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aKwArd wAys (prod. crescnta)

Suicidal thoughts 
Is
my dead bride 
on this very night 
Its the only thing thats ever kept a promise 
Everything else just made me a burden
Used me all up and made me feel so worthless
I have no purpose other than writing out my feelings so I dont do something dumb
Everything has always hurt me 
or left me
But not the deathly
I dont even wanna try anymore
Want to die even more
What else is worth it?
All you really do is sleep, eat ,repeat, be soulless like the rest of this fucked up planet
I wanna die so bad but its the closest thing that I have that will always settle my problems and be there for me. In the end im just so scared of being gone for thee eternity
Nothing last forever 
But after death is forever 
And maybe thats why I wanna go so soon
Maybe cause on this earth Im looked apon as a fool and just used as a damn tool till I rot so partly
Want to scream till my vocals dont work
Want pull to my hair tills no more
I dont wanna be in this life
Cut my throat with a damn knife 
Go onto the next after life
Forget everything out of spite
Cutting myself just to feel something
feel the adrenaline rushed too my brain
Throughout my life I realize now that that was the only realest thing 
Crying till my eyelids burn
Stuttering all my words to a slur
Unable to breathe everything just fucking hurts
When I was sixteen I won a great victory I felt in that moment I would live to be a hundred Now I know I shall not see thirty
Everybody says they need some grace in there life but I just lost my grace tonight

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Cool song I did with my friend Heaven! We found it a vibe and we hope others will too. She’s a great vocalist. She goes by nationbby on SoundCloud!

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