Verse I
I'm sitting here crying my eyes out wishing you were still breathing, wishing you never got dementia, wishing you never died, it wasn't your time to go, you were 83 and still young enough to do things, you had a loving, caring, passionate heart you were there for me when I needed you the most, just remember you are in a better place now, you are with your friend, your husband, you will remain in my heart for centuries, you will remain in my mind for decades, every day I will visit you to give you flowers until I breathe my last breath, you gave me your heart, your soul, I have learnt life lessons from you, I love you and I always will no matter how far away heaven is


Chorus
Now that you've gone away I'm just sitting here crying knowing that you went to heaven, I'm never gonna forget you Now that you've gone away I'm just sitting here crying knowing that i am now a shadow in the dark, im just sitting here knowing that you went to heaven, I'm never gonna stop thinking about you, always remember that you will always be in my mind even when it's time for me to go


Verse II
If i could trade places I would, but you lived a great life, you were a strong woman with a heart who was never tart, the world has grown colder with you gone, heaven seems so far away when I'm reaching out to you, when I'm reaching out to hold you in my arms again, you were the best grandmother anyone could ask for, I'm thankful that you were and still are and thank you for giving me a great mom, a great family, only if you could hear me right now I'm in tears just remembering our good times together, it feels like my soul has gotten colder since you passed, I know one day you will come back to visit. God thought it was the best for you so you won't have to suffer (it's hard to say goodbye when you know it's over)

Chorus (Shortened)
Now that I've gone away I'm just sitting here crying knowing that I went to heaven, I'm never gonna forget you Now that you've gone away I'm just sitting here crying knowing that i am now a shadow in the dark, im just sitting here knowing that you went to heaven

To Heaven - Single

To Heaven

Sorry about the white noise

Verse I
What I did to you was wrong I regret it and everything that happened, you know deep inside that I steep low at times, I know I get deep sometimes, I know that I steep low, but im gonna blow away all my mistakes, I’m gonna show you that I actually love you, what can i do to show you that i’m willing to gain your trust without me rusting again, I know trusting someone is tough even when that trust is broken I know it’s going to be rough to gain your trust again, ever since I broke your trust i have a tear in my heart, tears run down my face when I remember that I broke your heart, your trust, I’m the one who is supposed to take care of you, I’m the one who tries to bring us together, I’m the one who is supposed to protect you from the danger

Chorus
I’m trying everything to make you trust me again I know what I did was wrong, but something  keeps haunting me, keeps taunting me you know that i’m rusting still, will you start trusting me again, will you keep falling in love with me, will you keep thinking about me, will you numb my pain because i know i will, will you love me forever because i know I will

Verse II
When I gain your trust again will you stay with me until I die, will you love me no matter what, will you love me forever and always, will you forgive me for my sins, will you forgive me for breaking your trust, will you forgive me for hurting you, will you forgive me for leaving you, will you forgive for making you cry, will you forgive me for making you die inside, will you forgive me for making you cry inside, I promise from now on I’ll be the person you want me to be, the person who you used to know when we dated first, I learned from my mistake i’ll do anything and everything for you that is possible for me to do because I want my girl to be happy and not stressed about this relationship

Chorus
I’m trying everything to make you trust me again I know what I did was wrong, but something  keeps haunting me, keeps taunting me you know that i’m rusting still, will you start trusting me again, will you keep falling in love with me, will you keep thinking about me, will you numb my pain because i know i will, will you love me forever because i know I will

(Instrumental)

Chorus
I’m trying everything to make you trust me again I know what I did was wrong, but something  keeps haunting me, keeps taunting me you know that i’m rusting still, will you start trusting me again, will you keep falling in love with me, will you keep thinking about me, will you numb my pain because i know i will, will you love me forever because i know I will

(Instrumental)

Chorus
I’m trying everything to make you trust me again I know what I did was wrong, but something  keeps haunting me, keeps taunting me you know that i’m rusting still, will you start trusting me again, will you keep falling in love with me, will you keep thinking about me, will you numb my pain because i know i will, will you love me forever because i know I will

Outro
Sometimes it's hard to get away when you are stuck in the pass

Haunting Me - Single

Haunting Me

Chorus
I'm burning myself down to the ground, i'm burning my trust down into the ground I'm burning my life down to the ground to get rid of these negative thoughts

Verse I
I'm always fucking things up, I'm always telling lies, I'm always lying to myself, the hatred in my heart is just burning a hole in my heart, in my soul, I'm falling into a hole, i'm no longer a whole person, I have no trust in anyone anymore because of what you did, what u did made me burn to ashes, you gave me rashes, you gave me hatred, now I'm just a face in the crowd, you are a bitch, just the thought of you makes me itch, you are a witch, why can't I ditch you, u make me twitch, make me itch make me wish that you were dead, my heart and mind say you aren't worth my time, stop pushing me away and start pulling me closer all u do is lie, cry, all you wanted to do is die

Chorus x2
I'm burning myself down to the ground, i'm burning my trust down into the ground I'm burning my life down to the ground to get rid of these negative thoughts, these negative comments, the hatred so I wanna keep burning until there is nothing left of me 

(Instrumental)

Verse II
Only if you knew what I have been through only if you knew what I am, only if you knew what I think of you, I have tried to change, but through that range it didn't change me at all you just made me worse, now i’m stuck with this curse because of the rumors you said, you used to be my love, but now you are just a whore, just a enemy, I'm never ever gonna trust you again, I hope you will burn and I hope you will keep burning through your whole damn life, you're gonna haunt me, you're gonna taunt me, you aren't worth anyone's time, what happened to the good you, the better you, you have now become something that nobody likes, but yet you keep running back to me, this time I won't come running to you 

Chorus
I'm burning myself down to the ground, im burning my trust down into the ground I'm burning my life down to the ground to get rid of these negative thoughts, these negative comments, the hatred so I wanna keep burning until there is nothing left of me 

(Instrumental)

(Bridge)
Only if you knew what I have been through only if you knew what I am, only if you knew what I think of you

Chorus
I'm burning myself down to the ground, i'm burning my trust down into the ground I'm burning my life down to the ground to get rid of these negative thoughts, these negative comments, the hatred so I wanna keep burning until there is nothing left of me

Burning

Chorus I
All I do is lie, all I do is hurt, all I do is cry, all I do is die, I wanna burn for all of the things I've done to you, I just keep dying, crying, lying all I want is to be someone who isn't an asshole I just wanna burn

Verse I
I keep trying to change, through this range I can't change, my thoughts are strange, my thoughts won't go away, I'm being haunted, I'm being taunted by this devil Grab me a shovel and bury me for my fucking mistakes, I wanna rip my soul out and give it to the fucking devil, all I am is a demon with a heart that is tart, I wanna start from square one, before I get done, I wanna run away from my mistakes, it will take time to fix myself, maybe it wasn't my time to date, I just wanna cry in a dark room that is cut off from the world, just let me stab myself to end all of this pain

Chorus II x2
All I do is cause drama, all I do is cause trauma, all I do is cause hell, I wanna burn for all of the things I've done to you, I just keep dying, crying, lying, all I want is to be someone who isn't an asshole, I just wanna burn

Verse II
In sorry for the mistakes that I have done, I'm sorry for all the hurt I have caused you, I'm sorry for all the drama that I have caused you, I'm sorry for all the trauma I have caused you, I love you but sometimes I think you should be a dove and be set free, and I'll be a tree in my room and sit still, through it all you have made me a better person, through it all you changed me. I love you for all the things you have done for me, I love you for all the support you have given me, I have a fragile mind, I have a fragile Heart, I have a fragile personailty that I know I have

(Instrumental)

Bridge
I love you for all of our memories 
I love you for your support 
I love you for cheering me up
I love you for always being there
I'm paralyzed, so just let me burn IN HELL!

(Instrumental)

Chorus III
All you do is make me happy, all you do is make me smile, all you do is realize that I'm a good person, all you do is hold me I wanna burn for all of the things I've done to you, I just keep dying, crying, lying all I want is to be someone who isn't an asshole

Outro x2
Through it all you have made me a better person, Through it all you changed me, Through it all I learned from my mistakes.

Outro II
 All I want is to be someone who isn't an asshole, I just keep dying, crying, lying

All I Do

All I Do (Burn)

Verse I
Why the fuck do I do this, I always lie, i have a fire in my soul it makes me a liar, i can see the sun in her eyes, she is now just someone I used to know I loved her, I cared about her, all these mistakes are haunting me, all of these mistakes are taunting me, i have flaws, so equip me with claws let me scratch my heart to pieces and let me rip it out and give it to the fucking devil, so give me a shovel and let me bury my hate inside a 6 foot hole, my soul has a fire within my heart, i am tart, i am a fart, im tart so i will always be tart with an empty heart

Chorus x2
It is painful to let you go, i’m in pain just watching you leave, i loved you and watching you leave is painful, I can’t fix my mistakes that I made, it is painful to watch you leave me to drown in sorrow and darkness, I am changing but it’s hard to see cuz it is within me 

Verse II
I am sorry for this, I am sorry for hurting you, I am sorry for causing drama, I am sorry for causing trauma, if there is anything I can do to save us I would I can’t leave you that easily it’s tough it’s rough, yes I am stupid at times, yes I am stupid, everything I do always ends up fucking up I loved her more than anything I cared about her and everything she did for me, I just am a empty hearted asshole who doesn’t give two shits about myself or anything  I cared about her and everything she did for me, I am just a empty hearted asshole who doesn’t give two shits about myself or anything,

Chorus
It is painful to let her go, i’m in pain just watching her leave, i loved her and watching her leave is painful, I can’t fix my mistakes that I made, it is painful to watch her leave me to drown in sorrow and darkness, I am changing but it’s hard to see cuz it is within me

Outro
Yo always think before you do I learned that the hard way I lost someone who was really close to my heart and she will always be missed peace

Painful

Verse I
My soul is empty, my heart is empty, my soul is dark, my heart is dark, my soul is cold, my heart is cold why do I even try, why do I even care all these demons are in my head, let me lie  in my bed and let me cry until I die inside, dark thoughts are taking over me no matter how hard I try they always come back to me, I’m fading to black I just wanna go back to myself whenever I am upset I stand here and slice my wrists, dig at my skin, every cut, every scar makes me feel better and makes me feel good about myself, I’m addicted to love and I can’t be a dove and fly from it. My heart is turning black, I'm just so black, so black as black as the night, I have no more light left within I, suicidal thoughts never go away even when I try I just cry, so I should just die, I'm surrounded by all of her lies

Chorus
All of these dark thoughts are taking me over, I can’t do anything right anymore, I have tried and tried but in the end it doesn’t help, let me lock myself in my room and let me cry, let me die inside everything I do always fails, I just lie, I just cry, I just want to die, These dark thoughts are suffocating me

Verse II
I’m suffocating, someone please free my soul from this demon, this devil, this dark time in my life, this drama is giving me trauma, the drama won’t stop so the trauma never goes away, I never will get rid of my demon so don’t try to help cuz I’m not worth the time, so don’t bother trying to save me cuz I have tried but it always finds me again, I need support but I don’t have support everyone wants me to die while I cry, I'm too shy to ask someone to help me with my fucked up mind, I’m always gonna be the one who is going to be fucked up, and always the one to fuck things up, I'm so dark, so empty I have to breathe

(Instrumental)

Outro
Someone rescue me from my demon
Someone rescue me from my devil
Someone needs to rescue me from my devil
Someone needs to rescue me from my demon
I always try but in the end it always fails
I can see the fire within my eyes
he is tart with no heart
I can see the fire within my heart

Dark Thoughts

So Cold

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