On 14.09.20224 an afterparty took place after the international choir festival in the Johannis-church in Magdeburg. 
The set covered many genres to reach all generations. <3 

And it's my first set on soundcloud!! :o There are a few mistakes, but it was still fun. ^^

International Choir Festival 2024 – Afterparty Set: House & Psy-Trance

About standing between dreams and doubt - too high to give up, too low to feel seen. And still, the fall hurts.

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I stood in the crowd and wasn’t alone.
I had big dreams, and the path looked clear.
I tried to take off and see the world,
But my lack of courage held me back.

I wasn’t the best,
I wasn’t the worst.
I was in the middle,
But still high enough
To fall deep.

I made it here all on my own,
Just relying on myself.
It was hard to stand out from the crowd,
So I didn’t have the strength for big dreams.

Now I’m in a spot where the ground trembles,
Trying to balance between highs and lows.
I’m too high to sink,
But not high enough to see the top.

I’m not the best,
I’m not the worst,
I’m in the middle,
But still high enough
To fall deep.

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Music and Words by FloW., 2024
Generated vocals, shaped by hand.
All vocals are synthetically generated. No real voices were used or imitated. The voices serve artistic expression only.
Cover image: FloW.
All samples used are royalty-free and/or properly licensed – including material from Logic Pro and Landr.com.

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The middle

INtheSHADOWofaSTAR (house)

#songwriter #womanartist #indie #alternative #folkpop

The messenger 
Sometimes appears 
The messenger 
Sometimes disappears 
The messenger
is sometimes confused or lost

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
They have something you oughta hear

No one is coming to save you. (To save you)

dressed in a shadow from head to toe
He appeared in front of me
In a place that can alter shape or mood
With a click of a button 
It’s a game too serious to see
Here the sky is the limit 
But the sky ends abruptly 
Everything has its end
Except maybe (maybe) space and time

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
They have something you oughta hear

The message evaporates … yeah yeah yeah
The message vanishes … mmmmmmmmmm
The message dissolves … … no.no.no.no 
My Messenger walks away without a farewell … bye bye bye

No one is coming to save you
(No one is coming to save you) 
Mmmmmmmmmm,

Lessons to be learned 
Stories to be heard 
Tales to be spun
Morals to be sung
Things you need to hear
But prefer to ignore
The messenger. From the messenger … 
(Bye bye bye)

Sometimes the Messenger stays for awhile
Sometimes the messenger walks right by
Sometimes sometimes they are unseen (invisible)
Sometimes they come in a dream 

The messenger 
Sometimes appears 
The messenger 
Sometimes disappears 
The messenger
Sometimes is confused or lost

Yet maybe … (maybe) … maybe 
He  has something i oughta hear

No one is coming to save me 

The message evaporates … yeah yeah yeah
The message vanishes … mmmmmmmmmm
The message dissolves … … no.no.no.no 
My Messenger walks away without even a farewell … bye bye bye

No one is coming to save me  … no no no no no

No one is coming to save me  . . . Bye bye bye bye


"The Messenger" explores themes of communication, isolation, and self-reliance. The messenger symbolizes a mysterious figure who delivers important messages but often appears and disappears, leaving confusion and a sense of loss. The lyrics emphasize that "no one is coming to save you," highlighting the need for personal accountability in facing life's challenges.

Imagery of a shadowy messenger in a mutable environment suggests the fleeting nature of understanding and reality. The song reflects on crucial lessons often ignored, while the repeated notion of messages evaporating or dissolving signifies the struggle to retain valuable insights. Ultimately, it captures the bittersweet journey of seeking guidance while recognizing the necessity of navigating one's own path.

the messenger

What does it mean when you can’t make up 
Your mind
What does it mean
When you don’t know what you even mean
What is what
When life feels upside down 
No foundation
No mascara 
No blush
Can cover your mistakes
Your failures
Are yours alone

Hate is internal 
Hate of oneself is the common worst
It isn’t like we want it
Or ask for it
It just is. We hate it.
We hate us….
We hate us…

What does it mean that I can’t make up my mind
That I’d rather a glass of wine than 
A choice to make you mine
The wine has no stings
You come with a huge fucking price
That I can’t afford 
Nothing is my excuse
And a damn good one
Damn good one 
Good one….

Hate is internal 
Hate of oneself is the common 
It isn’t like we want it
Or ask for it
It just is. We hate it.
We hate us….
We hate us…

What does it mean that I can’t make up my mind
That I’d rather a glass of wine than 
A choice to make you mine
The wine has no stings
You come with a huge fucking price
That I can’t afford 
Can’t afford 
Cannot afford

we hate us

#fitin #weird #alternative #songwriter
Conform!
You will never fit in
You will never fit
In. In. In.
In

Ever sense 
I was I was
A little one with no sense to see
I knew I was different 
From things around me
I thought in opposites
Always opposed to what I was told
As they always seemed untrue to me

You are not one of us.
You think weird
You speak weird
You look weird

I couldn’t fight 
Against what they said was right
Because to me their words were empty
I was supposed to feel only when they said it was alright
But it was clear what I feel is wrong to their right

Conform!
You will never fit in
You will never fit
In. In. In.
In

Don’t even bother trying 
Cause you can never
Be like us
Be like us
Don’t ask for permission 
Don’t humiliate 

You are not one of us.
You think weird
You speak weird
You look weird

I couldn’t ever be right 
They showed me my way wasn’t worth the fight
to them my thoughts were wasted air
I was supposed to think only when they said it was right
But it was clear what I feel is wrong to their right

Conform!
You will never fit in
You will never fit
In. In. In.
In

You are not one of us.
You think weird
You speak weird
You look weird

Conform!
You will never fit in
You will never fit
In. In. In.
In?
In.

never fit in (you will)

#dark #lovesong #indie #altrock #songwriter #synth 
Always falling for the dark regardless how much you love the light. Sliding into dark raging waters of love.

you my raging river

Ein besonderes Set vom Nachdruck-Event in der Insel der Jugend – eine treibende Fusion aus psychedelischen Beats, live gespielter Violine und magischer Club-Atmosphäre. Ab 4:20 setzt die Violine zum ersten Mal ein und webt sich nach und nach in den Sound hinein – Gänsehaut garantiert. 🎔

Danke an alle, die mit uns getanzt und gespürt haben!
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Nachdruck @ Insel der Jugend | Jule Rainbow x Rushhits | Psy-Trance w/ Live Violin

a hip-hop/rap track

vocals-kazmatic 
adlibs-izzy
PRODUCER-blunt christ
engineer-kazmatic 

free beat of YouTube https://youtu.be/KVosKTWRRJ0?si=uD7U7SceLtaQ2lUi

one take
made on under a hour

humanised, off beat style

money be like luffy

Mostly:  Synthpop, Electro, melancholy, sad, House, Trance, Trip-Hop, Electronica, Synthwave

Also a YouTuber (aber nur für Deutsche)

INtheSHADOWofaSTAR (house)

mhatanGRAUZAHN

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