depts past due scrap 2023, officially dropped on “deers in the headlights"


Don’t wanna pretend
For another
I know you will uncover

Could this be the moment where I would want you
A prison struck to my enemy
I couldn’t succumb that I was meant for no one
And the mishope from me

But I could’ve moved when you wanted
II’ve been your bother
And I don't know if I can decide
How you made the ending
All i've done and cause they just have to know

It’s hard to imagine that it’s over
But I can't pretend that its all real
If I didn’t mind it, would’ve called you up
Cause I lost my chance to know
You should’ve saw for what you’d think
But I couldn’t care to figure you out
So I’ll ask you, I’ll ask you
To find what about me is tragic
To recall

Will you have me
If you're around me
Cause I don't know if I can promise to keep it up
It's nothing but plenty, if you’re looking
This time I don't care all the fun is enough

I don’t wanna be cast away
What I’ve been searching for
And I don't wanna look back
Don’t want my terrible life
I had to mourn again
I had to promise you
But I don't know when I’ll pull through

I could’ve moved when you wanted
I’ve been your bother
And I don't know if I can decide
How you made the ending
All that you’ve done and cause they just have to know


It's hard to imagine that it’s over
But I can't pretend that it’s all real
If I didn’t mind it, would’ve called you up
Cause I lost my chance to know
You should’ve saw for what you’d think
But I couldn’t care to figure you out
So I’ll ask you, I’ll ask you
To find what about me is tragic
To recall

theworldhasvanished

mixed matches - Theworldhasvanished(mmxellie) *Old version*

mixed matches - 10 days(nova)

leaked open from 2022

I would talk about it
I don't think that I can run with it in my way
Cause I don't know when if I can cope without and I don't know if you would find me out
And could you tell me what would soften
And I will be honest
Cause I don't think that I can be
For you when you're not for me
Just tell me how I live for no one
Tell me how you sleep every night
Cause I don't know if I can have it
And I don't know if it's awful
And I don't know if I can try it
When you wanna be so hostile

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fromherefromnow

mixed matches-fromherefromnow

When will
You be around?
'Cause It's never brighter than this
I wish
I let you down
'Cause then at least I'd say I tried to give
My friends
Think I'm an ass
But at least they're thinking of me
Tell me
How to react
To this false sense of clarity
I know
It won't be long
That I'll stay
In one piece
I need to bend


And she calls me by his name
And I can't remember too much
But she gets me outta line
When I need to feel a rush
And he tells me not to cry
But it didn't matter much
And the stone is laid to rest
Along with our new love


I will
Pick up a town
And I'll put it on my shoulders
So you
Don't have to move
If you wanted to start over
Goner
Our better halves
So now we don't need to see
The road
We can just walk
In place and breathe
And find what we have


And he calls me by his name
And then we didn't say much
And I thought it was a lie
So I didn't stay too long
And she tells me to be wise
And to try and think 'bout us
And the feeling has to die
But I know I want one touch


I wanna feel you there
Tonight
Even if I'm
Aware
That you're not gonna be
Apart
Of my being again
And I don't wanna set
You up
But you won't see me
From here
I'm running off the rails
And I'm jumping off buildings
To get close to you

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