Thank you for listening! I didn't create King Theta, you created King Theta by listening and supporting, it turned my experiment into something I want to dedicate all of my time to.

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Getting Over It

Thank you to sneiv daed and Lil Cloudz for killing this track with me!

Both of these guys put out amazing music

https://soundcloud.com/sneiv-daed

https://soundcloud.com/lil_cloudz

Art by sneiv daed
Beat by me

Thanks for listening!

king theta x sneiv daed x Lil Cloudz - letsgodown

Featuring 1080p dreams
https://soundcloud.com/1080pdreams

Produced by
https://soundcloud.com/curtainss

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

(king theta)
Theta's gonna be a fuckin lame
These words were written in stone
My family's gonna be ashamed of me
and I'm probly gonna die alone
But I walk in the room and everybody knows me
All my people are doomed but together were free
and if I'm gonna be a piece of shit, 
I'm gonna be the best piece of shit that the world has ever seen

I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

(1080p dreams)
Yeah, you tryin' to allocate the blame
as if I got to choose how much matter is in my brain
it doesn't matter anyway 
if my failures are my fault or just happenstance of fate
cause in the end it's all the same
confined like an animal rattling its cage
and now I'm battling the pain
it's kinda fuckin hard cause I'm drowning in this shame
I'm just a punk kid with more issues than alt press
It's either really late abortion or early euthanasia when I put this all to rest

(king theta)
I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

22hz ft. 1080p dreams (prod. curtains)

Beat by cxld blxxd
https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd

I take my pain and I rack it out in a line
I take my brain and I trade it in for a dime
I take my problems and I put them on a pedastal
and if you wanna fuck with me first give me chemicals
But lately i'm better it's been incredible
I'm faded but now I'm just on that medical
and maybe my choices aren't that regrettable
Maybe someday depression will be forgettable

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

My life could be hell
My life could be heaven
I just can't tell
Which way I've been steppin
and I'm bettin
by 27
I'll either be living my dream or I'll be checkin out
I got all this doubt
Fear in my brain so I'm smokin up a cloud
Music so loud while I speed through town like
am I about to come up or go down

I take my identity and make an enemy
I take my greatest mistakes and call them destiny
I take my jealousy and call it empathy
I take fake love and call it chemistry
But lately I've been coming to my senses
I'm tired of living my life pretending
That I'm satisfied jumping over these fences
and climbing this mountain that's never ending

Every time I close my eyes
I see a world where I don't gotta lie
Trapped in my body I slowly die
I'm in the lobby of the afterlife
I don't even sleep at night
I lie awake and I fantasize
About a life where I'm not disguised
I'm paralyzed by paradise

disguised (prod. cxld blxxd)

produced by dear vii and fns:
https://soundcloud.com/svn_ptls
https://soundcloud.com/fns40

featuring hm.wav:
https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav

check out emotionalbuu's AMV for the song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5OYEOvakQGc&feature=youtu.be

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu


[king theta]
Now that you've made me your junkie
I'm a ship and you've sunk me
Everyone seems to fuck
me over guess I'm unlucky ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I'm fine I'm just drinkin in the daytime
Don't gotta tell me yeah I heard it through the grapevine
Falling in love with you was like hitting a land mine
By tomorrow i'll be crossing over state lines
Don't mind me, I'm already wasted
You left your poisen in my mouth and I can taste it
Falling in love was just a hell that we created
Now I look fucked up I'm just a little frustrated

[hm.wav]
yeah , dissovling into fragments
does this really make sense to you
cause we connected like blue tooth
chilling watching cartoons
tell me what i meant to you
tell me can we rip this apart 
from our innocence
so blinded by my confidence
im isolated from my impotence
im fucked up by the railroad
hiding from tomorrow
my love is always borrowed
the demons speak & follow
(till i cant swallow
heart is hollow
Intertwined in this affliction
full of bad intentions)

[king theta]
I'm fine I'm just drinkin in the daytime
Don't gotta tell me yeah I heard it through the grapevine
Falling in love with you was like hitting a land mine
By tomorrow i'll be crossing over state lines
Don't mind me, I'm already wasted
You left your poisen in my mouth and I can taste it
Falling in love was just a hell that we created
Now I look fucked up I'm just a little frustrated

I think I might need a rain check
I might need my brain checked
I been goin crazy
thats just how you made me
How long did you fake it?
How'd you hide a train wreck?
I been goin crazy
I think you erased me

Don't mind me, I'm already wasted
You left your poisen in my mouth and I can taste it
Falling in love was just a hell that we created
Now I look fucked up I'm just a little frustrated


-=ALMOST ANGELIC=-

wasted ft. hm.wav (prod. dear vii and fns)

Keep me off my problems

Ft dylonbangss
https://soundcloud.com/dylonbangss

Produced by curtains
https://soundcloud.com/curtainss
https://traktrain.com/curtains#189927

LiGHTNiNG LOGAN my homie helped me out with art
https://soundcloud.com/lightninglogan

She's a pretty young thing
Black hair, tattoos
You know I'm a sucker for a girl like you
I don't got the time to waste, You've got so much to lose
But I'm way to amazed by everything that you do

Distract me, Distract me
Everything you do attracts me,
And talk's cheap baby keep me off my problems
Dissolve them, I'll get you high with my toxins
Drown out these nightmares that are knocking
Girl you make me so numb
When I'm around you I can't help but act so dumb
Stay with me baby cause the world's got no love
You're the only girl who snaps me out my coma
So snap me out my coma

Wake me when it's over
I can't help that I'm this strung out,
And I hate when I feel sober
I can't fuck you when I'm fucked up
I don't know how else to come down
Will you take a chance
Take a chance and give me one romance
Before you do it again
Fuck me up, you always fuck me up
Crush me up before you suck me up 
Break me down before you line me up
Take me down before you bring me up

Distract me, Distract me
Everything you do attracts me,
And talk's cheap baby keep me off my problems
Dissolve them, I'll get you high with my toxins
Drown out these nightmares that are knocking
Girl you make me so numb
When I'm around you I can't help but act so dumb
Stay with me baby cause the world's got no love
You're the only girl who snaps me out my coma
So snap me out my coma

Wake me from my slumber
Cause lately I've been so asleep and baby you make me weak
So stressed out, but never when you're around
And no matter how busy you are I know you still miss me
And thinking of you I'm dizzy cause opening up is risky
But listen, the world is a dark, dark place
Life's so short let's cut to the chase


Distract me, Distract me
Everything you do attracts me,
And talk's cheap baby keep me off my problems
Dissolve them, I'll get you high with my toxins
Drown out these nightmares that are knocking
Girl you make me so numb
When I'm around you I can't help but act so dumb
Stay with me baby cause the world's got no love
You're the only girl who snaps me out my coma
So snap me out my coma


follow me on twitter https://twitter.com/Emokingtheta
follow almost angelic on soundcloud https://soundcloud.com/angelicalmost

distract me ft. dylonbangss (prod. curtains)

Featuring Love, Max https://soundcloud.com/xam
Produced by tothegood https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
Art by Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

[king theta]
Wake up and you're standing in the kitchen
Look you in your eyes and they don't even glisten
Like they used to, I already miss you
Don't wanna lose you but I'm not even with you
You wear make-up to cover the bags under your eyes,
I see through your sad little white lies
Although what we had felt so right,
I think this is a lost fight

Kind of scary how the shadow
Follows you around
The part of you that's shallow
Always brings you down

[Love, Max]
I can feel the cold wind blow in my face
closing the window and chillin by the fireplace
Reminiscing bout the time before you life fell apart
Now you’re a disgrace

You broke my heart and you left me scarred
I don’t love you anymore so don’t try to call my phone
I blocked your number and i locked the door
Cause i hid your drugs but you needed more
Than i could give

[king theta]
Kind of scary how the shadow
Follows you around
The part of you that's shallow
Always brings you down
x2

You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too
You say you're sorry, yeah I'm sorry too
That I can't save you

Scared for You Ft. XAM (prod. tothegood)

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Production and guitar is me on this one

You just wanna get up in my face
Give me space, throw your dignity away
When you chase, you take
So much away from me
You make it hard to sleep

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

All I got for you is resentment, I'm venting
All you want from me is attention, you're tempting
Yeah I'm condescending but you just keep investing
Thought that this was over but I guess it's never ending
Once upon a time we cared about each other
It makes me shutter
How much pain you made me suffer
Now I'm doin fine, I had time to recover
You said you hate me so don't ask around for my number
Cause I won't call you back

I'm tired
Too tired to act like I like you
Anyway, who likes getting lied to
No hate, it's just that I tried to
Think of something to say
But nothing really comes to mind
Tryna focus on a paycheck
Hit me up that's fine
But I'm spinnin like a tape deck
Read between the lines
and the story starts to make sense
I don't have time, I don't really have time for you

I won't call you back
I'd rather die than talk to you

I Don't Have Time for You

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Art by Emotional Buu https://soundcloud.com/emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

Lyrics:

Still couldn't say,
Who mothered guilt and delivered the prey?
They roll the credits but I still replay
Over and over, it's over. Ok (again and again)
But I don't know who the enemy was
Reflections show up empty of trust
It was you feelin lost, lookin for rest
I was willing to offer the home in my chest

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Along for the ride
As we took off I let fate be our guide
But you shook off what I knew wasn't right
Blood on my neck that's a poisonous bite!
But I didn't let this change me
In one week like relapse
I went down in slow steps,
Lost hope like bad romance
Next thing you know I'm in entirely numb
On a dangerous road, say I had a good run

If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to pay my debt
If I could I would take it all back
Not to self save, but to free your head

I made
One beautiful mistake
and I pay for it every single day
Now you hate me in every single way
And I know that'll never ever change

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward
X2

Now the Devil's made his home on both my shoulders
As I get older I yield to the smolder

Now I've got a shadow
A two dimensional symbol of how shallow
It shows up with the sun to throw all that I've done
On the floor, can't ignore, but move forward

Shadow

featuring https://soundcloud.com/dylonbangss
mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

What's a smile without serotonin
A lifestyle, but you could never own it
Playin it cool, that's a job for an actor
Light me on fire with the heat of the moment
Do you like me? It seems likely
But not so that you would show it even slightly
Is it fun for you to be told what to do?
I doubt it

I already forgot my lines, 
So can we burn the script
Rehearsal's run out of time
I already forgot my lines
I'm a phony, you're a fake too
But I think that we can make do
I'll meet you on stage for a breakthrough

I'll see you on set for the next shot
I'll meet you on stage at our first show
I know that your scared girl but dont be
Theres something in the air and we both know
Time is shared so i know the feelings there
Look at the directors chair, our creators over there
What a perfect place he chose 
Setting that feels just like home 
Cardboard walls and styrafoam
Make up everything we own

I already forgot my lines, 
So can we burn the script
Rehearsal's run out of time
I already forgot my lines
I'm a phony, you're a fake too
But I think that we can make do
I'll meet you on stage for a breakthrough

Fake ft. dylonbangss

Art by murdertoysmatt

Darkness shines through the cracks
of the walls I'm in and the air get's heavy
As I'm trying to shine brighter
I'm drinking from the glass that was handed down
by a fallen angel
Could the poison takes me higher

Got 10 Demons I swear that they want me dead
Now I'm in my feelings when I should be chasin bread
Thoughts deceiving us, this should be like a game
I'm racing you to the grave, cause every day is the same

Lock and load it's a battle zone in my fuckin life
Every enemy's a vice, if a demon's tryna fight
Drop his body on sight, semi auto is my light
I'm the target and the night, whole fight
Cause the conflict is only in my head
Try to stay strong while I wanna be dead
I pull up to the gravestone and the dates wrong
Scratch a new engraving I'm here to fight long

10 D3M0NS

featuring https://soundcloud.com/hiitshmwav
art by https://soundcloud.com/xam

[King Theta]
Who's King Theta? You should figure that out
She said see you later yeah yeah yeah yeah
Movin to the city tryna see what I'm about but
You know you knew better than I do
Mover and a shaker I got so much shit to prove
Show I'm not a failure no no no no
I'm a crusader to be better than the group
But who knew life moves faster than I do

I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

[hm.wav]
There’s fog in my head
I forget what you said

See you told me I was nothing but a reject
& you made me want nothing but a paycheck
I don’t wanna talk, I can’t take all your whining 
Baby only calls me when I start climbing
I think I’m addicted to making you beg
Never look back cause it’s written in pen
Use blood as the ink when I write about you
Maybe one day I’ll forget the abuse

[King Theta]
I've never much cared for goodbyes
But it's crazy how the time flies
I'm losing sight of you as the fog rolls in

They ask me "where have you been?"
Blowin around like a leaf in the wind
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead
Where did I go?
Winter will cover my tracks under snow
Wonder if I'll ever see you again
I just keep tellin myself to pretend that it's clear up ahead

From the apex of all that I've done
I can see clearly
I know you hear me
From the balcony I see the sun
I can see clearly
I know you hear me

The Fog ft. hm.wav

Art by Biteki びてき
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsUeNbrb8t2Td1faP1VbK2g/about
https://soundcloud.com/bitekivibes


Mixed and Mastered by IOF
https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
https://twitter.com/prodbyiof

Something has to be let go
Seasons change, we drop our leaves
At the moment you lose hope
You are ready to receive
I'm rotten to the bone
Decompose the whole way home
I'm tying off the rope
and drawing up a new ideal

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

My bones are brittle and I'm shaken to the core
Put the pressure on myself, a civil war
I'm carbon like a diamond, combustible like coal
I set myself on fire, it's my way of self control

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

Every day you wake up in a cold world
Every wrong turn weighing on your shoulders
Lookin straight into the eye of the beholder
Insecure, but you're keeping your composure

Backwards
I been running backwards
That hurts
I need better standards
I murder the weak in me,
A king will take his place
Fractured
My life is a disaster
I'll burn 'til I do something that matters
Let me die in peace, a king will take my place

Backwards

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/bradyamour and https://soundcloud.com/safehold 

Produced by King Theta

Art by Biteki
https://twitter.com/sleepyxbxy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsUeNbrb8t2Td1faP1VbK2g

(King Theta)
Can you look at yourself in the mirror,
And honestly say that you've faced any fears?
Overlooking what needs to be nearer,
What's staring you right in the face
All that I needed was self-intervention
The sores keep on bleeding and I'd never mention
Keep on defeating myself, I'm obsessed now 
With getting the fuck out of state

I could leave this all behind,
This mess of a life
(An overgrown dream graveyard)
I could die in Sacramento,
Be the joke that burns in auburn,
Or get my shit and turn my back on you

(Brady Amour)
Intentions 
The ones you never hide 
They took you for a ride 
And made you feel alive 

I don’t know if I can make you love me 
Said too many lies now you never trust me 
I’m holding out, I'm holding on to something 
Broken heart I don’t wanna leave with nothing

(King Theta)
I could leave this all behind,
This mess of a life
(An overgrown dream graveyard)
I could die in Sacramento,
Be the joke that burns in auburn,
Or get my shit and turn my back on you

(Safehold)
I’m leaving for real this time
I don’t even want to talk more,
Just want to leave this place right here
And burn out like it’s nascar
Shawty in the back seat,
You can come on with me.
Bump a little backstreet
Bool on out like bigby.

All these locals wanna talk right now
I just hope you're not one
Too afraid to just leave this place and then run,
I wanna bool out in a fast car, nascar
Lil uzi I leave this place with no passport
I don’t want you to be where I’m not,
All I want is an end

(King Theta)
Can you let go of self medication?
Can you let go of our weak foundation?
Toxic vibrations, they seep through the pavement
This town holds a horrible fate
All that I needed was self-intervention
The sores keep on bleeding and I'd never mention
Keep on defeating myself, I'm obsessed now 
With getting the fuck out of state

Overgrown Dream Graveyard (ft. Brady Amour and safehold)

Single off my album "Getting Over It" coming in a couple weeks

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/bradyamour
https://twitter.com/Brady_Amour
Instagram @brady_amour

Art:
https://joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
https://twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/

Lyrics:

King Theta:
Tripping on tapestries in 2 am apathy
All the things I chose to ignore 
Are rising up to the surface
Remember fallacies
I glossed over passively,
Smoke creeps out from under the door,
And I can’t sleep now

I was a pawn
I was just a stepping stone
Throw a so-called friend a bone
Bait the knife right to my throat
Come to find out I’m all alone

Brady Amour:
Damn
I don't need this
You're keepin your secrets
Not tellin me them
Now I'm thinking of myself this time
Knew that I was always right
Never had anyone but me
You'll see

King Theta:
I was a pawn
I was just a stepping stone
Throw a so-called friend a bone
Bait the knife right to my throat
Come to find out I’m all alone

I pulled my head out of the sand
My trusted brother's got blood on his hands

Pawn Ft. Brady Amour

Featuring SuiSai https://soundcloud.com/sushisai

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Lyrics:

[King Theta]

At the mercy of my habits
Is this liver, I'm not a quitter
Drive every day through a storm of bullets
Lie every day: Your burden, I can pull it

Fuck it I'll do what I wanna do
Say what I wanna say
Cause I'm lookin straight down a .22
(Limited time, don't wanna waste)
Fuck am I gonna lose
There's only so many days
I'm lookin straight down a .22
(I wanna live, I wanna chase)

[SuiSai]

Tick tick tick!
Break the arms off that clock
Won't worry bout things I can't control
Thats just nonsense
Its often these thoughts of
Regret bubble up
Overflowing and boiling
Over the stove top
Gotta stop staying courses
With no end
Nature forces everyone to make decisions to ascend

[King Theta]

I'm gonna do what I wanna do
Say what I wanna say
Cause I'm lookin straight down a .22
(Limited time, don't wanna waste)
Fuck am I gonna lose
There's only so many days
I'm lookin straight down a .22
(I wanna live, I wanna chase)

Fuck it I'll do what I wanna do
Say what I wanna say
Cause I'm lookin straight down a .22
(Limited time, don't wanna waste)
Fuck am I gonna lose
There's only so many days
I'm lookin straight down a .22
(I wanna live, I wanna chase)

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

.22 ft. SuiSai

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Lyrics:

I saw my destiny
In the American river
800 feet below Foresthill bridge
I felt the pressure on my feet
I heard the whispers of the trees
And when I'm drifting off to sleep
Comes honesty

I still see my self there
And I'm so fuckin' scared
Cause through my blank stare
I still see that you care

I lost hope
Somewhere along the way

I gotta fight
Cursed with birth and burdened by
The hearts that pump in parallel
I can't hide
I'm not beyond repair
But one inch away from being there

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Bridge Pt. 2

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Lyrics:

It's been a long way home
From the drug fueled mess
The fake friends
That I tried to impress
I'm in a bad, bad mood
Drowning in stress
But I'm paying off the debt of my youth
I spent a long, long time
Tryna figure it out
Is there a meaningful way
To stop the lingering doubt
I met a bad, bad girl
and she put me through hell
I'll be paying off the debt of my youth
Til I'm dead

I was way, way too
Caught up in the chase
Tryna feel something real
But the whole thing was fake
I made bad, bad choices
Took what I could take
Now I'm paying off the debt of my youth

Lost, I was a memory
Shouting through neurons to live
Cost, A negative balance
Is bouncing the love I could give

Led a crusade plundering balance
I promised that I would get here
I wasn't safe, forgot who I was
Now I'm honestly getting better

Lost, I was a memory
Shouting through neurons to live
Cost, A negative balance
Is bouncing the love I could give

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Debt of My Youth

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Lyrics:

Clear your head out, you never hear me
Think I was good, it doesn't matter when it's over
A lawnmower to a four leaf clover
A bartender when you're tryna stay sober
I'm losing my composure, I'm tryna be sorry but

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be

A classroom, another place I don't fit in
Taboo, everything I'm involved in
Trash, if I can't make a good living
Never who I should of been from the beginning
White wine like oil through a pipeline
High life fading in and out of sight lines
Skyline, see it in another timeline
This isn't the one where I'm gonna come through

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be

I wanna see my name in lights
I wanna be a lover and a good friend
I wanna live a positive life
Dream it all in color from the distance

It's too bad
Don't got enough self-love to make good choices
Fuck that
I'm gonna poor myself a glass of this poison
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
I don't wanna talk about the problems
That are killing me
Say I wanna get better
Wanna be a go getter
All I do is dream about
A person I could never be

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Too Bad

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Lyrics:

Tell me why I gotta do this
Tell me why I gotta play a game
That I'm always losing
Whole thing seems stupid
I don't even want the prize
While my soul gets bruises
I would take your advice
But I don't wanna end up with your life
A suburban nightmare, your a carbon copy
And a vacant zombie

They tried to make me match the even background
They tried to manufacture me
They never could

I'm gonna stay in my own lane
I'm gonna stay in my own lane
And I don't care if you should choose
To do the same
Jealousy is a distraction
Brush it off with a passion
Cause you'll be in the same spot decades later
I'll be on a straight shot, trailblazing

Guess I'm gonna have to face it
I could never get along
With the crowd so basic
Won't stay complacent,
Wanna write so many songs
Wanna see so many places
If I could, I'd do exactly what I'm told
Mute my colors, take the safe route
I'd just suffer, rip the cage down

They tried to make me match the even background
They tried to manufacture me

I'm gonna stay in my own lane
I'm gonna stay in my own lane
And I don't care if you should choose
To do the same
Jealousy is a distraction
Brush it off with a passion
Cause you'll be in the same spot decades later
I'll be on a straight shot, trailblazing

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Trailblazer

Featuring T Shan https://soundcloud.com/t_shan

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

[King Theta]

I woke up
To quite the novel of apology, it's over
No need to bother me with transparency

Why you gotta act like a fool like that
Take it all away then try to give it right back
I could never fuck with you again, that's facts
Play me one time, get left in the past

[T Shan]

I wish you weren't so god damn beautiful
I wish you weren't a bitch
I wish you never did the things you did
Things could've been different

She said she want me back, I've had enough of that
You made my lungs colapse, I'm tryna catch a breath
You're an avalanche waiting to happen
Yeah I could taste the cyanide
On your lips, you're dangerous
Stay away, the other side
Don't wanna kiss, you're dangerous

[King Theta]

Why you gotta act like a fool like that
Take it all away then try to give it right back
I could never fuck with you again, that's facts
Play me one time, get left in the past

You need cold shoulder
You don't need closure

Why you gotta act like a fool like that
Take it all away then try to give it right back
I could never fuck with you again, that's facts
Play me one time, get left in the past

Mastered by Channel Fuse Media www.channelfusemedia.com/

Closure ft. T Shan

Art:
joetamponi.com/

Produced and mixed by King Theta
twitter.com/realkingtheta
Instagram @kingtheta

Lyrics:


Sick with your self-indulgence
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Tough Luck)
Lost in your false delusion
I wanna listen but you don't say much
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Get Up)

This is tough love
This is getting over it
What's this weight that's pulling your chin down
That's self-hate, your eyes are a ghost town
I won't wait, don't want you to miss out
Start up the truck, so many stories ahead
I know you're a victim
Not gonna deny that
Your spirit is liquid
And I've suffered like that
We're fighting you frozen
And we're gonna show them
I know you hate to count on others,
I feel the same
But I need you standing on your feet

Sick with your self-indulgence
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Tough Luck)
Lost in your false delusion
I wanna listen but you don't say much
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Get Up)

You got one life
You're gonna piss it all away
Self-pity ain't safe

Sick with your self-indulgence
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Tough Luck)
Lost in your false delusion
I wanna listen but you don't say much
I wanna talk to you but you won't budge
(Get Up)

My disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined - reviewbrah

Art by @suicideoutside
Mastered by Channel Fuse Media http://www.channelfusemedia.com/
Produced and mixed by King Theta

We shoot through the city like
Cells in a bloodstream
And go to sleep, now
The trees get taller every day!
Watch light dive head first
Down into the skyline
And fight time, now
But you can't change it anyway
And that's me
Just a part of this machine
Tryna chase dreams and dopamine
It doesn't matter if you like it
But I can tell you wanna fight it
And that's you
Everything you say so true
Everything you do so new
But you don't really win shit
Talkin big is your addiction

I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're so damn special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

You can't tell
How I shut it down so well
Sitting in a trashed hotel
We see you're only acting
Your empathy is lacking
I can't hear
You already lost my faith
You already lost my ears
They said that you were toxic
But now you're out of pocket

So I'll wait here for you
To realize your own lies
You're so high, you don't try

Hate on the way the wind blows
And see if it makes any difference
I promise it won't
You think you're fucking special
Let's see if entitlement gets you
The things that you want

Entitled

Featuring https://soundcloud.com/jakkyboi
Art by https://soundcloud.com/ewmattisgross
Mastered by shordeli https://www.fiverr.com/shordeli/master-your-song-in-24-hours?ref_ctx_id=5e0f5d30-1809-4857-935b-673ce4c25db1
Mixed and Produced by King Theta

Lyrics:

[King Theta]

Under the sun where the air is heavy
I'm makin waves, coolin the sand
Don't wanna sound like I'm keepin steady
Just wanna say now I can stand
I'm paintin vibes even if it's messy
Tryin to not make any plans
Try to knock me off the path this time
I found the spot to draw that line
You've got way too much weight holdin' you back
And we've got way too much history

Nothing lasts forever
Is the theme of this summer
Lately breaking ground
Without you

[jakkyboí]

I don't want love, yeah I'm just not ready
I really hope you understand
Yeah I'm done movin on
Almost over, I'm jaded
Now she depressed
From the heartbreak created, I
Been fucking up, fucking up lately
Moving on, moving on baby
Said I'd never ever let her down
Then I went and let her down

[King Theta]

You've got way too much weight holdin' you back
And we've got way too much history
Nothing lasts forever
Is the theme of this summer
Lately breaking ground
Without you

Got my foot on the gas
Not the brake right now
Like a wake in the past
Choppy waves break down
Nothing lasts forever
Is the theme of this summer
Lately breaking ground
Without you

Without You (ft. jakkyboí)

Instagram @kingtheta
Twitter @realkingtheta

Lyrics:
Arrive warm
Leave cold
I carry a storm in my gut
Bright eyes
Windows
Tryin to pry them unshut
A sweet tooth
A sharp tongue
Tellin the truth, the truth hurts
Hunger
Well fed
Quench thirst it gets worse

Sun don't flicker
Stop breakin the day
I'm still invisible
Fading away

It's never enough
Keep my pride under pressure
Maybe I'm meant to disappear
It's never enough
I could always be better
I'll never be
Never be seen
I'm still invisible fading away

Freedom:
A cold cage
Lock me up with my shame
Push out
Shrink back
Function under two names
Sleep well
Spare change
I spent the night in cold chains
Dream smart
Play dumb
I'm the star of two games

Sun don't flicker
Stop breakin the day
I'm still invisible
Fading away

It's never enough
Keep my pride under pressure
Maybe I'm meant to disappear
It's never enough
I could always be better
I'll never be
Never be seen
I'm still invisible fading away

Don't forget my name
Don't forget my face
Keep in eye on me in case
I need you to take my place
Just don't forget my name

It's never enough
I could always be better
I'll never be
Never be
(Sun don't flicker)
It's never enough
I could always be better
I'll never be
Never be seen
(I'm still invisible)

Invisible

Featuring Belak https://biglink.to/belak_us
Art by instagram.com/dono.3

Lyrics:
(King Theta)
I'm hacking a lung out
You think I'm a fool
For putting the guns down
My spirit is shut down
A chemical bruise
Relieved that I'm strung out
We shoulda done this
We shoulda done this sooner
I'm not gonna play like I'm not afraid
Want a piece of mind

Let's see what kinda change occurs
From skipping the doctor
I think I got a temperature
I'm killing the toxins

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!

(Belak)
I don't like the doctor
He keeps prescribing me
Drugs that I dont need
Xanax, Oxycontin, Duragesic
I'm feeling seasick queasy
Frontal lobotomy
I got these demons inside of me
I keep my enemies close
Stopped overthinking shit
Boy im just getting a bag
I gotta get it and go
Oh, guess im back on my shit
I told yall sit tight
My mind flooded with goals
and I cant tell
My ups from my downs
Doesnt matter which
Direction i go
It's a mistake
Back and forth
With the voices
In my head
But they dont get a say
Imma dictate

(King Theta)
Let's see what kinda change occurs
From skipping the doctor
I think I got a temperature
I'm killing the toxins

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!

I found the problem I'm cleansing it out

I just spit my brain out
So I'm all good
I'm all good
I won't think about the past now!
I was feelin weighed down
But I'm all good
I'm all good
Watch my skeleton move fast now!


Produced and mixed by King Theta
Mastered by IOF
https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Lose Mind (ft. Belak)

Sorry friend
Sorry lover
I'll smother my nerves
Cause you got nothin to do with it
Try to laugh
I try to listen
I don't like to talk
But glad I got you to do it with
You show me joy
You owe me nothin
I wanna love but never
Seem to go through with it
Second floor
A messy carpet
Perpetual buzz
But you got me to go through it with

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Show and tell
Leave an impression
I'll pressure my sleeve
My hearts jumpin for cover now
Show me hell
I'll give you heaven
I got what I need to stop
Sleepin the color out
I'll act out bein grateful
As a practice, not a symptom
Of a chemical balence
You showed me that a callous
Doesn't mean nothin can feel right

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
I just wanna
Give it all back
Give it all back to you now

Take all of me
Take all of me
Until there's nothing
For me to hurt
Take all of me
Cause I'm only worth what I give away

Can you teach me
Can you teach me
How to love again
Cause I just wanna
Give it right back
Give it back to you baby

(Woah)
(I wanna give it right back to you)


Mixed and produced by King Theta
Mastered by https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic

Give Back

Featuring Nate Flud
https://www.instagram.com/nate_flud/

Breaking the noise
Like a waterfall it cascades out
Every dream, every empty doubt
I got the message when the
Plane touched down, dropped my mouth
Shaking the void
My apology could never run out
Took for granted all the quiet I found
I'll take a crack and turn the earth around
Stand my ground

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

[Nate Flud]
I felt
A rush from an empty room
Through my soul, I felt yours too
Some wounds will always feel brand new
Cut me down, I’ll spread my wings
They’re bruised, But I swear that I’m staying
True to the person that you knew, that you knew

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

Try to blow me over
Try to push me around
I got two feet rooted in the ground
And I get a little bit
Closer every time I go down
To the light
I'm gonna figure it out
I can be a shoulder
You can lean as you need
In the face of a catastrophe
And if they're gonna
Run us all over, give me
Someone to bleed for
That's the only reason to be

I'll see you in the trenches
Or I won't see you at all
The cold truth is noone's gonna
Break our fall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall
And when the end hits
It won't matter at all
We're gonna laugh with our backs
Against the wall

The Trenches (ft. Nate Flud)

It's goin down like baileys
too sweet too smooth
just got sick in the booth
got me burnin like saline
all on a fresh wound
told you I won't tell you what to do

ten toes on the frontline for the ride
tightrope don't micro my vibe
pretty psycho pretty fly though
get me high from the nighttime
to the sunlight inside
white noise baby right outta my world
next week when it's boring try to learn
I got bad needs for adoring when it hurts
petty poison in the morning for the thirst

It's goin down like baileys
too sweet too smooth
just got sick in the booth
got me burnin like saline
all on a fresh wound
told you I won't tell you what to do

King Theta - BLYS

Unwrap my body from the vines
You're tryin
The soil's watered all the time
It's fine

Swallow that pride
Swallow that pain
If you meet god will you
Plead my case
Bury that lie
Bury that face
When you get tired baby
No it's not safe
Swallow that pride
Swallow that shame
If I get caught
Will you plead my case
Bury that knife
Bury that face
When you get tired baby
No it's not safe

Alive and broken cast aside
You tried
We suffer honestly
We're tied and blind

Pull us apart
I am the pine trees
I am the stars
You're in the driveway
Right where I parked
I am the dark
The deafening quiet of snow

Choking Hazard

6:40 in the morning on an empty road
Keep cuttin it close
On the 14th floor
Keep showin my code
Keep hearin you're chorus in the
Back of my mind
And it's keepin me afloat

But this is critical mass
We both fill up the room
and this is real as it gets
You grew up too soon
The only moment is now
We just figured it out
I can't feel the ground

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

Try to pick up my feet
Didn't get much sleep
Keep starin at the sun
Feel the retina burn
Still can't unsee
On the redline stop
Can I hear your thoughts?
Can I hear your chorus in the back of my mind?
Still shakin off the shock

But this is critical mass
We both fill up the room
and this is real as it gets
You grew up too soon
The only moment is now
We just figured it out
I can't feel the ground

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

I didn't know
I'm sorry
Taking apart every word
Every corner and cranny of story
Are we nothing but story?

Can you keep a secret?
I've got nowhere to be right now
Meet me in the deep end
In the silence I hear you loud

King Theta

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