i can't make music anymore

i just need to calm down
i just need to calm down
i just need to calm down

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you come into my life, make me feel like its perfect
i wont fall in love, i dont think that its worth it
holding out your hand while im barely holding on
lift me up just a bit and ill still be here when youre gone

oh my god, what the fuck is going on
everyone is leaving me, everything is going wrong
yeah its time for me to give up and say goodbye
you dont wanna hear me or be near me when i cry

our love was a lie
all the past is gone
let it all ignite

wake me up from this dream
tell me that its all over
when i wake up want to scream
havent felt right since october

it doesnt feel like real life
been a while since i felt alive, they say that all things heal with time
all that means is youll forget me....
when im all alone theres no one left to mourn me.

make me feel like its perfect (dercept)

i wasnt sober when i made this

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my girlfriend is online!
hear the notif check it every time
i dont care how far you are
im still gonna make you mine

sending kawaii gifs 
convey my feelings through the screen
picking out the right emojis 
to tell you how much you mean

to me! everything you post is like WOAH! thats me!
repost share reblog and then retweet!
feeling like together in a virtual fantasy
waiting up all night to see your status turn to green

i put some lyrics in my bio made me think of you
i really hope that you see them and i hope you feel them too
matching pfps so everybody knows its true
ask me if i love you and ill tell you that i do <3

my girlfriend is online
wanna text her all the fucking time
that selfie is so damn cute
i wanna make you mine <33

my girlfriend is online (rapsy)

uwu🌸

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@kiremo

i dont have no haters but i know u have a lot
its all u talk about
get fucked uwu

im so fucking cute
ur a fucking bald ass bitch
just delete ur account
see if anybody cares

they wont.

so when ur in my dms
im not leaving u on read
u think im reading this shit
put a bullet in ur head

u got BIG GUNS
u know its all cap
the only shot u fire
is fucking dripping down ur lap

oniichan daisuki~
is that what u wanna hear?
yeah creepy bitch likey

ur so fucking weak
probably stroking to this song
yeah so what u think she'd say
if i showed this to ur mom

@bvrdencr

(Oh my god I'm about to go in bitch)

PRETTY GIRL BIG TITS
GIRL BOSS SHIT
UGLY GIRL CAN'T AFFORD
WHAT I GOT ON MY WRIST

U G L Y

I'M ABOUT TO GET UGLY
THINKIN THAT YOU BETTER THAN ME
BUT THAT'S REALLY FUNNY
IF YOU WANNA STEP TO ME
THEN MAKE SOME MORE MONEY

OH POOR BABY GIRL OH POOR HONEY(SLAYYY)

I'M A BA A A A D G GIRL

DOIN NASTY THINGS TO YOU TO MAKE YOUR TOES CURL
WE MUST BE IN CIRCUS TOWN
WE MUST BE IN WOLLYWORLD

DUMB

DUMB

LITTLE CLOWN

IMMA TAKE THAT ASS TO TOWN

@kiremo

omg is that u?
what a shame. its ok!
im not fucking with a fuckboy anyway.
pussy boy get spayed

lap up my piss like its lemonade
cumming quick like its minute made
its too easy.

uwu slayyy sksksksk w/ Bvrden.CR (plucksunset x doublefour)

see u soon.

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@kiremo

bb u ask me why i love u like u dont even already know
why u acting insecure?
lets do something fun ill take u anywhere u wanna go
buy u anything u want designer dolls or dior 💅

when im feeling down u dissolve all of my stress
u know all the perfect words to leave me feeling like a mess

its ok. u never have to run away.
ill keep ur heart safe.
i love u.
what else i need to say?

@🦀

Drop in ur dm
like wow
Ask u a
Million times now
Boyfriend or not
Give it a shot
I kinda like u alot

“Trust me”
Do you really like me?
Hold, please.
Cause I’m brushing my teeth

Talk to me 
Cause I'm  here to waste ur tii//ime
Oh, What the fuck!
Am I doing online
(it’s 3 am!!!)
 
Time to sleep
babe
It’s time to sleep 
Got me counting abs
Like they’re sheep.

tell me more w/ 🦀 (lovekey)

prod me

a clash of styles

i am drowning in cortisol

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@cryjn

dnt talk to meeEE !! >.<
i dnt kno what to say anymor
dnt talk to meeEE !! >.<
girl im dying on da floor...
ya they switch switch switch up
put a double double double in my cup x.x
ya im wit squidy :3
dnt like us? we dnt give a fuk !!!!

@squidemoji

can nvr get it done w/o a second thought
ur looking for stable sry that im not >.<<
doing everytihng i can to be everything u want
but im starting to feel like itll nvr be enough

guess somewhere along the way i forgot this is not me
the stress and the pain makes me go a little crazy
im not acting like myself i dnt remember what it means
u took my whole identity...

veil x squidy - dnt talk to meeEE !! >.<

prod me

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everydays like poison
and its killing me
im not real
im just fiction like a story

can u not hear me?
or are u ignoring?
god i hate me
im so annoying!

like to hurt myself for fun
only open up when im messed up off the drugs
up late playing games but its not even half as fun
lifes hard and i cry i dont wanna carry on

sometimes i like to picture that ur right there
making dreams out of all my scary nightmares
i saw ur picture i got my new lock screen
ur so pretty blind me like a high beam

high beam

i'm going home, but it's okay, because i'll be back soon.

prod me

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it's over soon
i'm going home.
idk what to do on my own.

already missing u 
and i wish that time froze.
it's not enough
but i gotta let it go.

there's so much i wanna do
i can't get enough of u
don't forget me when i'm gone
i promise that ill see u soon.

if ur ever in a bad mood
i'll be there in the background
hit me up on discord
we'll always make it through.

i'll be there.

prod me

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@squidemoji

don't leave me alone
it doesn't feel that good without u
every single stupid word i mumble
it's all about u

keep ur body close to mine
stuck to me like tattoo
send this to u later so u know
how much i love u 💕💕

let's go out like later
let's go buy some matching shirts
dw about the price
that's like my last concern

waiting for ur message
like baby just tell me what's the word
feel more like a person with u
baby u always come first 💕💕

@ativanhero

come baby tell me what's the word
i'm off these pills i'm such a nerd
without u imma go beserk
i just need u cause i'm really hurt 💔💔

and i'm rolling off a bar now
in the sky with the stars i'm so high now
falling down like the rain
i don't think i'll ever be the same 💔💔

this was your favorite place. w/ ativanhero

brr

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shiver when your names on my phone
tell me what you want ill do it ill make you my own
sick of tryna navigate ik its not enough
i hope you understand why i cant say its not your fault

i know that this shit will never last
you got me fucked up thinking of the past
dont you understand my heart is fragile made of glass
i just wish that time would stop passing so fast

lately i cant sleep cause its the fact that
everything you say got me affected
dont think about the future just deflect it
say a lot of stupid things ik that i regret that

~~

prod me

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