a song about sobriety and paranoia

coping mechanism

october floor with spies

dis beabadoobee song yes beabsdkdoo be singsong yes awesom

sorry

Hey, postman
Walk with a gun
Hey, postman
Kill everyone
At your needs
Only if you want
So surely
Postman, I feel stuck
Did I drink too much chlorine
Fuck what you talk
Ive been texting her
My only one i need
Yeah, she's everything I've ever loved
She's great
No money in my pocket
Looking for another day
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me
She doesn't remember
My face, I can't save
You're a pretender
Only smile nice
In may
I dont commend her
I don't think what she does is okay
You're a dealer?
A vendor?
I won't get it
Any other way
Or will I
Maybe
I still cry
Hate me
Get you to go
Get you to go
I don't think she ever heard
Or know a word about me

lieu - postman

prod tenoji!

never understood the way you are you can hit my line if you need it (if you need it) need it (if you need it) if you need it i know you hate when you tear me apart i can see it (i can see it) i can see it  (nooo) i can see it  (nooo) don’t cry when you see me moving on don’t cry when hear me leaving now and don’t cry cause i know you need me now and don’t cry cause i know you’re giving up 

i can feel you leaving x4 
 and don’t cry cause i never needed you and don’t cry i can never be with you and don’t cry cause i never wanted you and don’t cry cause i know it’s haunting you 
(uh ohhh x3)


don’t cry when you see me moving on don’t cry when hear me leaving now and don’t cry cause i know you need me now and don’t cry cause i know you’re giving up 

i can feel you leaving x4 

 and don’t cry cause i never needed you and don’t cry i can never be with you and don’t cry cause i never wanted you and don’t cry cause i know it’s haunting you

cry 4 me

tell me ill be alright
i know u came here to fight
bloodstained tears tonight
everything is out of sight

waste away
u go back to bed for another day
glass shattered hands
gonna run away
run away yeah i cant stay here
x2

u decide
u or me whos gna die
slit my wrists thats suicide
u or me can u decide

glass hands *demo*

i promise i gave grape flavored gumballs a try :')
 

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there was a man i knew, with a steady heart 
he said he'd teach me someday, to play guitar 
to try to reconnect and build is to be far too slow 
he took his life when I was 10, 8 years ago

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood 

meet me at the old two-story house (x2)
there's nothing left of you but a ghost now (x2) 

my mama tells all about you, even recently 
said that you listened to the classics, fucked with Social-D 
I'd like to show you everything that i've come to be 
I think the more I realize, that you were just like me

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood

meet me at the old two-story house (x2)
there's nothing left of you but a ghost now (x2) 

there was a man i knew, with a steady heart 
he said he'd teach me someday, to play guitar 
to try to reconnect and build is to be far too slow 
he took his life when I was 10, 8 years ago

when i was 8, i'd say i'm sorry but it's too late
maybe you could judge? but when my head dives deep, I won't bother to budge
for when the locks clamp tight, i'll be ready to trudge
leave like a lipstick stain, palms covered in blood

wish

lyr: sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till the air green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself
you treat everyone like trash 
we hate you pretty bad
we all think you're a bitch
we all think you're a dick
you act like you're so sick, and you never get better
behind your back we all talk shit, you get fatter and fatter
you always think the world owes you shit
do you really think that you're worth it

you're the fucking worst, one day you'll get your karma
hope you get what you deserve, you deserve the fuckin worst

sittin' in my dark room, starin' at a bright screen
laying in my bed thinkin' about how they hurt me
drugs in the bathroom smokin' till my eyes green
i will lay in my tomb as long as you lay with me

you know you're the worst, i wont give you mercy
i hope that you hurt, cuz you know that you hurt me
you won't make it stop, you just make me bleed
you know you're the worst, and you won't let me breathe
my eyes will roll back until i can see 
my brain and my heart, i hope it stops beating
i won't stop screaming, i wont stop screaming
i won't stop screaming and i wanna kill myself

Creep (blxty Cover)

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