demo

im so down on my calories
im wasting all my energy
my bmi is in the negatives
im too afraid to
ask for help
my social anxiety
its getting hard for me

u say that im selfish and i never treat u right
but pls know that i did it all for u
i did it i did it I DID IT ALL FOR U
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U OHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT ALL FOR U

did it all for you (acoustic demo)

@bloodsekai

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

i feel so
i feel so alone
i think no
i think no one knows
who i am
how i feel
what i can
cannot do
it makes me so miserable
cry in a cup
then i pour it down the drain
and i do it all again
cuz my tears fall like rain
and my chest fucking aches
pinch the cheek on my face
make sure i'm awake
cuz i feel insane

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

could i maybe crash down at ur place?
i think i put too much on ur plate
i like the blush u put on ur face
i should stop talking cuz i'm a waste
jus a burden
damn im hurting
im not a person
if i jus worsen
if i get worse
i can't be the same
if i get worse
i can't be the same

always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough
always sad
but im jus tryna have fun
isolate
i'll push away everyone
but i can't
when things are hard enough alone
it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

it's not good for me
but i'm not good enough

bloodsekai - im not good enough

@bloodsekai

im scared at nite
i need sum light
i made new friends
and theyre alright
take my time
dont go ahead
if i do
i'll lose my head (like mami)
whats the point of life
if i dont care?
& what do i get
if ppl dont share?
besides myself
the worlds just fine
i hurt myself
it doesn't matter
nothing matters
blood just splatters
on the pavement
filled with lies
sympathy
im alone
empathy
the world doesn't know

im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along
im just an extra
i dont belong
faked my smiles
and face all along

idk anymore
& i tried to make some sense
no one understands
but no one understands
hands behind ur back
theres a gun in ur hands
if i tried to guess which one
i dont think that i can
my heads empty
i dont have no thoughts
maybe one day
we can get along
but until then
i think that im lost
im a burden
a problem to a lot
flowers wilt and my head clears
everything hurts idk how im here
scythe from a reaper
pls come near
take me down ur stairs
i'll wipe my own tears

wipe my own tears
i'll wipe my own tears
pls dont cry
i'll be just fine
idk how long
it will take
but i'll let u know

bloodsekai - lykwhenimfine

bloodsekai - judged around every corner (og pitch)

1 billionth wujek cover enjoy! (wasnt my idea i swear.)
n yes i got sum lyrics wrong Ooops

prod me ftttttt @bloodsekai

@yukisasayaki:
huhh
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for another guy
but ill be cool yea ill be fine

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

i spent the nights crying over u
i guess u go around fuckin other dudes
its fine dont trust me bae its cool
i rlly dont kno what to do

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no

@bloodsekai:
u said u think it wont work out
i thought everyone has their ups n downs
u left me for somebody else
but i'll be cool, and say i'm well

i watched that elevator close
blood leaking over my clothes
i wish it worked i really hoped
now i got nothing left oh no
x2

@yukisasayaki:
i watched that elevator close
blood leaking all over my clothes
i wish it worked i rlly hoped
that i get nothing left oh no
x2

i watched that elevator close w/ bloodsekai (cover)

beautiful like butterflies
your eyes they never lie
contemplating suicide 
baby im right by ur side

youre so fucking perfect 
no you dont deserve to die
i know im worthless
but im better then those other guys

fall onto me
this feels just like a dream
blood falling off ur sleeve
me and you were meant to be

im stuck like a tree
if only you could see
im so in love with you
i got ur blood stuck on my teeth




teeth (x8)

marry me i'm meant for u
ur so perfect like mary sue
without u, i don't have a clue
what i'd do, what i'd do
world's so big 
but ur the only one
i only live 
for u call me dumb
i wanna see u be nice
i wanna be in ur life
i wanna hear u at night
saying ily





u dont deserve to die ft bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

u think that ur so funny
i wish that u'd stop talking
ur rly fucking stupid
i hope u get abducted
ur so fucking annoying
u should just die in a car crash
everything u say is worthless
i hope u get a heart attack

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

ur rly bad at talking
just go and blow ur brains out
u always think ur clever
just fucking go and die now
ur not a saint ur guilty
i know ur family hates u
everytime u talk my head hurts
i wish that u'd be quiet

i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking
i wish that u'd stop talking

bloodsekai - pls stop talking

prod me
cant find cover ughhhhh

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right

god i rlly hate it
im numbed n im sedated 
my mum treats me like a patient
i jus wanna b normal again
im trapped in my head
im better off dead
just want it to end
im so hard on myself

god i rlly hate my life
thinkin bout suicide
fantasize abt it at night
i dont know whats right
x2

fantasize

prod me

oh i guess
things are all over now
and i guess we'll go back
to the way things
used to be before

when i was counting on u
u just left me to the side
got me crying over u
i swear this happens
all the time
and when ur cutting
all alone again
like all the other times
i hope u think of me
and u fkn realize in time
that u miss me
so our memories
werent a waste of time
and when u kissed me
for hours
did u feel a thing or
its all just a lie?

its so over

Say hello to the bad guy

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