still one of my favorite songs even before the release 🥺✨

[guitar. zbeatz]
art. @lunniibunnie (instagram)

i'd ruin my chances for you and i know i'm worthless, rusted tool
and i'm lacking within my brain the chemicals that keep me sane

and i walk alone
shadows will follow close

i will stress, i'm a mess
still got nothing to confess

"you're a wreck"
i don't care, as i load my lead

you heard me right, pull the trigger, out the lights

forever night, leave my visions out of sight

someone help me, someone help me
i hear angels cry, as i say goodnight

someone help me, someone help me
tie my noose and release me to the sky

suicide, ain't nothing but paradise
change my mind, i will think about it twice

and i know i'm lost
need an angel from up above

fuck my mental health, let me take care of you

i don't got no wealth, sacrificing will that do?

you heard me right, pull the trigger, out the lights

forever night, LEAVE MY VISIONS

someone help me, someone help me
i hear angels cry, as i say goodnight

someone help me, someone help me
tie my noose and release me to the sky

suicide, ain't nothing but paradise
change my mind, i will think about it twice

and i know i'm lost
need an angel from up above

fuck my mental health, let me take care of you

will my sacrificing do for you?

peaceful sunlight burns my eyes

recorded while i was sick :p

prod. michael l
mix: mobolavigne x zivve (more zivve than me) 

lyrics:
 i don't think about you as much as i should
had to let you go to get my mind back on good
i know that you hate the decision
it was either this or im going back to pris- BEEP 

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor
im sorry i lied
cant even look in your eyes
everyday is a new ride
why're you switching up sides
i thought that our love was forever
left in the cold in december 
i gave you the time of your life, now look at the motherfucking time

* nigga yelling noises*

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor

fuck me, i dont wanna love you no more
hate me, i know that you hate me for sure
hurt you, i don't want to hurt you no more
im so done wasting my time on the fucking floor

*another nigga yelling noises*

floor(p. michael l)

Lyrics:

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood x2)

Don't know how it is 
To live and be dissociative
Not sure where i am half the time
Memory from memory, they intertwine 

Cant stay stuck in this cage forever
Want to be free and let it wonder
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood)

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot)

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)


Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

Minds in a blur but i'm still writing songs how
I'll Never let shit faze me or bring me way down
Wont let my mind define me, i'm much more than that
Now enough about me, let's go way back

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

(“it's.. it's weird because in a way i know that i'm living and im real but..but i..i feel so..so fake like…like im..im watching the world from..from somebody else's eyes, like its not actually me..? I don't know, maybe i'm crazy”)

Writing a song might be a sign it's getting bad
But i'm tired of pretending like i'm just really sad
The truth of the matter is i'm in my own head
Maybe I should stop singing and go to bed..

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

D!ssociative D!sorder (p. whymillyy)

@1wayza
idgaf bout you
idgaf bout these blues 
idgaf bout ur nudes
i just wanna go and see the truth

yo bitch riding with me saying that im cute
I'm climbing to the top so I see the mountain view 
and one day you will see what the fuck I'm gonna do
and maybe then I will give af ab you

ima go and do another show
yo bitch give me good head yeah she give me good blow
sorry that was out of pocket yeah I'm feeling like i'm tropes
but she feeling kinda freaky got me tied in a rope
it's getting kinda hot yeah i feel a heat stroke
i need an ac and an ice cold coke
shoutout to kaylee if you know then you know
and shoutout to everyone in my scene that's my bros

if u got beef that you don't wanna squash
when i finna blow up that's just gonna be your loss
and ima throw one of you motherfuckers in the mosh
and only a few of you motherfuckers in my box

idgaf bout you
idgaf bout these blues 
idgaf bout ur nudes
i just wanna go and see the truth

yo bitch riding with me saying that im cute
I'm climbing to the top so I see the mountain view 
and one day you will see what the fuck I'm gonna do
and maybe then I won't give af ab you

i don't wanna show any remorse
shoutout to myself for completing this course
and i'm going insane yeah im feeling too scorched
light this song on fire yeah I got me a torch

haters treat me like I am a dork
well tell me who is it that's picked to perform
you ain't singing shit and the crowd wanted more
so I put on a show and you pouring a 4

and i got nothing against that
but do you really want ur bitch back?
yeah ima go and mismatch 
all these broken hearts and im saying i can fix that

idgaf! (wayza)

OXYGEN (prod. singleway)

endcreed:
I don't wanna talk unless we really say sum
I been thinking bout the day that i make sum
Low key ain't been feelin' shit and I hate it
Thought I tried to make it right but I hate it

I was probably rollin' shit up in the club lights
Words were comin' out but I was getting tongue tied
Yeah, fuck last night
Yeah, fuck last night

Ghostu:
i’ve been crying in the motherfucking bathroom

i never wanted you to leave
i know you had to

i saw you moved on but i could never pass you

i’m waiting patient for the moment you come back thru

cravings of your gentle voice and touch

save me from this melancholy love

evilmiku:
I swear my life is a wreck, you should just kill me instead
And I've been yellin' into mics like it's gon' do anything

No, nothing's alright, so I just sit and pretend
And I never wanna fucking, ever do that again
I'm such a no-life, man, I'm just getting by
Everything's alright is what I say when I lie

Don't ever fuckin' tell you that I never tried
Cause I'll be pouring blood and tears until the day that I die

Tem3nos:
I’m trying, every days a breakdown 
I can’t win might as well just lay down 
I may drown 
Smile gone away now 
Mind playground
Makes me spin way round 

Mind constantly over racing 
I can’t seem to find my place in 
I don’t even know what I’m chasing 
Everything’s frustrating 
Nothing seems to make sense 

Rin:
tried to lift my self up
But I cant
Laying all alone
Inside my bed

Wait up
Wait love
I cant 
Give up

Bojack on the tv
Man im dead
Feeling really shitty
For things I said

Wait up
Wait love
I cant 
Give up

DISSIMULATION (Prod. Wixxy) (Feat. endcreed, Ghostu, evilmiku, Tem3nos, Rin)

This album is a playlist created around the theme of a night sea for atmospheric dream pop

thank you for listening :D

All now just bubbles

lyrics:

dont trip
fuck up off of my ship
screaming yo ho
my peg leg make me skip

all hands on deck
you scurvy dog bitch
cannons burn you
at the stake like a witch

got my cutlass
on my back and my waist
if you talk tough
i make your arse walk the plank

what a scallywag
all hands hoay come around
screaming land ho
i put your arse on the ground

shiver me timbers
i found doubloons
im a red coat
hang that skank by the noose

you get fucked up
by my ship and my crew
if youre blackbeard
bet my hook that youre screwed

got my blade
got my compass and map
turn a seadog into sharkbait like that
make him walk that plank
now he taking a bath
baby shark doo doo
turn him to a snack

 dont trip
fuck up off of my ship
screaming yo ho
my peg leg make me skip

all hands on deck
you scurvy dog bitch
cannons burn you
at the stake like a witch

got my cutlass
on my back and my waist
if you talk tough
i make your arse walk the plank

what a scallywag
all hands hoay come around
screaming land ho
i put your arse on the ground
 take my bitch
you can take my ship
but you can take this
flintlock hollow tip

i got two guns
 with my blade on my hip
i got three ships
when we roll up cannons hit

drown ill make drown
and you wont make a sound
davy jones locker you keep going down
long john silver ass boy
you a clown
keep talking farse 
lay you out on the ground

dont trip
fuck up off of my ship
screaming yo ho
my peg leg make me skip

all hands on deck
you scurvy dog bitch
cannons burn you
at the stake like a witch

got my cutlass
on my back and my waist
if you talk tough
i make your arse walk the plank

what a scallywag
all hands hoay come around
screaming land ho
i put your arse on the ground

all hands on deck

[Prod. @zbeatz x @brycenchaisson]
[Mix, Engineering and Drums: @brycenchaisson]
[Guitar: @zbeatz]
[art. @lunniibunnie (instagram)]

Lyrics:
she ruined my life and i noticed
she don't wanna fuck with me cause i'm broken
now you've ruined my whole life
i don't understand why you did it twice.

let my wings fly, let me have my time.
all i wanted to do was just touch the sky.
my body's turning light, i'm losing blood and might
i minds well give up cause i'm fucked up in the head and mind.

my mind, my mind, my mind.
my mind,
my mind, my mind, my mind x2

noticed :/

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