Mina

me : https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by : https://www.instagram.com/johnnyfriendmusic/

lyrics :
we don't talk at all
gave you all my adderall
i think that i'm better off
too many problems i can't solve
i've had enough

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2) 

and nobody listens to what i say now
hold my breath i can't escape now
feel like i'm going insane now
can't get rid of all this pain now
yeah you blame it all on me but it's not alright
yeah you're messing with my head and my state of mind
took me so long to see through your lies
but now i do don't waste my time

said fuck you !
i don't wanna go back, no i can't trust you
put my feelings aside it's what i must do
used to fight like every night, i still want you
pack my bags but i can't run from you (x2)

18/03/2021

spotify

adderall (prod. johnnyfriend)

produced by @reesoo + @johnnyfriend

lyrics :
i wake up everyday
i can't escape
i'm tired of trying
all the things you say
so cliché
i'm tired of crying
why do you not answer my calls?
why won't you tell me it's my fault?
why won't you tell me that i'm wrong?
no i don't even like this song

i don't want to wake up
everything you fucking say
is always made up
i don't want to see your face
i hate you
i just want to scream
my body aching
ima cut all my ties it's safer
all the shit you said really 
made me act up
steady calling your phone
think i messed up
now i'm feeling tired
blame myself i
i don't want to let you down 
so back up

now i'm always stuck on the same shit
try to put a smile on my face but i'm shaking
and i'm running out of patience
eyes low smoking on this pack ima face it

i'm so pissed i'm fucking angry
why you show me love?
i know that you cannot stand me
and your heart is full of envy
no you're not allowed
little boy you get no entry

i wake up everyday
i can't escape
i'm tired of trying
all the things you say
so cliché
i'm tired of crying
why do you not answer my calls?
why won't you tell me it's my fault?
why won't you tell me that i'm wrong?
no i don't even like this song

i don't want to wake up
everything you fucking say
is always made up
i don't want to see your face
i hate you
i just want to scream
my body aching
ima cut all my ties it's safer
all the shit you said really 
made me act up
steady calling your phone
think i messed up
now i'm feeling tired
blame myself i
i don't want to let you down 
so back up

wake up

https://www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by joshwa
https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

lyrics :

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

you only think about yourself 
you're so greedy
hate the way you say 
that you need me
hold my wrath
tired of feeling
i don't care 
if you stop breathing

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge
she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

hi my name is sloth
no i don't like to talk
i know it's always my fault
but i just don't give a fuck

it don't matter what i do 
i can never change
it don't matter how i try
i'll always be the same

so i don't at all
i don't answer your calls
gluttony
i want it all
give me everything that you have
i'm just gonna take it
i don't care if i got too much
i just cant help it

you only think about yourself 
you're so greedy
hate the way you say 
that you need me
hold my wrath
tired of feeling
i don't care 
if you stop breathing

she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge
she said hi whats up?
my name is lust
ima ruin your life
and break your trust
you will toss your pride
and fall for her
you'll be full of envy 
full of grudge

seven deadly sins

www.instagram.com/killnord/
produced by jd rome
www.instagram.com/jdrome_/

lyrics :

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

life is such i mess
i'll do
everything i can
to prove
that i'm better than him
it's true
that i'll change myself
for you

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

right now everyday feels the same
it's like i'm stuck on quarantine
like i'm stuck in a cage
and now who's gonna change?
every single person around me
is two faced

and i'm a punching bag
soon enough
ima end up in a body bag
should not have gotten attached
should've knew it from the start
i was gonna get caught in mess

my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you
my head starts spinning
when i'm not with you
my heart starts racing
and i cannot move
i know that you love me
but you hate me too
i'll try
yes i'll try to make it up to you

move (prod. jd rome)

guitar by yunny goldz

lyrics:
i feel too much
and i think too much
i'm looking at myself
what the hell have i become?
no you don't wish me well
you wish that i was gone
you tell me you're okay
but then you grab your gun

i'm trying all the time
now i'm looking at sky
i wonder all the time
why do i even try?

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

this anxiety is killing me
i'm out of breath and i cannot breath
i hate the way that you look at me
when i ask for help there's nobody here

you always blame it all on me
take it all from me
take what's left of me
leave, but make it quick
you could stab me in the chest like a 1000 times
you could cut off both my arms and i'd still come by
you're the one that i want but that i despise
damn  i love it when i'm hurt, it makes me feel alive

alive

I do not own any guns and i most definitely do not kill people. im actually more than 100 lbs im like 120. i guess i cap a lot

#100rounds

#OutMyWay (prod. by nascar & starboyrob & synthetic)

kno who we r freestyle

whatümean.mp3

produced by yungspoiler

lyrics:
[killnord]
you never listen to me
and that shit makes me really mad
i keep on chasing a thing
that doesn't even exist
i lie about so many things
i keep on making a mess
i waste the time that i get
i waste it like i don't care

fuck i messed it all again
i'm a liar that's why i keep losing all of my friends
it's a cycle i can't break out of inside of my brain
i keep trying but deep down i'm well aware that i can't

and i know that
i'm always wrong it's true
i blame it all on you
tired of getting used 
i know i fucked up too
paper cuts on my hands
i'd do it all again
you do not understand
don't wanna feel again

[tsuyunoshi]
i been losing all my friends
i gotta fix it tho
baby i been feeling lost
man i think i need some drugs

it gets so tough to deal with
and i think i need some medicine

under pressure always feeling shitty from the ritalin
what you tryna tell me with your words you’re always riddling?
you don’t care about me or my health like baby where you been?
where you been at, yuh, come and tell me then

[killnord]
fuck i messed it all again
i'm a liar that's why i keep losing all of my friends
it's a cycle i can't break out of inside of my brain
i keep trying but deep down i'm well aware that i can't

and i know that
i'm always wrong it's true
i blame it all on you
tired of getting used 
i know i fucked up too
paper cuts on my hands
i'd do it all again
you do not understand
don't wanna feel again

again w/ tsuyunoshi

how i wish i could hold you
i wish i could know you
i wish i could hurt you
i wish i could show you
this love shit is so cruel
why the fuck does it hurt you?
i can't help but want you
i wish you would come through

so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before

all i think is about you
i wish i didn't like you
you don't wanna be lied to
and i would never lie to you
i'll be the one you can run to
the one you can come to
girl, you can call if you want to
there ain't nobody above you

every time you're walking by
i gotta hold my breath
and when you look me in the eyes
i can't feel my chest
i need you to save me
i need you to break me
i need you to hate me
i need you to take me

how i wish i could hold you
i wish i could know you
i wish i could hurt you
i wish i could show you
this love shit is so cruel
why the fuck does it hurt you?
i can't help but want you
i wish you would come through

so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
so ima be waiting for your calls
and i'm not gonna lie, girl it's been so long
i don't think i've ever felt this way before
i don't think i've ever felt this way before

you (joshwa & cashi)

everestdidthis helped with the guitar :)

lyrics:
i'll get over you
i just wish that i could
cause i know that i should
and now i see it's not me but no it isn't you
it's the both if us but i just didn't have a clue
and if i had know that 
it would feel so bad
then i wouldn't have called back
i wouldn't have gone back
i'm stuck in a cycle 
can't get out of my home
 live my whole life in denial
i don't wanna try 

fuck

i don't wanna die
i need someone help
i still got a wish
you're my wishing well
needa pick me up 
cuz i think that i fell
i fell
and i thought i couldn't lose you
just cause i never used you
cause i never fooled you
and i just hope that

i'll get over you
i just wish that i could
cause i know that i should
and now i see it's not me but no it isn't you
it's the both if us but i just didn't have a clue
and if i had know that 
it would feel so bad
then i wouldn't have called back
i wouldn't have gone back
i'm stuck in a cycle 
can't get out of my home
 live my whole life in denial
i don't wanna try

cycle

@whoiskaido
lyrics:
(killnord)
all my delusions are the death of me
i don't see through your lies
and i swear i think i got cotards' cause i barely feel alive
i'm so deluded, so secluded
i look for the castle in the sky
i'm fucking clueless
couldn't see the treasure right in front my eyes
everything that i touch just crumbles up i don't know why
i'm everything i got
don't know what’s on the other side
i'm drowning in my misery 
such a pathetic sight
i fell in love with your skin, i fell in love with your eyes

(kaido)
all these delusions are the death of me 
i wont see through your lies
i saw you thinking whats the reason i do well in my disguise
all these delusions are the death of me 
i wont see through your lies
you stole the rest of me 
eventually ill get back in the sky
i saw you thinking whats the reason i did well in my disguise 
all these delusions are the death of me i wont see through your lies 
you stole the rest of me eventually ill crumble up and die 
all these delusions are the death of me i wont see through your lies

(killnord)
everything that i touch just crumbles up i don't know why
i'm everything i got
don't know what’s on the other side
i'm drowning in my misery 
such a pathetic sight
i fell in love with your skin, i fell in love with your eyes

delusions w/ kaido

bandaids

Falling Down

Lil Peep & XXXTentacion - Falling Down

koi: 
i know i been falling thru
but i jus wanna fall for you
it been hard to talk to you
jus gimme 1 chance 
gimme 1 chance
and ill follow thru
follow thru

koi: 
i swear to god
swear to god
i been skirting off
off the lot
you know i been down
now I’m up
shorty he broke up wit you
yeah that’s tuff
you been acting up
you jus want some love
shorty this aint love
jus let me know what’s up

koi: 
i know i been falling thru
but i jus wanna fall for you
it been hard to talk to you
jus gimme 1 chance 
gimme 1 chance
and ill follow thru
follow thru

bryce:
i just needed time 
to figure out my own shit
u been on mind 
and u don’t even know it
everything was fine
until i saw u going
i just hope u notice
i see that u been down 
baby i know what u need yeah
just stick around 
u know i’d do anything yeah
i need you now
and i’ve been falling like the leaves i
jus hit the ground

baby tell me
r u down to ride
r u really with me
put that shit in drive
do about 150
everything’s alright
cause shawty yeah u with me
everything is fine 
cause shawty yeah u get me

koi: 
i know i been falling thru
but i jus wanna fall for you
it been hard to talk to you
jus gimme 1 chance 
gimme 1 chance
and ill follow thru
follow thru

follow through (feat. bryce) (p. koi)

i love u all

please please please
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
i cant fall again
please please please
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
i cant fall again

please please please
dont call my phone like overnight 
even if it feels right
when i see your name pop up i cant even decline
i wish i could rewind but
when i look into your eyes 
i cant even think right
its not your fault its mine
n i been tryna break away
but my hearts here to stay
every sad night ends with a day
n i been tryna find myself in this pain 
soooo

please please please
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
i cant fall again
please please please
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
dont make me fall in love
i cant fall again
please please please
dont make me fall in love

Mina

Kiyomina