where is my mind

PAGBASAK NG SISTEMA
PAGTAWAG NG REPORMA
PAGBALIK NG PASISTA
LAGOT TALAGA

KITILIN ANG MGA NAKAUPO
MGA MANDARAYA
MGA SAKIM AT DUWAG
MGA MAKASALANAN

PASISTANG MAKINARYA
BIGUIN! BIGUIN!

MAGNANAKAW
PAHIRAPAN

Pasistang Makinarya

Sad AF

salem
naiinis ako sayo pag tumatae ka sa ilalim ng lababo
sa gitna ng madaling araw at magagalit si mami
"damputin mo na yung tae sa ilalim ng lababo"
paulit ulit paulit ulit

gigising sa tanghali sa tatlong oras na tulog
panibagong araw nanaman para tarantaduhin ng kapitalismo
sawa na ako mainvalidate
buti pa ikaw wala kang pake
nanapak ka lang pag ayaw mo na ng belly rubs

salem
alam mo bang first time ko mapanood ang radioactive sago kagabi
siguro pag naging tao ka
si lourd de veyra ka
tapos slowcore ang tugtugan pag mag isa sa bahay
parang ako minsan 
nakikinig sa sana nandito ka

pero salem
sana umuwi ka na mamaya
tulog na ako
miss na kita

Reflections After Salem

in the abyss of my soul, im chained
in this prison of emotions, restrained
stillness in my room, silence so loud 
they stifle my sound

chains of sorrow, it pulls me down
memories and regrets, battles fought
love and heartbreak, truth untold
with each tear shed, my heart cripples

nay
tay
paalam na


paalam na

hello keepers

Lyrics:

Got used to suppress my feelings
it'll be alright 
it'll be alright
its my addiction to think that I'm ok

i feel numb when it comes to myself
I'm hurt if it was for others

throwing every bits of feeling
ending up with a knife of insecurities
i need some help
i need to help myself

Isolating

Keeping it to myself

isolating

Isolate

Prod. by. Justben

Written By RBslatt
Performed By Dwayne Nalang
(DEMO) 

Original Track:

https://youtu.be/MSbfpcedi3g?si=xTmdeZ8Q9rMiflCd

4ü (DEMO) cover by. Dwayne Nalang

Ayoko Ono

Duyan Ng Digma

06 Kami'y Hindi Titigil

https://ffm.to/findwhatyoulove
https://findwhatyoulove.org/

PART I
verse 1:
here we go again, you never try to speak 
then ill end up chasing you right down the street
leading on myself, dont know what to believe
all the doubt i dealt before my soul depletes
but do you know just how it feels?
to be ignored like im not there
when everyone just turned their backs on you
and so i bottled up my tears

chorus:
looked my way but i dont think she wants to
talk to me, and i dont think she even
thought of me, but id feel better
if you talk to me, could you talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for what?

verse 2:
why cant yall show me that yall ever care?
like when i just try to talk, its like yall are never there
and i dont even really wanna compare
but the shit i do for yall, its like yall are never fair
like what the fuck? i noticed
that every word feels hopeless
am i a burden cuz it
hurts that we just turned to strangers
but yall—

chorus 2:
looked my way but i dont think they want to
talk to me, and i dont even think they
thought of me, but id feel better
if yall talk to me, could yall talk to me?
bones now left to rust, consuming every part
right from my lungs, and im slowly losing
all my fuckin trust, cuz everything i did
was all for what? was all for waahahaha fuck

PART II
chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?

verse:
dnd, on a dinner with death
and i told him all about your regrets
im not the one you deserve i bet
just sucks cuz youre the one i wanted
and now youre pulling me apart
you tore my limbs and took my heart
and now im seeing who you are
and now im seeing who you are

chorus:
and then youre pulling me apart in pieces
while im at my worst then you gave your reasons
our spot is where you left me bleeding
and you shushed my mouth when you were speaking
like good for you, you found your worth
but why did you just make it worse?
left me bleeding by the trees and
you apologized but do you really mean it?




find what you love and let it kill you

This song is a product of my teenage years spent reading YA (Young Adult) books and falling for fictional characters. Pure cheese, no shame.

Super grateful to @EanAguila for producing this song! I don't think I would have released it without your help. Thank you so much!!

Written by Lily Gonzales
Acoustic guitar by Lily Gonzales
Electric guitar, bass, and synth by Ean Aguila
Recorded at @eelectricstudio

LYRICS:
Verse 1
I feel alive in your eyes
You shouldn't be surprised
You give me butterflies
You don't even try

CHORUS:
And in the dark I feel your heart 
I find your gaze it doesn't waver from my face
I see you now I saw you then I'll see you for ever more

Verse 2
I see so much beyond
This road that I stand upon
And you are by my side
There's no need to hide

CHORUS

Bridge:
And if you are a world away
I know that we will be okay
Cause what we have is so surreal
It's more than tangible I feel
It's how I find you in the dark
Or how you somehow feel my heart
It's how I saw you then I see you now I'll see you for
Ever more

Ever (Now on Spotify, Apple Music, Deezer)

Pehard - Lunod

mundo by iv of spades - cover by geiko

This song is one of the 5 tracks I've been working on for my EP
that I'm planning to release sometime this year.

I hope it suits your taste and if not.. it's fine.
Still lab yah~ :)))

Hear Me Out (raw/demo)

Anak ng Bayan

a 3pc shoegaze band made up by teenagers who to each their own have severe life issues and use music as a means to escape.

they also absolutely adore cats

iridescent confinement is made up of jee, stan and maggs.

Isolate

sometimess

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