can u come and tell me that its alright 
i’ve been laying here like all night 
i’ve been thinkin baby we can have a night 
i’ve been thinking maybe we can get it right 

when you saw me on the train 
what did you think 
when you saw me in the rain 
did it make your day 
really hoping you remember yeah my face 
all i hope is that you dream about our way 

if you saw me on the train what would you say 
if you saw me with my pain what would you think 
maybe time heals everything that’s what you said 
maybe time will get these things out of my head 

i don’t even know how
i been stuck up in the clouds 
someone help and get me down 
im tryna wake up on the ground 

walkin round my side of town 
tryna walk up on a pound 
hoping i see you around 
maybe that’ll change my frown 

hoping for a better day 
rain rain go away 
i have nothing left to say 
guess i gave it all away 

will i see you again 
hoping that it’s not the end 
tell me now is this a sin 
haunting me within

can u (produced by smokerose & iof)

i looked at u 
u looked at me
we thought about how we wanna be 

in the night 
we hold on tight 
when the day comes it’s all alright 

looking glass 
what do you see 
a future filled up with you and me 

all around 
we fight the sound 
of a world thats turned upside down 

will we get it this time 
will you still be mine 
do we really need to cry 
do i need to ask why 

i’ll be there when you feel alone 
do my best to make you feel at home 
i’ll stay up waiting by the phone
i just want you for my own 

why dont 
we just sit back and stare into black 

lay with me 
we’ll close our eyes now 
our stress will go down 

if you stay with me now 
i won’t ever need to frown
i wont ever let you down 
i can promise that now 

i’ll do my best to make you proud 
i’ll try to find you in the crowd 
you know i’ll always be around 
i’ll love you till i’m in the ground 

why dont 
we just sit back and stare into black 

lay with me 
we’ll close our eyes now 
our stress will go down 

i looked at u 
u looked at me
we thought about how we wanna be 

in the night 
we hold on tight 
when the day comes it’s all alright 

looking glass 
what do you see 
a future filled up with you and me 

all around 
we fight the sound 
of a world thats turned upside down

into black (produced by dan darmawan)

baby lay it all on me 
all the things you hold & stress about 
you can put it all down 
have a night on the town 

you’re all in my mind 
and you’re runnin circles 
all the dreams you star in 
how did all this begin 

i’ve been thinkin bout you now 
how i can’t live without 
always seein your face 
all the nights at your place 

lookin out the window 
all the city below 
hope this last forever 
you’ll be my one endeavor

endeavor (produced by wetgropes)

11 days (prod. by cxld blxxd)

quick one with leftfordead based on my own dumbass experiences throughout my freshman and sophomore year of high school...<333

s/o to leftfordead on sampling/playing one of my favorite boxcar racer songs

love yall. enjoy. lots coming soon

the weekend (prod. leftfordead)

more new music coming soon... 

enjoy this for now <3

know you now (prod. by vaegud & hxrxkiller)

i wonder if you think of me 
when you walk home alone at night 
i wonder if i cross your mind 
when you run to make the subway on time 

i know things aren't what they seem 
come and figure the world out with me 
baby i could be your scene 
come and run away with me 

why can't life be 
things like we see in the movies

why is it so damn hard
why do i have these scars

why can't my mind stay clear
someone get me outta here

why can't you see
i'm made for you 
and we could spend eternity 

staring at the ground on the pavement 
crush is an understatement

i just wanna be your guy 
i want you to be my high

be your scene (produced by splashgvng)

the days are changing 
my mind is aching 
i keep hoping someone will come and save me 

guess i'm right back here again 
i've learned my mind is not my friend 

sometimes i just feel so worn out 
like a building that needs torn down 

i can't let this feeling consume me 
if i let it my head will doom me 

i've stood this ledge 
oh again and again 
i wait for you to pull me back in 

maybe we can play pretend 
maybe someday my pain will end 

maybe someday this pain will end 
maybe we can just play pretend now 

i've seen this play 
oh so many times 
i've watched how people they fall and climb 

some people make it 
some people don't 
others say they'll do things they know they won't

and it's all so cool
when you don't have to worry about one thing 

and you know it 
so you show it 

don't blow it 
they said 

oh they said 
you'll regret 

the life you could have 
forget the things that went bad 

you know i'll never come back 
i just hope you know that

days are changing (produced by hxrsepowr)

i knew it from the moment that he walked into the place 
i knew we were done yeah i could see it in your face 

there’s nothing left to say 
don’t let me get up in your way 
leave me all alone i guess i’ll start digging my grave 

what the fuck happened 
how did it come to this 
i guess it’s pretty easy just to sit and reminisce 
i remember days yeah i used to sit and miss 
you up in my arms 
i can’t believe we called it quits 


yeah, yeah 


now we’re in the days
this is where we seperate 
here’s the part of movies that i seem to really hate 

memories flashing right up in my mind 
i can’t even lie to u and tell u i’m surprised 

it seems like you used me 
but i loved you truly 
you made me feel stupid
i got tricked by cupid 

it seems like you used me 
but i loved you truly 
you made me feel stupid
i got tricked by cupid

you made me feel stupid 
i got tricked by cupid 


you up in my arms i can’t believe we got to this 

you up in my arms i can’t believe we got to this 



i guess it’s pretty easy just to sit and reminisce 
you up in my arms 
i can’t believe we called it quits

bad intentions (produced by valiousbeats)

see the rain 
see the rain 
see the rain 

as it falls from the sky so grey 
wonderin what i’m gonna do one day 
i could never ever guess today

and when i think back to 
my youthful, pleasant times 
i would have never guessed 
the time would fly right by 

come with me 
come with me
come with me 

to a land where you’ll feel so unique
i promise that you’ll see 
that you’re in love with me

over the hills (produced by neolas)

why does everyone look at me 
why does everyone question what i do 
why does it even have to concern you 
i don’t even have to concern you 

i just wanna be myself 
i just wanna live and be happy 
people always judging for laughs now 
it’s funny how this all turned out 

why am i mean to myself 
why am i stuck in this hell
all i need is help 
guess i’ll do it myself 

yeah i’m kinda shy 
but u caught my eye 
u know i wouldn’t lie 
i just can’t deny
you


i just can’t deny you 


why am i trying so hard 
i’m trying to cover these scars 
can we make it far 
let shoot for the stars 

yeah i must admit 
im so sick of this 
i don’t think i’ll miss 
all the stupid shit

i remember back 
times being sad 
i wish i knew things weren’t that bad 


i wish i knew things weren’t that bad 

my life is changing 
pain is waging 
war 
on my mind 


i try to calm myself 
i try so hard to be fine

i spend nights in my mind 
i don’t like what i find

i don't know, really (produced by taurs)

i know you’re there 
watching over me 
you’d say to look up 
and not hold my head down 

that was when i had you 
i can’t hold my head now 

i know you’re in a better place 
tears roll down my face

i know life will be okay 

i’ll see you once more some day 

everything will be good 
i’ve got to hold my head up 
i can’t let this break me down 
i’ve got to come around 

i’m thankful for the times we had 
i can’t stand to be sad 
i must go down this road 
can’t let myself implode 

i’m thankful for the times we had 
i can’t stand to be sad 
i must go down this road 
i can’t let myself implode 

i can’t let myself implode

can't let myself (produced by black heart)

it gets so dark in the winter 
i wonder what i mean to her 
does she even know my face 
spend a lot of time in this place 

walking at home at night 
i feel alright 
i wonder what i’ll do with my time 

write a song 
roll one up 
maybe i’ll be in luck 
lay back and write me some rhymes 

you’re still on my mind 
am i wasting my time 
tell me should i just move on 
let my life move like a song 

it gets so dark in the winter 
i wonder what i mean to her 
does she even know my face 
spend a lot of time in this place

tell me where did we go wrong 
i promise i’m so close to gone 
i dont want anything now 
i dont think i see through the clouds 

tryin to ease up my mind 
i don’t think i’ll make it this time 
thinkin im way too damn high 
im lookin up right at the sky

i see a face on the moon 
i’m hoping i’ll be with you soon 
baby im not so in tune 
u know that im bein strong 
tell me where did we go wrong 
i’ll write it all down in a song 

it gets so dark in the winter 
i wonder what i mean to her 
does she even know my face 
spend a lot of time in this place 

walking home at night 
i feel alright 
i wonder what i’ll do with my time

write a song 
roll one up 
maybe i’ll be in luck 
lay back and write me some rhymes

december (produced by splashgvng)

it’s kinda cold outside babe 
i feel warmer when you hold me tight babe 
got the fire burning its nice inside 
you can stay with me while it snows tonight 

christmas comes just once a year 
there comes a time when loneliness can come near 
be thankful for what you have 
you never know when things can go bad 

all the lights that we see all of the memories that get printed in our mind 
it’s a special time each year 
christmas makes me thankful that i am here

kinda cold (produced by caps ctrl)

i don’t really care what we are now
all i wanna see is the sun now 
being with you makes me calm down 
being with you makes me not frown 

walk around this lonely town 
all this stress makes my heart pound 
go to sleep and i’ll come down 
before these thoughts cause a meltdown 

i wonder will i be able to go to sleep tonight 
or will i fight 
everything in my head 

will i fight 

gotta fight for myself 
gotta make it through this hell
i think of life when it’s swell 
i just wanna be well 

i just wanna live good 
i know i’m misunderstood 
i think we’re good for each other 
i really don’t want another

storybook (produced by irby & splashgvng)

why cant anyone hear what i shout 
why cant anyone see what im bout 
why do i feed into a black hole 
anxiety will try to take a toll 

sit alone at night watch a moving box 
think about if theres a room 
only moving clocks 
do we have minutes ticking down on our lives 
tell me whats the reason for pain for cries 

why is there war 
why is there crime 
why do people seem to die like every night 
try to fight hate 
maybe go debate 
no matter what you do always try to be great 

tell me who are we to blame 
we can say ourselves but we can never change the game 
we dont have the power 
we cant go and recreate 
try to do our best to go and rewrite all our fate 

baby just stay in your lane 
all i wanna see you do is maintain & remain
you dont have to come to me you dont have to explain
maybe in another time we’re not on separate planes

why (produced by tmh)

baby why u gotta act like that
i’ve been tryna get you to come right back 

i’ve been real good 
doin what i should 
lookin forward now 
open doors now 

we can make a scene 
like we’re on a screen 
like we’re sixteen 
like we’re in a dream 

how does life work 
is it only earth 
all the lives now 
are we in a crowd 

i don’t know what to believe 
i promise there’s so much to see 
there’s something more down the road 
i don’t know what we’ll be shown 

i just try to live my life 
thinking deeper every night 
some nights i look at the sky 
i don’t know what’s right 

do you wanna fly away 
if you want then we can stay 
i can see a better day 
i can see a better way 

i can save you now 
put us on a cloud 
when i come around 
we’ll be goin out

act like that, (letter 1)

baby are you coming home 
i don’t really wanna be alone 
tried to call you on the phone 
maybe what i need to let you do is roam 

are we done here now 
tell me is it time where we take a bow 
i can go right now 
you can trust me baby i won’t be around 

what is life 
how come i can’t sleep at night 

there’s bags under my eyes 
i look like a bad night 

is there good in sight 
will dark turn to light 

will you still be mine 
will it end tonight 

will it end tonight 
will dark turn to light 
is there good in sight 

will you still be mine 
will it end tonight 
is there good in sight 
will dark turn to light

break-up song, (letter 2)

i’ve been here 
waitin for you in the backyard 
our lives come near 
we are never too far 

we dont know how long this’ll last 
maybe we won’t end up lonely 

i think about you every day right now 
i wish i could hold you closely 

me and you are movin pictures 
we never can quite catch everything 
i wish i could see you clearer 
i could take away your pain 

it’s all okay right now 
i can see you shining 

maybe a life in the future 
maybe i won’t be a loser

kind kid

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