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Holes

Holes - Crooked Scene

A gentle but heavy vibe — the kind of beat that says everything without saying much.


emotional trap beat
melodic hip hop instrumental
introspective music
storytelling beat
vulnerable hip hop
smooth trap instrumental
late night vibes
heartfelt beat
underground hip hop
emotional instrumental
producer music

More Than You Know (Don't Kill the Dreamer Beat Tape; Beat 10)

new track trying out some alternative music

Writings On The Wall

A story-driven track that begins with a quiet “memory of peace,” then gets torn apart by a reality that’s been stolen away.
Each time she wakes, a dove holds something in its beak—an image that should mean peace, yet the vagueness turns ominous. Language fractures into symptoms: “unease / fear / rage / madness,” “suffocation / nausea / gloom / despair.”

And still she insists: she’s committed no crime—she’s only ever wished for peace.
Then comes a ruthless voice that demands she cut off emotion and deal with what’s happening right now.
“Even so, I can only keep dancing—until my life runs out.” Here, “dance” isn’t freedom; it’s duty, survival, and a final proof of self.
Even if everything is trampled, memory won’t be taken. This is the story of reclaiming that lost memory.

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【Techno Hard Rock】Memories of a girl – Rahab Punkaholic Girls

Stay Close (In the Dark) was written for those moments when your mind won’t quiet down and the night feels louder than your own heartbeat.  
It’s about holding on—without pretending everything is fine. About choosing love in real time, not “tomorrow,” not “when life gets easier.”  
This track is my reminder that even in the darkest hours, we can stay human, stay soft, and stay close.

If it hits you, tell me in the comments: What did you feel first—the hook or the message?

Credits  
Vocals & Lyrics: Kitka  
Production: Kitka  

Copyright / Rights  
© 2025 Kitka. All rights reserved.  
Unauthorized use, reproduction, re-upload, distribution, or monetization of this recording and/or composition is prohibited without written permission.  
Licensing / Permissions: DM via SoundCloud.

Stay Close (In the Dark)

"It’s Finished" started as a contemporary pop song and found its final form in this smooth jazz arrangement.

Stripped of urgency and re-framed through harmony, space, and restraint, the piece explores emotional closure without words forcing the moment.

This version is not about performance, but about atmosphere — a song allowed to breathe, linger, and resolve itself quietly.

Here are the lyrics:

[Verse 1]
You walked in late
Hair up
Lip gloss
Laughing with your girls like I’m old news
You said “we’re done” like you meant it
But your hand still shook when I looked at you

[Pre-Chorus]
All your friends say “leave him”
But your eyes say “say it again”
You keep drawing sharp little lines
And I keep stepping over them

[Chorus]
It’s finished
That’s what you tell your friends at brunch
Like you mean it
But we both know every time that our phones light up
You’re right back here
You still can’t quit this
You say “it’s finished”
But you still wear my hoodie to sleep
Admit it
Every time you try to turn the page on us
We write the same old ending
“It’s finished” (hey)
You never finish

[Verse 2]
You post that pic
New dress
New caption
“Happy on my own” with a plastic heart
But you play our song in the backseat
Skip to our part
Yeah
You know that part

[Pre-Chorus]
You keep saying “I’m over it”
While you save my face in your phone
Under some fake new name
But your thumb knows the way home

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
You slam the door
Then you lean on it
Say you’re sure
Then you’re not so sure
You cross my name out in your diary
Then write it bigger than before
[low vocal register] Be honest
Babe
You love this
The almost
The maybe
The near-miss
You kiss me once
Then you whisper

[Chorus]

It's Finished

Produced By: 11:01 x TommyEast

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Lie To Me

Our cover of a Jace Everett song, made famous by the HBO television series "True Blood", from way back in 2005. If you don't like it, we're gonna do real bad things to you.

Bad Things

New Songs about love and life from Sunny Smith, written and produced by D. Diggla

Missdependable

Verse 1
I met you in the static of a broken night
Neon veins and cigarettes, you felt like light
I was empty, I was shaking, I was thin
You smiled once and let the poison in
Your laugh hit harder than a loaded gun
Every touch said stay, every look said run
Now I trace your shadow on my bedroom wall
Praying to your ghost every time I fall
Pre-Chorus
I don’t follow your footsteps down the street
But you live in my head where I never sleep
I’m addicted to the way you ruin me
A beautiful disease I can’t beat
Chorus
You’re my chemical halo, my sweetest sin
I don’t know where you end and I begin
I’d crawl through fire just to feel you breathe
I don’t want a cure, I just want you to need me
You’re the needle in my veins, the holy lie
I’m sober only when you’re in my sight
If loving you is losing control
Then bury me deep in your chemical hold
Verse 2
Every song on the radio screams your name
Every mirror shows a man I barely claim
I say I’m fine but my hands still shake
Every promise I make, I break
I don’t own you, I know that’s true
But my heart doesn’t listen, it’s chained to you
I watch the clock like it owes me time
Counting seconds till you cross my mind
Pre-Chorus
I’m not proud of the things I feel inside
This hunger, this need I can’t outride
I’d tear my own soul just to be enough
Yeah, love like this is rough
Chorus
You’re my chemical halo, my sweetest sin
I don’t know where you end and I begin
I’d crawl through fire just to feel you breathe
I don’t want a cure, I just want you to need me
You’re the needle in my veins, the holy lie
I’m sober only when you’re in my sight
If loving you is losing control
Then bury me deep in your chemical hold
Verse 3
I hate the man I become when you’re gone
Talking to the dark till the night feels long
I rewrite memories just to survive
Like you still choose me every time
I know obsession ain’t romance or truth
But my broken heart never got the proof
I’m screaming love through a cracked-out soul
Trying to fill a bottomless hole
Bridge
If I let you go, I don’t know who I am
If I hold on, I’m drowning again
So I bleed these words into the sound
Hoping music keeps me off the ground
Verse 4
If you ever hear this, know I tried
To turn this fire into something right
I don’t want to cage you, don’t want to chase
I just don’t know how to replace
What you gave me when I was dead inside
What you took without even trying
I’ll fight this monster wearing your face
But damn… I still love the taste
Final Chorus (bigger, louder)
You’re my chemical halo, my sweetest sin
I don’t know where you end and I begin
I’d crawl through fire just to feel you breathe
I don’t want a cure, I just want peace
You’re the needle in my veins, the holy lie
I’m learning how to live when you’re not mine
If loving you means letting control go
Then save me from my chemical halo

Chemical

✨ My Name Is Kitka — a singer-songwriter moving between Germany, Thailand, and the quiet shores of Lake Constance 🌊
I grew up between two worlds 🌍🌍, and maybe that’s why my music sounds the way it does —
a mix of tenderness and fire 🔥🤍, silence and storms 🌫️🌩️, softness and strength 🌙💪

🎶 For me, music is not a hobby.
It’s my diary 📖, my memory 🕯️, my language when words fail 🫶
Every song I release is a page torn straight from my heart ❤️‍🩹 —
unpolished, emotional, honest… sometimes a little broken, sometimes full of hope 🌟

🌌 I write about:
• the nights that shaped me 🌙
• the people who touched me 🤝
• the places that healed me 🌿
• the battles I fought quietly when nobody was listening 🥀

🖤 I am not here to be perfect.
✅ I am here to be real.

🎹 When you hear my voice, you’re hearing the girl who
sat at a piano in a tiny room,
whispering lyrics to herself because they hurt too much to say out loud 😶‍🌫️💔
🌆 You’re hearing the woman who stood under neon lights in Pattaya,
singing her truth even when nobody understood her words 🌃🎤
❄️ You’re hearing someone who carries too much emotion in a world that often feels too cold.

💡 I believe music can save people —
because it saved me 🫀

🤍 If you stay with me on this journey,
you won’t get masks or polished facades 🎭🚫
You’ll get the truth:
🌫️ the fragile moments
🏆 the quiet victories
💔 the heartbreaks I survived
🕯️ and the light I found in the middle of the dark

🫶 I make music for anyone who ever felt:
• misunderstood 🫥
• too sensitive 🥺
• too emotional 🌊
• too “different” 🌙
For anyone who feels everything a little too deeply…
For anyone who needs a place to breathe 🌬️🤍

✨ If my songs reach you, even for a moment,
then every word was worth it.

With love, always —
Kitka 💛

💫 Why I’m here
I believe that words and melodies can connect people 🌍🎶
If you recognize yourself in my lyrics, or if a song holds you through a difficult moment, then my music has fulfilled its purpose 🤍

✨ Accessibility note (BFSG)
These works are personal thoughts and artistic expressions. I strive to keep my content accessible; if some parts are not fully barrier-free, I ask for your understanding 🙏
Any income from streams or support goes purely into the art itself 🎧💛

Stay Close (In the Dark)

KITKA

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