Beat by Double R. Beats, all credit to them.
Lyrics:
I’m a batch of bad code, my status ain’t quo
I’ve been lacking in dough but I’m managing, so
I’m still waiting for the ready in that ready, set, go
in lieu of therapy, I get happy with netflix and coke
I mean the soda, I like my vices accessible
would it that I had the cash to pursue passions, but oh
not about to put effort just for pleasure, you know
I dream of energy, then I wake up letting it go
it’s all spent at work, I’m wishing I left
but rent isn’t low, just sweeter than death
...but ask me again tomorrow, I’m indecisive
want success, but can’t bring myself to even define it
or attempt anything with all my heart and
really put my back, tears and sweat into marketing
make a plan, see it through, laughing maniacally
I’m just an extra in the back, gesturing quietly
the cameraman knows it, you don’t get too closely

but I’m still not low on my supply of tomorrows
at least I hope, so maybe all in due time, who knows
I’m a lamb of a gen limbo, millennial and Z and
I like that you can’t fit me into a handle that easy
got nothing really against them, just the managing system
not a fan of being a part of your dataset predictions

huh
I guess I take the same approach to gender and love
just a bracket-phobia, saw the structure, then said enough
I’m on that Deleuze, Guattari shit
not saying what I am is brand new, atarashii
not tryna be special, like a snowflake or whatever
I am painfully aware of how I’m woefully average
but the “special” thing is fucked from the get go
it’s not about exception, just complexity, example
you are not your name or the taxonomies attributed
but a body and a brain with many variables hitherto
not fully understood by the scholars of the psyche
so the categories function to reduce your variety
to a standard to facilitate studies and marketing
and that’s, fine, I guess, but then you internalize it
you remember as a kid when they taught you math and science
then later told you none of that was really fully quite
the truth but it got your brain to get to that mindset
where you could start to understand the nuances of reality?
well, same thing, I guess, they’ve been
naming the patterns
they’ve been saying that gravity
is a force just to help the formulas
but since albert we get that this ain’t newton, relativity
says gravity is just the curvature of spacetime
yet we still teach newton’s physics to the kids,
cause the equations stay fine

mostly
well, unless you look too closely

Samples:
Savannah Brown - life cheated us all and i'm full of angst
Beastie boys - Ch-Check It Out

Klowder