I'm Not Your Toy

I just wanted you, not me and you, just you

All these fucking men that I want are just so great 
How do you sleep at night knowing you stole someone’s heart for days and nights
With all of that power you can take over the world 
How you fuck with me easily and drop me down like a doll

But... 

I just wanted you, not me and you, just you 
(Just tell them that)
Just you
(Just tell them that)
I just wanted you, not me and you, just you
(It’s true) 
Just you
(It’s true)

Call your mama, call your entire family trees that you finally made it 

I am so proud of you, so obsessed with your ego 
The way you slided your jokes at me it felt just like volcano 
I feel so hot inside and you’re ten times cooler than me 
I wanna give you that crown, I am gonna bow down
Look at all the people lining up to kiss you, you know I can fight too…

I just wanted you, not me and you, just you 
(Just tell them that)
Just you
(Just tell them that)
I just wanted you, not me and you, just you
(It’s true) 
Just you
(It’s true)

You broke my heart, I made a weapon 
it’s not meant to hurt you, I made it so i can 
can stop me from you
can stop me from you 
can stop me from you 

You broke my heart, I made a weapon 
it’s not meant to hurt you, I made it so i can 
can stop me from you
can stop me from you 
can stop me from you

I just wanted you, not me and you, just you

The 1st album by kikilan. 

Produced, written & performed by kikilan.

 © 2023 Kikilan All Rights Reserved

BOYSICK

something i hold on to for too long
something good and something so wrong
someone i've done talking on the phone
someone good and someone did me wrong

day by day i let it go away
i'll never go back to that way 
day by day i let it go away
now i know how to behave 
day by day i let it go away
i'll never go back to that way 
but i am not okay some days
i guess i still let something stays

what stays? 
after all these times, i can say that it's you
what stays? 
the tempo of my heart when i first saw you 
what stays? 
the way you saw me when i was unnoticed 
what stays? 
the song that i wrote about how you stole my heart

somewhere i've been stuck in for too long
somewhere dark imprison my soul
sometimes i can stand up and move on
sometimes i sit back and heels off 

day by day i let it go away
i'll never go back to that way 
day by day i let it go away
now i know how to behave 
day by day i let it go away
i'll never go back to that way 
but i am not okay some days
i guess i still let something stays

what stays? 
after all these times, i can say that it's you
what stays? 
the tempo of my heart when i first saw you 
what stays? 
the way you saw me when i was unnoticed 
what stays? 
the song that i wrote about how you stole my heart

what fades? 
after all these times, i can say that it's them
what fades? 
the temper in my heart when they came to hurt me  
what fades? 
the way they  tried to make me so invisible 
what fades? 
the sound i had inside when they poisoned my head

what stays? 
after all these times, i can say that it's you
what stays? 
after all these times, i can say that it's you
what stays? 
after all these times, i can say that it's you
what stays?
what stays?

What Stays?

kkl

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