the most personal song i've ever written
doesn't sound that great but i think the lyrics are pretty nice so i want it out there

Lyrics:
overcast on my thoughts i feel like i wanna die
too depressed to think straight i think that i wanna fly
off the top of a roof and into the midst of the sky
slam straight into the concrete and hit the lows from the high
I’m trying to hold myself from crying no I’m lying
I’ve been trying to hold the world on my back but I’m lying
on the ground, I’m grounded, looking around astounded
thought the chip on my shoulder was loose but it feels mounted
how come everyone can just laugh and have fun
and I’m always in the back thinking thoughts like how come
and i feel like I’m stressed but now that the stress is lifted
i still feel the pressure like my fucking minds being rifted
am i gifted? or do i not give a fuck
listen to too much music so i think i know whats up
yeah the problems i got theres a chance you do to
but theres something in me that won’t let me ignore them like you

fuck a chorus
someone read our horoscopes for us

I’ve been told that things get worse before they ever get better
but it doesn’t look like this bullshits ever gonna let up
I’m ready to tear up, shred up everything I’ve got 
cause recently man I’ve been feeling down an awful lot
i fucking hate whining and crying, bitching and moaning
but all of this bitching and whining got my thoughts flowing
tired of hearing my mom yell at me to ask my dad
for a little money to make up for the support i never had
fuck that, I’m a bitch and i know, 
grew up call myself a man but haven’t done shit to show it
yeah i got daddy problems, when i think about it who doesn’t
but theres so much more to this shit I’m just to scared to bust it
theres things that bother me but I’m not ready to share them
maybe if things get better then its only fair to share then
i doubt it shit man the way that my life has been looking
i saw the path that i coulda had i just don’t think i took it

fuck a chorus
someone read our horoscopes for us

feels like I’m trapped in a cycle and i wanna get out 
grow up to do the same shit as everyone else and i doubt 
that what I’m raised to do is really the best that i can 
and I know that I’m in charge but i was dealt with this hand 
and, I’m not a risk taker, take the cowards way out 
always do what i know not what i know nothing about
its that time of the night again where nothing feels right again 
reoccurring thoughts surface to my mind about things i regret in life like I’m reversed in time
try and feel others troubles but I’m drowning in mine
critical self-analysis, issues causing paralysis
feel like a stranger everywhere i go, who’s house is this
my hearts cold, ice cold, yeah you’ve got me twisted
thought i was chill and funny but heres the point that you missed kid
it’s all a front, a fucking stunt, i put it up to try and hide
all the troubles thats eating me alive, 
try and kick em out but they stay inside, 
feeling down on myself, its like I’ve hit rock bottom
and this isn’t even the first time, its starting to become more common


Horoscope

Just a song I wrote tonight that just felt right.

Lyrics:
looking through the looking glass
i can see my olive ass
getting kissed by millions upon millions
reaching trying grasp
can’t tell if thats just a joke, 
can’t tell how long it’ll last
im assuming its the future

where i finish first and you finish last
wondering how i got there
wondering what i gotta do
wondering what i did special
that i captured all of you
thinking what i wanna be
what i wanna strive for
can’t only think about right now

plans i haven’t been alive for
used to wish i was in movies

maybe thats what i went for
always been an actor but i still haven’t got a cent for
the different roles I’ve played in
the different scenes I’ve slaved in
like right now when I’m acting like I’m ok
with my face against the pavement

but thats a thought for another day
definitely not sad in the vision
i can see my smile wide
with the suns reflection i see it glisten
back to planning the mission
to fulfill what i just saw
maybe it was my music and how i always keep it raw

i try and send the signals of how I’m really feeling
to people i don’t share shit with hoping that maybe they will feel it

or maybe i just became a doctor
and i just got really famous
for saving a dying kid that everyone had deemed as saveless
i bag on going down that route but damn its pretty great
you have the power to control somebody else’s fate

or maybe i did nothing having my fifteen seconds of fame
maybe i fucked up in school and became homeless with nothing to my name
someone heard me rapping on the street and they felt the same
way about my music that i feel when I’m engaged
in spitting, some shit straight from my heart send it out there for you to listen
and sometimes i know its dark, but i can’t help it thats my vision 
and i don’t wanna change it
even if that means ill never really get to taste fame kid
yeah even if i never make it

im so proud that I’m always me, like to be out in the open
never wanna conform, i always wanna be outspoken
and if you like that than thats great i love it
when its comes to music barely anything comes above it
when it comes to life, push always comes to shove it
and when everything goes to shit you just have to scream fuck it
it feels good trust me
not everyone gets so lucky
shit that wasn’t a looking glass
just what life is like when you have money


Looking Glass

I wrote this song last night for our graduation tonight. I love all you guys and wish everyone the best.

Lyrics:
damn, here we go again
we’ve been living pretty simple
fed from someone else’s hand
you guys all fucking made me
made me everything i am
damn, here we go again
yeah we all been through some problems
but we made in the end
cause here we are together
sitting at graduation

so here we are four years thats all thats it
been through everything together from good to bullshit
some of us close knit some of us don’t talk
doesn’t matter what we are cause tonight we all walk
and while we walk up to that stage, 
We might start to cry
cause we can’t help but think about all of the good times
like honestly this shit is bigger than high school
this shit is bigger than if we put everyone together in my school
its the thought that I’m leaving, in less than a year
lifes hitting me in the face and my plans aren’t clear
and the thought of leaving fam, it hurts but i can accept it
cause i know i always have em my love can never be tested    
but theres some people i love, that ill probably never see
people that i grew up with and they grew up with me
so many of you have shaped me, made me into a man
everything you taught me made me everything i am

damn, here we go again
we’ve been living pretty simple
fed from someone else’s hand
you guys all fucking made me
made me everything i am
damn, here we go again
yeah we all been through some problems
but we made in the end
cause here we are together
sitting at graduation

so thats cool were graduating,
not too bad some of my classes were agitating
sometimes they had me so stressed they were aggravating
but i did my best to hide it always masquerading
imma keep this shit short and simple, 
came into high school with a face full of pimples
leaving high school with a face with some pimples
but at least now you can get a glimpse of my dimple
and i know that sounds stupid, but it kinda makes sense
came here with so many problems but as i grew up they left
actually they didn’t just leave, i just learned how to breathe
take care of most of these issues, no advil or aleve
friends they come and go, you just have to trust the flow
if they really fuckin matter than you gotta let them know
cause the good ones are missed when they’re lost
and the good girls are so hard to come across

damn, here we go again
we’ve been living pretty simple
fed from someone else’s hand
you guys all fucking made me
made me everything i am
damn, here we go again
yeah we all been through some problems
but we made in the end
cause here we are together
sitting at graduation

usually I’m kinda angry, but todays a day of love
we all got a bright future, don’t worry pierce doesn’t suck
all those times you wish you growed up, well good job you fucking did it
now go out there, do whatever you wanna do and kill it
the memories will stay memories, you can think of all the parties
where you got too drunk to walk and you kissed somebody really sloppy
and the first time you got high, ahh fuck you got so blown
couldn’t even look your parents in the eyes when you got home
and they knew you were fucked up and but they didn’t say shit
cause they still remember the time when they took their first hit
and they smile on the inside, cause they know thats life
enjoy it now, cause in a blink of an eye you’ll have a wife
and kids and your kids will have kids
and you’ll be looking back on everything like well shit
it went by too fast, but then you’ll just smile at the memories
yeah you’ll think of all the good times glad that you remember these

damn, here we go again
we’ve been living pretty simple
fed from someone else’s hand
you guys all fucking made me
made me everything i am
damn, here we go again
yeah we all been through some problems
but we made in the end
cause here we are together
finished with graduation

Graduation (Class of 2014)

I made a mixtape and I think I'm pretty good and hope you guys will enjoy it. If you like it you could download the thing as a whole at: http://www.audiomack.com/album/kingpasha/kingdom-my-very-own-mixtape

One Verse is All a G Needs

WussOnUrMind

kingdom baby the first track recorded for this mixtape

KINGDOM

MADE THE BEAT
WROTE THE LYRICS
ALL TONIGHT
EXPERIMENT

n o t h i n g (prod. pasha)(DEMO/EXPERIMENTAL/RAW)

the greatest song i have ever created
from scratch

gurl (produced by pasha)

Just a verse i made a while back for my homie Demetrius' song.
Had it laying on my computer and thought it was too nice not to post.

Backwoods with Sophie Wood (Remix)

classic freestyle from a year ago
Always Off the Top of the DOME

beat is by Jonwayne

V6 Freestyle

yuma vibes yuma vibes
first time trying to make a house track lol, let me know what you think fools



Dat Deep House Shiiit

Yuma

beat is dead batteries - suicideboys (reprod. nicememesound)

crazy shit i wrote in the lib

2 Minute Warning

dropped a verse on tshirt. never finished it but if i don't post it now i never will

T-Shirt (Classic OG KING P Remix)

Some Way

a random off the dome freestyle over one of eden's beats from back in summer
dope stuff

21 Freestyle (Prod. 61st Street)

One of the many beats I've made that has just been sitting on my computer for a year. Made it with three random instruments to see how good of a job I could do. Hopefully I rap over it one day, but until then, enjoy.

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