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out everywhere woo

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i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

hvk.

jaded

if you ever feel like you are not enough
dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

flawed mangoes - riff 2

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i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

tryin' my best
but im down on my own
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
crying alone cause i know its my fault
please dont let go
dont go

i've been trying hard to move on
always got a point to prove on
what happens if i say how i feel?
push me to the side
"its not real"

all that i said was a joke
cant get the words out
ill choke
why would you assume that?

i grew up
you knew that

i wish you’d tell me that its over
i’d run right back and win her over
i hate you but dont hate yourself
i’d help you but cant help myself

you keep talking to your friends
'bout the person that i am
or the person that i was
those years ago

think that love is just a scam
wish i was another man
and build my name up off the ground
like heroes oh

look at you
look at you
look at you now
now
those scars on your hands
meant i let you down

look at you
look at you
look at you
and it all comes back here

(faces in 2D)
tryin' my best
but im down on my own
(and our plastic screens)
closing my door
'cause you'll never come home
(and inverted dreams)
crying alone cause i know its my fault
i grew up you knew that

heroes

i know everybody and nobody at the same time

handful

entry four

inspired by mirrored mind (2005) and the mental journey to figuring out personal identity

lyrics:

and ive been trying so hard
not to speak to myself
i wonder if ill grow up
those cuts speak for themselves

and i grew complacent
between the ages
wanted to grow up
why did you change

and i've been trying so hard
so what
so what

(少し疲れました。休憩が必要だと思います。)

those times i wish i fell asleep
in your arms
why do you feel so out of reach
im so alone

all those attempts shouldnt have failed
i sometimes scream
i pray for help
god just take me home

(およそ一ヶ月ほどの間。)

and ive been trying so hard 
not to speak to myself
i wonder if i'll grow up
those cuts speak for themselves

and i grew complacent
between the ages
wanted to grow up
why did you change

and i've been trying so hard
so hard
so what

if you ever feel as if you are alone, talk to someone. please dial these numbers:

dial 988 (USA)
dial 116 123 (UK)

carlisle

stupid cover, skip ahead a bit for the song

the cake is a lie cover (SKIP 15 SECS)

sooveryou w/ jades (prod. vinogradov)

seasons

produced by @typhoondll @yvngwxvy

let me know if im doing good

love longer

sample: garden kisses - giveon
prod me

(done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-)

you ain't communicating
running out of patience
i been tired of waiting
just to see something not

go my way
i been trying my best to
slow my pace
i ain't got no rest still
i been wake
since you started talking shit i swear that i've been

(done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-)

running round for
way too long
you been on the chase
but for now you gone
voices in my head been sticking to me like a thorn
i had no reaction to that shit because i'm torn

cuz
i been losing patience
sick and tired of the same shit
spent all my time faking
go back to the way it is

you ain't communicating
running out of patience
i been tired of waiting
just to see something not

go my way
i been trying my best to
slow my pace
i ain't got no rest still
i been wake
since you started talking shit i swear that i've been

(done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-
done, done, done, done, d- d-)

seasons

hovik

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