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If I kill myself 
Will I see you again?
If I kill myself will I meet all my friends?
Will I hug Kurt and Bruce, will they say that this was the
right thing to do
If I kill myself 
Will I ever be free? 
Or Will you come and get me
Will you piss on my grave?
If I split my veins
Will I break these chains?

BREAK THESE CHAINS

fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy
only talk to you on the weekend
no one told me this would be easy
she tell me don't pull out 
i deepen
i leave it
my friends we lit 
our season
you can't get in 
go weep bitch
i got my reasons
revenge revenge
baby do you know what you wanna be?
could take you there just don't follow me
i'm finna die as soon as i'm free of you
we only talk when you feeling lonely
once a week you come around and i tweak
let it repeat you all in my mental
i fall toward mine
you pull me inside
no more time
you and i
we fall
collide
fuck what you talking bout 
i was not put on this planet to please
still got your bitch on her knees rolling me
back shots put her dumbass to sleep ugh ay
every year that i've been spending as me
another lesson to do what i preach
get the fuck out cause you ain't in my league boy

d o w n  d e s i r e  a v e

“OUR SEWN SMILE“

with @merely 's beautiful acapella <3 : https://soundcloud.com/merely/the-killing-sun-acapella?si=0f7207afb4504a11863fcee373e7c0f8&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Produced by Theo.
LYRICS:

Silence surrounds me 
Sitting in pitch black
I tried to scream
But I am not getting no feedback

Into the void I hang on a swing
Apologizing for everything

Chaos inside of me
My heart’s about to crack
Stuck in a dream
I know there is no coming back

Cannot remember a single thing
I can’t feel my face, but it’s burning 

Peace of mind
Reset mankind
Nothing behind
It was outlined

Do you remember about us?
It's been a while

Can you see it on our faces? 
Our sewn smile?

I can’t feel my heartbeat anymore I know it's hopeless
All these drugs and pills just make it sound like it was worthless
I wish I could have hugged you more, instead of acting heartless
Now everything I know will disappear into nothingness

I’ve always wanted for more
My heart is feeling so sore
I can’t stop closing the door
Let's close our eyes and then fall x2

Peace of mind
Reset mankind
Nothing behind
It was outlined x2

Do you remember about us being happy together?
I cannot shake this feeling of regret, my body shiver

Do you remember about this feeling, it's been a while?
Can you see it on my face?
My sewn smile?

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

OUR SEWN SMILE

“VANISHING ELYSIUM“

Produced by Theo & ZYROM.

VANISHING ELYSIUM [co-prod. zyrom]

Lyrics:
V O i D:

1jayso:

why don’t u come home
oh my dear i’ve been waiting for a while
it’s been so long since I smiled
so why don’t u stay for a lil while

it’s 3am again oh my god like what the fuck
thought i told myself i would not get fkn drunk
think i might jus crash right into a tree
i know i’m perceived 
as a disease

think i lost myself i was on so many drugs
don’t know who to trust 
rip my heart out with my lungs
i jus wanna feel so fkn numb from it all
i’m done

I'mTryingIPromise w/ 1Jayso

produced by: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ & https://www.instagram.com/maestrowons/

lyrics:

I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

Fought time and time again, to seek out the right way
Cause I’d yet to realize the price I will have to pay
Do I regret seeking love, do I regret feelin the pain?
At the end of all of this, a pistol and a message will remain
On my path leading to hell, see the reflection of a smile
Missed a shot at being happy and I missed it by a mile
It falls into place, and for that I’d give it all
But what will I do? When there’s nowhere anything can fall?


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

It hurts to know that I’m the problem, yuh, can I fix it?
I’m not trying out my hardest but the chance to life, oh god I missed it
Imma see u another life where I’m comfortable and dead
Place a pistol to my temple, let my ceiling turn to red
I got nothing left to say
Parasytes inside my skin and I’m rottin all away
Smoke mirrors, pain killers, bein one with the smoke
I keep it to myself, I regret and hate the times I spoke


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

lyric video

- old pages //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

escaping w/ coma6

Watching the rain wash up 'round my throat
Trying to breathe choked up on my thoughts
Please don't follow me through my haunt
Watch from a distance crushing my heart

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll Never Be

Dead Spent
All of my lies they will reject
Burn off my face with my regret
Choke on the knot that fills my neck
They won't be the one to taste my flesh

They won't be the ones to fill my head
They won't be the ones to speak again
Lips tied the moment it begins
I'll never bend

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

just a passing thought

featuring:
@theredrxxm
@dhaelo
@imsoscaredcoma6
@the0000

FEVER FREESTYLE [prod. RED RXXM]

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN 💜
Was gonna upload this the 31st but had setbacks

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

Good luck cleaning out your closet, there's too many bones
Underneath all of that skin you're just a mindless drone
And when it comes and rips away your fucking coward soul
You have so many questions but the answers never fucking show
Feast
Feast
Feast

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

FEAST

It's the worst love, hanging by a note
Fading all the words out, memories they choke
Blood stained pictures frozen like your bones
Carving out the imprint, bleeding out in snow

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Hang it up, pass it down
Do everything you can to turn it back around
Bleed it dry and leave it in the background
Leave it in the background

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

overgrowth

Rotten to the core

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Rotten

2:22AM

Timid

KILL

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https://soundcloud.com/kuhmann

escaping w/ coma6

KiLL OCEANS

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