M A N I C 🤗

Sasa Stubbs - Weak

kiLLa Laharl - All Blind

A small collection of songs that I hope you can relate to.

In The Past (ft. Coolboifresh)

ft. @herexboy
lyrics:
(razegod)
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
I didn't even know
I didn't even know that I had to give it all to you
(her ex)
first off -
my ex hate me, so what?
i know she go get cuffed
imma love her till dust
thats on my momma, thats on my poppa,
thats on everything that i love
i would of got her name inked on my face
show the whole world i mean what i say
then i got a friend who hate me, what?
he don't even wanna hear me talk
part of me think he want me dead
part of me thought i want me dead
want me to get on my knees?
you ain't no God to me
you is just human and flesh
u be like the rest, like period sex
(razegod)
Don't say I didn't try, God damn it!
Don't say, don't say, no
I won't lay down if you demand me!
I won't lay down, lay down...
i have nothing left, except this emptiness
i must accept, that i am just like this...
(her ex)
on top of this, i hate myself
i used to be my own friend
now when i look in the mirror
i see all the holes mistakes caused inside of my skin
regret calling me and hang up it always calls me back
why can't i relive the happiness that i once had?
when i was a kid...
now all my friends, they movin on, they havin kids...
im stuck at home, chasing my dreams, feeling like this...
feeling like this, feeling like this
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
i don't wanna go to sleep, especially when no ones holding me...
friends become my enemies
and i trying to love
my enemies...

Don't Say Enemy (ft. Her Ex) [Prod. Tundra Beats]

Burgos- Razegod - Blurry - Kissvk.com

Cashing Out For Covens - 
want my heart? u gonna run or something?
tippen and toen up in the dark u ain’t pursuing loven 
drug uh cold hearted bitch out uh pit of nothing 
sippen the potion with all the witches of the local coven

in the mist kissin knives in dark house, fuck it
trippen on my life, might i drug it 
sniffin up my fumes, while i wasn’t 
sicken by my tomb, but i dug it

i been pissin out blunt smoke, and dancin at night 
give less of uh fuck bout u pussies alright
i fuck drunk just for uh new piece of mind
this air gets cold when u breathin what am i 

what am i, caught up in time, fuckas like me gonna burn 
in sharpened place where all u other fuckas turn
pessimism pricks they make us with uh heart of worth 
just to be aware of how much all the endings hurt

put the blade through my mothafuckin heart hoe
maybe i’ll go in shade despite bein ,one of the lost souls
holdin myself with cane, i ain’t talkin bout the walk tho 
puffin up in the rain pressure gonna leave u lost hoe, lost hoe

sippen all the rosea but head heavy from all my stash
skippen across the bridge that be turnin these fuckas ash
huffin on hotter fumes then the dragon us druggys clash
fucken around in depths that go deeper then all the cash 

want my heart? u gonna run or something?
tippen and toen up in the dark u ain’t pursuing loven 
drug uh cold hearted bitch out uh pit of nothing 
sippen the potion with all the witches of the local coven

in the mist kissin knives in dark house, fuck it
trippen on my life, might i drug it 
sniffin up my fumes, while i wasn’t 
sicken by my tomb, but i dug it
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what am i, caught up in time, fuckas like me gonna burn 
in sharpened place where all u other fuckas turn
pessimism pricks they make us with uh heart of worth 
just to be aware of how much all the endings hurt

put the blade through my mothafuckin heart hoe
maybe i’ll go in shade despite bein ,one of the lost souls
holdin myself with cane, i ain’t talkin bout the walk tho 
puffin up in the rain pressure gonna leave u lost hoe, lost hoe

Cashing Out For Covens

Cashing Out For Covens - (prod.by zzzxrian x Chok0ne

Follow $lothboi: @slothboipapi
Follow Rivilin: @rivilin
Prod. Grayskies

Watch on YouTube: https://youtu.be/xrW21bT-yUA

Lyrics:

Shine
Darkness
There’s people inside
Mind broke
These voices they lie
Telling me
I already d!ed
Liars
I feel so alive
Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

I see your body dance up in the sky
So lifeless but you give a smile
And you say
It's ok
It's not like our life
Really mattered here anyway

40 stuck between
In the back seat
Dumb geeked
They capping ain’t the same
I'm a fact sheet
Trust me
Wide up and awake
Love a night shift
Create this
And lately I been dreaming wide awake
Imma make it

Liar liar
The pants on fire
Higher higher
My mind in the fryer
Live and d!e here
Filthy s*x and desire
Loopty doopty
I’m spun like a dryer
Oh no yeah I’m spun out
Aye
High dose till the sun out
Yeah
Walls talk in the fun house
Yeah
Shadow people won’t get out
F*ck

Yeah deceiver
Dissembler
Has the noose become too tight
Are you hanging from the doorway
Are you screaming to the night
Just a cheater
A gambler am I fishing for a life
Am I searching for the truth
Tell me how to outrun a lie

You put the knife in my mouth
And you shake it all around
Can you tell me what's real
As I spit blood on the ground
Just a creature
Remember the facts that come in dreams
Am I fumbling for another pill
I swore that I'd get clean

So the sandman will sing
Feelin' stress issa mess drowning neck deep
Take my hand and search with me
Hearing shrieks in the walls calling me sweet
I wake up see him in my screen
Shadowed eyes in the back, help I can’t sleep
The shadow people wont let me leave
All the same need a change looping last week
Looping last week
Filthy in the back geeked
Shadows on the wall
I’m feeling like they trynna grab me
Cult up in the cut deep
Roots in different countries
How the f*ck we get here from the bottom
Now we up sheesh

SHADOW PEOPLE

$LOTHBOI x RIVILIN - SHADOW PEOPLE

Prod. Sixthells

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

I swear to god I can’t relate to what they say or what they do
Pockets full of fucking money when I walk inside the room
They just tell me
why you scared hoe
What you got to lose
Keep on pushing ‘til you dead cold
Don’t act a fucking fool

I swear the nights are getting cold
Feel the ice touch on my soul
I been frozen for some weeks
I can’t move I can’t sleep
Stop the time
Let’s rewind
I been feening for a while
Can we just go back and die

I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away
I don’t know why you waiting
I don’t know why you waited away

Snow Crows

snow crows

[lyrics]

when your skins on way too hard
and you feel yourself falling apart
better bet that you're gonna get it right
or you're gonna bet something for your life
is this gas just way too strong
i'll be high till the day that I'm gone

[drop]

up all night yeah but I ain't doin coke (the drink ofc)
when you're up they stop calling you a joke (who woulda thought)
puffing clouds all my problems up in smoke (ain't talkin elf bars)
but the only thing I'm scared of is going broke (boo scary)
so the only way I cope is blowing o's (so sick)
so I'll pour another cup and drown my woes (alcoholic)
and I'll be getting to the bread until I'm toast (play on words)
and she gone give me good head suck out my ghost (another play on words here)

Marla

GENESYS 001

TIRED TOO

Produced By. MoreCalcium
Artwork By. Sick Again
Engineered By. Baby Gos

Like to feel bad cause at least that’s something
I been doing good baby I ain’t been cutting
How the fuck you been?
We ain’t talked in months and
I just been missing you loving and laughing

Tell me how you’re feeling, I think you’re feeling the same way
told her i’m the villain but i’m finna make that all change
lately i feel withered ion wanna go the same pace
so how are you feeling cuz i gotta feel the same way

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Feel afixiated i can’t see straight
lost in medication feeling irate
take so many pills just to feel faith
thinking of my death, man it feels great

I lost sleep last night cause I can’t face the nightmares in my brain
As i lose my sanity I hope that you can find peace in my pain

Pick apart my brain
let me know if i’m insane
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die
Kill me, make me fly
Oh my god I wonder why
I can’t read between the lines
If I die, then I die

Music Video

WITHERED

PROD BY GREAFER
FEATURING CHROMEYY AND GUTS

IFITALLRUNSOUT

I was sposed to release dis a month ago but I forgor...
Mixed and mastered by @prod-itouse

YouTube visualizer link: https://youtu.be/sywNhcyYLn8

Lyrics:

{Intro}
days without you feel so long x3
so long, so cold

{CHORUS}
Days without you, noone beside you
Im in the bayou, in the marsh
Months go by see you in March

Amen where you at?
Amen's doin drugs in bed
Ive been slackin on my own 
Im sorry guys Ill get back on

{verse 1}
okay, 10 grams of weed to fall asleep
my lungs on full capacity
smoke green it helps me not to dream
but it still pops up memories
boxes of meds, poppin sum xans
I do it all cuz it help me forget
Rainy cloud on my head and its followin me
When Im high vision blurry its harder to see
bitch, no you cannot see me
Bitch Im a ghost, bitch Im a freak
Bitch I pull up everyone wanna leave
What?
Put everybody to sleep

{VERSE 2}
Takin a flight
I will choose when it is right to decide
a time and a date when I think Imma die
I think Ill pick tonite,,,
The quicker the better, Im always zonin
livin the moment
I miss my X, I miss my seretonin
The doctor said I cant keep up all this shit
If I do Imma die
Imma die wit my clique
Told em suck on my dick
no I wont listen, yes Im a prick
x2

{CHORUS} again

Days w/o You (prod. stillvanishing)

Nickeltrap

Title: Dead Boy Status
Produced by: Sace
Track: 1

Lyrics:

Verse:
dead mothafucka walking feeling like I never been free, I been searching for a somebody,
look down upon me, why you fuckin scared of me, bitch one day you finna see the le goldmane reality.
I was young when I found out who the fuck im finna be, fuck an empty glass, full cups of hennessy, 
in a gold case let these bitches bury me, 
young boy with a vison I been busy in my sleep

Break:
dirty bitch gimme that gimme gimme that heart attack they say that they got morals but bitch, they aint got like nothin left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

they gon start to believe in you when you come out the fuckin trash
they say that they got morals but bitch they aint got like nothin left, nothing left,
they ain't got like nothing left (×2)

The Legacy Of Le Goldmane

Dead Boy Status

Feed The Legacy

Dead Boy Status (Prod. Sace)

https://www.instagram.com/killalaharl/

Lyrics:

Blood raining down the doorway
Leave all your bones inside of an ashtray 
Hang your dead body up like a display 
Seven day binge we arrived at the fifth day 
Falling down the inferno of dante
Found yourself lying upside down the swamp bay
Surround you it’s a trap cannot escape 
My mind pale now but I’m only wide awake 
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Lied down step on another day
Kill off mind fading away
Lights off dirt on my shoelace
Wake up cuts all on my face
Die out blade fading away 
Wipe out existence erase
Dark out on the street hit it down low 
Shine in the dome missed calls on my phone 
Midnight club but it ain’t ride slow
Diamonds on me ice cold’s in my bone
Pull up wheels off flame light a smoke
Slingshot red blood splashed on the dope
Closed eyes shouted head getting blown
Crystal’s all in my veins let it flow

kiLLa Laharl - $wamp

prod. by @amertm and @deademane

Lyrics:

Said why u lie to me,
Your silhouette it seems to wonder 
places like it tryna bother me,
It always follow me,
When stormy weather comes around theres faces in the cloud u see,
Girl whatchu want from me,
Nah i aint fuckin u forever baby lookin like u lost at sea,
Cuz u are not for me,
Why the fuck when we together u be tryna get a rise outta me,
This time ima leave

Whats wrong again,
Usually i stay calm collected,
U a song thats stuck in my for too long its time i yell it out though all together,
And ur ex bf had told that he wana be just like me,
Then jealous got to his head tellin people that my music promoting on suicide like please,
Like bitch,
WHAT THE FUCK,
ARE U STUPID ARE U DUMB,
THIS THE KID THAT WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE THEN LIED TO THE COPS,
TALK UR SHIT IF U WANT,
SEE ME THEN U GETTIN DROPPED,
HOMIE GO AN ACT LIKE U WANT IT,
I PROMISE U AINT ABOUT,
I GOTTA SQUAD THEY RIDIN BESIDE ME,
HOMIE WHASSUP,
MUFUCKIN NONSENSE,
THE COMMON SENSE,
MISSIN FROM UR CONSCIOUS,
ITS POLITICS,
SPEAK ON SUICIDE KID I LOST SOME FRIENDS,
SO U AINT GOT THE RIGHT TO SPEAK ABOUT THE SHIT,
WHY U SIT IN JUDGEMENT OF ME FOR,
HOMIE I HOPE U SUCK DICK AND FUCKIN CHOKE,
EVERYBODY WANA GO AND BLAME ME FOR NOTHIN,
BUT FUCK IT CUZ I AINT BUDGING,
SO RUN IT UP IN THE PUBLIC,
IT AINT A PROBLEM AT ALL,
LIL BITCH

silhouette (prod. amertume & deademane)

Whata World's End (Prod. NXCTURNAL)

kiLLa Laharl - Berlin Silencer (ft. Sepha)

Lyrics: ///  
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain
Faded nights I can’t make out what you wanted to say
Let me in to the grave where my body will lay
Know I tried but I can’t just make it outta your way
All alone in my head who will blow out my brain

Devil come in a cape never sleep again 
When you come let it hurt why I bleed again 
Let me out falling down cut myself again 
See the ghost walk around hide my face in shades

I’m sleep walking pour myself another cup
Chasing down wolves fire around another gun
Lonely boy doing circles all around the sun
Burning plastic knowing that my mind is numb

Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite
Night lights I’m sleeping by a white line
Red tides by your shadow say it’s alright 
My mind like a feather in a cold night
Inside I’m dying let the dead bite

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