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i choose suicide.
prod. fendi444 (@fendi444)
mixed by lxxiv (@adam-vanscoyk)

lyrics:
[citrate]
contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

say they’re there for me but where are they when i need them
rip my hair to pieces kill myself they will see then
every day i bleed because you leave me in the dirt
i hope that you see that you’re the reason why i hurt

taking medication doesn’t help me and i know that
everyone is basic they dispel me bitch i know that
everybody faking it compels my feels to go back
to the medication love the hell i feel on prozac

i cancelled therapy and i don’t know why i did it x2

oh yeah cuz i thought you were there for me but obviously not
wasted all my fucking time i hope that you rot
i’m a fucking idiot for thinking you were not
the same as my ex why the fuck are you all thots

taking acid just to get you out my fucking head
i’m relapsin so much blood i turned my blanket red
time is passin and i’m thinking bout the shit you said
have a fraction of my bleeding you’re so fake misled

fucking wish that i could stop feeling psychotic
and i wish i was the one i know i’m not it x2

contemplate suicide it’s an every day thing
lots of veins in my eyes cuz nothings fucking changing x2

and i don’t know why but it’s fine i’m still alive
fucking joking it’s been years of this i wanna die
panic fucking panic fuck it i might lose my mind
i choose suicide
i choose suicide

suicide [prod. fendi444]

two minutes of me fucking around

@separatefromevil ft @luvendz - Wait Prod Skywok

Grunge - vampcry

https://soundcloud.com/tsaruicide
https://soundcloud.com/ppccpp

BRAINDEAD W/ TSARUICIDE X PCP [TRYNADIE]

reupload of vamp's old song cuz i miss it

VAMPCRY - Itachi

he can't f**k you like i can

s/o to @jahseh-onfroy

xxxtentacion - teeth (LHXR flip)

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

i'm feeling like a love lost fuck up
i know i never made much progress on us
i know i never fucking focus
i guess
i guess i'm just so fucking hopeless at best

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams beneath these screams
abandon hope and let me bleed
i called your phone
you called it off
you're at your peak
i'm at a loss
i was so weak
all along
i will admit though
i was wrong

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

bury my dreams, bury my dreams
just let me bleed, just let me bleed

baby it's alright with me
kill me here i'm on my knees
don't make me say pretty please
so fucked up lost everything

caught me in a bad place,
bad mood, bad year
i still hear your name
yeah, it's ringing in my ear
shoot me through the heart
hunt me down, please my dear
baby kill me now
please girl let me die here

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bad mood, bad year

xxxtentacion - amy winehouse (longlost flip)

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ＧＯＯＤ　ＦＯＲ　ＭＥ

//あなたのために欲望//

lyrics
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lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

let's kiss up on eachother 
biting on your neck while you're thinking about another
love is lost in lust and girl you know we crave eachother
when the time we have is gone the memories will cluster 

lust always a problem
you could never solve it
i can never get the fuck away from what i think 
if she tryna come though
i could make her cum so
baby is it him you really want or is it me? 
this ain't ever work nah
this'll never work out
don't you know that you are way too fucking good for me?
if she ever calls back
i hope that she knows that
i could never see all of the good she sees in me (x2)
you're too fuckin' good for me (x3)

follow tothegood

lust (prod. tothegood)

LET ME DIE

Sorry frdm, love your work!
Shoutout di3stax for mixing this shit like a god
enjoy <333

DEADMANWONDERLAND (Prod. Frdm + Di3stax)

prod by. kimj, Spenzout & Young King
Trimmed Version of Breaking Me (with AyceComet)by @valentinejoker

Ayce Comet - Breaking Me (Ayce's Verse Only)

I liked the slower version so i added it into the final mix, hope you all enjoy it as much as i did. Thank you for the endless support ive been receiving. You all breathe life into me.
Mixed by Di3stax, Produced by Northeast Lights & Odece

PRAY FOR ME! (Prod. Northeast Lights)

lyrics
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this shits a lie
go back inside
cry bout the future she'll leave you behind
i'm staying still while the seasons arrive
this ain't the place for me why do i try
get up & drive
go sixty five
no destination inside of my mind
i've taken pills in the past i'll be fine
losing my head just to keep me alive

keep me alive
counting the time on the clock till it's five
minutes until this disaster arrives
lie down on the floor you'll be fine
cold surfaces wake up my eyes
blindsided by love bold and bright  
my hearts in your hands till i die
i'd fly to japan for the night
if tour didn't have my hands tied

why did i sign up for this?
ask yourself the question every time you light the spliff
is there something that i missed?
i can feel their eyes, they're watching me with every line i spit
can you back it up a bit?
it's a little hard to breathe when privacy does not exist
codependency is never seen as such a risk
and the artists that we love are trying hard to not get pissed

this shits a lie
go back inside
cry bout the future she'll leave you behind
i'm staying still while the seasons arrive
this ain't the place for me why do i try
get up & drive
go sixty five
no destination inside of my mind
i've taken pills in the past i'll be fine
losing my head just to keep me alive

these eyes saw a lot of sights
but these guys start a lot of conflict
i'm conflicted how my life just
breezed by lost as soon as night hits

follow caspr

alive (prod. caspr)

Taylor blue then to become a successful woman and a strong husband after running away from her abusive dad bye

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