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Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die
I'm alone because I can't save you 
I can't save them all 
Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die

Fall and set you free 
Talking to your face 
Fall and set you free 
Talking to your face 

I can see that you are faded
Sucks to suck 
And I don't give a fuck if what you're saying's right 
Sounds fucking dumb  

Die alone because you're so faded 
You just wanna die
I'm alone because I can't save you 
I can't save them all

RAVEN

If I kill myself 
Will I see you again?
If I kill myself will I meet all my friends?
Will I hug Kurt and Bruce, will they say that this was the
right thing to do
If I kill myself 
Will I ever be free? 
Or Will you come and get me
Will you piss on my grave?
If I split my veins
Will I break these chains?

BREAK THESE CHAINS

sea of despair 
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Produced by @artistbxd
Mixed & Mastered by DEEMXNN

lyrics:

I been over my head
Feeling trap inside a prison from the blood that I shed
I'm better off dead
My life steady hangs from a thread
I drown in regret
I'm still up in this war without rest
They try to anchor me down
Lay a burden into my life, that's why i'm still not around
All these bitches really stuck up on a different path
And I still can't find my sanity, it's buried by wrath
All those times I miss that wasn't bad, it all stopped adding up
Need to find a place all on my own, so I keep stacking up
I had enough
Niggas ain't the same they come around, and they still acting up
Shit ain't feeling real, I set my mind straight, but I can't adjust

Need a reason that time is ticking in a sea of despair
Wish they seen it
I haven't been myself, I wasn't aware
Can't redeem it
I need to break free, so my thoughts can repair
Really need it
I fucked a bad bitch then i'm turning my back
Not returning
I see a bridge that's coming straight from my past
Then I burn it
They gotta stay away, my heart fade in black
It's concerning
I'm bound to silence, and they're gonna fallback
They ain't lurking

I'm feeling numb, I think i'm fading away
We'll meet again when I lay right in my grave
I can't be saved, i'm steady counting my days
You're feeling pain when you still look at my face
I'm feeling numb, I think i'm fading away
We'll meet again when I lay right in my grave
I can't be saved, i'm steady counting my days
You're feeling pain when you still look at my face

Sea of despair
I feel like I am in a sea of despair
Sea of despair
I feel like I am in a sea of despair
In a sea of despair

sea of despair (prod. bud)

“VANISHING ELYSIUM“

Produced by Theo & ZYROM.

OUT NOW EVERYWHERE

VANISHING ELYSIUM [co-prod. zyrom]

produced by: https://www.instagram.com/hxllshade/ & https://www.instagram.com/maestrowons/

lyrics:

I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

Fought time and time again, to seek out the right way
Cause I’d yet to realize the price I will have to pay
Do I regret seeking love, do I regret feelin the pain?
At the end of all of this, a pistol and a message will remain
On my path leading to hell, see the reflection of a smile
Missed a shot at being happy and I missed it by a mile
It falls into place, and for that I’d give it all
But what will I do? When there’s nowhere anything can fall?


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

It hurts to know that I’m the problem, yuh, can I fix it?
I’m not trying out my hardest but the chance to life, oh god I missed it
Imma see u another life where I’m comfortable and dead
Place a pistol to my temple, let my ceiling turn to red
I got nothing left to say
Parasytes inside my skin and I’m rottin all away
Smoke mirrors, pain killers, bein one with the smoke
I keep it to myself, I regret and hate the times I spoke


I’m a dog, when all this pain wants to follow
Myself through the night, it will fuck up my tomorrow
Re-visit some old pages, to seek answers I don’t know
Cause I threw it all away and now it’s buried in the snow
A being made of poison, let myself bleed out
Filler pages all throughout, in this life we seek out
Either love, either sorrow, whatever makes us feel numb
I’m a living tragedy to my pain I will succumb

lyric video

- old pages //prod. HXLLSHADE x MAESTRO WONS

prod. @killoceans 💜💜💜

LYRICS:

They tried to bring me the light
But still I get lost in my mind
No matter how hard I try
Hell finds a way back to life

Waking the dead just to hear
I'm lost, don't know what I should fear
But I'll just keep fighting the tears
Darling it's gone on for years

And she's the angel
Singing in my head
I'll watch the stars fall
If she was here warming my bed

Break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head
Oh break me, tear every sin right out of my flesh
I'll work on escaping the prison I've built inside of my head

My head

i'm still trying

i'm still trying (prod. kill oceans)

escaping w/ coma6

Bloody Mary W/Scj

First drop: trapnoise
Second drop: distorted trap metal (maybe) 

SHATTERED

Watching the rain wash up 'round my throat
Trying to breathe choked up on my thoughts
Please don't follow me through my haunt
Watch from a distance crushing my heart

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll never be the one
But that's okay I'll just run
Confess all the things I've done
Bleed the soul until there's none

I'll Never Be

Dead Spent
All of my lies they will reject
Burn off my face with my regret
Choke on the knot that fills my neck
They won't be the one to taste my flesh

They won't be the ones to fill my head
They won't be the ones to speak again
Lips tied the moment it begins
I'll never bend

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

You're lost inside my aether, just a moment in my head
It never meant much more than nothing, another place to rest
I'm clawing out my chest, the lives we never meant to test
You weren't worth my fucking breath

just a passing thought

featuring:
@theredrxxm
@dhaelo
@imsoscaredcoma6
@the0000

FEVER FREESTYLE [prod. RED RXXM]

HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN 💜
Was gonna upload this the 31st but had setbacks

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

Good luck cleaning out your closet, there's too many bones
Underneath all of that skin you're just a mindless drone
And when it comes and rips away your fucking coward soul
You have so many questions but the answers never fucking show
Feast
Feast
Feast

Feast
Parasites are crawling through my teeth
Feast
Open wide, embrace the entity
Feast
You can't stop this, it's too fucking late
Feast
You're just one more fucking casualty

Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast
Feast

FEAST

for the past year i've been so stuck in my head. always making excuses, always finding a reason not to perfect my craft. this is the end of that. i will be better. this track is self produced, mixed and mastered by me. no more excuses.

Problem

It's the worst love, hanging by a note
Fading all the words out, memories they choke
Blood stained pictures frozen like your bones
Carving out the imprint, bleeding out in snow

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Hang it up, pass it down
Do everything you can to turn it back around
Bleed it dry and leave it in the background
Leave it in the background

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

Overgrown, sinking like a stone
Takes away your mind and leaves you void of all you know
Nothing but ghosts haunting the walls that you once called home
You once called home

overgrowth

maruchan

Founder  øf  untilimbo
/https://soundcloud.com/anaemya
https://soundcloud.com/lostlarina
https://soundcloud.com/kuhmann

escaping w/ coma6

KiLL OCEANS

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