(prod v-e & lo jettra)

hit me on the back 
when I leave it on the ground
it breaks 
my hearts upset 
I cant keep it aligned 
ya ya 
my morning patterns 
got me spinning like a spider web
my hearts upset 
need it 
kill me 

I love you every time
back 
call back 
ya trance
leave me anything 
that you wont want 
and

that part of me
cus 
its out of here
ya 
Im out of it 
people go hold my lip

send me anything 
felt you angry 
Ill wait everything 
leave all flattened out 
hit me night and day 
call me I will sing 
hit my heart of strings
long since I been strung 
 
lead me on 
when you know intensions bad 
all bad 
u cant keep me out the circle 
break it 

make me walk
when you know its pouring rain 
o ya 
u cant see me in private 
go 

there u go again 
my mind circles 
in any offense 
you off and go 
theres so many things 
I want to say to you 
I want to say to you 
shorty let me pray for u
o

didnt want me to 
know anything 
u said everything 
what everybody says 
Im all in web 
all in your spider webs 
got all inside my head 
need me outside this house 

hit me on the back 
when I leave it on the ground
it breaks 
my hearts upset 
I cant keep it aligned 
ya ya 
my morning patterns 
got me spinning like a spider web
my hearts upset 
need it kill me

I love you every time
back 
call back 
ya trance
leave me anything 
that you wont want 
and

that part of me
cus 
its out of here
ya 
Im out of it 
people go hold my lip

flattened out (prod v-e & lo jettra)

Drugs Feat. MyDeathReal prod by grimacetrap

Basically Rondevu pt 2 or whatever

maybe its just for the better or worse
lately im feeling like this wouldnt work
gave you my heart im in need of a nurse
and there goes my thoughts again
thinking that it wouldnt hurt
but im okay
im in no shape
to up and leave you
i feel like i need you
20 lookin rough
2020 was a preview
wish i didnt have to feel like
i just need to please you
im still tryna reach you
chloe was an angel
but the text i sent
had made her think im evil 

tell me you still want me back
calling you, stalking you
stabbed in the back
wish that i wasnt so
caught on the past
feeling like everything moving too fast
i woulda told you like everything
you wanna know but you never had asked
i woulda done all the same things
but i was just scared bout the way youd react

im hopeless, im broken
im mixing up with that potion
im following this bread crumb trail
ill prolly fail
im begging on my knees
pulling out all of my bleach dead hair
and im griting on my teeth

i wanna freeze time
go back to the past 
make sure i was better then him
and make you mine
girl i wasnt mad that you cheated
although i was broken to pieces
fake all the feelings like it didnt hurt me
i guess im a little conceited
if that your planning to fuck up my trust
i guess you succeeded  
 
so i mask the way i feel
with all these cuts go deep
bury me alive within this sand
im decomposing
i dont wanna fail
to see you resting in his arms
your makeup on his clothing
said hes there for your support
huh feel it in your bones
give up your body when he finish
couldve been with me
you put yourself in this position
therapy never helped
you just need someone else to listen
hearts been torn in two
but you gon keep all of that hidden

maybe its just for the better or worse
lately im feeling like this wouldnt work
gave you my heart im in need of a nurse
and there goes my thoughts again
thinking that it wouldnt hurt
but im okay
im in no shape
to up and leave you
i feel like i need you
20 lookin rough
2020 was a preview
wish i didnt have to feel like
i just need to please you
im still tryna reach you
chloe was an angel
but the text i sent
had made her think im evil 

tell me you still want me back
calling you, stalking you
stabbed in the back
wish that i wasnt so
caught on the past
feeling like everything moving too fast
i woulda told you like everything
you wanna know but you never had asked
i woulda done all the same things
but i was just scared bout the way youd react

Better Or Worse (V-E)

Lyrics:

All alone again
It's just me and all the hate
All my dreams are fake
So I started to pretend

Tell me that you're mine I know that's a lie (That's a lie yeah)
Do you even care if I tell you that I wanna die (I wanna die)
In this empty world there's nowhere to hide (Nowhere to hide)
And I found I'm sad but I have no time to cry (No time to cry)

I'm high but I cant let you down
Call me or brake me down
Baby just let me know

I'm in the end of the road
I dont know where to go
All this feelings haunting me
and I dont care at all 

I dont care at all

All alone again
It's just me and all the hate
All my dreams are fake
So I started to pretend

Tell me that you're mine I know that's a lie (That's a lie yeah)
Do you even care if I tell you that I wanna die (I wanna die)
In this empty world there's nowhere to hide (Nowhere to hide)
And I found I'm sad but I have no time to cry (No time to cry)

IDC (Prod. Role B)

Call A Cab (Prod. by Kzzr1)

Single #4 for Mt. Fuji mixtape by @pinkcasperr

<3

P!nkcasperr - Mean Girls

Lyrics:

Lovers on a paracel and I,
wonder what it's like,
to have me so captivated,

Pull through,
If the moments right I could hold you,
Two halves make a whole that's what we do,
I don't want to live less it's with you,
See Through
Don't you,
Ever wonder why I would love you,
Found truth in your eyes like the doves do,
If I had to pick a vibe it would be you,
See Through,

Remembering the day we met,
I was so fucking high,
I sent you a song called Jaded, (shoutout SADEYES)
The look in your eye,
through my screen disguise,
all the pain that lies within,
and I knew that you knew,
I was catching feeling,
you said you loved me,
you sent me reeling,
ya I knew that you knew,
I was catching feeling,
sent her a text late that night,

Pull through,
If the moments right I could hold you,
Two halves make a whole that's what we do,
I don't want to live less it's with you,
See Through
Don't you,
Ever wonder why I would love you,
Found truth in your eyes like the doves do,
If I had to pick a vibe it would be you,
See Through

Sea Thru(prod. Johnnyfriend X Heyrick)

mery christmas <3

prod: https://soundcloud.com/m_ort

xav: https://soundcloud.com/808xav

chi3f: https://soundcloud.com/b1g-ch13f

gnostic: https://soundcloud.com/caleb-garcia-138158168

A Christmas Cvlt Cypher - XavMisbehave X Chi3f X 333Amethyst X Young Ranger X Gnostic (prod. MORTEH)

AyshcisDead⛧ - Sheets [prod. yusei]

Fallen Angel (prod. skiing)

Here’s a hyperpop rap metal piece I made, off my upcoming EP, The Agony Of This Life. 

Follow me on Instagram @spooky.ghxst.boiii and @ghxst.boiii.edits

Lyrics:
[chorus]
i cant see light anymore
emotions locked behind closed doors
i'm dying to believe
that hearts are not meant for breaking

don't stay, i don't fucking need you
i know you have no excuse

so shallow
i shoulda given up a while ago

[verse]
i feel so sad
anxiety attacks
i can't help but look back
and pain is all i have

burn, i'll watch you burn
i'll watch you burn, bitch
look, its time to learn
i'll show you what pain is

i'm vacant, faceless, changing
say i'm like the moon
that i'm going through the phases
face it, uh
you're the same shit, uh
you can break my heart but you can't say it to my face (bitch) 

[chorus]
i cant see light anymore
emotions locked behind closed doors
i'm dying to believe
that hearts are not meant for breaking

don't stay, i don't fucking need you
i know you have no excuse

so shallow
i shoulda given up a while ago

[verse]
look, jus stay away from me
you make it hard to breathe
please put me six feet deep
you have no empathy

i'm building my throne
hearts of glass, broken bones
you'll be alone
i'm better than you'll ever know

feelings come, can't hold it
bitch you on some fuck shit
mind is full of hatred
my demons are complacent

my insecurites take ahold of me
dark thought choke my clarity

[chorus]
i cant see light anymore
emotions locked behind closed doors
i'm dying to believe
that hearts are not meant for breaking

don't stay, i don't fucking need you
i know you have no excuse

so shallow
i shoulda given up a while ago

Anxiety Attacks! [Prod. Curtains]

Sad Ghxst