stream:
https://fanlink.to/kimsaesol-floatingintotime

stifled by the smoke

produced, mixed, mastered, and written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol

04-22-21
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Hazy highway roads
High beams, airplane mode
Moonlight keeps on staying still
Lighting up my phone
Drawer sat at home
Getting way too far away

Lost in the time we spent
Counting all the cigarette butts you left
Burning a hole in my rooftop
Making me a part of your backdrop
Lost in the time we spent
Counting all the cigarette butts you left
Burning a hole in my rooftop
Burning a hole in my rooftop

Floating into time
Hoping I could find
Truth
Coming back to you
Losing in my mind
Anxiety on high
Through
Coming back to you

Keep your memories
Far from right inside of me
Light them up the same way
That I did to you
Keep on lighting up
Until the rain turns on
And we get smothered by the smoke
And we choke while we’re

Floating Into Time

stream:
https://fanlink.to/kimsaesol-appletarts

sweet and sour

produced, mixed, mastered by kim saesol
written by kim saesol, @Aleebi, and @leorinda
art by kim saesol

05-28-21
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Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Another day, make it stop, baby
Another treat sweeter than candy
Rotting in my teeth from the memories
Rotting in my heart from the scarcity
I'm playing every day like it's the weekend
Never ever think it 'till I regret, baby
Rotting in my teeth from the memories
C'mon, it's time to go

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Stuck on loop
More like I'm stuck onto you
Girl, you got me confused
And I don't know what to do
Just call me back later

Too many problems, too many lies, yeah
I cannot breathe so I drink a bottle, pour me the ice, yeah
Tear up my photos, she call me monster, I don't know why
I don't need reasons, I just need trust and not a goodbye
So it's like
I be on my mothafuckin grind now
Call me when they askin' for my time now
Frozen like a Kodak
I don't wanna go back
I thought you should know that

Yeah you know I like my apple tarts
Sweeter than my distant parts
Tell me am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Am I wishin'
Too hard
Midnight blues (Nothing new)
City hues (Stay true)
Another bite another lose (Wishful thinking)
Another bite another lose (Stuck on loop)

Apple Tarts (feat. Aleebi & leorinda)

stream:
fanlink.to/kimsaesol-shineonme

is fame all that golden?

mixed by @keepitinside
written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol

07-30-21
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Everybody loves a scene
Where they can get it lost in me
I don't wanna feel a thing
Even when the stars shine on me
Everybody loves a scene
Where they can get it lost in me
I don't wanna feel a thing
Even when the stars shine on me

I can't see, got my palms on my eyes
Feeling numb from my chest to my thighs, yeah yeah
You're calling out
I'm underground
I'm in the sound drowning, yeah
All the lights looking out in my way
Did you think that I'd ever, ever stay, yeah yeah
I'm walking out
Back underground
Lost in the sound drowning

Stuck on these
Lonely things
Friday night but I'm coddled inside
Missed calls
On read
Wanna talk but I'm quiet instead
Stuck on these
Lonely things
Friday night but I'm coddled inside
Missed calls
On read
Wanna talk, wanna talk, wanna talk

Gimme time, gimme time
Yeah my head isn't screwed on tight
Gimme time, gimme time
Until the day turns night

Shine On Me

stream:
https://ffm.to/b1zvxmd

stay another night

mixed by kim saesol
written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol

10-22-21
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Where did you go when I said that I want you?
I'm stuck on my phone if you ever just want to
Keep it by my side
No rose-tinted lies
Where did you go when I said that I want you?
I'm stuck on my phone if you ever just want to
Keep it by my side
Leave it for tonight

Can't sleep at night
'Cause I can't close my eyes
Staring at the mirror
Reading all the lies
Take me up and take my phone and sedate me
Make me feel a little better at the

Dawn of the scene at the dusk in the evening
Keep me down, keep me down
At the lowest and highest
The meanest and kindest

by my side

stream: https://ffm.to/cryingslow

no tears left to break the silence

mixed by kim saesol
written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol

03-18-22
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No
I just wanna hear the silence go
But I can't stop crying slow
Are you rolling with your troubles
I don't know if I wanna be alone

Lost cause
Why did I choke up
I'm far from anything you thought I was
Said I'm sorry once too much
If you let me, only if you let me

Lines blurred
Who are we
Let down
Uneasy
Need to breathe with my head getting heavy
Need to leave I just wanted you to see me

No
I just wanna hear the silence go
But I can't stop crying slow
Are you rolling with your troubles
I don't know if I wanna be alone

Every single fairytale has a happy ending
I don't understand yet any of the meaning
Are you doing better now that we're done
Was I just a chapter for your fun

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
If you want to leave me quiet

No
I just wanna hear the silence go
But I can't stop crying slow
Are you rolling with your troubles
I don't know if I wanna be alone
I don't know if I wanna be alone

crying slow

stream: ffm.to/kimsaesol-pray

i pray

mixed by kim saesol
written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol
extra vocals by @leorinda

08-12-22
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Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight tonight
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time

I’m running on this hill
All of the rosy accolades shining
I’m flying over head
Making me never forget this moment 
Everybody in the scene
Heavy on amphetamines
Feel good celebrate
Eat up medicate
I’m never gonna lose this
Never gonna lose this feeling

Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight 
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time
Faded on dopamine
Get me filled up on kerosene tonight 
Turn it up in my head right at midnight
I don’t know how to leave if you’re on time

Cold
I’ve been dying in the silence
Top down when my head’s getting violent
Getting high off all my inhibitions
Oh I pray, I pray, I pray

Let life grow cold on a Sunday evening
My lies can’t keep me warm when it’s too

PRAY

stream: ffm.to/loseyou-kimsaesol

produced by tomagachu and kim saesol
mixed by kim saesol
art by kim saesol
featuring carter

01-27-23
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Lose You?

part of the "faux pas" EP coming out soon ⛪

feat. @balkyvhs
art by @itsbubblegum

sanctuary (feat. balky)

doubt, fear, and acceptance

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by: twitter.com/vivirin__art
-------------------------------------
	
I want to replay my entire life 
I swear this time I'll do it right 
All my friends are gonna ask me why 
I just want to hide myself inside 
The person that could've never been 
The person free of social sin 
The person that doesn't understand why 
I want to replay my entire life 

I want to replay my entire life 
And I know it really doesn't sound right 
But I want to replay my entire life 
I want to replay my entire life 

I'm down 
I'm just a ringing sound in the background 
In the silent, quiet piece of my head 
Where pieces of peace are never found 

I'm alone 
I'm a statue attached to some headphones 
In a state of mind I barely own 
Where there's no way I can make it known 

That I'm bitter, not sweet 
That's all the introspection I need 
Any more and I won't know what's in store 
For anything that I currently stand for 

I fear the day I find out my purpose 
Cuz I'll find out the truth that I am worthless 
But I know there's something form e to do 
I may be worthless but my life isn't skewed 

My life isn't skewed 
My life isn't skewed 
My life isn't skewed 

I need to be forced to talk to others 
Because I have this lingering fear 
That being left on "seen" is the worst scene 
Inside the sea of being unseen 
I know there's more to me than this 
But I've got too little spirit to dedicate it 
To anything out of reach, out of mind 
This song should never come to life 

This song should never come to life 
This song should never come to life 
This song should never come to life 
This song should never come to life

faux pas

how sad can someone get?

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by: twitter.com/vivirin__art
-------------------------------------
	
Do you recall how I drowned in our bitter years? 
Do you recall how I had choked on my own tears? 
It didn't feel that good 
To tell you the whole truth 
When you said 
I look good in blue 

Are you sad as I am? 
I can't remember 
Sad as I am 

Do you recall how I felt when I was hungry? 
Do you recall how I ate the time that you gave me? 
It didn't taste that good if I reckon 
Unless you count 
All the seconds

sad as i am

treat me like a human, please

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by twitter.com/vivirin__art
-------------------------------------	
Back to when we were younger 
And we knew less 
Time felt like it was longer 
Still short nonetheless 

If we all get older 
Time out of mind 
Don't think you're the controller 
Because you can't ever rewind 

Cuz I don't wanna change at all 
I wanna stay free 
I don't wanna change at all 
So let me be, let me be 

Human 
Let me be human 

It's midnight and I'm on the bus 
Wish it was colder 
So the window would fog right up 
Next to my shoulder 

I can't see anything 
But that's alright 
I would rather see nothing 
Than the ancient moonlight

let me be human

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1GiYgOj45rcPxfJIUZ0JiD

go out and explore when you can ☁


produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by: twitter.com/betcera

typx: @typo_17117

08-03-2018 (part 1 of 4)
-------------------------------------
I wanna soar to higher heights 
Brighter than the fireworks on Forth of July nights 
Label me the king of the clouds 
I want to be found 
In a haze of white and subconscious (wow) 

I wanna lose the feeling in my brain 
As I breathe in and my lungs deflate 
So tell me if I'm too washed out 

So grab me the ashes of the fireworks 
And light me free 
From the weight of the earth 
The gravity 
Dissociating

Clouds (feat. typx)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/617CBbcESDPnrBzMu05RkT

hunger is naturally primitive 🍫

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by: twitter.com/betcera

08-10-2018 (part 2 of 4)
-------------------------------------
I crave you 
On summer nights while I'm in my bed 
Despite me snacking 
I'm still hungry 
Starving 

I want you 
I wanna feel your heat 
I wanna be in the warmest place I know 

Let's share a midnight snack tonight 
Let's share a midnight snack tonight 
Let's share a midnight snack tonight 
Come with me and you'll never go hungry

Midnight Snack

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Txyk3LZGEYnjtEK84Z8my

there's something about love that i can't describe
without being corny or sad ❤


produced by samk & ocoenia
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by: twitter.com/betcera

ocoenia: @ocoenia

08-17-2018 (part 3 of 4)
-------------------------------------
Everybody wants, everybody wants 
Everybody wants 

Everybody wants a little forgiveness 
Everybody wants a second chance 
Everybody wants to hear "I'm sorry" 
But not the other way around 

Girls are out there holding girl's hands 
Boys are out there holding boys 
Girls are out there holding boy's hands 
And everything in between 

My subconscious is slowly fading 
My emotions and feelings are slowly rising 
I want to forget everything I said

Everybody Wants (feat. Ocoenia)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4Dx9QOzCUqi2VvTYRW8zH8

you've had a long day and you've worked hard. you deserve to lay down in your bed and rest. it doesn't matter if you fall asleep or not 🛏

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk & emysprout
art by: twitter.com/betcera

emysprout: @emysprout

08-24-2018 (part 4 of 4)
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I'm alone in my bedroom 
So cold 
I wanna fall asleep 
But I can't commit 

And if I close my eyes 
I'll become a dream 
So keep me up 
Keep me up 

So keep me up or sing me a lullaby 
So keep me up or sing me a lullaby 
So keep me up or sing me a lullaby 
So keep me up 
Keep me up 

Are you busy? 
Is it too late? 
I'm so dizzy 
Dreaming of your call 

So keep me up with your voice 
I'll fall asleep on the phone all night 

And by the morning we'll be alright 
(So keep me up or sing me a lullaby) 
And by the morning we'll be alright 
(So keep me up or sing me a lullaby) 
And by the morning we'll be alright 
(So keep me up or sing me a lullaby) 
And by the morning we'll be alright 
(So keep me up or sing me a lullaby) 

And by the morning we'll be alright 
And by the morning

Sing Me A Lullaby (feat. emysprout)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0RhK8ZHCV2PSAruAx604RZ

thank you for 300 followers! 2018 was a crazy fun start to my journey as a musician, producer, and songwriter

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk & eburnean
art by ocoenia 

eburnean: @eburnean
ocoenia: @ocoenia

12-21-2018
-------------------------------------
Closed eyes
At night
Dreaming if you wanted to be mine
You fight my heart

Cuz if I roll with you, roll with you
Will you too?
I'm so close to you, close to you
I'm confused
If I told you I loved you would I lose you?
I don't know

Cuz I met you at a time I needed you
On a sunny day with some honeydew
You smiled always and then I knew
I was a goner and you knew it too
My heart was on fire
Your desire
You were a drug and I couldn't get higher
You asked me to spend the weekend
Before I got a chance to breathe in
You took me on a date to a cafe
Halfway I recognized you might like me partly
Hardly I waited 'till we hit the movies
Losing hope that we ever had something
Nothing left to hold onto romantically
We were only so platonically involved in a month of our lives
No matter how hard that I tried

I wanna tell you what's on my mind
But I’m stuck in a loop and I can’t decide
Cause I think if I told you, you’d think I lied
But maybe it would work and be just fine
Maybe I'm just paranoid and think too much
Or maybe I’m just not thinking enough
I'm writing this like a list of pros and cons
Picking petals from a flower, "love me or love me not"
I don't wanna watch this end
Let's go to that cafe again
I'll pay for you if it's not much
And maybe that’ll be enough

Lose You? (feat. eburnean)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3RtJlGChIEBnsty0ZXWrBt

it's hard to have a sober heart

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by ocoenia 

ocoenia: @ocoenia

02-08-2019
-------------------------------------
Everyone’s getting kinda drunk (That’s the party)
But I’ve had my share of the fun (That’s the party)
Cause when I get stuck in my mind
I get lost in you all the time
And it hurts worse in the morning

It’s hard to face the truth
Without a sip or two
So maybe I’ll hold you
When the party’s over soon

I want you far away
But you force me to stay
I wanna be okay
With myself

I keep seeing you on and off (That’s the party)
It’s not good for my sober heart (That’s the party)
Cause when I get back home and
Sit by my glowing nightstand
It hurts worse in the morning

At night I’m coasting through this city
Breathing fresh air away from the party
I’ve never roamed these streets before
God it feels good to be sober

Sober

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0gtRf4aLBHGoXZFRsyHonY

unconditional love is often taken for granted

produced by samk & colliding with mars
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk, leorinda, & colliding with mars
art by ocoenia

leorinda: @leorinda
colliding with mars: @collidingwithmars
ocoenia: @ocoenia

03-15-2019
-------------------------------------
You give me love
You give me patience and kindness
Yet here I am
Standing still
Taking it for granted
Don’t let me go
I’m not ready to face this world alone

I do my best to pull away
No, I'm not scared, yeah I'm okay
I need you now but you're not here
You're somewhere in the night

I only wish you the best
So if you love me, let me go
It's the only way I know
It's such a shame
But if it's not meant to be
Then what is there left to keep

I’ve been thinking of the things that I could never be
I've been thinking of the world that I've yet to see
I keep building bridges
Breaking down my walls
I feel so lost in this whirlpool at sea

I’m not ready to be on my own yet
I’m not ready to stand on my own legs
I just want to be back into your arms
In my home

I'm Not Ready Yet (feat. leorinda)

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4P3LaffNj3tx6qRyTXRc0v

life is a game and people cheat

produced by samk 
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by Chunyi Xiao

04-28-2019
-------------------------------------
I got so stuffed away
Playing this stupid game
You got me stuck in from the start
You stacked up dominoes
Building my trust in rows
Just so I'd watch you knock them down

I don't see why I chose to play games I don't know
You cheated me 'till I lost
I don't see why I chose to play games that I don't know
You cheated me 'till I lost

Don't you feel so bad
Breaking towers that we took so long to build?
Or hopping over me like a checker piece
Oh, so replaceable?
Did you make the rules to play
This otherwise so peaceful game?
'Cause it feels dirtied and tried

And I'll say
Don't you feel like a cheater?
Don't you think I'd find out?
Don't you feel any guilt?
'Cause I lost my mind
Lost my mind
Playing your game

Games

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/4qn5fSuFqQCGE0TaRdLmc0

when distance separates two souls

produced by samk 
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk & leorinda
art by samk & Chunyi Xiao

leorinda: @leorinda

06-07-2019
-------------------------------------
Far away
So far away
Will you keep me in your heart?
You still mean 
The world to me
Even if we're apart

I can see the same skyline
Killing time in our bedrooms
As we're texting
While we're sat ten blocks away
I wanna see the same view
'Till our time is overdue
Will you miss me in another city?

I'll be holding onto my bed
But it's nowhere near as soft as your hands
Darling as the sun sets down I'll be setting my alarm
Know it'll be morning where you are

And we'll be
So far
So tell me if you see the stars at night
We'll be
So far
And I'll see the stars on the other side

So Far Away (feat. leorinda)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/2oosOz2iVtfvmFxT0hBYiJ

summer is a hot mess

produced by samk 
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by samk

07-12-2019
-------------------------------------
Every single morning I'll wake up with bedhead
After dreaming about all the things that make me sad
I don't know why I feel like I'm melting on these scorching days
When I'm alone with my thoughts as my friends are going places

Maybe I'm locked up in my mind
And I lost the keys inside
All the introvertigo
Hiding deep within my soul
So crack a window, please
'Cause I can't even breathe

God, let me go
Out of my home
I need to stop laying down, staring down at my phone
Looking out the window like a TV
I don't know why I feel like I'm melting on these scorching days
On these scorching days

I wanna dance in time when I step outside
And all the oxygen surrounding gets me high
And the sun won't set 'till it's half past ten
In my summertime wonderland

Can you feel the energy that's radiating here?
'Cause it makes me wanna jump and do a flip up in the air
So do you feel the motions that are living in the wind
'Cause they give me sensations

God, let me go
Out of my home
I need to stop and get out
And get out

Summertime Wonderland

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/0xGyIi6sjw5ZsraYvHHjoe

love is delicate

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk & keepitinside
art by samk

keepitinside: @keepitinside

11-22-2019
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I don't wanna let you down
Tell me you're safe and sound
I'll tell you delicate things
Like when the leaves fall in spring
I don't wanna let you down
Tell me you're safe and sound
I'll tell you delicate things
I'll tell you delicate things

Our love's unbreakable
But far from my soul
Is a person that's better for you and I wish that was me but
Our love's so stable
But far from your soul
Is a person you told me that you want to be but
I already see her

Distance is killing me softly
But your whispers they revive me
You're so delicate
Delicately the distance will give me energy
And I hope it does the same for you
For you

I know we both wish it were easier
Wish I could see you
Tell you what I'm feeling
Oh, you're my coffee in the evening
The thought of you keeps me looking for a way to close the distance

Delicate Things (feat. keepitinside)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/122wsBztjxSk8hpca7jeNt?si=aMfKrcYVQpSY9HYPj0WqFQ

at times i am broken

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
lyrics by samk
art by samk

ocoenia: @ocoenia

01-31-2020
-------------------------------------
sitting alone
stubborn and anxious
typically thinking that i'm overthinking
i'm a broken record
replaying all my errors

stupidy selfish
overly sensitive
way too dependent on others
i'm a broken record
scratches left all over

catch me all up in my feelings
sad songs all in my playlist
midnight i'm kinda craving
any sort or type of affirmation

i got a complex of inferiority
i got imposter syndrome way beyond belief

Broken Record (feat. Ocoenia)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0HaW2eYD1F5SKZYmBOucf9

i straight up just miss my friends

produced by samk
mixed and mastered by samk
drums recorded by Jason Shao
lyrics by samk + esthie
art by samk + Chunyi Xiao

esthie: @esthie99

07-10-2020
-------------------------------------
how've you been?
it's been a while since i've seen your face
i just wanna know that you’re doing okay
'cause i miss my friends

i miss my friends today
and all these summer days are blending in a sweaty haze
i miss my friends today
but my head is far away from giving me the dopamine i need

i miss my friends today fitting in the cliche 
you don’t know what you got till its gone
clinging to memories there's no other remedy
to resolve what i'm feeling right now 

goodbyes are bittersweet 
you can’t avoid reality
we all have to get a move on 
but I say this loud and clear 
and maybe again next year
I wish the clock took its time with us

dopamine is trapped inside a bubble that's so deep in me
pop it with a needle so i feel the need
to pick up my phone and text all the people i know 'cause
It's not the fact that i lost what I had but rather
we're all growing up way too fast together
we can touch base whenever again
but 'till then I'll say again that i miss my friends

New Moon

stream:
https://fanlink.to/kimsaesol-mia

left behind, love lost

produced, mixed, mastered, and written by kim saesol
art by kim saesol

03-05-21
-------------------------------------
Could you text me
It's getting cold
Said you'd meet me on Main Street for coffee
Now I'm waiting
Staring in the dark
For a message forgotten

It was going well 'till our signal fell today
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in
If you wanted me why'd you let me go unseen
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in

Was I not for you
Was I not for you
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
You're M.I.A. and never seen again
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in

Scrolling through our conversation
Twenty-four-hour visitation
I see your place and you're miles away
Frozen fingers on the touchscreen
Standing feeling weary
Are you warm at home while I'm sat alone

It was going well 'till our signal fell today
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in
If you wanted me why'd you let me go unseen
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in

Was I not for you
Was I not for you
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
You're M.I.A. and never seen again
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in
You're M.I.A. and never seen again
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in

Were you not for me
Were you not for me
I'll tell you how I feel
Tell you how I feel
I'm M.I.A. and never seen again

Was I not for you
Was I not for you
Tell me what to do
Tell me what to do
You're M.I.A. and never seen again
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in
Keep on checking me in

M.I.A.

songs about me and my friends

booking/contact: officialkimsaesol@gmail.com

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