Recollection (Work in progress)

DeGaussed

Quanta

She Said

Kraken

Gheist

Doom Diggity (Current)

Cranial Desolation

I never learned how to lose, just to win
And win alone
It's hard to hold in armored arms
With this stone
Inside my chest
With all the best
Of what we could have been
If I’d seen us
A cycle unbroken
Words wished unspoken
And unheard
Over slights absurd
Caught up in pride
Tied up inside
Why can’t I say...?

I'm sorry that sorry is so hard for me
I'm starting to worry that you're starting to see
That I'm not the man that you thought me to be
I'm sorry that sorry, is so hard

I forget love's not a game, that there's no shame
In knowing when to quit
The only win is to forfiet
To the future we could be, if we stop the battles, end the war
What's the worth in being right
When after the fight
It feels like no one wins.
The prize - regret, chagrin
What are we fighting for?

I'm sorry that sorry is so hard for me
I'm starting to worry that you're starting to see
That I'm not the man that you thought me to be
I'm sorry that sorry, is so damned hard

Two words away
Becomes a wall
When your smile
Is my all
Why can't I say
And wash away
The hurt
The damage I have done
I leave the anger
Left to die
But the truth
Is that's a lie
Every time
It's one step more
Until you're walking 
out the door

Mea Culpa

My first attempt at covering New Order. I did all instruments and vocals.

True Faith (New Order Cover) (Demo Version)

This is a Maritime dirge about a sailor lost at sea in search of his departed love, and his being dragged to his own death beneath the waves, picturing her as he drowns.

LYRICS: 

Into the burning red sky
I fly, I try
Failing, stalling
Flailing, falling
Into the sea

Into her blue eyes
I sigh, Good bye
Sinking, drowning
Heartbeat pounding
My silent plea

I feel your arms around me
In the darkening dim
I don’t know how you found me
But for Fate’s dark whim
I cannot see your face
But I feel your caress
Take me to the place
Absolve as I confess

Kraken heart and Kraken eye
With sharpened beak and silent cry
Fool me, hold me as I die
Make me believe she’s by my side
Kraken heart and Kraken eye
Hold me deep under the tide
To find the world where she resides
Let me this moment live the lie.

As above, below
The flow of undertow
Sinking, Holding
In drink enfolding
To find thee

All that I know
The woe I forego
Longing, dreaming
Prolonging screaming
Wordlessly

Your embrace, it surrounds me
Hear the harkening hymn
Coils weighing down me
Reaping through the grim
Oblivion’s giant eye
A lover’s inky kiss
Bidding me goodbye
Into the heart’s abyss

Kraken heart and Kraken eye
With sharpened beak and silent cry
Fool me, hold me as I die
Make me believe she’s by my side
Kraken heart and Kraken eye
Hold me deep under the tide
To find the world where she resides
Let me this moment live the lie.

Kraken heart and Kraken eye
And all the love I can’t deny
So on your whispers I rely
To hold my hand and answer “why?”
Kraken heart and Kraken eye
Into your frigid heart confide
Entangled like a lover’s bride
Let my last sight be her blue eyes.

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