this beat is nonprofit I forgot who owns it - credits to owner
made this for my x gf awhile back 4 funsies

up all night staring at the ceiling my room
idk- I just wanna party with you
talk to my phone- late night- idk what to do
I think that I might have to stay past curfew
I think that I might have to go party with you
cuz you make me feel like my love is so true
it feels like I get sick like all of the time
idk how to feel like when you're far gone
but I know that I won't be here for very long
so I write my mind make into a song

yap intermission

up all night staring at the ceiling my room
idk- I just wanna party with you
talk to my phone- late night- idk what to do
I think that I might have to stay past curfew
I think that I might have to go party with you
cuz you make me feel like my love is so true
it feels like I get sick like all of the time
idk how to feel like when you're so gone
but I know that I won't be here for very long
so I write my mind and make into a song

so I write my mind and make into a song
I know that I won't be for very long
I'm sorry that we couldn't be together
cuz I know that you're just like a feather
soft to the touch but u give like so much pleasure
I swear I don't want to leave like ever 


party with ##you_u ^_^

prod by fivetrappa - I love this beat so cute
made this for fun because bored all the time

ya im rlly in the club
and im getting so ucked up
i js rlly want some love i js rlly want some love
every single  day its tough every single day its tough
i js rlly need u bad i js rlly need u bad
and ure so damn cute ily so much
i think that ure my perfect love
i think that ure not anyone
ya ure so special ure the 1
ily so much ill never let u go
if ure feeling so down then ill lift u back up
and ik that ily so u whip me off the ground
and ik that i want u so 4 u i am in town
im following~ u till my feet r off the ground
stomp ur feet~ to the bass up to the sound
yea we were lost and now we're found
feel our chemistry all around ^_^

intermission

im online all the time cuz i have nowhere to go
sometimes it feels like ure js so cold
i feel like omg ya i feel so alone
i feel like omg ya i dont have a home
and i just wanna see ur pretty face
music- it's my life ya i cannot waste
ily like a light ya u shine so great
i want u- so come and get a taste

ya im rlly in the club
and im getting so ucked up
i js rlly want some love i js rlly want some love
every single day its tough every single day its tough
i js rlly need u bad i js rlly need u bad
and ure so damn cute ily so much :p
i think that ure my perfect love
i think that ure not anyone
ya ure so special ure the 1
ily so much ill never let u go
if ure feeling so down then ill lift u back up
and ik that ily so u whip me off the ground
and ik that i want u so 4 u i am in town

feel our chemistry :p ᐳ_ᐸ (prod. fivetrappa)

all the ponies in this town r crazy -_-

lyrics:
hitting up the plug like a diagram
shawty hit me up on the instagram
I feel like yea I don't need no plan
life feel so unreal in designer brands
life feel so unreal on that diagram
shawty hit me up on the instagram
I feel like yea I don't need a plan
and I'm flying high I don't ever land

life feel so unreal on a diagram
I feel like my feet don't touch the sand
walking in the streets like where I am
picking up the pace like sam I am
call me dr suess cuz I got them bands
I feel like nobody understands
calling up the doc cuz I need some plant
I feel like yea I can't feel my hands

hitting up the plug like a diagram
shawty hit me up on the instagram
I feel like yea I don't need no plan
life feel so unreal in designer brands
hitting up the plug like a diagram
shawty hit me up on the instagram
I feel like yea I don't need no plan
life feel so unreal in designer brands
life feel so unreal on that diagram
I feel like yea I don't need a plan
and I'm flying high I don't ever land
I feel like nobody understands

0N TH4T D1AGR4M (prod. hosty4444)

prod by ortoxone- they have rlly good beats
I upload happy musics soon /;
kind of wrote this in like 5 minutes ;-;

lyrics:
all alone at the disco I wish I was dead
I have all these bad thoughts stuck up in head
suicide on my mind everyday its been hard
doing all these drugs just to feel like im loved
nobody loves me nobody even cares
im all alone everyday im so scared
wtf is wrong with you just get away from me
you broke my heart in 2 y can't u leave me b ;-;
all alone at the disco I wish I was dead
I have all these bad thoughts stuck up in head
suicide on my mind everyday its been hard
doing all these drugs just to feel like im loved
nobody loves me nobody even cares
im all alone everyday im so scared
wtf is wrong with you just get away from me
you broke my heart in 2 y can't u leave me b ;-;

why cant u be w/ me ^_^
I'm in love w/ exctacy
I love your cute eyes
and your super long sleeves
bby when u're not around
u haunt me in my dreams 
I wish that u'd understand but u're so mean x_x
i dont know what to do
when i feel like this
so sometimes i just really reminence
about the past
and this and that
but I will never get any of it back

all alone at the disco I wish I was dead
I have all these bad thoughts stuck up in head
suicide on my mind everyday its been hard
doing all these drugs just to feel like im loved
nobody loves me nobody even cares
im all alone everyday im so scared
wtf is wrong with you just get away from me
you broke my heart in 2 y can't u leave me b ;-;

all alone at the disco (prod. ortoxone)

prod by luu
my headphones r broken but I'm getting new ones soon so yay ! sob
hope u like

lyrics:
i just wanna fall in loveeee
i just wanna fall fall fall in love
yea i can not fall in loveeee
i can not fall fall fall in love

yea i just wanna fall in loveeee
i just wanna fall fall fall in love
yea i can not fall in loveeee
i can not fall fall fall in love 

yea i just wanna fall fall fall in love
yea clip my wings and fall fall fall in love
cuz i just wanna fall in loveeeeee
i just wanna fall fall fall in love

shatter my reality- oh no
different imitations of me everyrday
its so dark my mind it's a scary place
its so dark i cant even see my face
have u ever experienced total heart break?
do yk how it feels to- run away
Slit my wrists create a sever in my brain
disconnect please disconnect me from pain

i just wanna fall in loveeee
i just wanna fall fall fall in love
yea i can not fall in loveeee
i can not fall fall fall in love

yea i just wanna fall in loveeee
i can not fall fall fall in love
yea i just wanna fall in loveeee
i can not fall fall fall in love

fall in love (prod. luu)

reupload cuz problems
lyrics:

saw u there at the back of the club last night
i was like- omg! ya! u're so bright
at the club last night
it felt so- so right
i love you so much
u can hold me tight 

you can change my life
you can take the lead
you can say my name
when you lose control
ill be there for you
to help you get through
everything you do
cuz u're just so cute!

dont b cold
swipe right !
we were meant for life
u could change my life
only for tonight
it was make believe
it was meant to be
but it felt so real
it was just a dream

it was so surreal
like omg
ure a vampire
u could bite me now
u could take my life
ure a sweet delight
im like omfg
take my fucking life

saw u there at the back of the club last night
i was like- omg! ya! u're so bright
at the club last night
it felt so- so right
i love you so much
u can hold me tight 

you can change my life
you can take the lead
you can say my name
when you lose control
ill be there for you
to help you get through
everything you do
cuz u're just so cute!

back of da club (prod. baatoonn)

https://soundcloud.com/user-38070426
old acc 4 music and stuff and yeah 
we're gnna b sad forever

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