#songwriter #womanartist #indie #alternative #folkpop

The messenger 
Sometimes appears 
The messenger 
Sometimes disappears 
The messenger
is sometimes confused or lost

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
They have something you oughta hear

No one is coming to save you. (To save you)

dressed in a shadow from head to toe
He appeared in front of me
In a place that can alter shape or mood
With a click of a button 
It’s a game too serious to see
Here the sky is the limit 
But the sky ends abruptly 
Everything has its end
Except maybe (maybe) space and time

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
They have something you oughta hear

The message evaporates … yeah yeah yeah
The message vanishes … mmmmmmmmmm
The message dissolves … … no.no.no.no 
My Messenger walks away without a farewell … bye bye bye

No one is coming to save you
(No one is coming to save you) 
Mmmmmmmmmm,

Lessons to be learned 
Stories to be heard 
Tales to be spun
Morals to be sung
Things you need to hear
But prefer to ignore
The messenger. From the messenger … 
(Bye bye bye)

Sometimes the Messenger stays for awhile
Sometimes the messenger walks right by
Sometimes sometimes they are unseen (invisible)
Sometimes they come in a dream 

The messenger 
Sometimes appears 
The messenger 
Sometimes disappears 
The messenger
Sometimes is confused or lost

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
He  has something i oughta hear

No one is coming to save me 

The message evaporates … yeah yeah yeah
The message vanishes … mmmmmmmmmm
The message dissolves … … no.no.no.no 
My Messenger walks away without even a farewell … bye bye bye

No one is coming to save me  … no no no no no

No one is coming to save me  . . . Bye bye bye bye


"The Messenger" explores themes of communication, isolation, and self-reliance. The messenger symbolizes a mysterious figure who delivers important messages but often appears and disappears, leaving confusion and a sense of loss. The lyrics emphasize that "no one is coming to save you," highlighting the need for personal accountability in facing life's challenges.

Imagery of a shadowy messenger in a mutable environment suggests the fleeting nature of understanding and reality. The song reflects on crucial lessons often ignored, while the repeated notion of messages evaporating or dissolving signifies the struggle to retain valuable insights. Ultimately, it captures the bittersweet journey of seeking guidance while recognizing the necessity of navigating one's own path.

the messenger

What does it mean when you can’t make up 
Your mind
What does it mean
When you don’t know what you even mean
What is what
When life feels upside down 
No foundation
No mascara 
No blush
Can cover your mistakes
Your failures
Are yours alone

Hate is internal 
Hate of oneself is the common worst
It isn’t like we want it
Or ask for it
It just is. We hate it.
We hate us….
We hate us…

What does it mean that I can’t make up my mind
That I’d rather a glass of wine than 
A choice to make you mine
The wine has no stings
You come with a huge fucking price
That I can’t afford 
Nothing is my excuse
And a damn good one
Damn good one 
Good one….

Hate is internal 
Hate of oneself is the common 
It isn’t like we want it
Or ask for it
It just is. We hate it.
We hate us….
We hate us…

What does it mean that I can’t make up my mind
That I’d rather a glass of wine than 
A choice to make you mine
The wine has no stings
You come with a huge fucking price
That I can’t afford 
Can’t afford 
Cannot afford

we hate us

#dark #lovesong #indie #altrock #songwriter #synth 
Always falling for the dark regardless how much you love the light. Sliding into dark raging waters of love.

you my raging river

Ein besonderes Set vom Nachdruck-Event in der Insel der Jugend – eine treibende Fusion aus psychedelischen Beats, live gespielter Violine und magischer Club-Atmosphäre. Ab 4:20 setzt die Violine zum ersten Mal ein und webt sich nach und nach in den Sound hinein – Gänsehaut garantiert. 🎔

Danke an alle, die mit uns getanzt und gespürt haben!
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Nachdruck @ Insel der Jugend | Jule Rainbow x Rushhits | Psy-Trance w/ Live Violin

a hip-hop/rap track

vocals-kazmatic 
adlibs-izzy
PRODUCER-blunt christ
engineer-kazmatic 

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one take
made on under a hour

humanised, off beat style

money be like luffy

“In a Rush” by mhatanGRAUZAHN is a raw stream-of-consciousness track that channels urgency, chaos, and fleeting emotion into hypnotic soundscapes. Blending elements of Trip Hop, Old-School House, Deep House, and Indie Pop, the song captures the restless energy of thoughts spiraling out of control—never settling, always moving.

The lyrics unfold like fragments of a fever dream: visions of battles, broken friendships, and fleeting clarity. There’s a constant tension between light and shadow, control and collapse—“heroes clench fists and then hide it,” while the mind races “in a rush to cover, on the fly.” It’s music that feels both confessional and unbound, like thoughts spilling faster than they can be tamed.

With driving beats, atmospheric textures, and an undercurrent of emotional weight, “In a Rush” isn’t about telling a single story—it’s about the feeling of being consumed by them all at once. For fans of dark electronic grooves, emotive house beats, and experimental pop, this track offers a deep dive into pure instinct and inner conflict.

🔥 Perfect for late-night listening, deep focus sessions, or anyone drawn to music that lives between chaos and clarity.

INaRUSH

previous prey

Even those who think they are pure of heart can injure others. A story of love lost and subtle revenge. Sadly, oftentimes, others are caught up in the struggle. 

#indie #love #lostlove #folksinger #songwriter #womanartist

Lyrics:
I remember. (Yeah yeah)
I remember (that day)
The day I first saw you
with your arm draped over her
You flew away … her in your arms
like a hawk with precious prey
I remember. (Yeah yeah)

The sky was on fire
The world ablaze
You flew away …  her in your arms
A hawk with precious prey
I remember. (Yeah yeah)

I’m an ill-equipped human 
Crying to find my way
In a world void of heart
Overflowing with beauty 
And callous cruelty, 
The sky is on fire (yeah. Yeah) 
I wonder how empty a soul must be
To harm anyone (anyone)
Until I remember that I hurt you
I once hurt you (I remember)

I remember (yeah) 
I hurt you.

I remember. (Yeah yeah)
I remember (that day)
I saw you again
Dressed in black 
smirk on your face
I remember (precious prey)
Your drunk laugh, 
As You flew away … her in your arms
a hawk with precious prey
I remember. (Your laugh)
I remember (yeah yeah) 

I’m just an imperfect being
Trying to hide myself away
In an overwhelming world
Seeking light in all this dark
Filled with empty happiness 
I wonder how cruel a soul must be
To smile in the face of sorrow
Until I remember I ruined you.
I remember (ruined you)
Yeah. Yeah.
Ruined you. (I remember)

The sky was on fire
The world ablaze
You flew away … her in your arms
A hawk with precious prey
I remember. (Yeah yeah)
I remember the hatred on your face
Your drunk spiteful laugh
As You flew away … her in your arms
like a hawk with precious prey
I remember. (Yeah yeah)
Yeah yeah (I remember)
Yeah yeah

precious prey

In a cold and cruel world with so much that could be better, we need to help each other

I Always Cover You

Mostly:  Synthpop, Electro, melancholy, sad, House, Trance, Trip-Hop, Electronica, Synthwave

Also a YouTuber (aber nur für Deutsche)

INaRUSH

mhatanGRAUZAHN

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