Sadness is feasting on me

idk what i’m doing but i’m doing it and I give no fuck, Amen.

kno what im on ~ freestyle x alithespliffgod | prod. jaguarclaw

twitter.com/__DEATHPLUS

i remember you were lookin at me something kinda strange
you said you got something that's on your mind and you don't want me to be
offended at all by the shit you think and what you say
girl you're talkin to the wrong one, girl you know i wanna stay
but i can't for long, i don't care at all, i don't wanna be happy i don't wanna be sad
i don't want a thing, i just wanna be, in my own little world feelin like i'm mad
girl i think i'm crazy, you think so too, won't you be my baby, no i don't want you
anymore, out my door, i see you lookin at me i'm dead on the floor
wanna die, every day, i'm alive, so i pray, someone take me away from this shit, life's a game

i don't wanna hurt you (but i might have to) (prod. by drksprk x ggrim)

video : https://youtu.be/qot5_QHWHBg

lyrics

give me my space but don't leave me alone
ran from the place that i never called home
got me a taste of the world i could own
cover my face and i speak with my soul
look in my eyes and you know that i know
but you don't know what you know that i know
follow me down i've got something to show
hand me the key and i'll open the door

i don't want to be all alone
i don't want to walk on my own
i know i tend to be the one to go
but girl without you here i feel so cold

moments in the past i'm moving further from them
moments in the future you can watch while i become them

resurrection

killstation - oxytoca (prod. killstation)

killstation - petrichor ft. brennan savage (prod. killstation)

LYRICS

YOU LEFT ME HOPING FOR MORE

YOU NEVER OPENED THE DOOR

YOU TRADED SOUL FOR A WHORE

YOU LEFT MY HEART ON THE FLOOR


MAYBE I'M NOT MEANT TO STAY

BUT IF I LEAVE I KNOW I'LL FEEL THE SAME

vexation

killstation - triplicate (prod. killstation)

http://www.mediafire.com/file/rm8netx2tx8tr51/OmenXIII_-_DECODE.zip

A lot of things change on the daily,
Loved ones, lifetimes, ain't no safety.
If the world was anything then it would be dangerous,
not cuz of violence, not cuz of anger,
bitch it's nature to have friction, we would not be if we didn't
we would be a single image, no atoms no civilization.
We have love so we have pain, no ones perfect we make mistakes
,When the urge we feels too great and emotions get in the way.
,Believe me I've made my own, but that's life so don't let drown you,
The flood is still coming down, if you don't swim it will surround you
   if Your demons are in the water there's no hope of getting out,
When your screaming at your the top of your lungs, 
but there's no one that you could reach out to.
theres nobody there the in the end,
but you are so that's your best reason
to believe in just yourself,
Other options are for the weakened.

Don't prospect on other people, they're not you so they can't be you.
You can try but you can't be them, be like them and you'll being seeing
the results of mimication, forsaken by other people, no god could save you from death
if one could then that would be evil.

DECODE

00101111 01001101 01001001 01000001 (Prod. nvrmore)

the two of us are dying soon

lyrics

broken
you were the only thing holding my life
i'm hoping
that you'd realize and take me back inside
i'm broken
you were the only one holding my mind
i'm hoping
that you would bring me back to life

you'll never know
how much you mean to me
i'll never sleep
without you in my dreams

you know that i know
when you look in my eyes
life's not the same
when you're not by my side
no one i'd rather be
spending my time
but loving you
has slowly been taking my life
know that we know
that you won't make the time
you'll never revoke
what you did to my mind
take a step back
and then you realize
the love that we had
has been buried alive

the two of us are dying

killstation - broken (prod. killstation)

Broken
https://www.instagram.com/yates.xv/

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

You Told me I was dangerous 
You told me I was nothing
Now there’s only pain for us
Guess we had something

They say these drugs are dangerous
But ima keep them coming 
soon enough the pain will stop, 
But ima keep on running

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Ima demon
My eyes are bleeding
I don’t really trust who you trust

Ima demon
My friends are leaving
I don’t give a fuck who you love 

2x

30 mg on the floor
Hear a knock guess the reaper sitting at my door
I don’t really know who to ignore
But maybe one day baby ima be on tour 

Broken down crying 
I don’t know who I love
I think I might be dying
Lost my life to these drugs

30mg (Prod.Skel)

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Little power that I had 
Every hour in the past 
I been asking will it last
Or will it burn down will it crash
I just wanna a bit of teen romance 
I don’t give a fuck if the pain stands
Sourrounded by flames do a rain dance
If I get burnt down a couple xans 
Can I see the smile that you lost
I wanna find the reasons that our paths fucking crazy 
Overdosed last night
didn’t change your views 
So I ask one thing can help me through

Chandeliers and glass 
been Crying in the rain
Open up to her exchanging all our pain
Never saw her again never knew her name
My life has its problems 
saraficed by pain

Chandeliers & Glass (Prod. Rodger)

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

1 drink
Two drinks
Yea I’m fucked

Might look myself in the eyes
Yea I need help
All this codeine got me paraylised 
Someone lift me up
Taking drugs till I close my eyes
someone wake him up
I don’t care cause I doubled up my cup
One shot and im gone 
Drinking liquor hitting bongs
Is this really what I want
Fuck love, fuck life
Do drugs, shoot dice
Why live a normal life when you can live mine 

2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

Bad bitch
Bad face 
Bad attitude 

Bad dream, bad girl, now she mad at you 
Bad luck, wrong choice, this a battlefield 
Angle dust, is a must when she out with you 
You keeping clean, 
she sacrifice what’s good for you

2x
I don’t know 
if she right for you
Will she really ride for you
Will she really die for you


2x
We got white sheets let’s turn em red
You a bad girl, get out my head
Sipping lean yea I love my meds
I’m taking drugs to remove all the stress

White Sheets (Prod. HorseHead)

Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist 

Mumma on the phone trynna sort shit out
I just need to find my own fucking way ou
Voices in me head telling me I’m getting stared at
Anxious all the time yea I thought I might share that
Smoking on some dope trynna keep me calm
I’m sitting in my room staring down at my arms
Tears on my face, yea this can’t go on
Feeling so fucked yo is this my last song

don’t know if I show it ,
But everyday just feels the same
Yea my veins are showing
Cut em up just to take the pain

Going down to hell with a smile on my lips
Feeling like I won’t be missed
Put my heart in my words but it don’t mean shit
I don’t wanna exist

Sad (prod. HOllY BEATS)

Sorry if the mix is bad
Artwork By Abolik
http://abolik.com/

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

I can feel the overdose coming.
Drugs in my system yea I love it
Coke lined up and I love it
I fucking hate my life bitch I’m buggin

Smoke on this dope Yea  tell me how you feel
Pcp lased so the angel got me killed
Dead in my mind from these drugs that I take
Hope that I die so I finally meet my fate 

I’m a weird kid,
I’m a fucking outcast
I got drugs in my motherfucking Gucci bag
I don’t got friends, all I got is dead weight
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go away

3x
I’ve been hoping that the pain won’t go

Baby I just wanna die slow

Why do we pray
we all gonna die at the end of the day

Outcast (Prod. neverday)

Klexos

Rosoideae

Consanguinity - EP

Exsanguination

glorify this

Cement

song by killstation, brennan save, and wavy jone$. first on soundcloud (first on soundcloud)

killstation - petrichor ft. brennan savage (prod. killstation)

KILLSTATION

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