i feel so empty
i feel kinda safe
somebody come get me
i feel kinda safe
(2x)

i try to swim , but i keep on drowning
gonna change, gotta switch up my surroundings
flip a coin, take a wish upon this fountain
trynna move, gotta get over this mountain

you sprayed the bear, trynna find a scent of my cologne 
everything that we did, you did it on your own
i just wish that it would change, but we know it won’t
if you ask me how i feel, this is what i wrote 
——
i feel so empty
i feel kinda safe
somebody come get me
i feel kinda safe
(2x)

tell me what you feel 
tell me what you see
you say you feel empty
but it’s not because of me
i’m just trynna give you everything 
but i can’t
guess i won’t
feelings they turn to a ghost
yes i am lost on this road i’m remote
love is the ocean and i’m on the boat
try to dry off but my clothes are just soaked
no i can’t breath with your hands on my throat

i feel so empty . (prod. boyfifty)

- Lyrics -

you said you’d wait on me
but you ain’t wait on shit
you just waited for a rzn to get out of this
now i’m sitting in my room trynna write a hit
ik you won’t admit
that you can’t go commit 
but it does not exist
i’ll give you a assist 
you are a narcissist 
the worst kind of a bitch
i hope i have a wish
to go n end up rich
i hope you end up broke 
i’m laughing you’re a joke

i think you need to see a doctor
and get diagnosed 
everything i did with you 
i go regret the most
even went inside the archive
n delete the post 
now i’m hoping on a plane
to go n hit the coast

i’m out here losing hope 
your new shits getting old
i think it’s time to go
to go n roll some dope
maybe tie a rope
grab a pen n note
just so i can cope
i’m cold i need a coat

i wish i could go n tell you all the things i think
i remember the old time w me n you n sync 
now it’s hard to close my eyes , n i can’t even drink
then i go n grab my glass n wash it in the sink 

i think i need to stop
but i don’t have a method
i gotta give you props
for using words as weapons
my heart it got a lock
it took you 30 seconds
to get inside the spot
and leave me second guessing 

maybe it was all my fault and i won’t understand it
you say you want me , then you don’t and i just end up stranded 
my heart is breaking every time you leave me empty handed
now your gone and i’m not nice , you took it all for granted 

i think it’s getting late
my heart it needs a break
i’m sitting wide awake
the love for you was fake
i guess that it’s all it takes
for us to make mistakes 
but now i drift away
into a darker place

dear miss emotionless . (prod. eric godlow)

Break me down and destroy every wall You say you love me, but I think you don't
Break me down and then watch me fall You say you need me, but I think you don't

Like, you say that you need me, but I really think you don't
And you sayin you won't leave me, but then why am I alone
Yeah, we tried to find a different route, but this is where it ends
And I should've always known that he was more than just a friend

Like, I try to get up, but I can't
Taking my hand and you ask me to dance
You say that you love me, but love me as friends
Sober or not, cause I know it depends
She just wanna fuck, should I do it again
Cause when I'm alone, I feel less of a man
Maybe we should've just stuck to the plan
Why did we think of this right when it ends

Like, it could've been right from the start
Maybe back then we wouldn't fall apart

You tell me I'm different , I know that I'm not
And you're playing my heart and I tell you to stop
But you say I'm different cause I make you go
Maybe the next time I can tell her no
Hopefully, I can go n be alone
Socially, imma drift into a hole

Like, I'm losing my brain
Clinically, you can say that I'm insane
I don't wanna talk when I'm hearing my name
If there's a problem, I'm taking the blame
I don't wanna change
Never get back what I give in exchange
Steady complaining and digging my grave
I would've been here if you could've stayed
Why am I always just filled up with rage

try to get up but i cant.

try to get up but i cant . (prod. autroily, vesta)

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