this life is only filled with deceit
its like we are all destined in defeat
everyone has had me beaten
look inside me youll see lesion

we can never fix this

we will never be the same
well never find a way
to bring it all back
bring it bring it bring it all back

i feel so numb i must be deceased
theres no use fighting im defeated
no one hears me  when im screaming
disorienting like no meaning

we can never fix this

we will never be the same
well never find a way
to bring it all back
bring it bring it bring it all back

if only i can turn it all around
but im too buried to the ground

we will never be the same
well never find a way
to bring it all back
bring it bring it bring it all back

2021

We will never be the same

he said id regret it if he died
now i regret not listening to what he said
i wasnt by his side when he died
i wish that it was me and not my dad

now i live the rest of my life 
in constant pain and decline
now i live the rest of this life
hoping to be by his side 

he said that i should do the best for my child
society declines me i have tried
since you have left me ive become so blind
i might be living but im dead inside

now i live the rest of my life 
in constant pain and decline
now i live the rest of this life
hoping to be by his side

Efren Part II (Regret)

you dont need to try
youre already shining bright
youre already got mind -- thinking of you
dont realise
how beautiful you look in my eyes
i cannot let the day pass with you without my sight

i cant believe
that someone like you
exists
someone like you
who
 
makes me fall all over and over
fall all over again
and stop when you are around
your face your smile
i cant get enough of it

your eyes yours lips
so perfect then
the sound you make
is heaven sent
i cannot keep up with you
better i hide it all inside

inside you will find
emotions i have kept inside
i will not show this to you
better focus on the next line

i cant believe
that someone like you
exists
someone like you
who

makes me fall all over and over
fall all over again
and stop when you are around
your face your smile
i cant get enough of it

Face

the world revolves around whos on top
the latest craze, the latest fad
what ever sells what ever profits them
this is what the corporation's doing to your mind

look at them follow around whos on top
theyll blindly follow it on the dot
whatever's in whatever's popular
this is what the corporation's doing to your mind
this is what the corporation's doing to your mind


does 83% of the world have obssesive compulsive behavior
does 83% of the world have no identity of their own

ive been looking at things the wrong way
ive been looking at things the wrong way


you want to be hip you want to be cool
but all you are is one of the fools
who follows in whatever's in the mood
this is what the corporation's doing to your mind
this is what the corporation's doing to your mind


does 83% of the world have obssesive compulsive behavior
does 83% of the world have no identity of their own

ive been looking at things the wrong way
ive been looking at things the wrong way

Fad (I've been looking at things the wrong way)

I Thought Blood Is Much Thicker Than Water

What Was Keeping Me Sane Were The Hate Songs That I Make

why should i give a damn about you

you didn't give a damn about me


all of these are fake

some pre configured beat
  

all of these are fake

like how you are smiling


everything you're supposed to be

is nothing  but some scheme

and here comes the part

you jump on some lame sound



why should i give a damn about you

you didnt give a damn about me


do you understand

how stupid you look wow

do you understand
 
how easy this to make

even a 3 year old can do

a shitty loop unlike you

the only thing you're good

is jump on some lame sound

Christian Paul Ramos

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