Kbackwood$ - Already Dead

Self produced, old track re-released

(lyrics)

AlmostChristmas

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care 

Inclined to what I say I ain’t done with the meaning
And get the selling point this currency defeated 
I’ll make a trade it’s only fair I hope that’s fine 
Sick of everything this steadily decline 
I say take a break for a minute now 
Reserve a little bit of patience alright 
And we made a mistake letting this allowed 
Uncertainty always finds the wrong time 

Finds the wrong time 
And what is uncertain 
I think I need a purpose 

2X
Don’t try to track me down 
I don’t wanna be found 
You can follow on behind me 
My impression on the ground 
I don’t even mean to show it 
But it ends up right there 
Better moments on ahead 
Why should I care

better moments (dead spyro)

prod @jolst
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is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

that wasn't all I could handle
been through the rut than more than just a handful
had my friends to call 
and to stand through the storm I was that blew me out just like a candle 
I can tell u all the things that I hate
I can tell u all the things that weigh
well im past that now
I don't feel that hate
im happy now need to realise it 

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

I had to get high
so that I could waste time
watch my life pass by
I don't know what I was thinking
certainly knew yeah what I was mixing yeah
that was a bad time of my life
thinking back I wish I could go back in time
tell myself that everything will be alright
alright alright alright

is that all you can handle
looking in the mirror and I see myself in tangle
is that all you can handle
I tell myself the same thing 
is it just ramble?
talking to myself I know what I can do
then doubt comes I know what ive been through
from the pills to the alcohol, stuck like glue
got myself from there to here so I knew

talking in the mirror

im only tryna do my best :/
@kbackwoods


i recorded this late 2022 - early 2023

kusi x Kbackwood$ - addiction (theoptimist)

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless 


I don’t even like this shit I really need an exit 
imma roll a blunt or maybe 2 
im in the Lexus 
Lexus, Lexus 
yea she a crazy a bitch and she learning how to hex us, 
you know I don’t give a fuck and you know that I’ll forget this
one day imma sit back and just laugh 

I dont wanna think about it’s all in the past 
We had one argument now there’s blood up in the bath 
you know who the target is when it’s right up on ur back 
I smell all the jealousy cuz they know I’m going far

I got some new ways now im up all eyes are on me now 
ur too lame and i dont care what u chattin bout 
two days i been high as fuck up off this loud
no shame when I pull up and I’m wreckless 
run that boy up out the city, put it off my checklist 
diamonds sitting pretty on my necklace 
she say I’m a psycho I’m infectious 
pull up with them toys we’ll leave you headless

new ways [tiresss]

lyrics 

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

maybe misheard me when i told you id be back
maybe u deserve the shit im pulling out my bag
i cant say no more to this shit you try to act
i cant take your words to my brain its like some lag

match and a gasoline tank
mask n it covers my face
it takes me a moment to brace
im burning this shit from the fence to the lake
i steady hate how it tastes
still i be killing my brain
the beams fall and crush both ur legs
lie in this mess u had made

notes in my
notes in my bag
tell stories of a man who 
had gone too far back
scooping out my brain with her hands
oh its bad
scooping out my eyes with a spoon
its gone bad
in the frontlines
i had seen them ripped apart
on the other side of the tracks i lost my heart
pretty coastlines
pretty soon ill depart
in the midst of it
i try to leave my mark

the frontlines

the frontlines (tiedforsilver)

produced by @prod-dash 🖤
mv: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEgzoEH60Cg

harmonies construct of her in vain,
when i had felt the same, i wonder what you let slip loose
idolized in holistic refrain from scaring you away,
but it was you who had left so soon
redundancy falls on the floors of insult,
diffusion of awe is now subtle appall
when the fracturing stops, he returns to his lot
and continues to watch the forgotten responses

how long has it really been?
on everything i could've been your confidence;
wounded deep, but regardless you were gorgeous
external forces couldn't conquer this fortress,
girl i was all in,
now i'm more of like a martian,
a foreign entity ignored and made of sport in pure extortion
the score depends on those who force it,
but on my life i'll never pry into this systematic fortune

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

he's licking tears and steeling bones
from baring sights of burning homes
and of the counterparts still present, most have nearly decomposed
the oxygen persists, but the fluids marching in
wreak havoc on the aspens, now his blood is wearing thin
the centuries forgot receive his aching and distraught,
converting portions of distortion into frequencies bewrought
the ice goes in by division of his temperance
sickly to this weather, but she ain't even my medicine

it's two-forty-two as the film rolls into view
i beg your pardon, i'm enshrouded by the memories construed
just anyone won't do,
the comfort causes calluses he's unable to move
they stare at him in twos

the burial becomes attraction, and of the visitors, it's nothing but distraction
come one and all, before root is sawed, the chainsaw, it stops,
he of wooden rot, with that pandora's box, reverse the plot
the acid sat within his stomach summits to his top
begone of influence it's over 'fore it had begun
i'll never feel that same alikeness, they just read me wrong,
just to do me wrong

bare trees conceive cold leaves,
you showed me what we couldn't be
washing over me, frostridden stings
that sole breeze had spoke "don't leave"

easy aches at your name
november stays, but it's may

the paneling glows a familiar sequence,
but it's passage won't open to those who would seek it
through timing and tamper he had managed to enter
unaware of it's contents, he treads a bit deeper
in awe of the contrast from seeker to aether
he's welcomed to stay, but he's covered in shivers
for those it abducts are reduced down to neither
so backwards he goes, where his soul doesn't meet her's

come the night i'm allotted what's divine
i got bugs up in my head,
they always scratching, leaving bites
ain't no energy to waste on those unkind
only time you talkin shit is when you're doing it online

november (dash)

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

lyr


im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable 

i dug a hole for the two of us
i got some time 
would u shut me up
clouds looking angry 
we’re out of luck
you couldve saved me 
but u backed off
ur in the way can u please back up
id love to stay but i gotta run
inside my brain theres a flock of doves
dripped out my face is a bit of blood

my brain liquifies and it pours out my mouth
i asked for some time but u shut me down
ive grown impatient paced round my house
please take a breath and calm urself down

shifting of tides pushed me out to the side 
gave it a week and im out of your sight
im in the back while i try not to die
im in ur arms while i try not to cry

im in the bunker
u shuld come too
theres tornadoes spinning by u
let the tears drip out my eyes soon
do u believe me when i love u
after all that how can i trust u
running out of time
might be done soon
i got half a mind just to bust thru
every night it gets uncomfortable

storm_chaser (hollowprpl)

prod @ilyl1ght & @splitapart (sunder)
vocals mixed and mastered by srypedia
song mastered by srypedia 
-
“i love you”

oh i
got a sickness now i start to hold my breath
the blood is running God i feel it down my neck
sometimes i wonder what goes on inside ur head
UR HEAD
OH WHAT A TRAGEDY 
I THOUGHT THAT WE WERE CLOSE
BUT DON’T LOOK BACK FOR ME
I FEEL BETTER ON MY OWN SO DON’T GET MAD AT ME
cut me open, tell the wounded put me back to sleep
erase the memories before they start to torture me
TIE ANOTHER ROPE, MY BODYS HANGING FROM THE TREES 
I START TO PLEAD
DEEP DOWN I KNOW I RLLY NEEDA REST
HEARTS PUMPING CAN U FEEL IT THRU MY CHEST?

“bro okay okay okay. i do not like asmrs”
“let’s get another bite”

oh what a tragedy
heart is pumping 
omg it’s rlly hard to slee-
i heard what u said 
but don’t u think u don’t mean nun to me?
now my body starts to ache
BODY STARTS TO ACHE
down another PILL
I-I-AH-A-
hope that i’m okay
HOPE THAT IM OKA-
i don’t think ur real
i start to hallucinate 
we’ll slowly drift APART
i’m not sure that’s okay
you’ll rip into my heart
until the sex permeates 
you’ll tear, break in my heart 
torn all the way

my reticle, got her in my reticle 
my reticle, got her in my reticle 
the truth unfolds, everything that i should know
don’t run bro, you’ll just make it worse for u
my reticle, got her in my reticle
my reticle, got her in my reticle
i asked her what do she want?
she looked at me like she dumb 
told ur bro pls don’t u run
i don’t like it when they run
its no fun, i like when they knuckle up
my reticle, got her in my reticle

“haise…HAISE”

kusi x Kbackwood$ - addiction (theoptimist)

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