U Not There

Lyrics:

It's funny how life takes time
From under your fingers
Like snowfall takes the life
Of flowers in winter
We're all just passing by
Too quickly to linger
So scared we're gonna die
Before we begin to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
I lay awake most nights
Painting a picture
Of what could be in my mind
If I didn't leave to
Get done all the left undones
There's still so much I'm running from
I felt us start to fall in love
But I didn't see it through
Oh, what did I do?
Tried to follow my heart, follow my heart far from you
Oh, what did I do?
'Cause now I'm falling apart, falling apart far from you
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?
You told me to fly away
You don't wanna weigh me down
But I'm drowning in all this space
My wings feel smaller now
Oh, what did I do?

What Did I Do?

Bad Friend

i'll always wait 4 u (feat. Kehard)

say u don't love me anymore

Burden is a song I wrote to express my own experience with depression. While it's never been major (as the lyrics say, "I still make it in to work"), it does have a way of tainting every experience I have; it sucks away my motivation, pulls me out of relationships, and convinces me that who I am at my lowest is who I really am. This song exists to remind me that the person I'm describing in the lyrics, while being a part of my story, is not representative of who I know I can be.
lyrics
Come back to me 
I've fallen yet again 
And I'm scared and I'll pretend 
To be better than I am 

So I need you here to tell me 
That I'm lying and I'm wrong 
That I don't need to feel strong 
That I know this won't last long 

But in the meantime have I eaten 
Have I showered yet today? 
You don't need to fix the problem 
But just promise me you'll stay 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to 

And I feel guilty when I speak of 
my own modest brand of hurt 
I've seen friends who've gone through worse 
I still make it in to work 

It's just really not my season 
This stuff comes and then it goes 
I just need someone who knows 
I just need somebody close 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to 

And I hear you when you tell me 
That you know this isn't me 
It's just harder to believe 
When I'm hurting and I'm weak 

But if I push the world away 
I hope that you're the one who's left 
It's with you I feel my best 
It's with you I find my rest 

But I don't want to 
Be a burden to you 
So if you don't want to 
You don't have to

I'm Not Going Back

Kina

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