chamomile eyes (prod. kenzii)

I'm scared of dying
Poetry

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room, yeah

Everybody want's to know our lives
Unpredictable how we ain't ever fall in line
They saw a picture of me leaving your place
Made a story up but it was rearranged
Forwarding the photo to another page
Did you see her hanging out with Simon Grace
Was it real or was it fake
I could tell what he gave me was real

I know with you it's surreal
I would take you anywhere
Mutually trusted love, this bullshit isn't that
I'm synced up to the rhythm of her voices and her laugh
She's swallowing the pillow while I'm blowing out her back
Swallowing the medicine that was hid in my bag
Following the blood and then proceed to clean the mess
Life is a fantasy it's hard to swallow and forget

It's the way that your hair glows
In my hands like an heirloom
Lay of bedding made of marigolds
Cause we couldn't make it to your room

marigolds (prod. chinapoet + foreshadow)

Music video: 
https://youtu.be/nO9v_Sw1580?si=bviZ90v8pfIqnh2V

When you walk away you won’t hear me say 
I had a bad night because of you 
All the time that I gave is all that lays on your plate 
This life in my heavy rain 
Let’s never die again 
I hope the sky doesn’t break, so I don’t feel that burn 
Came from a curse and split my world down the middle
The shoes I’ve had to fill been way too big since I was little
I promise you I’m not like other people 
She saw all my differences embrace them said I'll try I’m not a quitter 
Trying on my own I had to make up for the lack of better teachers 
Fighting then and flying now, when I was young I was a good believer
You were a better liar when I didn’t have the eyes to see it 
Beyond the boundary I know there’s a life for me and Ian
So when you walk away you won’t hear me say 
That I'll cry when you come back, I can promise you that

HEAVY RAIN @1x_kuma @whoslemonade *video in description*

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

I just wanna get up on you, get up on you
But your saddles loose 
And I don’t got the right shoes to ride it
This is something I could get behind
You told me to get behind it
We could fuck and change the climate 
But they could never do what we do 
So don’t even try it
No network could make me pull out my checkbook
I put my best foot first and my neck up
I bought the number (n)ine shirt just to match her green dress
She do it so seamless
Rip my clothes off and put them back together like a seamstress
Why the fuck you seem stressed
Is it because there’s nothing that you like on Netflix 
Well that’s too bad
Cause that’s not why I brought you to my bed
Lil sleepy head
Wake me up at 2 
Go to CVS

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)

It’s bad enough you’re fun 
So it’s fine if you’re on your phone
So don’t get mad if you can’t find your clothes
We don’t need those
I didn’t lose hope
Tied up the knot when I crossed through the hole
Not tired of the way that you walk through my home
Let you borrow what’s mine but you keep it instead 
Don’t apologize to me if you mean what you said 
Cause the only bug in my bed is you girl
You got wings but you hide em from me 
Some come and slide on me girl
You don’t need to be scared 
Her lower half is a guillotine 
Where my heads trapped
Keep on eating me
So hot and exciting
It’s like we stayed in for hibachi 

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you(3x)
I just wanna get up on you
Get up on you (3x)

get up (prod. chinapoet + exset)

I hear them in the crowd before I go on
They're waiting in the live until I log off
Can't take no more L's I'm already one for one
One for one, that's two
EF2
Yeah, you better stay on the phone until I'm done
Speeding bullet, don't think you can run faster than my gun
I can see you walking around your house on find my phone
Like I'm a drone strike

I don't want to look at hoes, just mine
And I don't want to take myself out of line
So hold the spot for a minute I'll be back
I got bitches look like demons scratching my back
Wake up green burn, a little sleep probably need more rest
I don't bake to break bread
I'm a Bathing Ape head
Know my dad taught me best
Won't make the same mistakes again
Because you won't live long enough to make them yourself
Everybody embody that before you lay in the body bag
Meantime where is the party at?

Oh yeah, I got a lot on my dome
That's why I'm always on my phone
When I'm wide awake my dreams arrange themselves in things that I see
And everybody that I meet
It's hard to not make believe when I know that it's all me
So drink a cup of this, don't worry I'll cover it
Because I can't feel my roots
My way to cope with it
Feel like my veins filled with cobra spit, or poison like opiates
The venom is seeping I don't think antidote is kicking in

They hated every assignment that I'm on
I still got Prada bags when walking around the mall
Still got many bags went walking around in Simon's
I'm the tall one and smart one, feel like Simon
Did it twice
Second time was worse, the first it hurt
But I know I got through I feel like Perseus
I know I persevered, this ain't the worst of it
I feel like Hercules the way I'm strong
The way I'm flexing up, and moving on, and lifting rocks
Not breaking through
I'm breaking arms, like bring it on

Yeah, because when they going gets tough, the tough get going
And I didn't see him reload it, your bluff like a blush are you glowing?
We both saw the light in the dark, but only one of us is gloating
The one word I don't use is hopeless
Steady move with forward motion
You do it all to be noticed, I do it all for the motif
D-doss now you homeless
Take you off line like a router
My bitch gave me some new powers
You a bitch ran off like a coward
And I see the archers surrounding the tower, the battle is ours
Stampede, the horses, the carriage
White flag I guess you're embarrassed
My bag came straight out of Paris
My girl, the finest the fairest
White Runtz to fill up the blunt, president of the smokers club
I made best friends with my plug, he makes sure I'm always good

So drink a cup of this, don't worry I'll cover it
Because I can't feel my roots
My way to cope with it
Feel like my veins filled with cobra spit, or poison like opiates
The venom is seeping I don't think antidote is kicking in

I can't find the instructions that came with this
I'm thugging it out and I'm over this shit, yeah
Yeah I'm over this thugging it out
I'm thugging it out and I'm over this shit
I'm thugging it out and thugging it out
I'm thugging it out and thugging it out
I was underground and you dug me right out
I'm thugging it out and thugging it out
Medicine won't stop me from doing my best
I can barely feel the drum, I'm still beating my chest
Like the stems to file I still bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce
Thugging it out and thugging it out
Thugging it out and thugging it out
Thugging I'm thugging I'm thugging

Cobra

COBRA (prod. fvckmcghee + someone new)

I thought this was busy
You knew I was gifted
If I took a second to blink I'd probably miss this
Told you I was working, you thought I was distant
Grasping your eyes and your hands
She wanna lean through the screen and kiss him
Butterflies dance around my rib cage
Baby I'm getting used to your new place
Double buzz on my hip, what did you say?
Fumbling for my phone while I'm too faded

I know with you it's so real, so it's so surreal
We like twin bells from a propagule
How my bitch so bad they won't let me in
We're the first two names on the watchlist
They need to watch him
They want to stop him
Credit you for trying
Pushing you around with my hands in a knot
Keeping up trying to get it your way, but you don't have a job or a bedframe

I thought this was busy
You knew I was gifted
If I took a second to blink I'd probably miss this
Told you I was working, you thought I was distant
Grasping your eyes and your hands
She wanna lean through the screen and kiss him
Butterflies dance around my rib cage
Baby I'm getting used to your new place
Double buzz on my hip, what did you say?
Fumbling for my phone while I'm too faded

Bandit sent a box of the new Bapes
I knew I was cooler than you always
EF2 was good, bringing in new plays
Had to give them something brand new to praise

One foot in both worlds, each sky never seem so beautiful before
I know you're not around if the flowers don't bloom anymore
Know you're not around if they don't bloom anymore
And if they don't bloom anymore, then we can find a new world
Find a new world
Find a new world

Butterflies Dance Around my Ribcage

BUTTERFLIES DANCE AROUND MY RIB CAGE (prod. fvckmcghee + someone new)

Music video:
https://youtu.be/pj5bZgPDhCc?si=wNaa8OnaeK7p_S6r

I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall

Um, yeah
I don't think you know who you are
I took the piece of the puzzle you gave me and filled out the corners to start
I had a dream in the day, open eyes on my face
So I know that nightmares don't come from the dark
But rather a side of pain where you don't want to go
If I meant to say her name you would rather never know
I took the darkest path so my shadow wouldn't show
Glass heart coffin shattered when I ain't see her at my show
Tears like heavy rain filled up every little hole

I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall
I wasn't ready for the storm
It took all that we got
I wasn't able to restart from soreness in my arms
I brought along with the tools, while you didn't bring any parts
Because I know rebuilding is hard
The foundation and the core wasn't ready to storm

She doesn't except when I pour, I didn't expect it to pour
I know she's breaking her neck to my harmonies and my chords
I think she like the very first song, but streaming all the others more
Checking on my insights, seeing your name on the top of the board
Didn't know there was a chance on the line
If I wasn't here could you fucking decide?
If it wasn't me who would take up your time?
If it wasn't for me then where else would you cry?
If it wasn't in my room else would you hide?
She hit me saying let's go for a drive
I ain't smoke you out, so who else got you high?

Yeah, I wasn't ready for the storm
Is that why you gave back my coat
Found out you were so cold, but how could anybody know
If I was really that smart, I wouldn't ever get involved
Balling with a broken heart
On my own I stand tall
I wasn't ready for the storm
It took all that we got
I wasn't able to restart from soreness in my arms
I brought along with the tools, while you didn't bring any parts
Because I know rebuilding is hard
The foundation and the core wasn't ready to storm

I Wasn't Ready for the Storm

I WASNT READY FOR THE STORM (prod. fvckmcghee + kire) VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION

(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
Akio
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
Let's go Akio

Yeah, why they want to be like me
If they can't get a beat from me
Now your bitch want to sleep with me
If it's fuck me then it's Fuck McGhee
How the fuck are you gonna talk to your chain ain't bleed
If you want to waste my time don't talk to me

In reality I'm heart sick, I don't want to lose her
Bad bitch, goth chick, she my new shooter
I won't drop the third, one old bitch was a loser
When I go insane blame it all on my computer

I'm pulling her hair back
She's giving me a heart eyes
I roll too fat
She do white lines
Boy just filmed me, now he a clone of mine
They think I'm next up, but I'm not surprised
Snowflake chain on me
Walking around with foreign currency
Fashion week in Milan Italy
I'll win the Grammy, but fuck the industry.

Yeah, why they want to be like me
If they can't get a beat from me
Now your bitch want to sleep with me
If it's fuck me then it's Fuck McGhee
How the fuck are you gonna talk to your chain ain't bleed
No matter what you don't freeze
(Don't freeze)

In reality I'm heart sick, I don't want to lose her
Bad bitch, goth chick, she my new shooter
I won't drop the third, one old bitch was a loser
When I go insane blame it all on my computer

I'm pulling her hair back
She's giving me a heart eyes
I roll too fat
She do white lines
Boy just filmed me, now he a clone of mine
They think I'm next up, but I'm not surprised
Snowflake chain on me
Walking around with foreign currency
Fashion week in Milan Italy
I'll win the Grammy, but fuck the industry.

(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)
(Don't freeze, don't freeze, don't freeze)

Snowflake Chain/Frostbite 2

SNOWFLAKE CHAIN/FROSTBITE 2 (prod. fvckmcghee + akio)

(Fuck you McGhee)
(Grow up Erik)

Going through the motions, yeah
I can tell you're hiding from the truth
Love struck blinded by the breakthrough
These ain't new shoes
Sipping Grey Goose
We gonna celebrate for everything we did do
Been our best year, it's just the first one
Got my first tattoo and a new gun
Shoot off on the roof top that bag and then we run (shoot, shoot)
Winning second nature yeah we do that shit for fun
All this weight up on my shoulder feel like weighs a fucking ton
I don't know if I can go no more, should I even go no more? (should I?)

Made it this far
Reaching out to millions like sonar
Silver trophy Chrome Hearts
I got to have some self faith so I won't go to college
The biggest risk I'll take by now is playing shit smart
Born to be a star, knew it from the start
Put against the odds, they wish they were us
But they'll never be
I'm a handsome young Swede chasing everything
Washing down my sleeping pills with straight up Hennessy
It's been too long since I've slept, get some rest, shut the fuck up
Bitch I do my own stunts, don't put on for cameras
Work my fucking ass off every day this shit ain't random
Take nothing for granted, everything is a lesson in disguise you'll understand it
Yeah, feels like magic
Feels like magic, yeah

(I fear dying in here while my city burns, and there's no one there to save it)
(Then make the climb)

Reappear
Back now
White eyes
Black out
Fountain, dried out
Gilded cherry on a white owl
I did it twice, both times she blushed
Thought I did it enough
Only hit it for fun
Pulling out of her is like falling out of love
So be careful who you hurt
Not watching where I run
I remain untouched, yeah
European jeans, Acne and Supreme
Shopping for a dream

All my problems reimagined right now
Speak on elderflower
Face this L now, I'm doing well now, yeah
Last time I was terrified but I see a new light
Still look for a new high to climb the tower wall so I can reach a new height
Then reappear, don't back down
I did it twice, guess it wasn't enough
My separate life converge to one
Two sets of eyes, one burning sun
This golden bottle my only love
(What)

Grey Goose

GREY GOOSE (prod. fvckmcghee)

(You are now listening to a Fuck McGhee exclusive)
(Shoutout Someone New for real)

Counter:
Got my muddy pint walking through the graveyard
Cold blood on my hands, shoulder still got bite marks
Got to get all of the skeletons out my car
Girl look what you did it
Don't you know who you are
In the moonlight everything is painless
It's a new life, it's a new language
Yeah my hands turn cold, no this ain't the same shit
We ain't used to it baby shit is changing

(Used to it)
(Shit is changing, yeah)
(Shit is changing, yeah)
(Shit is changing)
(Shit is changing, yeah, yeah)
Woah, shockwave from my world colliding into yours
Our names look perfect together wish I could see you more
Do not disturb while I lead on another
Secretly deleted all the traces of your number

Yeah, side chick knew I had a main bitch
But she really like me, so I don't think she mind it, yeah
Type shit, get on top and ride it
Know after I leave tonight she'll wanna write the details down
Roll another owl
She getting caught up, should I let him drive out?
Yeah, yeah
Ugh, building lock down, elderflower compound
Kire took the throne right after Counter claimed the crown, yeah

(Ugh, building lock down, elderflower compound)
(Kire took the throne right after Counter claimed the crown, yeah)
(Building lock down, elderflower compound)

Don't do it
Put on the beat and ran through it
I thought the bass in the shit caused an avalanche
Walk on the sun like I'm Lilith
Used to it, you knew it
On top of the world like the Tropic of Cancer
You had a chance and you blew it
Differences in life, guess it's time to settle mine
Try to give you everything but you just wanted peace of mind
I'm scared to die
I'm terrified
There's such a crazy fucking world inside this head of mine

Counter & Kire:
Got my muddy pint walking through the graveyard
Cold blood on my hands, shoulder still got bite marks
Got to get all of the skeletons out my car
Girl look what you did it
Don't you know who you are
In the moonlight everything is painless
It's a new life, it's a new language
Yeah my hands turn cold, no this ain't the same shit
We ain't used to it baby shit is changing
(Evil empire, laughing all the way to the bank)
(Shit is changing, yeah)
(Shit is changing, yeah)
(Shit is changing)
(Shit is changing, yeah, yeah)

Avalanche

AVALANCHE ft. counter (prod. fvckmcghee + someone new)

(You are now listening to a Fuck McGhee exclusive)

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, got to get back to McGhee
I have not caught up with sleep
I've been too scared of my dreams
I left myself in the street
I had some words in my teeth for about three months
It's been about four weeks since I ain't ever sleep
These drinks held up good
I do not weep
I cannot cry, I cannot speak
Do not go there, do not come here
It's for you my love, with you my dear

It's only been about four months since I've left Sleepy Hollow
Made sure to return the hearts I borrowed
And pay the tab for all the bottles
Because if you're here, then we must drink
If I don't scream, then I must sing
So let's share this dance, take my hand
Though the drink was alright, the chaser was trash

A rose quartz blush cascaded across her face
She said you look so tired, have you ate?
Put a smile on as she went away
Did the mile run just to get her safe
Life's a fantasy and it's hard for me to swallow,
If you're the bottle then I'm in the boat
Where I go you follow, if I start falling it's harder to catch you
Darling I'm sorry
Know if you walk around at that party you'll see the fight that I'm starting
I'm sorry, probably
The DJ put on Hannah and Miley, then our hip started locking
Now I'm the only one smoking
Now everyone is watching (Yeah, fuck)

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, got to get back to McGhee
I have not caught up with sleep
I've been too scared of my dreams
I left myself in the street
Once I slowed down the weed, the resolution had increased
I had to let go and release
The answers found me I believe

It's only been about four months since I've left Sleepy Hollow
Made sure to return the hearts I borrowed
And pay the tab for all the bottles
Because if you're here, then we must drink
If I don't scream, then I must sing
So let's share this dance, take my hand
Though the drink was alright, the chaser was trash

From a hallowed mind came a husk of a man
Started out just fine, every card in his hand
By the final draw he was out of his head
So he'll drink all night just trying to forget

HOLLOW (prod. fvckmcghee)

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