living dead
bitches do the most and i think i’m bouta ghost
switches up, but urs is down, think yo bouta toast

toast!! 🍞 (@angerissues)

prod. sakino

teenage girl, she got pigtails coming from her head head
when she walk into the class, everyone drops dead
always see her with her twin, yeah, they both a fucking ten
always got her pissed off at me, you know thats not what i dread

kagami!!

prod. sunsetzer0

(chorus)
ive been getting way 2 close
ive been way 2 fucking high
looking at u makes me nauseas so i had 2 close my eyes
bby i been feeling blind
feeling like i wnna die
think i looked right in ur eyes n said this bout a hundred times

(verse)
i dont wnna be alive
i dont want u by my side
ive been ruining my body like a sinner
watch me fly

(chorus again)

fallen angel's tragedy...

prod. sunsetzer0
@cyanidesniffer

[minakami]
cast a spell, baby, you know that i dont feel well
i've been locked up in my room, going straight to hell
i know that i cant get better, yeah, it never works
yeah, it never works, i know it never works

cast a spell, baby, you know that i dont feel well
i've been locked up in my room, going straight to hell
i know that i cant get better, yeah, it never works
yeah, it never works, i know it never works

fuck my life, my dear, you see its only getting worse
you dont know black magic, but i feel like im fucking cursed


[cyanide]
cast a spell baby your tears are all i live for
your presence is the only thing that i crave for more
stay next to me and show me everything will be good
but deep down we both know, i’d ruin you if i could

hold me close, pretend this isn’t falling apart
but darling, i’ll tear you down once i’ve claimed your heart
all my promises will turn into regret
you think i love you? but you haven’t seen the worst yet

keep me close everything will be alright

cast a spell (feat. cyanidesniffer)

prod. sunsetzer0
friend of mine's terrible joke in the start

say you hate me while you look into my eyes
i dont give a fuck about it, i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrists and suicide, stay with me when i get high
i dont even know your name, but i still want you tonight

soak me with your love, then you leave me out to dry
one step forward, two steps back, how long til i just cut ties?

say it one more time, i can take it
i know you’ll fucking leave, look at all this time we wasted
fuck me in the back, dont be hesitant
stab me in the same back, have no benefits

say you hate me while you look into my eyes
i dont give a fuck about it, i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrists and suicide, stay with me when i get high
i dont even know your name, but i still want you tonight

say you hate me while you look into my eyes
i dont give a fuck about it, i just wanna fucking die
slit my wrists and suicide, stay with me when i get high
i dont even know your name, but i still want you tonight

soak me with your love, then you leave me out to dry
one step forward, two steps back, how long til i just cut ties?

ur hatred dries up ur overflowing love

prod. OrtoxOne Beats
@eshx


[esh]:

suicide inside my house
lets die tonight girl
razorblade to cut my heart
ur so pretty when apart
u make me so crazy
ik tht u love me
ur so fkn cutee
jst like helokitty @_@
(x 2)


[minakami]

pls dont say u hate me, ik that u luv me
do u want me ded? stab my body then u hug me
whisper in my ear, tell me that im nuthing
they all say ur cruel, baby, but ik ur luvly
angel sent from hell, ur the only 1 i want
do u wanna fucking rape me? touch me non-con
luv it when u hurt me, luv it when u hear this song
ur so fucking cute, bby, tell me where it went wrong?

HELLOKITTYMINDLOSS w/ esh

prod. drainist
#lostsoulclique

glock inside my hand, ima fuck u up tonight
i’ll turn to a succubus the way i drain ur life
bullets on me, but i wont shoot, i’ll take a bite
witch? thats me, but im a vampire in the night

stab ur body up, no consent, i’ll slit ur throat
drown u in the pool, ur a beauty when u float
i feel so lost, i dont know where i’ll go
ask me if im down, i’ve been down, ten toes

vvs on my blade, i keep that shit held tight
come over to my place, u know i’ll do u right
can u pick up the phone? i can give u a ride
i just wanna see ur face, and i want u to ride

too much cash, unintentional flexing
i text ur bitch, suddenly we start sexting
yeah, switching up, now she hexing
incantations, i hear the sound of her casting

want me dead? im leaking red
you know what i fucking dread
see me red? soon, i’ll be dead
watch the photos of my gore embed

(want me dead? im leaking red)
(you know what i fucking dread)
(see me red? soon, i’ll be dead)
(watch the photos of my gore embed)

lifedrain

prod. gxdrays and takuori
@lostsoulclique
tysm for 100 followers, it makes me happy that even a few of you like what i put out and i will continue to put out more songs in the future

shouldnt care this much but im cutting up my wrists
you said you would help me but im just not yours to fix
save me from this hell baby i got blood on the walls
at the wishing well wishing i could end it all

you dont know how i feel
suffering by myself cuz i dont see self appeal
tell me once or twice do you hate me or do you want me bad?
im not getting it so please wont you call me back?

(you dont know i feel)
(suffering by myself cuz i dont see self appeal)
(tell me once or twice do you hate me or do you want me bad?)
(im not getting it so please wont you call me back?)

feel my heartbeat squeeze and crush it up
my head is filled with dread cuz i think that i fucked up
and im mental in the head maybe that is where it comes from
maybe thats where it comes from
x2

shouldnt care this much but im cutting up my wrists
you said you would help me but im just not yours to fix
save me from this hell baby i got blood on the walls
at the wishing well wishing i could end it all

you dont know how i feel
suffering by myself cuz i dont see self appeal
tell me once or twice do you hate me or do you want me bad?
im not getting it so please wont you call me back?

self appeal

idk the prod, if you know or youre the prod then lmk
@altjchan

aint hard to see w/ jchan

prod. beQUITE x yukisoru

i dont care anymore
yeah im done
cant do shit
u’ll sit and watch me run

run away cuz im sick
of all our problems
no other option
theres no way to solve them

u wont stop me
i know u want me gone
stay outside
til the fucking brink of dawn

stay outside
til the fucking brink of dawn
yeah

release all ur hatred
i know u want me dead
dont lie and say u love me
its fucking with my head

can u just leave me
alone tonight
need some time to myself
i dont know whats wrong or right

do we really wanna try?
fuck that, i know i’ll die
all u do is lie
but i want u back one more time

one more time

prod. lemartin420

feel like lil yawh, yeah, the way she gon impress me
hook up for the night, u gon see me on the tv
talking on my name, i dont give a single fuck bitch
give a fuck bitch, lets wrap this shit up quick

hate on me when u dont know a thing bout what i do
when u see me pulling up, i know ur bitch looking too
u know all this shit aint true, try to play me like a fool
open up ur eyes, u are just a useless fucking tool

hate on me when u dont know a thing bout what i do
when u see me pulling up, i know ur bitch looking too
u know all this shit aint true, try to play me like a fool
open up ur eyes, u are just a useless fucking tool

feel like lil yawh, yeah, the way she gon impress me
hook up for the night, u gon see me on the tv
talking on my name, i dont give a single fuck bitch
give a fuck bitch, lets wrap this shit up quick

can we end this shit right now? bitch im done
asking if i love another but u know i dont want none
i dont know why i try, i dont know what i want
but u’ll never see me giving up when im just having fun

impress me

prod. axidrain

oh, yeah i got a fucking glock on my waist
u thought i cared but that is not the case
oh, i dont even need to cover up my face
that bitch didnt know that i’ve been first place

that hoe grinding and i grab up on her waist
she turn around and blowing kisses at my face
u will never catch up u can never face it
just take what u can get, u dont need to fake it

fake it til u make it
u will never make it
i got so much money
yeah that bitch would not believe this

true religion jeans i got pills in my pocket
dont know what to say i just really wanna off it
dont believe in god but this shit just feels like hell
i dont think ive ever felt good ever felt well

fake it

prod. niuru

hoe told me to pull up but i dont think she could handle it
knife up to that bitches throat until she tell me slit slit
stripes up on her wrists that bitch looking like a zebra
asking where im leaving to but i dont really know bruh

i dont really know where im going
bullet through his head his blood spraying while its snowing
see that shit its flowing
do u wanna see me glowing

barrel in ur mouth wanna see ur brain exploding

do u really hate me
might as well just kill myself
is that what u thought i’d say
fucking up my mental health

ive been feeling so cold
but i got the heater on
memories feel so old
memories just feel gone

bitch i’ll just make new ones
new ones with ur corpse
gonna stab u into pieces
ur a rotting little whore

cops are knocking on ur door
theres no answer
they gon open up
and see u lying there

handle it

the curse of love w/ L ⁕

prod. satuko
@arso4l

minakami:
i feel like a psychic
im not tryna hide it
know this shit aint normal
theres no point in lyin

i dont want a job
so u know i keep my racks up
i dont give a fuck
cuz i know that u cant keep up
2x

i dont give a fuck now
im gonna die now
take these drugs and let go
i dont give a fuck how

i dont really care at all
i dont really care at all
please dont try and stop me
ima overdose and end it all

arsonist:
me n minakami in the party we gon turn up,
my weed hella cheap i think its laced it cost like 12 bucks,
super fast car and yuknow that we be cuttin up,
i cant let no nigga see my wrist cuz it be bloodied up

Jewels on my wrist but they faker than my old friends,
in my head i know im not ok i gotta pretend,
i been hiding from my fears all my life in my defence,
i get hella high forget my pain in the weekends

i dont wanna lie to you, but im obliged,
its life or death, aint got no time,
im still depressed i wonder why,
i had to watch you say goodbye x2
(i had to watch you say goodbye)

psychic w/ arsonist

prod. salmonghost

dont know where to go
cuz we’re running out of time now
running out of time now
running out of time im

im losing my mind
i just wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine now
wanna make u mine i

feeling so alone n i dont know what the time is
wanna take a ride? i can take u on the best trip
say that u dont love me, baby, but u know i knew this
rotting in my bed, i cant get up, i feel so shit

i feel so shit
yah, i kinda knew that
u say that u want me back
can u tell me whats the strat?

can u tell me whats ur plan?
u make me feel anxious
i dont really like this
i need reassurance

out of time

prod. qyurisuu

anorexic, slit her wrists like a psycho
make that bitch’s blood pop like im syko
scene slut on me looking like she bouta cry oh
she want me to SA her but i’d never go that low

underaged up in the club
overdosing on these drugs
i dont give fuck cuz
tonight we just gon have some fun

underaged up in the club
overdosing on these drugs
i dont give fuck cuz
tonight we just gon have some fun

she grind on me idgaf
yah ur bitch a whore
i dont want her but she screams my name
singing more and more

yah she on my dick
im gon put her in a coffin
that bitch make me sick
out the door yah im walking

shes so desperate ima drug her
make her cut her fucking thighs
and she just cant get enough
i wanna see that bitch cry

i cant take another lie
on her knees asking why
i wanna see her die idek now
wanna watch her body fucking bleed on the fucking ground

psycho

amazon /w grisaia (1kamui)

prod. takuori

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

(fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now)
can i have my tears back bury our love in the ground
(give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy)
i know this isnt personal but ur what i fucking need

u could be my savior yah i’ll fucking praise u
promise that i’ll move on yah someday i’ll break through
wish someone would help cuz i dont wanna be alone
save me do anything turn my heart to fucking stone

fluorescent lights on me shining in my eyes now
i say what i mean i no longer wanna be around
give ur love to him bitch filling me with jealousy
dont look away now watch me fucking bleed

baby i miss u so much yearning for ur fucking touch
please dont turn ur back on me now my eyes leak
darling i wish u’d feel the same but im running out of luck
i cant take this anymore shit is feeling bleak

fluorescent (takuori)

prod. takuori

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand so tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

all we do is argue theres no passion in that
passionate when screaming in my ear hope i fall flat
give me all ur love cuz im feeling kinda greedy
leave me on my own when im starting to feel needy

needy like my last ex think i got it from her
theres no needed context im starting to shatter
when im little pieces hope u’ll mourn and feel guilt tho
but u’ll never care like this wind u’ll just pass slow

(oh) please dont leave me i cant be without u
meant to be together but this situations feeling new
(oh) hold my hand tight as u kiss my lips just right
one night after another i’ll be all alone tonight

(oh) save my life u dont even need to try to
i feel like an addict cuz im so dependent on u
(oh) i dont want u gone but theres no way i can stop u
i dont fucking blame u cuz all we do is argue

without you (takuori)

prod. takuori
@mqxixo

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

take a knife, take a knife
stab it right into my back
u dont even have to kill me
think i’ll have a heart attack

feels like love is what i lack
i dont even deserve it, i deserve to keep hurting
bad with feelings but im learning

moxi:
do me how you said u would u said u’d cut me right
i dont wanna feel or move please leave me paralyzed 
love it when u look at me let me stare in your eyes
i wanna stay with u forever please dont end my life
i have nothing i wanna do except be with you
i dont think i’ll last long tryna miss u 
send ur blood and tell me if you wanna stay
cuz i’ll just pull the plug now n throw it all away
stay by me i need you yea i been paranoid
come closer and talk to me yea i love your voice
i’ll stay by your side yea its my choice
i’ll do you right once we rejoice

minakami:
cut my body up, u make me go crazy
feels like my mind has been stuck up in a maze
thought u loved me now my visions going hazy
call me ur puppy and lock me in a cage

knife to my throat while i beg u to sedate me
i trusted u so much, dont let me feel the pain
whisper in my ear, tell me that u hate me
anymore and i think i’ll go insane

sedate me w/ moxi (takuori)

prod. wren
@kyxtsnxwy
@9wren

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

kishi:
yeah, she be worried cause im fucked up
she can see all my pain with my cuts and cups now
imma take a flight to LA, spend alone now
i be feeling like a ghost how im roaming around town
yeah, yeah, i be fucking up my mental
spend my money on impulse, i can’t trust no bad hoe
abg with thick thighs she want me to blow her back tho
demons in my head i can’t really trust a soul no

minakami:
love me cut me off baby im obsessed
when im on my own bitch i start to feel upset
she playing with my heart say she love me more n then some
shes a work of art n i really think that shes the one

wish that she could save me from myself cuz i need it
telling me to kill myself or something that u see fit
scars scars scars on my thighs in my mind or sumn
spending cash to help with the pain but i got none

scars w/ kishi (wren)

old songs that i forgot about until now

prod. tores + warheart

u can save me
but u dont wanna try
its me u’ve been hating
u know thats not right

lost in my mind ive been feeling like a pest now
nitpicking my life n u make me so upset now
lately ive been crying n u leave me on the ground
i wanted ur love but u only wanna break me down

wanna break me down i’ll see u around
pack my bags n i think im moving out of town
say u hate me make me wanna drown
n i know u wanna see me with a fucking frown

voices in my head n they make me wanna fucking die
all that i can think about is u or my suicide
please come back hold me tight til i pass out
when i kill myself turn the lights off when u leave now

u can save me
but u dont wanna try
its me that u’ve been hating
u know thats not right

lost in my mind ive been feeling like a pest now
nitpicking my life n u make me so upset now
lately ive been crying n u leave me on the ground
i wanted ur love but u only wanna break me down

u can save me
but u dont wanna try
its me that u’ve been hating
u know thats not right

save me (tores + warheart)

old songs that i forgot about until now

prod. xtasane + axry

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

u can take my life like its urs
treat me like ur doll
u can treat me like a whore
i cant take this anymore

leave me crying on the floor
wanna bleed for u some more
im so fucking stupid
all it does make me love u more

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

all it does is make me love u more dont u know that
waiting for the day that i’ll give up and i’ll fall flat
u dont know i love u and i’ll never let u know
but this shit just hurts i can never let u go

all alone in the dark my light wont turn on now
i must escape from ur grasp fuck that idk how
shit is getting loud but its louder in my head
and theres times throughout my day that i think im better dead

neutralize my feelings cuz i know that u wont love me back
lost inside my head about all the fucking shit i lack
stay by my side cuz i wanna end my life now
but the doors wide open and its tempting u to run out

neutralize (xtasane + axry)

yesterday was better than tomorrow
@lostsoulclique
im more active on @sab3rbtw now

she/her

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