i lost my passion to make music
but now i think that i've found it
i just let time do its thing
and now i cant make up excuses
maybe i should stop the drugs
and live life like im supposed to do
maybe i should have some fun
instead of on the run from worry

never mind i think i lied
i took a nap and changed my mind
im way too lazy to try 
but a pretty friend of mine 
her birthday's coming up next week
and she loves this song too much for me
to go and scrap it

oh i got a deadline to finish this song by
all thanks to jasmine for being incentive of mine
i havent slept for over a day
but im fine
i wish someone would just give me a sign

but back to the point
snuffed out passion's depressing 
making songs without uppers is boring
but if i quit music right now 
id be sinned for wasting talent
i know better

plastic passion

solo guitar

imagination of a dead friend (Instrumental)

samples a youtube short of a chinese guy mining a quartz boulder

stones cold

yeah i crashed my car
and i dont know how far
i will go in life
if i act on my scars

every conclusion
points to one direction
that theres nothing to it
im just damn bizarre 

just crashed my car
theres nothing to it im just damn bizarre
i crashed my car

this is fasho gonna be a pain to my pockets (and my ass)
but its okay cuz im gonna do some methods to fill them back up

youre glad im safe
but i only care if the whips okay (i cant believe i crashed my car)
and i guess thats my problematic
but that's just who i am, okay?

at least i gave it my all
at least i had my fun

i forgot there's no respawning
seven hour session at blackstar tho baby

crashcore

Honeh flipwip

right before bed

Ahwst

Blangin (Sped)

崩潰老師.mp3

Swisher Testing

no rizz

viialtune

stutter

out NOW everywhere 3/15/2019

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[Lyrics:]
ion wanna fuck with nobody
i just wanna fuck on some thotties
tired of smokin this weed
why cant i see that i just need somebody to be there for me?

why cant i see,
why cant i see,
why cant i see?

i got voices in my head,
they tellin me to do shit
i might as well be dead
cuz this shit is a nuisance
but i shouldn't care
cuz i know i can do this
i can only help myself
if i can do it then i'll do it
and fuck what other people say
cuz they aint even here to stay
i got 7 demons waitin outside for me
don't lemme catch you sayin you would die for me

cuz that aint true,
is it?
nah nah nah nah nah
nah nah nah nah nah

it's so hard to laugh,
it's so hard to smile
i haven't done both
in such a long while
but i know i'll be fine
cuz there is so much time
i said i'd be back, so that's
where i'll be
now you have my word
don't give up on me

cuz i know i'll be fine
you know i'll be fine

fine. [prod. kill xantana]

BURNTLUV

your smell

backwards ft lwhdior

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STRESSNUT [prod. kill xantana]

im so scared of bein a sicko if thats not so obvious for ya
im so scared of goin schizo and bein a psycho but im crazy for ya

i dont know why i do the things i do 
or dont think when you clearly ask me to
im fuckin up too much, im sick of this
im sick of goin crazy for ya

sometimes i wont recognize the person in my mirror
he'll look at me right in the eyes and smile and send me into terror
i'm tellin myself to shut the fuck up and get out of my head
i dont know what is happening but i know my mind is shattered

note to self

the only person always with you will be you no matter what
so i
tried to stay alone i couldnt do it cuz it’s hard as fuck
then i
met my forbidden fruit
she’s guaranteed my doom
i’m torn between two worlds
oh what do i do
i will fall
it’s so toxic but i love the pain
are you worth it? i don’t know
but ion care one bit you’re everything i ever wanted in a girl
you’re so beautiful
i dont know what i want with this prominent block
so ima take a fat moment to breathe and let life make this inconceivable decision for me

forbidden fruit

i try to stay awake when im with ya cuz i'll hurt you in my sleep im built on scars cut so deep that theyll most likely leak onto ya i suggest that you leave right now cuz you should know its damaging to stay cuz i can take your whole world away after i give it to ya but if you cant resist your desires i'll make you..

i'll make u love the pain too

not finished

blowin smoke out my window. 
fallin face-first, no feet. 
i’m tied to my blind sides; i cant see the world from your eyes.
yellow-card penalty, i think i mightve done too many wrongs, but that’s alright. 

and these pointless arguments lead to nothing.
i just wanna hear you say something. 

typhlotic wonder-wandering, feelin my way around to make some sense in the state of chaotic limbo. 

so forgive me for this noxious pastime of mine —
i really wish things were different.

but it is what it is and it’s pointless complain
against to entropy
we cant count counter-clockwise so we’ll skip past the apologies

im pondering

and this blindsided spur of a moment, attachment to my sins
self pet peeves bring in an annoyance
my own breathing’s under my skin

blind WIP

showing off my guitar skills

went from simp to a pimp doin cyber crime
i got that cash flow
wut u know about that life
bitch im flawless like my ice
 
i aint givin no bitches any energy
wut u in yo feelings for?
bitch im nonchalant

who am i?
DA GOAT
no Kizzy!
lets go 

laugh off death threats sent to me
cuz im goin wit the flow 

ye i got a VPN n 
ion needa tell u that i cracked that shit

i got an iq of 140 
so how the fuck u gon find me

u alrdy kno i got all the methods

cybercrime

this world will always find a way to confuse me
but i wont be outsmarted
by this baptism of fire

and theres more to life
than meets the eye
even if you think god is dead 

I AM
a walking paradox 
with complications and confrontations 
against my contradicting thoughts  

i aint the type to believe in miracles
but i might need to pray for one right now
cuz im in trouble

shit wont always be smooth for you
and im pretty sure you know that too
i know that life aint fair
so i'll just act like i dont care
and i might just forget
for a little while longer

Im Paradox (WIP)

you dont even know me
and ion even know you
but i want you
i need you
your aura it just kills me

OHH LIMERENCE 

i just want you to myself
i dont care about nobody else
im lusting for you

i  messed up texting you
and made things awkward between us
i tell myself that
im just overthinking everything but
you have someone new

and i dont want to admit that we cant be together

Kill Xantana

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