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AxAxC – Am I the Monster?

An 8-track concept record diving into the fear, guilt, rejection, and rage of existence. This is AxAxC at our most vulnerable. From the heartbreak of First Choice to the suicidal abyss of Barrel of a Gun, through to the climactic title track Am I the Monster? and the furious closer Seeing Red.

This album questions whether our unique experiences, ancestry and choices we make, lead in us becoming monsters. We ask for everyone who’s ever asked: Am I guilty just for existing? Am I safe, but never chosen? Am I the monster?

Tracklist:

- First Choice (4:33)
- Fear of Me (3:52)
- Guilty of Skin (4:49)
- Eye of the Street (4:12)
- Barrel of a Gun (4:32)
- Am I the Monster? (5:34)
- Corazón (4:22)
- Seeing Red (4:29)

Band Statement:

This album is the sound of fear, rejection, and survival distilled into music. We’ve written from the darkest corners of ourselves, in heartbreak, in prejudice, in alienation, suicidal ideation and bled them into deathcore, ambient ballads, and spoken word interludes.

We are AxAxC. 
We distort. We distrust. We destroy.

For Fans Of:

#Slipknot #Skillet  #Lorna Shore #BringMeTheHorizon #FallingInReverse #SleepToken #Architects #Beartooth.

#deathcore #metalcore  #screamo #ambientmetal #nu-metal #gothicballad #cinematicmetal #AxAxC #AmItheMonster #First Choice #FearofMe #GuiltyofSkin #EyeoftheStreet #BarrelofaGun #Corazón #SeeingRed

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Seeing Red

the nu metal gothic folk style of MANDELBAUM explores the Smashing Pumpkins 1994 alt-rock classic "Disarm"... examining the concept of transgenerational trauma - the passing of bad traits and habits from one generation to the next
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LYRICS:

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Disarm you with a smile

And cut you like you want me to

Cut that little child

Inside of me and such a part of you



Oh, the years burn

Oh, years burn



I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

And what I choose is my choice

What′s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you



Disarm you with a smile

And leave you like they left me here

To wither in denial

The bitterness of one who's left alone



Oh, the years burn

Oh, the years burn

Burn, burn



I used to be a little boy

So old in my shoes

What I choose is my voice

What′s a boy supposed to do?

The killer in me is the killer in you

My love

I send this smile over to you



The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

The killer in me is the killer in you

Send this smile over to you

Send this smile over to you

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KILLER IN ME {Disarm}

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Reminded

Incarnate

Reignite

It Falls On Me

As Daylight Dies

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'In Due Time' is the first single from the forthcoming album 'Disarm The Descent' which is released in the UK 1 April 2013. Pre-order the album now from iTunes & receive an instant download of 'In Due Time' http://bit.ly/14zGxrj 

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