damn soundcloud don't deserve u. u EATING!

idk what it is but somethings clearly up with hini rn he is purging his entire sc rn and i wonder why

sad! (prod. proxen + nefa)

watching my own world fall down in front of me


lyrics and vox: me
prod: me

note: i made a thing
note 2: beat inspired by shrinemaiden - ugh

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why'd you talk to me
one wrong step, you don't wanna see
is it make believe?
i just want you to love me
oooooh
cause in this world of make believe
nooooo
my heart, my mind is crumbling

everything is crumbling
watching my own world fall down in front of me
under the magic tree
i can hear your voice calling me
oooooh
in gensokyo with the family @fabs4k :)
nooooo
there's nowhere else i want to be

High Vox:
turn it back, turn around
fall into my arms this time
take a leap of faith
and come with me and leave your world behind
take a repeat, take it slow
in this endless winter snow
everything will be alright
and the end will be real bright (x2)

Low Vox:
take it back, i <3 you
turn back time
cast our memories aside
hoping you will reappear
and one day we can reunite
but until then hope you know
i will love you to and through
after all it has been fine
but i still want to rewind (x2)

bring you back (remilia)

credits://
@antag01
@v2nthan
@produnreal

notes://
s/o @scrufff for the inspo!
this wasn't the version i wanted to upload but my pc hard reset :(

lyrics://
i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but i was never that guy
that stood by your side
i know u can light up the world with your eyes
girl i wish you were mine
i dont wanna die
sleeping on the streets late a night but im fine

but i know u hate me
ive given up lately
i dont wanna lose you we come too far
ive been missing you greatly
but your talking crazy
im wishing we could go back to the start
but then i took it too far
im hiding these scars
waiting for the day till i can days with the stars
man i wish you were mine
took me by surprise
love it when you laughin n look me in the eyes

@v2nthan
(yuh, woah, yeah)
i know this ain't easy for you
and u can tell me it's true but i won't fall 4 it 
always actin like it's my fault (what)
it's not my fault
and you can get away with it as long as i'm gone
over n over can't keep my composure
i'm falling apart you know that's what i told her
i know u hate me but i hate u more
n u shattered my heart like u causin a war

simultaneously ft venthan (unreal)

[Verse 1: valberrie]
Why you so pissed off?
Stop acting like your tough
And we know that you're broke and I'm up now
It's too late 'cause I don't really care about
Every single day, how you on dick now?
I don't care 'bout no labels
Bullet through your head, you're fucking mental
I don't owe you shit, you don't pay rental
I don't see you crying, I don't care at all

[Verse 2: stylas]
Gotta take him to the other side
You hating on me, bitch you won't survive
You step to me, I might just end your life
Seven shots go straight up to your body cannot compromise
Saying that you wishing me well, but I know you wouldn't want that
DM for a feature, but you do not get response back
"Stylas that's not fair"
When the fuck I ask for feedback?
Think you gotta re-track

[Verse 3: pika]
Yeah, countin' bands, countin' paper, why you talking on me?
One, two, three, getting stung way harder then a bee
Yeah, why you always on my mind, I don't care at all
I wanna talk, but I don't know if I should at all
I don't like nobody I'm never in VC's
I don't want no shawty, I don't care about them at all
I know I won't ever fall even if you want me to
I been stuck inside the blue
I don't care what you went through
Me and Val coming after y'all
In a hall that is where I saw you
I don't even love you, but your always on my mind
I don't care about no clones bro, you're running like a mime

[Bridge: stylas]
Enough, sitting on the side-lines calling your bluff
And now we're done
Can't believe how you played me front of everyone

[Verse 4: valberrie]
Flexing all your numbers in every single VC
Checking my top listener, it looks like you wanna be me
Every single time, you make me feel so shitty
I been grinding too hard, got my head feeling dizzy
Think I got attached so I don't ever show up
Promised you, I never would and now I wanna throw up
I been counting all your days
The shit you do is kinda lame
I can't even play pretend
No you are not my friend
'Cause we got you like it's tag
And I wish that you were dead
'Cause we got you like it's tag
And I wish that you were dead

[Outro: valberrie]
Why you so pissed off?
Stop acting like your tough
And we know that you're broke and I'm up now
It's too late 'cause I don't really care about
Every single day, how you on dick now?

rental!

valberrie - rental! (feat. pika & stylas)

soundcloud.com/hartfxlt
soundcloud.com/tores x soundcloud.com/prodarisu

special thanks to cam for helping me out w the master

[soundcloud.com/clay0127]

im barely keeping afloat
so why dont you let me go?
break it off, leave me alone
cause im lost and you already know
youre wasting time on me
im stuck in place i freeze
every winter i try to find peace
and always end up incomplete

still running to the top
cause with you im feeling starbound
baby take my hand 
ima lead us out the mud somehow
all dust, all love
shit is ours now
way my dreams come alive in your eyes
i feel so found out
i feel so proud
cause you not giving up now
fall apart in your arms
more times than i can count
and everytime you lift me up
keep me unbound
ill give you the world
because you gave me all of mine oh

[soundcloud.com/hartfxlt]

cut at my soul until we're compatible 
its as old as time the story being told 
I try to get away but I'm in your pull 
you live inside my brain I need you out my skull
so seek me out when it cold 
I'm bleeding out and you don't know
tell me was it all for show ?

Freeze w/ Hartfxlt [tores x arisu]

@okmax
@6hi
@jolst

spotify link:
https://open.spotify.com/track/0htiUr3lT8Pme2ERjyTmoK?si=8455853aab004db0

@kiwiwiwiwi
brush it all down i dont care about the feeling
and you can't have my heart till the day that it's not beating
raise it all up to the roof, like the ceiling
cause baby idgaf about what u are doing
i wake up and u blew it
steady going up, but u just wanna pull me down
so please dont come around
crying while im on the ground
praying i don't hear a sound
but the voices are just way too loud
and i just can't ignore what you're doing to me
you are bad and it's clear to see
but maybe we can restart
retry and maybe it'll be alright

@6hi
and its alright
i dont wanna talk i wanna go
you're taking all night
i dont wanna speak onto these hoes
so lets go, lets go
so many places i wanna show you
take my breath away 
hold my hand we're gonna go up

go up (go go go)
gonna go up (woahhh)
take my hand gonna go (oh oh oh)
oh oh oh (yeah go)

blood splattered on the ground
every time i hear a sound
love it when you come around
10 pills just to calm me down
crash out on the couch
i know it always works out
then i whip a burn out
take a blunt i puff it out

@kiwiwiwiwi
brush it all down i dont care about the feeling
and you can't have my heart till the day that it's not beating
raise it all up to the roof, like the ceiling
cause baby idgaf about what u are doing
i wake up and u blew it
steady going up, but u just wanna pull me down
so please dont come around
crying while im on the ground
praying i don't hear a sound
but the voices are just way too loud
and i just can't ignore what you're doing to me
you are bad and it's clear to see
but maybe we can restart
retry and maybe it'll be alright

feeling

https://open.spotify.com/album/01j9tx0aCDbFCwcxoGYE97

prod me sample: https://soundcloud.com/qxi/eyesore @qxi

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you
  
everything about you
u dont even 
everythings about to
come crashing down again

dunno if i wanna see your face again
now my heads just messed up

now im messed up
i cant let up
have i been getting better

don't think that ive been feeling any better
any better

but i cant go down
cs ive been too low
but youll never know
what ive tried to do to feel like im better
than what i was but it doesnt matter

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

feel so bored its just lackign all variety
i cant find myself when drowning in sobriety 
break my neck ten times ill still stand up
does it feel different when its family who fucked up

tell me how they hate
tell me how they hate this
wish i never sent it
wish i never said shit

wish i could know you
cant seem to know you
i dont think im worth
so i dont think i can blame you 

i cant just walk away
its far too late 
its just so late
give me a time and date

i cant just walk away
tell me what to say
i dont know how to make you hate a different part of me

how to hate

prod. @fleshgolem x @nightigerxo

everything i told you i really meant that
gotta stay locked in stay on track
i'm really playing for the win i'm in my bag
i really need to go up i can't go back

go go back
go go go back 
go go go back 
i really need to go up i can't go back
go go back
go go go back 
go go go back 
i really need to go up i can't go back

stayin up way to late really don't believe in fate
i don't think i'll ever change no matter how much i'm getting paid

ion really give a fuck about nothing now
but it would be a bummer if i died right now
T'd up but i'm keeping my head down
sanctuary watch the world spin around

everything i told you i really meant that
gotta stay locked in stay on track
i'm really playing for the win i'm in my bag
i really need to go up i can't go back

go go back
go go go back 
go go go back 
i really need to go up i can't go back
go go back
go go go back 
go go go back 
i really need to go up i can't go back

feeling

kiwiwi

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