Copy of unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

https://soundcloud.com/rivilin
https://soundcloud.com/prod5head

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/DGNFZz0PoHc

Lyrics

I been sitting in the same damn room
For the last 3 days
This gun be my tomb

New year with the same damn booze
And the same bad news
Rip MF DOOM

I create to survive
Don't you fucking talk

Down on me boy
Bitch you ain't know what I've lost

Ex bitch with the notes gun kill herself
Blame it all on me, like its my fault, I cannot help

If I leave you gun die, hold it over me
Chain me up, like a mutt, ima dirty beast

If I leave and you die can I live with these
Thoughts in my head telling me pull it to the beat

Your abusive
You manipulate
All these thoughts in my brain got me in a craze

I'm the object
That you want to stay
Tryna leave but your gripping me to fucking stay

Cus I don't fucking get, don't fucking get it
What did you mean what a minute no fuck it forget it
I deserve better then this, your taking the piss
Another bottle down is this bliss, you think ill be missed, I know I wont

Waking on the edge of fucking suicide
Teetering from left to right you know its fucking do or die
All we got's this music shit man we lie and say were fine
Popping pills just to feel something more then this emptiness inside

How the fuck
Do I stop all these memories
Flooding into me, like a gutter I got rotten leaves

I be seeing every frame in the kitchen sink
Ghosts in my past man I miss my brother Davey G

This some real shit so fuck all you fake bots
I got loved ones in coffins it ain't stop
I got exes that crazy we aint talk
I got problems and they wanna out ya

Ima break it
I can't take it
All these thoughts in my head cuz you crazy

You be gripping me babe
So watch as I take
Off cuz your hate aint got no fuckin weight

SLOTHBOI ain't giving you love
When you only get happy when I be fucked up
I'll see your face in the dust
Cuz I'm moving on from your grip issa bust

Put a knife in my mouth lacerate all round
Until my tongues on the floor, 404 I'm not found
Cus I all I see is your fucking freckles and perfect smile
But every time I look into your eyes you kill me just a little bit inside

So you break the fucking bottle over my head tell my friends I'm better off dead
Yeah I know they're fucking with you more then me
So I cut off everyone stay inside my fucking room
Got the slothboi by my back, don't fuck with you that's a fact

Chains

⸸ spotify / apple ⸸

Chains w/ Rivilin (5head)

Check Out Shiki XO:

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/shikixo
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0QDCjKEJLERqsoqUZmyjd2
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/artist/shiki-xo/1449356572
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCS9B4Tdq6KJiGUVb7q8xBXA
Twitter: https://twitter.com/REALSHIKIXO
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/shikixo/
Traktrain: https://traktrain.com/shikixo

Check Out The Producer:
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/luka-faletar
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@prod.soulburn4403
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/lukafaletar

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
-----------------------------------------
(Robstar)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Yeah
Tell me something that's actually gonna fucking surprise me
I've been running donuts in my brain I think I might be
Crazy, a little is making me who I am but maybe
Too much is seeping into my plans
Frying all the neurons in my brain like lightning
I'm still tryna understand what the fuck I have
Save me, I took a leap of faith into quicksand
Sunk into the pit and so I never looked back

(Shiki XO)
You give just enough that I don't leave
I'm up all night staring at my screen
I take two pills to fall asleep
But I'll be fine in the morning
I leave your house at six AM
And I don't need another friend
But it's your voice inside my head
That's telling me this horror story

(Robstar & Shiki XO)
I got a voice inside my head
Saying I can go to sleep
Pouring a forty in my bloodstream
But the joke was still on me
'Cause I never tried to learn
You can hear it when I speak
And my skin gets on my nerves
So I shred it 'till I bleed

Shredding ft. Shiki XO

Shredding Ft. Shiki XO [Prod. Soulburn x Dreamr]

written/performed/produced by sepha.
________
Soundcloud - www.soundcloud.com/sepha-joey​
Spotify - open.spotify.com/artist/094ug46k2…2_fQ&dl_branch=1
AppleMusic/iTunes - music.apple.com/us/artist/sepha/1243252989
_________
lyrics -

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together 
On

i wanna spend the end of my days in a 
'Leaving Las Vegas' style haze as I
Burn my possessions and i tap that - 
Romance that needed no 'chit-chat'

We can turn under smoke
of the lights as we're broke
and i'll bin all my clothes
and my jewellery - pawn broked

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together
On

Everything now feels like it's gonna kill us
So fuck it we'll just deal in realness
Like the way your skin feels in this stillness
as we let the sunset breeze distill us

I get a body transfer in dreaming
When i'm only putting myself in feeling
Now the lights are hitting her in all the right places 
But she's unaware of the beauty in her paces

and you'll dance for me
and i'll clown around
i'll clown around this shitty place with you
this shitty place with you

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

lets - blow out
lets spin
go round
in these dirty streets

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

i'll take you as you are
i'll never let your bad side
make me judge or push you far
away - we can be toxic together

together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong 
together on
together wrong
together on
together wrong
together on

TOXIC TOGETHER

ON ALL PLATFORMS 
(prod. dercept and malloy)

Lyrics:

Take a look inside we are not the same
If I hold my tongue I'll go insane
Man I pray to God that I find my way,
Find my way yeah I'll find my
Look into the past it's been killing me
All the time but I cannot forget
Your face that night before you left
Me broken... I'm broken

Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Yeah it's killing me in silence
I could speak up but I'd rather stay quiet
Why is, everything a problem with me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be
Cause its killing me in silence
Yeah it's killing me in silence
Yeah you're killing me in silence
Said you're killing me in silence
Never thought that I would make it this far
All my bones got crushed from the weight of the scars
I kept my promise but you had to move on 
Good God, good God what have I become
Cause it's killing me in silence
I could bounce back, tell my past to keep quiet
Why is everybody staring at me?
I just want to go home baby leave me be

killing me in silence

killing me in silence (prod. dercept x malloy)

https://soundcloud.com/nicolassales

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

They always hating I don’t listen to that nonsense
You’re looking at the world through the wrong lens
Surrounded by some people they some fake friends
You’re worth so much more 
Life is priceless

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand,
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

Never hit send
When does this end
Love from every angle got me bending like a square

Overflow the pot
Let it spill away
Inspire with the thought
I radiate the way
Treat it like a game
I level with the pain
I let the mana drain
Arcane up in my veins

Cast a spell
Unlocking all the fucking chains
Hundred fold
But I'm pushing through decay
Swimming up a hill
Fighting with the waves
Crashing down
I create away the day

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday
Create away the day
Thriving from the pain
Living in the grey
Evolving everyday

Still waiting for the day when it makes sense
Been having visions of the world where it all ends
Tried to make it known, 
tried to tell my friends
Where to go when you die
well that depends

I’m in the deep end
Tryna make amends
Tired of the trends
I’m underwater 
And I’m coming up 
I got the bends
They can’t understand
Wrote a whole paragraph
Never hit send

The Bends

⸸ MUSIC VIDEO ⸸

$LOTHBOI x Nicolas Sales - The Bends

rain (construct)

rain (construct) (prod. UNREMORSE)

Replay

HATEME

[Hook]

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know


[Part]

cuz all these people hate me
wanna see me fall
wanna see me fail
want me on my own
wanna make me think
that i’m all alone

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
smiling in my face
but talking shit when they at home
all these people hate me
hate me to the bone
ask me for a feature
and my answer will be no


[Hook]

cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

all these people hate me
that is all i know
told me that they hate me
told me that i’m low
told me on the daily
told me to go home
cuz all these people hate me
that is all i know

HATE ME (prod. EXORCIST ⛧)

love is conditional when its from you

featuring @heartbreakp
produced by lil chick

[lyrics]
Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You playing the victim because you have to
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms 
But you know me better
I know that nothings forever 
These days I’m stuck in my head like I been changing the weather
See emotions cut off and severed
I don’t wanna change for whoever
Bring it back I need to recenter
Sometimes I won’t lie

I’m sick of fighting so I quit 
I took the drugs I gave you back so I can trip
Pain inside I smile I can’t let you know I slipped
I can’t give the satisfaction poison dripping from my lips 
Conversation left me damaged after all the trust I give 
Maybe it’s been a while 
I’m good with my only child 
My son here my love i’m happy watching him he runs around 
Learn to keep the family close, not my family you bugging out 
You became my only home, can’t be here if you not around


Love is conditional when it’s from you 
I must have missed it you saying you changed 
You play the victim because you have to 
Only point of view you wanna bring is true pain 
That’s a damn shame 
I thought you would help 
Turns out I was wrong and so I left you to yourself 
When the plans changed 
You put me through hell 
Now I can take the blame cause you can’t put it on yourself

Said Hate is conditional when it’s been Been deserved And love turns to fiction when every bridge gets burned 
Pain is medicinal every scar I’ve earned 
I’ll be the criminal if it’s on my terms

unconditional

stream

unconditional (ft. heartbreakP)

LYRICS:

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m lying down with everything I hold inside
Who am I, if I told you I was good you know I lied
I fuckin hate it here, why’s it always like this
These drugs make me feel like a whole different person, I’m worthless
I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay
I’m back on a roll
Back on the same thing
What would you do if my name changed
How would you feel if I died here
Baby I promise I’m okay

I’m fuckin locked down my heart hurts but I could never die
You were all that I had I pray to god I wonder why
If I could take back one instance I know what I would do
It’d be the last time you saw me you broke my heart in two

locked down

locked down (prod. sorrow bringer)

SHINE V2

Chando-Anti

SHOOTER'S OLD TAPES QUE DERAM ERRO DE UPLOAD

My Day.wav

Cheers to my mans 
https://soundcloud.com/sepha-joey

Lyrics:

Rivilin
--
there’s something creeping down my bones
I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home
I don’t wanna know where you are
your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m alone

I know I’m something that you discard
just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end
my skins peeling off my fingertips
I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
 
twinkle little star
how could I ever reach this far
wont you cut me up
break me down and say I’m all yours

manic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane
these walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end
at me and I think it’s all pretend but deep down they know there alive inside me
breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hate

I can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not
I’m breaking down on the daily, shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost
its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway, just a fucked up in high school
lost where I wanted to be, lost what I wanted to see cause of you

family petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate
cause they don’t wanna see me anymore they can’t deal with this manic state
waking up in my bed alone, waking up all again its shown
that I have no faith in you, I don’t have faith in my own soul

where I do go in this journey, where do I turn when the path just always ends
with you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend
all these scars there shown deep down in my skin
I feel like, I’ve lost again

SEPHA.
--

Another 9 to the 5 
Another break to the bottle 
Break my pride and throttled
From the dust
Of the drab 

I’m Living for someone else
Im living someone else’s struggle 
Head gains weight and strains 
I’ll take a flight 
From my brain
Medicate - Play ur game

Well
Talk buys time in murder
Escape u then I’ll serve ya
Night sky beats like a war drum
It beats my ears 
In demon hums 
It treats my deer
To forest scum 
Consumed by willing forces
Participate In Clauses 

alarm beats 20 times
Out of speak out of rhyme 
Wake up 
Get to fuck
Another day 
Another grind X2
Fuck.

Bad taste (Ft. SEPHA.)

I can feel your pulse thumping in the walls
I can hear the silent echo from across the hall
It's in the air and I can feel my body rise and fall
Chills down my spine, poltergeist in my visual

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when i think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, ain't had rest in a week or two
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with the spirit living in my room

Your eyes imprinted, metaphysics stuck inside my head
Impulse, admission, ammunition aimed right at my chest
Your disposition fought the prison you were taught was blessed
You sold your wings to please the beast, your head laid on my bed

You said it's what you wanted
But now it's like I'm haunted 

And now I feel you every time I turn my head
I toss and turn all night, I'm broke inside this empty bed
My dreams of blue, they fade in hue, turn into ruby red
Your apparition in my vision haunts me till I'm dead

Ghost in the sheets, get no sleep when I think of you
I'm not at peace, let me be or let me be with you
I need some closure, can you call me for at least a few
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room

Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
I'm sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
Sleepwalking with your spirit living in my room
With your spirit living in my room

mixed & mastered by @nicolassales

.you still haunt me.

AMV on Idleglance

sleepwalking (prod. thislandis)

• Produced by APT. 102 - @apt-102
• Mixed by me
• Mastered by Sebastian Metzner
• Cover art design by me, photo by William Tran

• lyrics:

with the microphone as my medicine, 
all this sad shit as my epithet 
in a big room with the elephant, 
is my flow still fuckin’ relevant?

..

i’ll still do it for the hell of it, 
yeah, 
newsflash I’m still gettin it,
it’s a tuesday, I’m still gettin lit,
grip that paper like a paperclip...

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
got too much on my mind, i’m hittin' licks,
got too much goin on to give a fuck about a bitch, yeah...

real quick, that’s a lesson, 
you take that L,
it’s a blessing, 
you won’t learn shit with that flexing,
you won’t earn shit till you messin’ up, 
bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts
then i get buck,
don’t give a fuck

(bounce back, 
smoke that ounce up, 
every time you pick that pen up, 
get dark thoughts,
then i...)

i can’t buy more time,
i bite my tongue and wait...
i can’t make make you mine 
until you think you hate me...

imma shine but not before you break me...
that’s what I said back then, 
won’t you call me back?

i might come by for a while before i dip, yeah
but If it ain’t bout a check i’ll call it quits, yeah
girl i got you on my mind, so i get lit, yeah
you’ll be the last thing i see before i slip...

x

epithet (prod. APT. 102)

地獄楽.  ♱̶̢̢̡̧͕͖̬͍͉͓͙̣̹͎̳͖͍͉͙͉͚̻̦̭̜̪̫̙̘͇̠̳̪͓̭̣̫̦͈̠͚̳͍̻̩̼̤̯̲̤͉͜͜ͅ   ♱̴̧̨͓̗͍͔̦̤̳͎͇͉̼̥̯̜̼̦̞        ♱̶̢̢̡̧͕͖̬͍͉͓͙̣̹͎̳͖͍͉͙͉͚̻̦̭̜̪̫̙̘͇̠̳̪͓̭̣̫̦͈̠͚̳͍̻̩̼̤̯̲̤͉͜͜ͅ    ☥̵̡̢̡̦̼̭̙͔̬͓̤̩̠̲͉͉͕͈̯̹͓̱̦̼̞̬̳̞̙̟͇͈ͅ
...     ♱̴̧̨͓̗͍͔̦̤̳͎͇͉̼̥̯̜̼̦̞ ♱̶̢̢̡̧͕͖̬͍͉͓͙̣̹͎̳͖͍͉͙͉͚̻̦̭̜̪̫̙̘͇̠̳̪͓̭̣̫̦͈̠͚̳͍̻̩̼̤̯̲̤͉͜͜ͅ

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