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@bloodsekai

cross my fucking heart
leave my body rot
im too paranoid
i dont wanna walk
went to the store
and asked if she wanna talk
now i need to down a shot

see my frown
ive been feeling blue
its kinda new to me
upside down
you ruin everything
now my heart cant beat
incomplete
estrogen is what i need
you sent me here
kill me please
on this rock
in the street

(hook)

bloodsekai - r u having a bad day?

one take ill step on the gas
im going way too fast
hoping that i dont crash
hoping that my life lasts
im feeling way to horrible
my mind is feeling really dull
ive been out of it lately
i think everyone hates me
feels like its constant raining
and that theres no escaping
ive been getting thoughts in my head 
text her phone dont leave me on read
i dont even know what you said
i look like such a fucking mess
spin out of control and idk what to do
if i was to rot today i would still think about you

ive been out of it lately :(

ty for 4k listens <3 pls listen on spotify too https://open.spotify.com/album/0Zu1TMGY256iat7o8KzQDF?si=svEpCWrKQpmFG-wHON6KPQ

based on the anime "our dating story"
prod me

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon
cos i noticed u started distancing
and i knew with time
you'd eventually leave me

im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
im such a jealous loser
x2

cant do what i want to do
i might die today
ill try not to lose my sanity
from the way u move
and the way u talk to those other dudes
and i hate myself
i wanna kill me too
and everyday we talk
i fear were ending soon

jealous loser

@bloodsekai

Hello. This is an arrangement of instrumentals, "beats" if you insist on that word usage, I have arranged and composed. Thank you for listening with your ears.

You may have heard a few of them, since I have already handed them out to a few of my peers on this platform.

bloodsekai .. Instrumentals I will never use, all composed by Bloodsekai. How marvelous.

prod. zakuro
i keep on letting everybody down again and again
i put my trust in u but u said things that u never meant
i hate myself just as much as u do
my life is fucked and this world is so screwed
push me away some more
shove my face in the ground
nobodys there for me
my life goal is to drown
i regret everything that i have ever done
my life is way too hard i will never be enough
i think god hated me cus i just cant do anything right
i cover up my face im not worthy to be in ur sight
the shooting star in the sky is my last hope
but its all useless everybody treats me like a joke
and now im staining the snow
cus im not meant to be here
can u tell that im trying
i wish id disappear
days are passing by the world still hates my guts
ill never get to heaven i will always be stuck
ill never get my wings
im hanging on by a string
i let you down once again
ik ik

i'll never get to heaven

https://open.spotify.com/track/45J0xu0eoccOpxwc7rNXGT?si=55c325944cb44434

madoka song w/ @pupsies yayyy !!!!

lyrics:
can't wrap my head
around this shit
u promised me
u'd grant my wish
it's been a week
and i'm so pissed
i'm standing here
with broken limbs

i'm standing here
with broken limbs
these girls i met
their skulls caved in
and yeah i'm laughing
it's not funny
that's what hysteria has
done to me
to me  
to me
i'm fucking losing it
i'm losing it, i'm losing it

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

i’d do it over and over and over and over
i made a real big promise and its weighing on my shoulders
to be “honest” i think that my empathy has disappeared
i could watch all my friends die
it’s like looking in a mirror
and they’re on e-ver-y side
i still dont really get why…
how did i even arrive here?
can i manage to survive?

losing my magical mind

i don’t care about the big wide world 
i just want to be happy
rather live inside a fantasy
than be a magic girl

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse

if life was a contest 
i'd show in last place
since we're being "honest" 
i hate everything
and that includes those incubators
I've lost hope
i'm gonna die
shoutout kyubey
my biggest hater
i can't do anything right

the only magic is the blood that spills when i am hurt
the only magic is the knowing living is the curse
the only magic is the knowing that it just gets worse
it just gets worse
it just gets worse

losing my magical mind (ft. pupsies)

its just coming back too 
now i wanna have you 
listen up and tell me if you 
really want a attitude 
and i think your rude
and i wanna take you
on a night out for two 
your mine i wanna fuck you 

i want to 

i want to 

your one to 

your one to 

you fucked up once more 

broke me down right to my core

oh fuck now i wanna have you

i like you but im too scared of what ur gonna do
if i tell you that i like you
c
im blushing oh my god
cant talk right cause ur so hot
ur presence makes my heart drop
ur voice makes my heart stop
at the end of the day im a loser
spending their life away on a computer
at the end of the day im a loser
id have you if i was cooler

im a loser im a loser
rotting on computer
rotting on computer


want you to drop in my arms
youll be mine afterall
i know im insecure but
this time i will not fall

i wont be alone anymore
as long as i just try
but if you do reject me
ill kill myself tonight


i really like you but im a loser

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

bloodsekai x deathwish i'm thankful for you (reup)

carving your name deep in my skin
so it won't come out
please don't escape me
i want your love
i want your love

i want your love
you're making me crazy
it's all that i want
i'd offer my soul 
for a drop of your blood

escape

i make the worst shit ever

prod me idk how to play guitar sorry ://
​​​scrolling twitter every day
​its slowly making me insane
​ur fucking with my brain
​through my phone
​in the back of the class
​i feel like shit every day
​i rly just cant wait to go home
​im refreshing threads
​n my brain is dead
​i asked if u were fine
​and then u left me on read
​ive never known how
​to stop from breaking down
​a random face in the crowd
​do u see me now
​​SHES THE VALEDICTIORIAN
​​AND I JUST WANNA BE BORN AGAIN
​​IM STUCK IN CLASS LEARNING CRT
​​U MOVED ON WAY TOO FAST FOR ME

student bodies

im scared to go outside
life just slowly eats me alive
im gonna close the blinds
god i hate the sunlight


i used to play outside all day
well thats the old me
people are so scary


cant face my fears
its a disaster
please just dont look at me
my heart is beating faster
im not going anywhere
im stuck up in this chapter
everybodys giggling 
theyre filled up with laughter


stuttering my words
im filled up with a curse


i cant talk to the cashier
its way harder then it seems
why was i born so weak?
i cant do anything

theres some people on ur right
u better run and hide
or theyll ruin your life!!!

im scared to go outside

instrumental: @bloodsekai
vocalists: @bloodsekai + @vedbend + @/yukisasayaki

halloween inspired song from last month, please enjoy to your desire. (sorry for the lack of uploads, i've been making too much music and not finishing any of it...)

--- lyrics: ---

i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

was it always this difficult to think?
what's different now, is it me or the mirror?
i imagine the greys and blacks within
turned me into a freak, a monster that just cries and weeps

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now

(i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

+ layered with vedbends part)

i try to run away
i couldn't move at any pace
as tears fall down my face
my teeth are falling out
i guess i'll drown inside my doubts
i always cry and pout 

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

carve out my eyeballs treat me like a pumpkin
rip my guts out baby i feel nothing
u wanna put me on display i guess thats something
i'm a puppet baby put me on your strings
ur always in my head like the axe in my skull
but u always want me dead i'm so fucking tired
baby pass the pliers
i'll dismember my body n ill put it onto wires

empty syringe, my room swaps places
eyes move around, i'm too stimulated
look in the mirror, my heart starts racing
don't recognize my face, i'm a monster now
i spent several days
talking to myself
when'd i get this way?
how do i get out of this dream?

when do i wake up? (ft. vedbend & yuki)

unofficial @kissmarrykawaii archives
ran by @marimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimarimari
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I love bloodsekai, odihu, yuki, moxii, zakuro

bloodsekai .. Instrumentals I will never use, all composed by Bloodsekai. How marvelous.

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