I've been trying to find you, I don't know where to start my search
Cause I got to know you and never found out who you were
Forget all the pain that came with us, think of the life you can make with us
You can't just come around and change it,
Nowadays every day feels like the same shit
Maybe I passed by you, maybe you just missed me

She said that she's lonely, she just wants to hold me
And I said oh I want you and I want you to want me too
And now things won't be the same

I've been losing hope but I don't know how to give it up
Because we worked so hard, it's hard for me to give you up
Forget all the pain that came with us, think of the life you can make with us
You can't just come around and change it,
Nowadays every day feels like the same shit
Maybe I passed by you, maybe you just missed me

She said that she's lonely, she just wants to hold me
And I said oh I want you and I want you to want me too
And now things won't be the same

won't be the same

You want me to save, but I'm not your savior
I won't feel the same, and I won't feel this way

I cannot yell, I cannot call out,
Cannot find a way to figure what it's all about
Sipping, thinking, liquor keeps on pouring
And when the nights end it always turns to morning
That's how I know that I can keep it going
Cause lately I've been having trouble keeping going
I know that things will change, but I won't be to blame, no I won't be to blame

You want me to save, but I'm not your savior
I won't feel the same, no I won't feel this way

not a savior

Gassed up, and I'm sipping on the Hennessy
Along the lines I let my vices get the best of me

Now I only give a fuck about the dollars
She don't pick up when I call her
Oh, I've been sleeping in or losing sleep, no inbetween
I ain't feeling well, but I'm feeling
I ain't dealing well, but I'm dealing
Oh, I ain't shit, or at least that's what she tells me

She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
If that's the way she feels I cannot disagree with it
She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
That's the way she feels
I'm all alone

When I run it back I'm gonna run it back,
needs a hundred racks, need a hundred stacks
I don't need your conversation, 
Just some OG and some tabs for a vacation

And I'm sippin' on the Hennessy...
Gassed up, and I'm sipping on the Hennessy
Along the lines I let my vices get the best of me

Now I only give a fuck about the dollars
She don't pick up when I call her
Oh, I've been sleeping in or losing sleep, no inbetween
I ain't feeling well, but I'm feeling
I ain't dealing well, but I'm dealing
Oh, I ain't shit, or at least that's what she tells me

She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
If that's the way she feels I cannot disagree with it
She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
That's the way she feels
I'm all alone

When I run it back I'm gonna run it back,
needs a hundred racks, need a hundred stacks
I don't need your conversation, 
I've been working, money talking, that's persuasion

And I'm sippin' on the Hennessy...
Gassed up, and I'm sipping on the Hennessy
Along the lines I let my vices get the best of me

Now I only give a fuck about the dollars
She don't pick up when I call her
Oh, I've been sleeping in or losing sleep, no inbetween
I ain't feeling well, but I'm feeling
I ain't dealing well, but I'm dealing
Oh, I ain't shit, or at least that's what she tells me

She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
If that's the way she feels I cannot disagree with it
She don't wanna talk, she don't wanna know me
That's the way she feels
I'm all alone

I am the change, I am the chain that grips my leg
Holding onto past mistakes, you bend you break, you bend you break
It's all the same
It's all the fucking same

if that's the way you feel

Feels like every day is the same though 
Work from 9-5, get the pesos
I'm still the same as a year ago, no better no worse, I'm stuck in limbo

Wise enough to know about the bullshit
Ain't wise enough to figure how to cope with it
Time doesn't wait for no man and I'm no different
And I'm sippin' on the potion
And I'm back up to my old ways
Thinking, always thinking about the old days
When I was young
I'm not afraid to say
I'm nothing, but i won't be. no way

Feels like every day is the same though 
Work from 9-5, get the pesos
I'm still the same as a year ago, no better no worse, I'm stuck in limbo

Going on a trip
Going to free my mind
Cut away from the past
Leave it all behind

stuck in limbo

I am the chain, I am the chain that grips my leg
Holding on to past mistakes, 
You bend you break, you bend you break
It's all the same

But I can't see through to you
I believe it's hard to keep
Hard to keep myself in tune without you now
Without you

I am the wall, I am the wall that blocks my way
Holding on to past regrets, 
You give you take, you give you take
It's all the same

But I can't see through to you
I believe it's hard to keep
Hard to keep myself in tune without you now
Without you

all the same

You've been smoking, getting drunk
Things don't feel right when you're sober
(Won't you tell me what you wanna do?)
Still feel so young, but this mind feels so much older
(I'm just waiting on a breakthrough)

But you don't wanna work, you don't wanna play
You don't wanna stay, but you don't wanna change
I refuse to let things stay the same
No more, no more
You don't wanna work, you don't wanna play
You don't wanna stay, but you don't wanna change
I refuse to let things stay the same
Apathy, let go of me

I've been drinking, smoking blunts
Things don't feel right when I'm sober
But the best is yet to come, and the worst is almost over
(I'm just waiting on a breakthrough)

But you don't wanna work, you don't wanna play
You don't wanna stay, but you don't wanna change
I refuse to let things stay the same
No more, no more
You don't wanna work, you don't wanna play
You don't wanna stay, but you don't wanna change
I refuse to let things stay the same
Apathy, let go of me

let go

Come and wake me up
Floating through life, feeling lucid
Sometimes I never think enough
Most times it's what I overdo
Got that mixture in my cup
Smoke some blunts, get me stupid
Go back to sleep and when I get up
In the morning I'll be over you

We get so lost
In pursuit of the pesos
We live and we die
Things come and they go
We get so lost
In pursuit of the pesos
So live your best life
Or reap what you sow

Feels like what I don't won't be enough
One setback and I lose it
Come and wake me up
Cause you know I do this all for you
Bass bumping on my stereo
Sip some liquor, get me boosted
Life's a bitch, but I can't get enough
In the morning I'll be over you

We get so lost
In pursuit of the pesos
We live and we die
Things come and they go
We get so lost
In pursuit of the pesos
So live your best life
Or reap what you sow

the pursuit

Alternative R&B/Indie/Emo/Whatever you wanna call it yo

Catchy emotional bops

DIY

more to come

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