Hyperpop/Digicore type shi

mindset e v e r y fckin time 

2 parts 2 mindsets

ambivalent

menunggumu(╥﹏╥)[flip]   ft. ++seventeen

www.instagram.com/prodblossomm/
@y4ndere
@y4ndere
@y4ndere

memories @y4ndere

안녕/yo ! 
Perfume ep because I miss her perfume.
Hope u will travel a bit listening to this, dream, creatz landscapes in your head, I wanna make u dream !
thank uu @sorisu always carrying : p 
everything prod by me, no collabs except the one w sori ; )
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If u want to grab the kit : https://payhip.com/b/N5M4H
(I added my recipe to create the dili style :p)
Selling flp's on insta too ^3^ 
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Enjoy !! and I always say it but tysm @y4ndere @lilac @winter <3

perfume ep + sorisu (kit out now)

visual: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3Yhizz_elw
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@owtiss
@angelicxmei
prod. @shatter3d x @prod_death
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cover art by: https://www.instagram.com/nadeko._/
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@owtiss:
the way u laugh
i'll never forget it
the things we had
i need somebody to save me
from the pain and the suffering
nobody can anyway
i'm stuck eternity
u were my baby
but u betrayed me
infuriating
the way u played me
and now i can't fall asleep
wish u believed me
i'd do anything
for u to be with me

@mis4ortune
i love the way we laugh (way we laugh)
make me cry about our past
do u even feel like that?
im not around, 
remind u that (im not here)

i miss u
i cant go to 
where we have been thru
without u (i think we're fall apart)

@angelicxmei:
i love ur energy
i loved it when u sang my songs
i loved it when u held me close
and held me tight
theres no need to press on time
save me....

once it all just shattered on the floor
i cant believe how i wouldve let it go
heal my wounds someone heal my wounds
pay the price think i paid the price

re:mind w/ owtiss, angelicxmei (shatter3d + death)

ft. @vilsynth // prod. @prodmichael x @guardiangelll

#me:
i cannot see our future
inside of my head
ive been dying since u left

i cnt hold on my tears for the next day
hope u can even hear me well

i cnnt see our future
inside of my head
ive been dying since u left

i cnt hold on my tears
strugging by fears
hope u save me from this hell
before i fall apart

## @vilsynth:
walking around with my head low
it makes it easier to think about
what we have, and what we don’t
off the floor
imm running laps, it’s starting to pour
it feels great to waste away and let the blood run think in my skin
memories they start to go away
i cannot last
starting to sin

make it all go away

ive been walking on a tightrope
but point a barrel at my face, I'll scream and cry, oh (x2)

#me n ## @vilsynth:
i guess ill catch you on the other side
im not showing my face, I don’t want to die (i dont want to die)
i guess ill see you on the other side
the other side of the road

i cannot see our future w/ vil synth (michaelwarren + guardianangel)

Hi, 
I am so sorry. I... I left so many friends apart without saying nothing like an egoist. So sorry for that... 
Let's say the fact 
I prolly never comeback. 
Life been changing a lot recently, music has kinda left my life, I dont really know why... 
Guys, 
To, everyone who listened to my music, who collaborated with me or just talked to me, just know that I will never forget you. nver. You all shaped a part of me through these 3 years. I just wanted to say it.
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Coexistence means here the co-living of 2 sides of me, like always. It's like I never know and never knew who I am, always fluctuating between 2 mindsets, 2 sides... 
I just want to feel things different now... I need someone, someone that I can give love to & protect, someone to hold on to & someone that understand me.
Feel kinda crushed ngl.
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Hope you'll enjoy that little music composition, was quite refreshing to make 
I am invitating you to transalte the titles (the ones in french) to make yout own interpretation of each track <3

Tracklist
0.00 Life's too short to be hopeless

1:46 @lainetowers

2:58 A flower petal floating in the fresh air of countryside during spring season

4:27 œil perçant

5:25 Bootleg of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMR3o19IlKw 

7:27 Is suffering necessary to happiness ? 

8:33 Falling in a deep blue ocean close to 9pm

10:20 Je veux juste juste partagés des moments avec toi, rire avec toi, te serrer dans mes bras et croiser mes yeux dans les tiens <3

12:17 Colombe virevoltante 

14:38 Suis-je déjà trop vieux ? Ai-je déjà tout waste de ma jeunesse ? 

15:55 seaside wind 

17:18 aimons nous
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Love you all, fr </33333

ib @y4ndere @lilac @winter @ev333 @kyoakyo @tekea @jugglyfe @chrxmey

Coexistence ep + *✧･ﾟ:* laine *✧･ﾟ:*

produced by @yashio20k n @1wasterr
additional production by me

featuring @counterxo, @muieternal, @1akura and @valberrie.

# @counterxo:
Baby I don’t wanna waste this chance
One last time I can hold your hand
Just you and me through the stars we danced
I’ll hold on even if you can’t
I swear I won’t fuck this up now
Wanna change but the past pulls me down
Call your name but it carries no sound
Could’ve left but I let myself drown.

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

### @muieternal:
i dont want to live
like this
i been up on my own like nothin real
u said,
'i don't really about the things u did. forget.'
i'm still tryina let myself forgive, again

cant understand, just tell me how you feel
drugs that matter, make me heal
'i can't tell you' what's ur deal?
in the darkness, i conceal
all the scars that time won't heal
i gave everything for real
take forever, i cant feel
risin up my heart of steel

#### @1akura
n im doin all can when it comes 2 u
when i hear ur crys for help, yea i comfort you
can we try again
all these feelings in my heart i cannot make amends
yea i try n i try js to end up in hole
it seems like every single night im alwasy thinkin bout uu
yea im thnkn bout uuu
so can we try again?

##### @valberrie
now i just rly wanna see u
cuz i just don’t know what u been thru
and i know that i don’t wanna lose u
but why don’t u ever wanna come thru

i know it’s been a while
just wanna see u smile
im sorry that i had to move outta town
don’t wanna see u frown
but now ur not around
(I can’t help but hear these sounds)

## @mis4ortune:
if i have a chance, i will fix up all my fault
gonna rather bring u back, rather hate me to the core
being sick of my thoughts,
me and you inside my mind
fuck imaginations, wanna end my life

darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
im depressed and fucking tired
i know it was sad to see
darling just give me a sign
if u rly care for me
ion think I can survive
i know it was sad to see
i know it was sad to see

bitterness w/ counter, mui, akura, valberrie (yashio + wasterr)

produced by @everestdidthis

@mis4ortune
dreamin'
seeing all the stars that they're shining
still chasing my dreams
im confusing
lost all my thoughts
darling why did u run away
u promised that u will stay

i cannot feel anymore
I know u hate to the core
look at the stars and the force
it tells us to break up apart

@zippie1 + me
tear me apart
give me your love
and you know that i wish
to give you
all the shine
shine~

get on a bus straight to you
baby how you feelin
you made my heart beating
never betray you
oh thats how we love
love, love

@muynislitz
just give me one more chances
I wanna see u take nap on my chest
we can try our best
I beg we gon stay still
'till death comes to bed
i've been dreaming 'bout that scenario
since I saw you, cutie mot tinh yeu that default
sunrises, day counts up
wjqkhruyasefgb

@zippie1 + me
tear me apart
give me your love
and you know that i wish
to give you
all the shine
shine~
get on a bus straight to you
baby how you feelin
you got my heart beating
never betray you
cause thats how we love~ love~ love~
tear me apart
give me your love
always deserve
when i found you
thats how we love

one more chance w/ zippie, muyn (everestdidthis) #infinitude

@y4ndere @h1yori

This pain will last forever
But with you by my side I can feel better
It's been years but I still can't forget her
At least I know we'd never last together
I regret I met her

All these people hit me up but I know that they are fake
I stay inside 
Grind all day 
All night until the sunrise

That's just how I get away
You wouldn't feel safe in my brain

Been trying so hard to be perfect
cos Ive always felt so fucking worthless
but they say that less is more
so i just suck it up I know that boys dont cry

And I can't even sleep toss and turn every night
There's hate in my veins I can't even try
To step out outside
I might as well die
live thru the day like a zombie yeah this isnt life

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I feel so empty inside and 
I know theres no way back

There was a time where I felt like
I had the world in my hands now
I watch the sky wondering if ill ever get back my life

no way back「prod. yandere + hiyori」

prod. @wisssery + @nihil2free

@mis4ortune
i tried to bring u back from the hell
i tried to bring u back from the dust
but i cannot fix the natural law
so i just watch u starting to fall
x2

@remiliaxd
so much we've been through
but i can't help it all
so easy to lose it all
and idc what you said anymore
one fleeting moment is gone
i'm scared for new ones to dawn

oh well
believe me i tried
please open your eyes again
so scared of goodbye
i promise not to let you go

starting to fall w/ remillia (wisssery + nihil2free)

2023.
@bleachcraft @prodpitfall

im in different place in hell
hope yall prayin me well
cannot trust anyone else
im on my way, above myself (?)
fucking stay away from me
you know, that's not the ecstasy
bitch you know that you're free
keep hiding things in front of me

im in different place in hell
hope yall prayin me well
cannot trust anyone else
im on my way, above myself (?)
fucking stay away from me
this is not love, just guilty
shit will never be the same
everything now end with the pain

you look so beautiful
like the day that i lost you
i cried for myself, i'm a fool
nothing left to do
i'd rather die in your arms
or goin to hell just for you

will you remember me too?
im feeling sick and tired, cuz i miss you a lot
for all night long
imma gone for awhile
i really want that you by my side

(i'm passed out, and i need you now x2)

prayin me well (bleachcraft + pitfall) // 2023

featuring. @zippie1
prod. @prodkirian + @decago

(w/ fussy vocal)

@mis4ortune
(i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive)

i just wish that u were stay
no, I don’t wanna prey
for the day you do betrayed
you punched me in the face

oh, it’s hurt so bad, but you didn’t give a fuck
and i know you never changed, bring these memories to dust
(hold on)
one call away, but u left me all on read
everything fade, i know i have tried my best (tried my best)
to keep you stay, now our love have gone decayed (gone decayed)
it’s okay to let you go away

i gave u my heart
but u never return it
i gave you my heart
darling you made me feel alive
x2

@zippie1
u took my heart
ur not gon give me back
did u treat me right
its all lie

since i give u all my trust
all u giving me is laugh
why u take me as a joke
now i never coming back

you betrayed all my trust
now i think i had enough
even i said im all right
u dont even know thats a lie
anh chang muon thay em ben ai
these thinkings kill me eveynight
u gon leave me i know
yeah just leave me alone

give you my heart, but you never return it w/ zippie (decago + kirian)

@me
ya you sweet 
ya u sweet like mochii yaaaa
and i miss when i feel ur love
like mochii its mochi yaaa
ya ya sweet like yaaa y aya a and it hurts and
it hurts ya ya

@tores 
baby just grab my hand and let's just walk away
so far away, we can't even see the land at all
so alone, baby i need you here right now omg
was it all dream?, we weren't meant to be 
i cannot still believe that you left me alone
i had enough so i tried my best to forget 
but i can't let you go

@mental
I've been stuck ina daydream since we met
idk what to say gotta empty head
bad thoughts inside got me stuck in bed
dont know why its happening again
i pretend that we never met
ima mess everyday upset..
i feel sick 
dont know what u said
out of breathe 
i jus try my best.

spotify

sweet like mochi w/ tores + mental  (xtasane)

feat @domerrz + @owtiss
prod @decago


(intro)
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again
i don't wanna lie, i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, falling once again

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

(verse dom - @domerrz)
i fall into your lies once again
fool me once now im terrified
my heart will never mend
played my part in your story
you left me i feel dead
you despise me just say it
just tell me its the end

it's like every time 
it's just all my fault
crying once again
what did i do wrong
im ripping up my skin
for you its not enough
but ima play pretend 
dont think i hurt enough

(verse - @owtiss)
ive just had enough
everything is starting again..
n im so tired of love
i dont wna see u again
i think ill fall apart!
when could we ever make amends??
u never cared in the end
i think id rather be dead

every day that passes i get new regrets now
the only time i can reset is when im passed out!!
i wish i could do more than just accept how
our relationship could never be repaired now :(

(chorus)
put my feelings to the side, they don't matter
trusted you too much, now my heart is shattered
always doing my best but it never works out, nooo  
i don't wanna lie, 
i been feeling sad
my heart on the ground, 
falling once again
i'm just trying to follow my dreams 
until the end i will always believe

my fault +dom & owtiss (decago)

https://open.spotify.com/album/7GUg6hXvCdbsxuTSMzuWkl?si=S2c_IYkFRL-09raX5x22ug
https://loveismisery.bandcamp.com/album/sickness
projects from 2022-2024 that ive been working on and have finally decided to finish

1. never let this go @lilac
2. the best of me
3. i swear this time i mean it @foryourheart
4. bleed for you
5. take my hand @foryourheart
6. we fell apart @fvckriv
7. mad bout dat flip
8. dagger through my heart
9. without you @harpyzzz
10. picture perfect
11. heartbeat
12. savior @prodkirian
13. isolation @1vacy
14. timing

sickness

@arid


am i dead to u
or are u dead to me
i thought i trusted u
but ur still dead to me yaa
run away i had to leave the scene idk
(yea idk)

its gettin harder to breathe when I'm locked in these chains
want u closer to me but ur farther away
now theres blood on the grave and theres nothing to say
feeling so useless I lay here and fade
the reason I see
the reason I'm bleeding
I'm down on my knees
the pain I'm receiving
yea Ive fallen on the ground like I slipped in the mud
i don't wanna break away all the trust

i don't wanna waste my time
searching for what isn't mine
i saw u in a different life
ig ill leave it all behind

run away - arid (sochi)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4pQKlYjukhwhnb34fg6Lyf?si=rkEACAd9SY64cFiD9tS56g
https://soundcloud.com/7senss/perfectly-flawed

im fine

@y4ndere

lyrics: 
i used to call your bedroom my home
now i dont give a fuck im alone
i hate this time of year
cos nothing ever feels the same
i stay up all alone
waiting for you to return
i know that
by winter ill feel better
i hate this autumn weather
it makes me feel so numb 
i wish that i could feel at all
wish i could reset last year 
so that i forget 
december when i lost my heart to you
you should've been honest from the start
but ppl dont change now its in the past
i really tried to light a match in the dark
but next time imma let it all fade to black
and there's times where i
still feel you with me 
when i rest my head 
i still can dream of you

Hyperpop/Digicore type shi

— Kleéin ivóryy