Bedroom Rap [Mixtape]

New song from me about letting go of things that give me comfort in order to move on in life. Produced by the ever so wonderful Tower Beatz & Marzen. This song is also available on all music retailers too.

Lyrics:

[Hook]

I know I should keep it all together,
'Cause nothin' in this world lasts forever,
I could hold on for a long time,
But in the end, this was never mine.

So I should let go (let go)
Move on from all these things, I know (I know)
Although it fills my heart with regrets though (regrets though)
Deep down, I know I should let go. (let go)

[Verse 1]

Here I go again, on my own,
Trying to find my piece of home,
Will my heart break? That is most likely,
But I gotta go and leave the past behind me.
'Cause there's no use in playing pretend,
I know eventually, my life will end
And I will end up after life as a ghost,
So I know I gotta go and make the most...

Of this life, that I've been given.
All my past friends, I've been missin'
But I know that they'd want me to grow,
I look above, as my tears start to flow,
A blue sky, a thousand stars
A grand stage, a thousand hearts.
Eventually, the grey clouds fade,
That's the day life takes away the pain.

[Hook]

[Interlude]

"Yeah, eventually, we all just need, to let go."

[Verse 2]

Gotta say goodbye to the old me,
Walk away and leave him by his lonely.
'cause even I see, he'll never grow up,
He naively hopes, that fame will show up,
Sitting in one place, expectin' some change,
Ignorin' advice, never alterin' his ways.
He insists that he lives as a man,
But even I know he doesn't understand

How life works and all of its functions,
He just runs, on needless consumption.
Friends and family, they express fears,
But every word they say, falls on deaf ears.
So they can only watch him slowly decay
Or they leave their seats and walk away.
I walk with them, to see brighter days,
If he saw the truth, here's what he'd say.

[Hook]

Let Go - Single

Let Go

Let Go (Prod. by Tower Beatz & Marzen)

When I Was Up (Prod. by Tellingbeatzz) [*REDACTED*]

Just a slow sensual song that I did months ago that I thought I'd release.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

Me and my friends roll deep in all of these groupies,
They bang a new girl every night like porno movies.
But you're the one girl that truely got to know me.
Once I go back to England, I'm back to bein' lonely.
But that's the curse of bein' a superstar,
Tour dates knockin' me about like some bumper cars.
's confidential, my manager reassured us,
One phone call, and you're in my tour bus.

I wish we could stay like this forever:
You inside my arms as we're sleepin' together,
Even if I'm stressed out, any given day,
You kiss my lips and my problems go and melt away.
You're messin' with my brain, you're not feelin' sorry,
My heart in your hands, as you play with my body.
Makin' love in my bed, as I hold you close.
You worry 'bout our friends, but they don't have to know.

[Hook]

Honestly, you're so damn good to me,
You're so good, I don't even wanna leave,
But you know our time together's limited,
We should make the most, nothing prohibited.

So what's one last night together?
What's one more memory that'll last forever?
What's one more kiss as I hold you close?
What's one more "I love you" before I go?

[Verse 2]

And my friends, they don't have a clue,
'Bout what you and me are always gettin' up to,
When the lights go out and everyone's asleep,
I'm makin' love to you and getting so deep.
You moan in my ear, you know I love that.
Legs 'round my waist, your nails in my back.
Clothing abandoned, lust grows like flowers,
We kiss and fornicate in this bed for hours.

God forbid the tabloids find out,
'Bout what goes on, whenever you're around.
You're just a fan to them, someone that adores,
But to me, you mean a whole lot more.
I hit so deep, I leave your mind a mess,
As we're makin' love, it's not just mindless sex.
We finish as we climax without warning,
And you disappear from my bed by the morning.

[Hook]

One More 'I Love You' (Prod. by Niko, Scandibeats & Crater)

New song from me and my bro @jchipster produced by the wonderful H3 Music.

Throw It Back

Buy / Steam / etc.

Throw It Back [feat. JC Hipster] (Prod. by H3 Music)

This is something a bit different than what I usually put out. A few months back, I made a cover of a song from one of my all time favourite video games Deltarune, specifically Chapter 2.

This one being for Lost Girl, which is the theme to the character Noelle Holiday. I then made a cover of the music from the Ferris Wheel scene between her and Susie, one of the protagonists.

Given how it's been a while since I did some music (due to work and overall lack of motivation), I thought I'd share it on here with you guys. I hope you all like it. :)

Lost Girl / Ferris Wheel [Toby Fox - Deltarune Cover]

A remix that I recorded yesterday over a remake by amangiechsin on YouTube of PARTYNEXTDOOR's 'Break from Toronto'. IDK if copyright will have this song pulled, but here you guys go.

Lyrics:

[Verse]

Wanna take a break when I write rhymes,
Wanna feel so alive in the night time.
Break out my shell, less of a recluse.
Go to a night club and just let loose.
Drink heavy, let my morals come undone,
Have a little dance, maybe get a little drunk.
Charm a chick, words glisten like glitter,
Bring her home for a bit of naked Twister.
But there's a fact present that's tragic:
Aylesbury's gone and lost its magic.
Maybe it's me that's sick of this place,
All this time feels like a waste.
Used to think it was a dream,
But now I wanna pack and leave,
To a place with better seasons.
Why do I? Let me list my reasons.

Feels like every time I look around,
Another shop is closing down.
Nothing here, feels respected,
Best shops gone, but that's subjective.
Feels like I'm just wastin' time,
Even the gyms don't catch my eye.
Don't wanna play life's little game,
Even clubs don't feel the same.
Only things I haven't given up,
Is the Waterside and the cinema.
But even then, it feels so bad,
Streets at night full of scumbags,
Especially the town center,
Wanna forget it like dementia.
Sometimes, it feels like a bad show.
If I had the opportunity, then I'd go.

But where would I go?
Right now, I don't even know.
But all I know is that life's unclear,
If I continue to stay here.
Once I have enough money saved,
I'll pack my things and move away,
Hope a new place is savin' me,
'cause I need a break from Aylesbury.

Break From Aylesbury (PARTYNEXTDOOR Remix)

Yes, I did a remix to First Class by Jack Harlow. I hope you guys like what I've done with it.

Shout out to Mizzy Mauri for the instrumental remake.

Lyrics:

[Hook - Jack Rootes (Fergie)]

Feel like a (G)
Won't take an (L)
Rhyme 'till the (A.M.)
'Till the girls say (O)
How big you (R)
And I trip 'cross the- (O.U.S. yeah)
'Cause my rhymes are (first class)
(Up in the sky)
Feels like I'm (first class)
(Up in the sk- up- up in the-)
(X2)

[Verse 1]

Thinkin' back to my days in the studio,
Workin' so hard, yeah you would know.
Rhymin' my bars so viciously,
Bookin' the studio religiously.
Inside, I would work a while,
Rap, write and be vertical.
Next step, I learned to self produce
Then I didn't have to download from the 'Tube!

Deadset on creatin' a legacy,
Made a few people burn with jealousy.
Never paid mind to taunts or laughs,
I was working hard on my warcraft,
Perfectionist with the bars so cold
Right up 'till the day I grew too old
But to this day, I keep going by any means,
'When I'm behind the mic, then I still-.

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Used to desire the fame and the fortune,
That I'd get it if I created more tunes,
But now those days are all done,
So these days, I just do it for fun.
Now I make music whenever I'm ready,
Keepin' my work and my play all stready,
Though at times, I'll admit to reflecting,
On the days where I was expecting,

All of the glory to fall in my lap,
All because of the time that I rapped.
Not any more, 'cause I'm all grown up,
Gone are the days where I thought I'd blow up.
Though I will say, that it would be nice,
If that happened later in time.
So my head stores all my dreams
No matter what, I know that I'll still be a-.

[Hook]

First Class (Jack Harlow Remix)

Just a quick freestyle that I did to Drake's song Congratulations that I did a few weeks ago and thought I'd release now.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

Back again behind the mic, I never freeze.
Scratchin' for the top like a rat for cheese.
But I've got a long way to keep climbin',
Life's a hunt, and only the strong will be survivin'.
Yeah, got no more fear inside my heart,
So no matter how much life tears me apart,
I'll still be that young man on the podium,
Workin' hard 'till they treat my bars like some Opium.

Coming back to me when they want another hit,
Even if I experiment with some other shit.
Still doing bars from the comfort of home,
I follow nobody's orders here, except my own.
I'll take you out the picture, if you try and call the shots,
I do my things MY way, even if it sounds unorthodox!
For the people, I show the real me.
For every ten that hate me, a thousand more feel me.

Yeah, behind the mic, I hear my fanbase cheer me.
I swear that nowadays I can see that stage clearly.
And all my best efforts, I know I'll never slack,
'Cause I've got my friends and family on my back.
Yeah, they understand my viciousness,
I got my wings and I'll never fall like Icarus!
And here I stand feelin' so amazin'.
When you see me on the top, best give me congratulations.

[Verse 2]

Tryin' to get some c notes in a major scale,
Letting the green surround me, nature trail.
Ice on my finger and neck, doesn't make me shiver,
You can keep your diamonds, I'd rather rock my silver.
By the way, tell the haters keep their lips locked,
I know they're after more drama than TikTok.
Built from the ground up, did it by myself,
So tell those promoter spammers to go fuck themselves.

Yeah, I'm in the zone, speakin' honestly.
So if you hear me rapping in my room, don't bother me!
'Cause I've still got beats and rhymes to burn,
Don't believe me? You can ask the folks at Youth Concern!
R.I.P. to Jovan, you were a real one.
When we meet again, I know we'll have some real fun.
You, me and Dan up in Heaven, that's a promise,
Rappin' and playin' pool, livin' up in solace.

Much love to my bros Joel and Luis too.
Don't know what life would be if I never met you.
Same for Raef too, even if I don't discuss it.
Had bad blood in the past, but we went and crushed it.
Albi, Zeeko, and Aka wherever you guys are,
I hope that life's joys go and take you real far.
You've helped me pull myself out of all the darkness.
I know we've grown distant, but you're in my heart regardless.

[Verse 3]

A wise woman once said Heaven is a place on Earth,
So until the day I die, forever I will go and search,
'Till I reach that day that I can keep my glory up,
And spend the rest of the days in euphoria.
'Cause newer days are paths to gain, all of them as vast as space
I refuse to spend my days living as a basket case!
I keep my head up, as I work to stack my bread up!
I always pick the pen up, even if I'm fed up!

I'll lift myself up like some gains, with all these bars inside my brain.
Find a beat, dispatch with haste, leave my haters as passive wastes!
Run shit like custodians, Conquer like Napoleon!
'Cause I feel my talent's Limitless, word to Odeon!
I'm trying to be the best I can, by any means!
Not easy to go for green, when that's all you see.
I'm up on the high ground, right where I'm meant to be,
If you don't love me now, I know you will eventually.

Congratulations (Drake Remix)

BPM: 95
Key: B major

Also available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/KdPly08mptE

*FREE* (ANGRY) ZillaKami x SCARLXRD Type Beat - 'Legion'

Some old school horrorcore vibes with this song, going back to my Marcus Macabre alter ego.

Lyrics:

[Intro]

Kill...
Kill...

[Hook]

Killer, killer, might become a blood spiller.
No MJ, but this might become a thriller.
If you looked inside my wildest dreams,
You'll hear the slain and their violent screams.

[Verse 1]

I'm the Devil, using my pen to bring the hurt,
And I'm here on this Earth to do the Devil's work.
Walking in this bitch, you better show me respect,
Or I'll put you in a chokehold and break your neck.
I'm monsterous, but I don't give a damn.
Murder on the beat, call me Jack the Ripper, man.
Build myself up by destroying lyrical empires,
Slit the throats of every single cheat and every liar.

Yeah, I'm well aware that's no way to behave,
But take a good look at the monster you made!
Won't even listen if you tell me to stop it,
I'll just stick my blade deep inside your eye socket!
If you see me coming, you best run for the hills,
'Cause I'm out for some cheap thrills in these kills.
Take the lives of all those who think they know me,
Take their dead bodies and treat them like trophies.

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Been this way ever since I was a late teen,
Gained an outlet as I turned eighteen.
Been behind the scenes, working on my grind,
While Jack kept me in the back of his mind.
Takin' out the giants, that's just large game.
Say that I'm macabre, that's just my last name.
The name is Marcus, I'll lunge for any one.
Feel like a Savage, but I'm far from 21.

I don't even need to whisper my whole verse,
For it to hang above you like a voodoo curse.
Think that you try and stop me? Don't be foolish.
I'm busy makin' moves, makin' them look ghoulish.
I work in the shadows while Jack is shining bright.
Might make him lose it when I take control at night.
Family always sayin' that he's lovely.
If they ever met me, things would get ugly.

[Hook]

[Outro]

Kill...
Kill...

Killer, Killer (Prod. by Lezter)

BPM: 110
Key: A major

Also available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/JCjZTGwzIa8

*FREE* (BOUNCY) Rich the Kid x Cochise Type Beat - 'Bitcoin'

BPM: 136
Key: D# Major

Contains audio sampled from the trailer of the 2022 motion picture 'The Black Phone'.

Also available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/u9CZYPJh53Y

*FREE* (EVIL) SCARLXRD x GHOSTEMANE Type Beat - 'The Grabber'

BPM: 160
Key: A Major

Also available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/HiUGPUJXzUs

*FREE* (BOUNCY) Yeat x Lil Uzi Vert Type Beat - 'The Matrix'

BPM: 199
Key: C Major

Also available on YouTube: https://youtu.be/kC90KxZVJLM

*FREE* (HARD) Dababy x Stunna 4 Vegas Type Beat - 'Peridot'

Well, I've decided to upload my 'N Dey Say / True' remix once again. Why did I delete the first one? Well, because this version is a WHOLE lot more better.

This one contains backing vocals, clearer delivery of lines and a couple of friends of mine for the hook. Just like I mentioned before, this contains some very meaningful lyrics, some based on events that have happened in my life, especially the things mentioned in the 2nd verse.

N Dey Say / True (Nelly / Spandau Ballet Remix)

Been a while since I've done a rap remix, hasn't it?

I know it's rather late for me to upload this remix, but I thought what the hay? And I've been wanting to rap to this instrumental for a long time!

Let's see how long it takes until copyright takes this track down.

Red Nation (The Game Remix)

New remix from me to you guys! This time, it's a remix of Bones' song WhereTheTreesMeetTheFreeway.

Enjoy! :D

Illegal Artistry Vol. 1

WhereTheTreesMeetTheFreeway (Bones Remix)

Yes, I thought I'd go ahead and release this song for you guys. A little different from Fear, isn't it? I heard this beat a while ago and thought I'd write a little love ballad rap over it. It was quite difficult to write lyrics though, but after some perseverance, I succeeded in writing this little track.

Lyrics:

[Intro:]
When you hold me in the street
And you kiss me on the dance floor
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't it be that? Cause I'm yours.

[Verse 1]

Yeah,
This might be the hardest thing I have to write
'Cause I want every word I say to come out right.
It takes a lot of nerves to speak the things I have to say.
I hope by the end, that you feel the same way.
But please don't think I'm trying to be sycophantic,
'Cause I never considered myself a romantic.
But if I keep my lips shut, I'll end up manic.
So I'm letting my feelings be known, damn it!

It all started when I first laid eyes on you,
"It's just a little crush!" some folks might argue.
But I knew through hardships that I may endeavour,
You're the one I want to be with forever.
I apologise if I'm coming on a little strong.
You would too, if you were like this for so long.
You're so beautiful to me, like falling snow.
And I love you so much, just know.

[Hook]

Why can't you hold me in the street?
Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor?
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that? Cause I'm yours

[Verse 2]

That first verse is some things that I should've said,
Instead I got scared and kept them in my head.
I would say them to you, arms flung wide,
But around you, I get so tongue tied.
And now my chance has flew away like a sparrow.
I wish I acted when Cupid shot his little arrow.
Life with you's a dream, I wish I made it lucid.
But I never did, now I feel so stupid.

And you've went and found yourself a boyfriend,
It sucks, but I have no choice but to watch the joy end.
As I watch you both, I can't help but feel so jealous,
But I know damn well that I can't get overzealous,
If I told you now about my feelings being true,
Then who knows what the hell he will do.
So all I can say now is I wish you both the best,
Even with all this pain inside my chest.

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Now I sit and think about you every now and then
But I never thought this chance would happen again!
I heard about he left you all alone in the dark,
Flirting with other girls and breaking your heart.
I had a strong feeling that he wasn't right for you.
You deserve someone better and that's the truth.
Part of me thinks you should have a little break,
But I'm determined not to make that same mistake-

That I did long ago before your heart was broken,
When I had the words there, but left 'em unspoken.
Not this time, I've got my thoughts in rhyme
'Cause I still love you, even after all this time.
Right now, I want to make you feel all better,
And make you happy and smile like sunny weather.
'Cause you're the one girl I'll always adore.
And if you love me too, then I'm yours.

[Hook]

[Hook 2]

Why can't I say that I'm in love?
I wanna shout it from the rooftops
I wish that it could be like that
Why can't we be like that? Cause I'm yours

[Outro]
Why can't we be like that?
Wish we could be like that

Shout out to @flixxbeatzproductions for producing this beautiful beat.

Sample(s) used: 'Secret Love Song' - Little Mix feat. Jason Derulo

Carpe Noctem, Carpe Somnium

I'm Yours (Prod. by Flixxbeatz Productions)

This is a little heartbreaking track that I did last week, based on a scene from a video game that I've gotten into recently called Doki Doki Literature Club. I must warn you if you're planning to play this game, expect spoilers for one of the endings here!



So with this song, I'm rapping from the perspective of the protagonist, after Sayori hangs herself in the game. I've seen it before in reaction videos (because I didn't think I'd play the game myself), but seeing it happen in game takes on a lot more sombre tone, especially when her character file is deleted after her death.

Shout out to @Tellingbeatzz for producing such a wonderful beat and to Aquilo for singing on the hook.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

I wake up, access my memories.
Looking for some remedies
To the heartbreak that you gave
To me, turned my heart to a cave
I've been down a slippery slope,
I don't know how much I can cope.
If your presence doesn't surround me,
Or the feel of your arms around me.

My feelings can't be summarised enough.
I wanna talk, but my tongue's tied up.
I'd address my hurt and all their effects.
But I can't right now, they're too complex.
I'd do anything to have you back.
Ever since you left, the world's faded to black.
My friends say it'll be alright,
But I still cry myself to sleep at night.

Hurt is turbulent as oceans,
Gotta stop and watch my emotions.
Before the day comes that I get consumed.
Like a storm surge from a monsoon.
Our happiness we always partake,
Now I can't tear away the heartache.
Wish I could move on, that's all true.
Wish I didn't care anymore, but I do.

[Hook]

I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared
I'm sorry that the feeling shows and I just wasn't there
I'm reminded of the fool I was
I cut you off and fucked it up again
I'm sorry that I let you go, I'm sorry that I cared

[Verse 2]

You're always on my mind,
Even through my daily grind.
You won't ever escape my thoughts.
Hiding away like bad reports.
We got up to a lot of good things.
When you were falling, I was your wings.
I still think on the good times we share,
I'd be lying if I said I didn't care.

Summers at your place, looking all cool.
I still remember us walking to school.
And very little trouble would bubble,
Even if people thought we were a couple.
Just a boy and a girl being lovely,
Enjoying each other's company.
Hair soft to the touch, like a paint brush.
I always found it cute when I made you blush.

I still hurt now, there's no pretending.
I wish we both had a happy ending.
I continue to feel my heartache worsen
When I think how much a wonderful person,
You are to me, and you knowin' it.
Now everybody tells to get over it,
But how can the sorrow end,
When I lost my best friend?

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Been a friend since childhood.
You'd be with me forever if you could.
Convinced me to go into your world,
A literature club with 3 other girls.
The only boy in the group, yeah I know.
They all had affection, they all let it show.
All my anxiety they helped me bleed out.
I was making friends, you were happy for me now.

Until a few days ago,
Where your happy decline started to show.
You were using poetry as an expression,
To let out your feelings of depression.
Then you started staying at home,
Not even taking time to answer your phone.
Then you said you loved me, emotional overdose.
I remember your breaths when I held you close.

The festival could've been our first date,
But the cycle repeated the very next day.
You must've been late, getting out of bed,
'Till I saw that poem, 'get out of my head'
It was when I went to your house to check
That I found you with that rope around your neck.
Now my joy melts at your name like a lolly,
So Sayori, I'm sorry.

[Hook]

Sample used: 'Sorry' - Aquilo

I'm Sorry (Prod. By Tellingbeatzz)

A song I've decided to put out for National Suicide Prevention Week & World Suicide Prevention Day. Hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics can be found here: https://roots9.bandcamp.com/track/hold-me-5

Sample(s) used: 'Lillium' (Elfen Lied OST) - Kumiko Noma.

Hold Me - Single

Hold Me

A new track produced by @tunna-beatz & @jurrivh, featuring the talented @alexmariebrinkley on the hook.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1 - Jack Rootes] 

How much hurt can a heart take? 
Someone please take away this heartbreak! 
'Cause there are so many things I wish I said. 
But I let the Sound of Silence speak instead. 
You were a girl that I always had feelings for. 
You were the one that I forever adored. 
Maybe if I didn't get so tongue tied, 
I'd take a chance and maybe you'd be mine. 

But now my chances blew away like the wind. 
Life can be so cruel at times, don't you think? 
Your lungs had turned cancerous and you got sick 
So I figured I should tell you how I felt quick. 
But when I had the courage to tell you that day 
I found out in hospital you had passed away. 
I was too late, why did I not expect this?! 
I would always hold my tongue, but now I regret it! 

[Hook - Alex Marie Brinkley] 

I regret it 
Everything I never said 
Know I meant it 
Words are written in my head 
Can't forget it 
So I'll dream of you instead 
I regret it 
I regret it 

[Verse 2 - Jack Rootes] 

I swear to God I must be cursed. 
Thought time would heal wounds, but they feel worse! 
I'm no mood to hang out with my friends. 
I get snappy with loved ones, no sight of an end. 
A close friend of hers, they would always say. 
But you meant more to me before that fateful day! 
I did everything I could to cheer up, but sadly 
Nothing I did made me feel any happy. 

I drank heavy 'till I passed out, wasn't a remedy. 
A million one night stands, but still felt empty. 
But I've done a note with the ink in this pen, 
'Cause my only option is to see you again. 
We'll reunite once I put on this necklace, 
And I'll keep it on me until I'm breathless! 
Hope my weight's held when the chair's kicked away. 
I love you, my dear sunny day. 

[Hook - Alex Marie Brinkley]

Everything I Never Said - Single

Everything I Never Said [feat. Alex Marie Brinkley] (Prod. by tunnA Beatz & Jurrivh)

Famous [feat. Jazmine Sullivan] (Prod. by Jonah Montalbano)

So this was a beat I came up with rather quickly. I did this beat on the 22nd September while my Wi-Fi was acting up, going on and off (probably due to some bad weather we had at the time), so to pass the time, I listened to the IT soundtrack (the 2017 version, although I might sample from the miniseries soon too). I then found a track and got curious to see how a beat behind it would sound.

And I resulted in this odd Look at Me! era XXXTENTACION / Scarlxrd /  screamo Ghostmane type beat. So, I thought it would be perfect to release for Halloween! And since I'm feeling confident, I'm gonna allow free downloads of this beat. Hope you guys like it!

Sample used: 'Come Join the Clown, Eds' (IT - 2017 OST) by Benjamin Wallfisch.

XXXTENTACION x SCARLXRD feat. Ghostmane Type Beat - 'Pennywise' (Sampled Instrumental)

[SAMPLED] XXXTENTACION x Joji feat. Shiloh Dynasty Type Beat - 'Don't Go To Sleep'

So, this song was something I wrote after drinking 6 big WKD bottles. I kind of had a desire to write something after drinking and I just wrote what came to mind, and recorded the vocals once I got into the studio. I hope you guys like it.

Lyrics:

[Intro]

Back in the game like an umpire
Back in the booth like I'm on fire
My drunk self wrote the lyrics that you see,
Now watch my sober self kill this beat!

[Verse 1]

Every verse I write is a masterpiece,
Even if my soberity begins to decrease.
When I step behind the mic, I get so uncouth,
Even my drunk self freestyles better than you!
Creature Feature from the Black Lagoon,
I'd rather reach upwards and smack the moon,
Produce the best beats, even on an ocarina,
Hands on her body like she does the Macarena.

Got the potential to go and cruelly hurt,
Shoulder roll in her face like I'm Lil Uzi Vert!
Imma flow through like a light breeze!
Get in her snatch like a venereal disease!
Freestyle so long, rhymes? They be strong!
Rather Go Loko like a YG song!
Haters get themselves X'd like Malcolm!
Imma be 4Real like Keenon's latest album!

[Bridge]

Deep down, I think that you know, hoe.
You can get yourself either Plata o Plomo.
You can love me like my name is the Cocoa,
Either way, I'm go ahead and be loco.
(X2)

[Hook]

All Eyez on Me like my name is Makaveli!
One day, I'll run the city like I'm Tommy Vercetti!
If you hatin' on me, won't listen to your sorrow
You can run your mouth like your name is Apollo!
'Cause lately, I've been feelin' rather crazy,
Crazy enough to leave 'em pushin' up daisies!
Give me the word, I say "Let's go, start!"
'Cause they can't handle these Esco-bars!

[Verse 2]

Out for blood, call me Dracula!
Bite hard on the beats, tarantula!
Fuck a bad B, her eyes so blue!
It's not cheatin' 'less I say "I do!"
Whole crowd of bad girls, lookin' like models,
Want me full throttle? Then give me 6 bottles
Of WKD, then I'll get wicked,
Turn to Daffy Duck whenever I start spittin'!

They can hate my lyrics and reckon I'm broke!
Imma make 'em pass out, call me second hand smoke!
Writin' such hard shit, impress explicit critics,
Drunk off the good stuff, still write decent lyrics.
My dick's got the flavour, they wanna taste the pelvis,
Got the sex appeal like my name is Elvis!
And if anybody wanna go ahead and diss,
I'mma turn around and tell them this:

[Bridge]

[Hook] (X2)

Escobars (Prod. By Call Me G & BUDI)

Don't worry, the title of this song doesn't reflect my current mental state, it's just a name that stuck with me. And I will be posting type beats again, this is just a one off thing.

So this is just an instrumental I came up with while on Fruity Loops today. It is almost entirely piano based, with some light percussion (the hi-hats were meant to mimic a clock ticking) and strings for the bridge and chorus.

This instrumental was partially inspired by @imaginaryambition's recent video entitled 'How To FINNEAS' on YouTube, so I did my own spin on what he did and resulted in this little song. It definitely fits the whole FINNEAS (@finneasmusic) or Billie Eilish (@billieeilish) sound, but I feel as though it also works as a Sam Smith (@samsmithworld)-esque ballad (It does remind me a little bit of 'To Die For', sound wise).

This is entirely free for use, hence why I haven't put my tag on it, so feel free to download this and make your own song out of it. Do send it to me once you're done, I'd like to hear what people make out of this.

BPM: 62.5
Key: B-flat minor

[SAD] FINNEAS / Billie Eilish feat. Sam Smith type instrumental - 'Wanting to Die'

Okay, so I've spent a bit of time on YouTube re-uploading my Deltarune beats onto my Terrence Jameson page, and now I'm back once more to bring you this new type beat I did during that time.

This one is suited more towards a dark $UICIDEBOY$ type sound. And for the first time in a while, I've made a sampled beat. This one using a sample from the POSTAL Redux soundtrack, along with an unknown Memphis rap vocal sample for the hook. I hope you guys enjoy it.

YouTube link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=roJzNPLopNU

Sample(s) used: 'Parade of Disasters' (POSTAL Redux OST) - The Gimp

[BRUTAL] Sampled $UICIDEBOY$ Type Beat - 'POSTAL'

*FREE* (DARK) Travis Scott x Comethazine Type Beat - "Invader Zim"

Sample used: Light's Theme (Death Note OST) - Yoshihisa Hirano and Hideki Taniuchi

*FREE* (DARK) Sampled Lil Peep Type Beat - 'Light Yagami'

Well, I wasn't sure about releasing this song, considering that this beat was the sort of blueprint so to speak, for the original beat for the song Hard Candy (which is available on all music retailers. The link will take you to the song on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3fbS9hNQHVai48woQI2WFz). 

But then I thought that maybe it'll give you guys an idea of what it would've sounded like, had I put the track over this beat. And it works! For the most part. Towards the end of the last verse, I kind of turn into Blueface and go offbeat, but I think that's because the beat is slightly slower than the original beat I made for it.

Anywho, I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

I spent a lot of time, lookin' for the sweetest treats
I know the road of lust isn't the cleanest street
But now, I'm out on the prowl like a panther
Hoping to get a chick with my good manners
Only for one night, this ain't cuffing season
Just wanna fuck, I don't need me a reason
To tilt her world right off of its axis
When I screw her just right, no practice

No mood for drama, no Happy Valley
Wanna stretch the pussy out like it's Laffy Taffy!
Maybe play with her Milk Duds a little
Her areolas in my mouth like some Skittles!
Regardless of who ends up on the very top
I can be the one guy that'll make her cherry pop
When I go down and feast upon her clitoris
'Till she begs for my dry roots like I'm liquorice

[Hook]

She wants hard can-day
Some tongue and Brandy
My sweetest substitute
All on her birthday suit

Take it back to my place
My paint on her face
Afterwards, she'll infatuate
Over the aftertaste

[Verse 2]

Damn straight I got my wicked ways
Got that sweet stuff that'll last for days
These girls be dry like Cabernets
But they still want my licks like candy canes
They wanna come back around like a carousel
'Cause they can't get enough of my caramel
Not my intent to be so troublesome
She blowin' on my D like a piece o' bubblegum!

Mix my ice with my cream, call it Häagen-Dazs
She wants the sweet stuff when we fuck hard-n-fast!
If even her heart is so cold like gelato
She'll be moaning all night, singin' legato
When she gets hot, like volcanic clasts
She wanna give me brain, 'till my cannon blasts
Guarantee she'll be saying I'm a real man
When I melt in her mouth and not in her hands!

[Hook]

[Verse 3]

Best be careful if I'm in the vicinity;
I might be the one that'll take your girl's virginity
Even my eyesight says I really want her
A mogul at the sweet stuff, call me Willy Wonka
I'ma treat her soft like a marshmallow
'cause it's me that she's wantin' as a bedfellow!
Soon my name will ring around the county
Hold a candle? You can't even afford a Bounty!

I'm out makin' money, both pounds and c-notes
I'm the one your girlfriend thinks of when she deep-throats!
She wants to fuck me bad, nothin' to assert
Blowin' my top while I eat her out like dessert
When it comes to sex, there's no incompetence
I'll fuck a shy girl, boost up her confidence
Guarantee when we're done, in any case
I know she'll come back, any time, any place
'cause-

[Hook] (X2)

Hard Candy - Single

Hard Candy [Demo Version - Prod. by Lezter & Leaguer O]

Sample: 'Lullaby, Part 1' (Rosemary's Baby OST) by Krzysztof Komeda and Mia Farrow.

So, this song originally started life as an instrumental, but then I decided to write and record some unfiltered lyrics about some personal concerns I had at the time of writing.

I hope you guys enjoy it.

Lyrics:

[Verse 1]

Wanna make it to the top, right now I ain't 'bout that fame.
I wanna stay so picture perfect, so my problems are out of frame.
Follow all my dreams man? It's a must do, not a might boy!
But it's so damn hard, when your brain creates nothin' but white noise,
that's coming from your insecurities, all your demons and emotions!
Leavin' you feeling so sick, like you OD'd on alcoholic potions!
I care not for the fame right now, but I hope that eventually,
Me and family will get right up to the top like the Kennedy's!

But I know that deep down, that success brings envy,
From others around you, and a thousand potential enemies.
I'd like to think that with my music, I'll go through life and come through ill.
But there'll be one person that'll open their arms at me and shoot to kill.
Also, it'll be likely, that I'll get no privacy.
Swarmed by leeches and beggars, unless I'm movin' quietly.
Buildin' stress upon my brain, slowly makin' me insane.
And that's not even counting personal issues bein' such a pain!

[Hook]

I feel like I'm drowning
With all these problems in my mind.
I swear, one day, I'll snap.
I think someday I'll find

All these thoughts are clouding
Up my head space. I need to get out,
Before I get trapped,
I should have a look around.

[Verse 2]

Don't know how I can manage, all of this mental damage.
I know damn well that's sounds dramatic, but these thoughts are problematic.
I fear for that sad end, wonderin' if I'm a bad friend,
To the people close to me, after all their years of knowing me.
Maybe I'm just insecure, 'cause my heart's in this so pure.
But I can't help but get the feeling, with these thoughts that I'm concealing,
That my time is worthless, nothing in my life is certain.
And with my family surrounding me, I just hope they're all proud of me.

Hope I'm not bein' an annoyance, don't wanna end up a disappointment,
In the eyes of my family, that scenario will be a tragedy.
If not music, what's my purpose?! Every day feels like a circle!
Every day that I don't rap, feels like agony! Man, I might snap!
Tryin' to live without a care, under the surface, gasping for air!
All these words leaving my tongue, while these waters fill my lungs!
See, all those thoughts I spew out when I concentrate.
All this baggage on my chest, I feel that I may suffocate!

[Hook]

Drowning

Sample: 'Reasons' - Faith Evans.

So after some time, I've done it. This ladies and gentlemen is the first 'single', so to speak, from my upcoming project Bedroom Rap. There was a vote between this song and the next one 'Alone in the Rain' (which will be released next), but I didn't get the chance to see the poll result, so I'm gonna assume that this song got the most votes and release it first.

Lyrics:

[Intro]

Give me the reason to love you
And I want to love you more (X2)

[Verse 1]

Home alone, seeing you on my phone screen,
You lookin' fresher than when I make my clothes clean.
Need some time for myself, might just go a while,
In love with everything you post on your profile.
I admit that I don't wanna be that cliche,
But I know you love the games that we play.
And if I can speak casually,
It's always you that I'm seeing in my fantasies.

People call me a simp, 'cause I wanna mingle,
They just do it 'cause they're lonely and single.
It wouldn't be enough for us to be friends,
Flirty messages I leave in your DMs,
Hopin' deep down you don't have a boyfriend,
At the same time, hopin' I'm no annoyance,
You make my days feel a little less mundane,
I hope that you will be mine, one day.

[Hook]
Give me the reason to love you (baby, give me)
And I want to love you more, oh oh
(X2)

[Verse 2]

I find myself daydreamin' 'bout your embrace,
Fantasies that bring a smile onto my face.
Deep down, I feel as though it's you I need.
Every one of these feelings, they're true to me.
I admit I'm not the romantic type,
But you bring peace to my frantic mind.
Thoughts about you, they're helping strong.
Girl this is your song, no Elton John.

Can't wait for the taste of your lips,
Hypnotised by the swing and grace of your hips.
Used to think love was nothing but fairytales,
Back when life was nothing but heavy trails,
'Till I saw your eyes, and every other feature,
I fall so hard for you, I wish that I could meet ya.
So I still daydream, thinkin' 'bout you,
To this day, I hope that we will meet soon.

[Hook]

Love You More (Prod. by Niko)

I'm bored this evening. Let's have a new song folks (if the copyright doesn't get to this first)!

Shout out to Mike Stackz for remaking this instrumental for people like me to rap over.

Wiggle It (French Montana & City Girls Remix)

Sample: Audio from Metal Gear Solid 5

Lyrics:

[Intro]

(Yeah, I told you MXMUHD was bad news!)
"Kept you waiting, huh?"

[Verse]

Feels like so long, since I made a project,
Hope to make a few waves, cause and effect.
Still making tracks, and if I'm speakin' honestly,
Wanted to keep going, even with the world in qurantine.
This my King's Speech, and there are no stutters,
Time to dig out gold, out my mind's clutters.
Step up to the mic, come back to rap swinging,
'Till I finally see the day I finally start winning!

The studio closed, it forced me to adapt.
I gotta make moves, if I wanna still rap.
Got myself a microphone, regardless of the consequence,
Lower quality in my tracks don't break my confidence.
Might be a slow start, but I know I've got to grind,
If you do not adapt, then all you'll get is left behind.
Gotta keep on climbing, me quiting? How absurd!
Never stoppin' 'till the day I get what I deserve!

Hear me spit my flows upon these beats so gracefully!
Thank you to all the people that were waiting patiently!
Gotta keep roamin', no room for traitors!
Thank you to my fans, fuck you to my haters!
Gotta keep on risin' up, 'till I reap what I have earned,
So to all the people waiting for my return,
Welcome back, now with no uncertainly,
I present Bedroom Rap, hope you're sitting comfortably.

Welcome Back [Intro] (Prod. by MXMUHD)

Sample: 'Vocal Phrase Deep End Lead Solo 122 Emaj' - Fousheé.

Lyrics:

[Intro: Fousheé]

Go off the deep end.
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to-.


[Verse 1: Jack Rootes]

It's a part of growing up, I guess,
Havin' to deal with BS and stress.
But there's only so much a man can take,
Until his patience finally breaks.
Might lose my mind one day,
Might go insane in some way.
From the anxiety in my brain,
Addin' nothing but mental pain.

Maybe I'm just paranoid,
Flashes of fear like they're polaroids.
Concerns that my life gets major,
Fears of my life becoming a failure
In the eyes of my parents,
As I go and do all my life's errands.
Every now and then, I go ahead and let it show,
But for the most part, I'm trying not to go-.

[Hook: Fousheé]

I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to go off the deep end
I don't think you wanna give me a reason
I've been trying not to-.

[Verse 2: Jack Rootes]

Know there's so many things that I could do,
What if I'm not livin' like I should do?
Got one life, am I lettin' it waste away,
Until the day that I fade away?
Why do I still go and insist,
Chasin' a pot of gold that may not exist?
In my life, anxiety surrounds all,
I know it'll all lead to my downfall.

I'm just tryin' to live the best I can.
I tell myself 'don't stress it man.
You need to calm down, like Taylor Swift said.
You've got plenty of time, 'till the day you're dead.'
I keep that in mind, but if I'm bein' honest,
A common question I ask myself is 'what if?'
I look for answers and I also pretend,
To be fine, so that I don't go off the deep end.

[Hook: Fousheé] (X2)

Off The Deep End [feat. Fousheé] (Prod. by DillyGotItBumpin)

Lyrics:

[Hook]

They come around
Wanting Brandy,
But deep down, I know
They want the candy.
Are they all lucky?
Well, they might be.
Take 'em to my place
And let them ride me.

[Verse 1]

Step in the club, feeling saucy
Pumped for the night, heart full of glory,
Drinking at my leisure, no I won't stop it.
Wanna see the fat bottomed girls go and drop it.
Been a while since I did things different,
Stepped behind the mic and acted so ignorant,
So I'mma be hearty, kicking back Bacardi,
Fuck the haters man, 'cause every day's a party.

Man, I feel like a million bucks,
Hopin' some groupies will give me a million fucks,
Still working hard, name in the Bucks Herald,
I'll go Turbo, no Ryan Reynolds.
Bend words behind the mic,beats are my elements,
Glasses of bubbly gonna give me benefits.
Right now, I'm just gonna try and see,
If these girls would love me down on their knees.

[Bridge]

Been so long since I've done something like this
And opportunities to get it lit, I won't miss.
All these bottles and all these models,
Yeah, they got me goin' full throttle.
Hopin' to get some girls eager to please me,
Young, white and cool like my name is G-Eazy.
Nah, drama shall not run up.
'Cause we won't stop 'till the sun comes up!

[Hook]

[Verse 2]

Glasses in the air, let us drink the night away,
Let all our problems go ahead and fade right away.
Blown away with my lyrics when they hear me free,
Bangers with Aydhiny, Nikola and Call Me G!
Love the way the women grip that pole,
Dirty smile on their lips so cold.
I'm a big prick, I just hope they can manage.
To the pussy, I'm about to go and do some damage!

Anything to make 'em turn the track up,
Anything to make the twerkin' girls back up.
But I'm not tryin' to be their mister;
Company for one night like a babysitter.
Wanna see their clothes drop, shyness givin' in,
Rubber on my D, just before I go and stick it in.
I'mma rock her body, if I play sex right,
Then I repeat my actions on the next night.

[Bridge]

[Hook]

Candy (Prod. by Call Me G, Aydhiny & Nikola Tracks)

Lyrics: 

[Verse 1]

1996 is where our story starts.
A Tuesday child born of two loving hearts.
Two parents, one flourist, one firefighter.
Tryin' to write the perfect life like a scriptwriter,
For their new son, made from their genetics.
Love drew them together like magnetics.
Childhood memories that they'd be saving,
For this little boy, life had felt so amazing!

But life went 'round and brought some hurt about.
Things between his parents just didn't work out.
So they went their seperate ways whilst still in contact,
Shared custody of their son with their moral contract.
Father moved out, found himself another lover.
Son spent the days shared with his dad and his mother.
But that little boy had no idea what he'd become,
As he marched through life to the sound of the drums.

[Hook]

Walkin' on and on.
Walkin' through the storm
That life may throw his way
But happy he would stay.

Because he knew that one day
He will find a way to make his life worth
That was what he expected.
'Cause he was born a legend.

[Verse 2]

A few years pass, the son is now older.
He starts to see that the world is much colder
Than what he believed when he was a child.
To get used to this might take a while,
But for now, he's focusing on school,
With higher grades, he stands out feeling cool.
Then he goes to college to further his education,
Hoping that'll bring his future a lot more acclamation.

But his social skills were lacking sadly,
Preferred to be alone, fact he handled gladly.
'Till the day that he walked inside the booth,
Found out that he didn't have to hide the truth.
He met some nice people, that would give much love.
He dropped that first hit, then he couldn't get enough.
Over time, music was what he loved and adored,
Might be a hobby, but to him, it was much more.

[Verse 3]

So we transition into his adult years,
He's got a head of bright dreams and dull fears.
He ignores the people who say he's bluffing,
Hoping to build himself a name out of nothing.
Got a few friends that'll support his back,
Whether or not he is busy on a track.
All his emotions and thoughts while in the zone,
Get spilled out of his head, into the microphone.

But then a tragedy hit him one day,
When he found out his best friend had passed away,
It broke his spirits, but it also gave him energy,
To keep on making music, in his memory.
So he keeps working, hoping that potentially,
If he works hard, then eventually
He can make a decent living of the music he makes,
Until the day he's up there with all of the greats.

[Break]

Now he feels like every dream of his is coming true.
This is something he didn't picture during his youth.
A sizeable record of tracks under his belt,
That he knows will do him so damn well.
Spending time perfecting his vocal views,
He even had his face on the local news.
And there's no chance of him givin' in.
How do I know this? 'Cause you're listenin' to him!

[Hook]

Walkin' on and on.
Walkin' through the storm
That life may throw my way
But happy I will stay.

Because I know that one day
I will find a way to make my life worth
That was what I'm expectin'.
'Cause I am born a legend.

Born a Legend (Prod. by 4Klassix Beats)

BPM: 110
Key: A Minor
Samples: Audio from Child's Play (1988), 'Evil Shyt' - Baker and 'Hello Zepp' (SAW OST) - Charlie Clouser.

Also available on YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8xWgK0g6ZgY

*FREE* (EVIL) Freddie Dread x $UICIDEBOY$ Type Beat - "SAW"

Everyday person, occasional rapper and producer.

My current schedule regarding my music at the moment is to upload at least 2 songs per month. Also, I post cover art and announcements onto my Instagram (See below).

As you can also see, I produce beats too, under the name Terrence Jameson. All beats I produce are free to use for non profit purposes, as long as credit is given back to me via adding 'Prod. by Terrence Jameson' to the title of your track.

Jack Rootes

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